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Upset at how this failed to upload a few days ago…second times the charm ig 💔

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waking up to a love letter expressing your undying love and devotion to me would cure my every problem .ᐟ

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talking to them isn't enough, i need to be in their embrace practically attached to their very being. i want to be closer to them more than anyone's been close before.

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I've gotten a lot worse at rendering haha

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List of tags

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ flowerposting! (self-explanatory)

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ angelposting! (self-explanatory)

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ the angel speaks at last (my own posts)

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ from another garden ;; reblogs

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ my lavender ;; fount’s posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ my foxglove ;; sage’s posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ my lotus ;; calypso’s posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ a visitor ;; social interaction

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ a frequent visitor ;; interacting with friends

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ taking a break ;; video game posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ buttercups ;; unserious posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ daisy ;; positivity posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ daffodil ;; personality disorder posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ hyacinth ;; plurality posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ tansy ;; discourse posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ marigold ;; vent posts

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ wither roses ;; yandere posts

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I adore my lover more than anything in this world. It grieves me that he cannot see himself through my eyes, for he is radiant, and it is a tragedy he does not know it. My beautiful, beloved boy. How bitterly I envy the thought that others once held his heart.

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*grabs your hands and speaks to you in a tone that is so gentle* they/them pronouns stop being universal once you learn a person's pronouns. Sometimes that person's pronouns will include they/them and in that specific case you are allowed to keep using those pronouns for that person. In any case where you learn a persons pronouns and that person doesn't use they/them, you should no longer use those pronouns for that person. If you continue to use they/them pronouns knowing that person doesn't use them, you are now misgendering that person. Kindly stop doing that please. Thank you, I love you.

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Let me grovel at your feet, let me worship you like you deserve.

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Anyone else have a stuffed animal/ blanket they need to calm down?

I have one that i literally can’t sleep without. Shes been ripped up by my dog too but I can’t find myself to replace her. I also had another one but I had an episode and threw her out (I still cry over it lolz)

But like I can’t regulate myself without it tho. No matter what I do.

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OHHHHH FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU WEVE BEEN THRU THIS SO MANY TIMES. REBLOG AND SPREAD THIS CHAT WERE IN DANGER AGAIN

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please BLOCKKKK ME IF YOU THINK FAT PEOPLE ARE DISGUSTING AND THINK THAT PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT FAT PEOPLE ARE PRETTY ARE FAKIN!!!!

IDGAF ABT ANYTHING ELSE ABT YOUR PERSONAL OPINIONS BUT IF YOU ARE A FATPHOBE FUCK OFF MY PAGE RN!!!

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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I don’t just get jealous actually, just violent and nauseous and physically ill and I feel the need to make the silent choice to kill you, me, or anyone you give more attention to then me, but I won’t say anything about it I’ll just silently sit there all like “:3”

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"wow you don't act like your parents at all!" thanks for the compliment !!

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at this point, sinking back into my depression is like a warm hug. finding comfort in this is sadness is so natural. i know i was meant to feel this.

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my disorder has proven to me time and time again that I can't be loved unless I act like someone else entirely.