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I had so many dreams last night but I forgot basically all of them.

One a random guy who runs a board game shop and my brother in law we’re missing so I tried to call board game guy but he didn’t answer. Then texted my BIL but he didn’t answer either. Something happened in the middle. They finally arrived to my house after being at a consumer festival (or something??) and brought back a ton of crazy shit. There were spiked and painted turtles in tanks waaaayyy too small for them. Mari and I were looking at all of them because I really wanted one. I think I woke up because I made the comment “it doesn’t make sense. If they’re painted turtles, where are their color?” And realized it wasn’t reality or something

Another one... I was trying to escape(?) and save someone(?). We were in a castle... the dis ney princesses were there?? And then the castle started to fall apart...

There were a couple very brief ones too but I forget what happened in those rip

And finally, the one I actually woke up enough to think “that would make for a good story idea write it down before you fall asleep you lazy pos” it was dream ception. Dream in a dream. I was given a pill to augment my sleep. In my sleep, an android came to me and we could do whatever I wanted while I was asleep. Essentially the pill + android were designed to help me stay asleep, sleep well and lucid dream. All good and well until the Android wanted to escape the dreams and live in reality. Of course I was on board, helped it escape, caused the downfall of the experiment and lived happily ever after with said robot.

I need to really keep up on my dream journal I’ve been forgetting so many quality dreams

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dreamt i was having a debate about platonic cuddling/kissing with cora, mari, some random dude and a bunch of high schoolers..? it was in an auditorium and we were on stage w/ the school kids watching us. anyway. my point was platonic touching exists because some aces participate in it all the time; that it all depends on how the participating party labels things. if you don’t want it to be romantic or sexual, it isn’t. rando’s point was because society has taught us touching is intimate, it is inherently intimate no matter what label we put on it. Cora’s point was that everything should and does lead to sex and if you don’t want it you shouldn’t lead someone in. Mari’s point was that the system is broken and labels are meaningless because, and I fucking quote, “big brother ate the label maker.” I thought it was so funny, I snorted and woke myself up. My phone notes about the dream were literally “plat. Debate. Big brother ate the label maker.”

And then I dreamed Mari and I were in some cute Asian inspired house, sleeping on the floor. Woke up and our wall of windows showed that Stephanie and Jaime (??? Haven’t even thought about them for a hot minute) were taunting us. I could tell by the tone of their voice but couldn’t make out what they were saying. We rolled our eyes and pretended to go back to sleep. Then I heard, “come out and face me like a real man, even though you’re not!” and I got so fucking angry. Told Mari I was going to the bathroom, wanted to take a bath to calm down, there was no bath only a small stand in shower eith a weird design at the bottom. Turned the shower on but just cried instead. Then left and as I was leaving, I saw a whole bunch of broken windows so I ran back to tell Mari. She decided enough was enough we were going to call the police. So I ran outside to distract them so they would still be here when the cops got here, but outside was setting up for a party and it was super busy?? so I couldn’t find them, got lost, went back to the house which was now a hotel but it didn’t phase me, and a lot of people including Mari are gathered in the lobby. just chatting I guess. A man with a disgustingly ugly baby walks in,(it is apparently and suddenly blizzard weather, with dangerous freezing temps. He has ice on his beard) looks around to determine the hotel is full, and says something along the lines of, “well isn’t that fucking great. guess I’ll just keep going” but then goes to the supply closet to grab a bottle for his kid?? And then I woke up idk

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Walking with a friend (don’t remember who) to go look at puppies for them. They start to get cold feet bc their old dog just passed away. I talk to them about my revelation with Coal and how I was trying to find what I had with him in other dogs which is why I have so many but I just recently realized I will never find it because they’re not him - they’re their own dog.

We get to the address the puppies are supposed to be at but it seems really run down and almost abandoned. I walk through the garage that was open, calling for anyone. Finally, the guy we were looking for (who I called my health teacher from freshman year but he wasn’t?) came over and introduced himself and we started chatting. He introduces us to other people that live in the rundown house but as he is, a very high pitched, squeaky voice asks, “Tamara?”

