dreamymir

[dreamymir]

just to have as a reminder in case im ever this delusional again

my bff has - 

- has gotten me expensive earrings that I casually mentioned were pretty in the store. she gave them to me the next day so I couldn't even protest 

- gave me a pretty shell she found on her walk at the beach 

- listened to my favourite albums just because I talk about them

- brings me flowers every time she sees me

- drove 2hours to my house just to drop off my bday gift at my door and then run away because we weren't on talking terms 

will continue adding bc !!!!!! people will love and cherish you the way you want them to - you just need to find the right people

[dreamymir]

missing him again idk why I do this to myself. need to move ON now and focus on studying

[dreamymir]

final

okay so this is a message to god, and/or the universe, and/or any form of energy out there:

if it’s meant to be, we will meet again. we will meet again, and we will rekindle and it will be better than it was before. we will both be better equipped for our feelings, and it will be pure & wonderful & magical. 

you said maybe we were right person wrong time, and I said I don't believe in that because it’s never the wrong time if it’s the right person. if I meet you again in the future ill start believing in that. 

maybe I'll be 23 and you’ll be 25, and it'll be a low-lit bar in london. or maybe not. 

im going to give up on you now. like seriously. its been exactly a month since we ended things, or really, it'll be exactly a month tomorrow. but im going to give up now. properly. the hope im holding out now is being transferred to whatever force of magic there is out there in the universe. 

you believe in god. so maybe this is a message to your god. I believe in something. so maybe this is a message to my something. either way, this is a message for whatever is out there, and for us. 

im going to have a secret code with god, and the universe. if I bump into you in waterstones specifically in may, and I feel something in my heart, I will believe that we will meet again in the future. and that it will work out 

hey god. waterstones cafe in may. that's all im asking for. please & thank you

[dreamymir]

really missing him today aghhhhhhh I need to go on dates and MOVE ON

[dreamymir]

TIMOTHEE CHALAMET and TAYLOR RUSSELL BONES AND ALL — 2022, dir. Luca Guadagnino

[dreamymir]

siblings versus the inevitable

doomed by the narrative (@thisisallthehattersfault) / the hunger games (suzanne collins) / grow as we go (@quynhorlose) / avatar: the last airbender / the tragic beauty of the final agni kai (sagesrain) / crimson rivers (@mayzarbewithyou) / your other half (jovana rikalo) / richard siken

[dreamymir]

any room can be a panic room if you just give me a fucking second

[dreamymir]

I didn’t miss that social cue I just thought it was stupid 

[dreamymir]

ribs r designed to b crawled into That’s why they look like that. they r spreading their arms waiting for u to curl up inside them

[dreamymir]

something else that bothered me a lot with glass onion, and comes out in these other "eat the rich"-type liberal films as well, is how capitalist participation in violence on a mass scale (which is tautological lol) gets boiled down to a couple of funny quips at the expense of the capitalist in question with no serious narrative drive to interrogate that violence or even take it especially seriously. it's careless and lazy and politically vacuous

[dreamymir]

“Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell…”

— Karen Marie Moning, Shadowfever

[dreamymir]

going on a date soon !!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh im nervous but excited 

[dreamymir]

TAYLOR RUSSELL as Maren and TIMOTHÉE CHALAMET as Lee Bones and All (2022) dir. Luca Guadagnino

[dreamymir]

At home spa day

Beforehand:

Declutter your space

Light scented candles

Put on a playlist/podcast/audiobook

Pour yourself a drink

Make sure you have all materials within reach

Feet:

Remove old nail polish

Soak feet in a foot bath prepared with salts

Exfoliate & remove death skin

Cut nails

File nails

Take out gunk between nail & skin

Cut cuticles if needed + push them back

Apply a new coat of nail polish

Apply cuticle oil and foot cream

Hands:

Remove old nail polish

File nails in desired shape and length

Apply cutticle remover and push back/cut any cuticles

Buff nails

Apply a new coat of nail polish

Apply cuticle oil and hand cream

Hair:

Latter your hair in a hair oil/mask

Double rinse with first a cleansing and then nourishing shampoo

Apply conditioner to only the ends and rinse

Dry as needed for your hair type

Body:

If you wax, dry exfoliate

Apply baby powder to desired areas

Wax desired areas

If you shave, exfoliate in shower

Shave desired areas

Use body scrub over entire body

Lather yourself in nice smelling soap

Apply anti hair growth serum

Moisturise

Face:

Remove makeup

Cleanse thoroughly

Steam your face

Exfoliate

Pluck/wax eyebrows and any other facial hair

Apply face mask

Rinse

Massage face

Tone

Add serum and any other product needed for your specific skin type/condition

Moisturise

[dreamymir]

this is still so valid

fuck your closure u condescending pricks

[dreamymir]

fuck your closure u condescending pricks

[dreamymir]

now who is paul and why did this waitress warn me to not fall in love with him during my training session