drifter420forever

[drifter420forever]

Best I go die quickly at my parents than out here where I can't even live unnoticed and alone. God, I really am mad at you for overflowing this world with needy spirits and then thinking I'm going to love them when they can't let go of control.

[drifter420forever]

Yall killed the spirit wanting control now yall get nothing

[drifter420forever]

I'm a faggot, and they mad cuz I'd rather be an open faggot, lazy crossdresser and only really love real anonymous cock. The more my life is hindered though the less I love the idea of sex. At those kinds of points in life I shut down. I probably should just go back to my parents and die there.

[drifter420forever]

I wish somebody would explain to me why.

[drifter420forever]

I don't even know why this world so bent out of shape over it either. I'm just 1 freaking human.

[drifter420forever]

Look mom, more women mad I'm gay, and dudes cuz I won't be a project or lover xd. I mean shit, I love my silicone. I've had real, hard throbbing cocks before. Just because yall ain't seen it don't mean it ain't happened. I just don't do it for money or to be an icon. I've bigger things in mind than some of our current rich peeps. I ain't got time for a mommy or daddy scene. If I want dick I got my dildo. If I want pussy, I got my fleshlight. I dont need to look good for either or cuddle with it afterwards.

[drifter420forever]

You can try to sell covid off and say I have it but they can't force a shot upon you. I'd kill myself before I allowed that to happen

[drifter420forever]

See that, they immediately take off and curse you when they realize they can't own or make you. Thanks world for showing me humanity doesn't truly exist

[drifter420forever]

Obviously this world doesn't accept unowned sluts that want to live and die alone so all I have left to do is die, this world has lost its shine

[drifter420forever]

At this point I'd almost be better off chalking up colorado as a dead-end state and go back to my parents. I'll prolly end up jacking off until my heart explodes but I'm okay with that. It's better than being stuck living with someone else for more than a day

[drifter420forever]

I might be to hateful for this world, but this world's pressure onto of life's pressures and mishaps kind of brewed this potion

[drifter420forever]

I guess it is what it is, just wish it was more like life's a bitch then you die quick, not slowly

[drifter420forever]

I can understand a nigga if they thought a bitch loyal, and I hate too break it too them but these hoes aren't exactly loyal. Some are but not all, not until they get older and tired of being sluts. Yall just have to realize and accept that's a normal phase and instead of trying to make sex the only way to make money, make it so life allows it to be excess money for all if that's the high they ride. Instead of suffocating them with your excessive needs.

[drifter420forever]

Yall had to of met functioning sluts by now, it's not exactly a rarity or a sin. So long as they're honest and don't lead others on.

[drifter420forever]

There are going to be days where I don't give a fuck about looking good because there are more important things to worry about than sex or love.

[drifter420forever]

Now a days everyone wants a relationship and/or project when I'm a solo dolo slut

[drifter420forever]

I kind of wish I took advantage of the more passive days while I was in Iowa and transgendered out there before coming out here but it's whatever. My own fault for thinking the only way is to work an actual job and wasting my youth.