I look at the person who says, “Its Mary! Well, it’s (unisex name that I forget) now.” I walk over and sit on the arm of the couch next to them and they explain, “I identify as non-binary, sometimes I feel like a woman, sometimes a man.” They hug the arm of the person next to them. That person hugs them back and says, “Yeah they’re also poly. I date the male side and (name) dates the female side.”

(At this point, the friend I brought is gone. Looking at puppies?) An apparition of Mari appears. No one else can see her. She sarcastically says, “Oh that’s handy. Make up how gender works to fuck more people.”

I’m really anxious and embarrassed about what she said until no one reacts. I say, “oh that’s awesome! You are so cute!” *hug* “I wish I had known you for my identity journey even just six months ago.”

Mari ghost asks, “what do you mean?”

And as I’m about to explain to her, a giant molten monster breaks down the house like the fat fire slug he is and we all start to attack it. Except physical attacks don’t work, only magic. So I use my magically arrows, (I summon my bow by clapping my hands together and pulling back like I would a real bow and then it just appears in my hands) until I’m out of magic and stress about how we are going to beat him because no one else seems to have magic. I try to roll away to find something to replenish my magic but part of the roof falls down and blocks the door. I wake up

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gonna post cause it’s been a reoccurring dream and the stress of having it is gone and now it’s just annoying))

Arrive with a handful of other people at a rickety old house after walking around the desert in search of an exit. The house sits on the edge between the desert and a mountainous escape with a massive drop that expands out to a lake. The way everyone talks about the area, it feels like they were talking about another dimension not on earth. (The house may be limbo while the desert is hell and the mountains are ‘the go od place?’)

We walk inside the house and there is a man, his young adult son and sometimes a cat. (If the cat is there, it ends up dying or running off by the end) The man tells our group he can get us out of here but he has to prepare so he sends us down to the basement to wait. When he comes back (which never takes long but no one ever questions it) he takes us up the stairs one at a time, unless there is a family (always a mother and daughter, sometimes a dad) in which case the family goes together.

Those of us who go one at a time are subject to r-pe... although, its more like he (or the son) touch the privates and then we die or poof out of existence?? (Families are tossed back out into the harsh wilderness) That’s happened a couple times. Most of the time I sneak a peak outside the basement to the person in front of me and figure out what’s going on before it’s my turn and then con the men (maybe they’re demons) in to letting me stay at the house and they always agree in some form or another, but I’m always their secret prisoner, and always banished to the side entrance room (that travelers always come upon and they’re all greeted there) and usually have to give in to what the demons want.

This last time I had it, I actually went out to the man as he is signaling a family on which way to go to “escape” (though I seemed spectical on if he was leading them to safety or a worse place) and though he was mad I was out, (again, secret prisoner. Supposed to just go along with the act of him killing or sending people away) he was taken aback when I gripped his shirt, pressed against him and said “I know I shouldn’t be here, but when you’re done can we... do it? I’m just so... uncomfortable.” He put an arm around me and for the first time I actually heard emotion in his voice? He seemed frustrated and scared. “I know, everything is horny here and it won’t stop.”

And suddenly I pulled away with the realization that maybe this WAS hell or some version thereof and to get out all we had to do was to stop falling for the lust within us. And then I woke up.

I looked it up and lust is the second circle of hell, out of 9. So was the desert limbo and then we get to the house which is lust? And with my revelation did I “beat” it? Will I have a continuation of this with more circles or am I just reading too much in to it? Alternatively, it could be a metaphor for “being a prisoner to my sins” although arguably, I’m not *that* horny. Mari writes much more perverse stuff than I think about and I only mstbte like 1-2 times a month and I know some ppl who do it more than that A DAY so . . . Finally, it could just be because I’m ovulating and my body is like “if you don’t put a baby inside me, I will send you to hell and do it myself.” And I’ve been having the dreams for the past three days or so which is when my app says I was ovulating, but I know I had the dreams a couple weeks ago too when I wasn’t so idk

idk. I hope “solving the problem” means I won’t have this dream anymore.

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I don’t write down my nightmares for several reasons but maybe I should just start counting how many I have during the night. It feels like every time I close my eyes my stres manifests

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had a dream that Jocelyn and I were making wailord cookies but one actually starting turning in to a wailordd and we rushed to get all the pets out but we couldn’t find tai or kiara and the geckos cages broke and they turned into charmanders (???) and ran away to professor oak I guess but the wailord kept getting bigger and Mari wouldn’t let us go back in to the house cause it was falling apart and now in fire and we were heartbroken that a wailord killed our pets but then we saw tai on top of the wailord like what’s up fam and he bit it and it popped like a balloon and he and wailord flew away and I ran after the pkmn and tai and while I was running I found kiara just laying in the rubble eating pieces of wailord and I was really worried she was gonna get poisoned (???) So I tried to chuck her over my shoulder to Jocelyn while I was running but she just hit the ground with a thud cause she’s big and I still couldn’t find tai but Mari pulled up in an animal control truck and I was so proud of her for driving a big vehicle I forgot I was searching for tai and then we went to go find professor oak because the cookies we had made ended up making Pokémon real everywhere so we were gonna start our journey but then I woke up

Rip tai

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ok this is a long one...

Mari and I were at home and she was letting the dogs out. I snuck a glance at the door and noticed an ice cream truck in the middle of our backyard. I was about to ask if she knew who that belonged to when the owner stepped out... and was immediately attacked by Blaire. Mari ran out but I was somehow frozen in my place. I watched as she pushed Blaire off the older man, only for Blaire to turn around and attack Ecco. Mari screamed for me and I was finally able to move.

I made my way outside but the dog fight had already been broken up and everyone looked fine. I checked on the older man to see if he was okay. His hand had been bitten pretty badly and he was bleeding, but currently wrapping it up. I recognized him as Channel’s dad (a dog from a sanctuary I follow and also a dog that Trish had groomed in a previous dream I vaguely remember from last night) I made sure he was okay and then talked with Mari.

That’s over strike three. If this guy doesn’t sue us and we have to put her down, we have to let her go. Mari agreed. The guy had overheard and actually asked to adopt her. We were beyond skeptical so we asked a bunch of questions. He answered all of them really well and I explained to Mari who he was the dad of. We agreed to let him take her and he invited us to wedding several week later so we could we her there.

Once at the wedding, we couldn’t find him and I started to get sad. Mari recognized some people and went over to talk to them to see if they knew were he was. I went to the bathroom and hid in a stall to google him. As I’m researching, a group of pilgrim-dressed people wander in. One guy sticks his head OVER the stall door and says, ‘everyone out here ACTUALLY has to use the bathroom’ so I replied ‘I’m peeing right now!’ And he said ‘oh’ and walked away.

Embarrassed and angry I walked out once I was sure he was gone and found Mari. I was about to tell her what happened when she said ‘this is all your fault I should have never trusted you’ to which I got angry and replied ‘have you ever trusted me anyway?!’ And I stormed off and ran into Sierra. (Seriously why tf is she always here)

Sierra and I walked around the place (which was apparently an airport)(and then I actually stopped at a bathroom) and she gave me money (from her gambling winnings? Because she had gambled while I was in the bathroom?) and told me she would give me more for my birthday. I thanked her, told her she needed to save it and asked about Blaire. She replied that Mari had double crossed her and she wouldn’t help her but she would help me and gave me her daughter’s (that she apparently has here plus her daughter was like almost 13?) journal.

I read her daughter’s journal which was about the older guy that had adopted Blaire. He was apparently lost and a prisoner to the robot war. (It also went on about how Mari’s daughter (?!?!) took a boy from her and now they were mortal enemies so as a side quest to this already impossibly long dream, I helped Sierra’s daughter and the boy reconnect)

I took it upon myself to find the guy so I could find Blaire and Mari wouldn’t be angry at me anymore. And then it turned into an Alad*din inspired story where I was on a rust bucket of a train trying to solve a puzzle on it before the robots woke up and attacked me. I did not make it in time, and had to fight robots while singing something that shared the tune to One Jump Ahead. I defeated them and unlocked the puzzle which gave me another journal but just as I was about to read it, I feel off the train and woke up.

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So pretty much woke up every hour but had a dream almost every hour too and ithet were all along the lines of me fighting with Mari about taking Ecco to the vet / doing something with Blaire: although in one she woke up I mentioned she must have been hot during the night because she was literally soaked in sweat and still had some rolling off and another Kas was living with us and had renovated her room to include a massive bathroom with a shower and two jacuzzi tubs and gold plated arches hhh

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cora was helping me garden my backyard when the fence fell over and a big wolfdog came and tackled us down. I lie... idk helpd myself over Cora to protect her from the dog and when the dog runs away she moves a hair behind my ear. so my heart is beating a million miles an hour. Look up and I’m in the co yard now, our sliding back door is open and jordan is standing in the archway with a red dress on. I leave Cora and go to where Jordan is but she goes downstairs and that turns in to a creepy basement instead of the house and I hear a slam. It’s dim but I can see a few different people in the back and sounds like they’re saying “you hurt us you” on repeat and getting closer so I try to run up the stairs scraming but them I woke up

Should I tell my friends I have dreams about them or should I be normal

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Had a dream about Dizzy and his seizures. Except the seizures were contagious so everyone suffered through them and a lot of people and animals died. I tried talking and scfreMing to alert someone but nothing came out and no one could see me. Woke up crying

I hate them I hate seizures. Why did it have to be seizures

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Lots of dreams.

* had a smart house. Had a relationship with said smarthouse, I think? All my notes said after I woke up to write it down were “house.”

* dream within a dream? It started out as me being late for school, walking in to science class and having to pick out which Pekingese I thought was the cutest from a list of very poorly bred dogs. (One was def a doodle, yikes) we were going to learn about genetics and punnet squares but a friend leaned over and showed me a new game she was playing. It was about a wolf who had to run around a maze and collect stuff without getting eaten by a dinosaur or see by poachers.

I woke up for just a moment, and when I fell back asleep I entered s dream where I was the wolf pup in question and my wolf parents were teaching me how to surivibe. But there was a twist. We were lycans but no one could know we were lycans. (We could stand, had opposable thumbs, could talk, etc) my first training involves me running through a large snow bank which proved to be super difficult. (My legs hurt when I woke up, idk if I had tried running in my sleep or what lol) but a family in their car pulled up so I tried to hide myself under the snow but a little kid still found me. My parents distracted them long enough for me to make my getaway.

The next day it was my turn to save my parents. They were abducted by a crocker looking guy who knew they were actually lycans. Went on a journey and got them back with the help of friends.

Then that dream ended and I was back at school and we were celebrating Halloween by not actually doing school stuff. School ended early and I woke up.

* idk what happened prior in this dream, but Mari was flirting with me, went to touch my stomach and then her alarm went off so I woke up and immediately forgot almost everything lol

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i don’t remember what the first 99.9% of the dream was about but I remember turning the corner and seeing a huge scary (fish-like?) monster. I immediately woke up gasping and Calem crawled over to snuggle which was the cutest thing and made me feel instantly better

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I also had a dream that my credit score went up to 735. When I woke up it HAD gone up but only to 711. So close and yet... lol

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Mari has just gone to the bathroom when I woke up to use the bathroom... so I rolled over and went back to sleep.

But I dreamt about needing to use the bathroom lmao.

I was talking to someone who was my spouse but it was dreamspouse, no one I knew. For some reason, they set up a dare as ‘the first one to pee for five minutes straight wins whatever they want’. I was going to ask for a dance with them.

We then took off in our individual spaceships and went backwards through the Milky Way. We passed by Phobos (which is apparently venus’ moon?! Idk what black corner of my mind that was hiding in.) Venus and Mercury before falling out of the dimension, getting rattled, getting separated and I landed on another planet with other humanoids and REALLY PRETTY scenery. But I wanted to find my partner.

So I started asking around like you would in a video game and one of the women working in the fields said, ‘the temple priestess May know but to get in we have to act like a couple.’ So I followed her to the temple but then I woke up because I really had to pee.

I didn’t pee for five minutes straight tho so no dance for me

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Ok this one was a journey.

Started out as me being a vampire and being hunted for it. I would stay at different peoples’ houses who all knew about the situation but as soon as the hunters showed up would kick me out and leave me for death.

The last house I stayed at, the daughter and I had a connection. The hunters attacked, as they do, and we fought. After the hunters died, the mom said it would be better if I left, the daughter screamed, and I tearfully obeyed. I slept in their driveway under their RV because the sun was rising and while in this universe, sun doesn’t affect vampires - they’re just night time people, I had since been up for a very long time and was exhausted.

Once night time rolled around, I left. I went to a music/book/diner place where the store manager recognized me and asked if I was back for another book choice. I said yeah and went over to the small collection of books which was weirdly behind someone’s dinner table so I had to squeeze. All of the books were ones I had read or knew of and wasn’t interested, so I left.

As I was walking I saw a shadowy figure. As a vampire, I wasn’t scared and taunted, “oh hey shadow person, come to stalk and kill me?” And then it started running towards me.

I said “shit” and turned the other way but the figure jumped on my back and made me lose my balance and drop my phone. I turned around to see and it was just a pretty, young woman. We laughed about it and started walking together, talking.

I mentioned something about getting her phone number I could get the cops to arrest her for her shadow crimes and a couple feet later she pulled out some chalk and wrote her number on the sidewalk. She then offered to write it on my hand but I told her it’d be easier to take a picture and I ran back to get my phone. We then kept walking and talking but I was on cloud 9 - I got a girl’s number! (That should have tipped me off it was a dream)

At some point in time, two of my other friends joined me. She started talking about wanting to go to college and I worried that she was maybe TOO young for me, but I could only hear parts of the conversation. We finally got to her house which was just a massive five or six story place that she shared with maybe 6-7 other people.

We had introductions that included one nerd boy, one Chad, one skinny girl who the girl I was walking with had said was homophobic - and then skinny girl said “ok we can hug but don’t touch me for too long” - however she had a rainbow tattoo on her right shoulder. There were more introductions to be had but I was stopped by two guys who wanted to hug me at the same time. One was a kind but muscular white guy and the other was a loveable and big black guy. They then proceeded to jump over the railing with me (as I screamed ‘don’t jump over’) and we hit the mattress below. However, we bounced off of the mattress and started falling.

It wasn’t a scary falling dream, oddly enough, but I did end up waking up anyway.

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I was in a not-asleep / not-awake / sort of dreaming state this morning when my alarm went off I recognized that it was my alarm and that I needed to shut it off but instead of actually waking up, dream me started getting cranky by trying to turn off every alarm he came across. And he was also paranoid because in a previous dream I had had that night, I dreamt I had been dating two different men and they were getting close to finding out about each other so I killed one, hid them in my closet and then when a detective came over, I fed the human to her. Dream me thought every alarm was out to get him.

((Pretty sure the cannabalism was based off of something I watched or talked about recently but I can’t think of what))

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fuck I don’t remember what dream I had but I remember thinking “god that was SUCH a good piece of dialogue why can’t I write like this when I’m awake” and then woke up due to a combination of realizing I was asleep / the alarm going off and then due to a combination of being belligerently angry the alarm went off + getting less than an hour of sleep (had literally just passed tf out, last time I saw the clock it was 503) i didn’t write it down I’m so mad aaaa

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Forgot a lot but I had come out as trans to my dad and my sister (who weren’t my actual dad and sister, just dream people) and everyone was treating it as a disease and wouldn’t associate with us. Then my dad went away to do something and while he was gone my sister was stood up on a date because the father of her LESBIAN DATE was like “sooo I heard that your sister has something wrong with her and if that’s true, I don’t want my daughter hanging out with you” and she was like “I have no sisters, only brothers” and hung up. And then my dad came back and he had been infected by zombies and lost an arm so my sister ran away and I tried to help my dad but he died and then I realized I was infected and then I woke up nice