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man why is it so hard to get approved for disability ? i've been waiting for so long & got rejected when i can't even walk . i'm trying to fight it but like ... damn i'm too tired for this & i am so broke lol i wish i could work & not be dependent on my mom & brother . but i can't ... id push commissions but i don't wanna come across as a beggar . i hate doing it but also im so much slower now . most i could do would be sketches or colored sketches .

literally my issues would be solved if they just approved me for disability . please government . i gave so much information & they never contacted me ever & just rejected me . all my doctors agree i need it but nugh .

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@mightiestbanana has to deal with the 12 year old war crime speedrunner

❝ i dunno who this ganon guy you keep talking about is but he sounds like a real wimp ! demise is waaaay better ! he has fire hair & huge muscles & one time he ripped open the earth to let out all the demons ! then he fought hylia but she was a dirty cheater ! got some blonde kid to help . ❞

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@korck has to deal with the 12 year old war crime speedrunner

❝ you're a weird looking kikwi ! you're all made out of wood & got the leaf on your face not your butt ! the kikwi are fluffy lil' scary plants ... but you look strong ! i wanna hunt a lynel ⸻ wanna help ? i got some extra knives if you need ! ❞

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@possets has to deal with the 12 year old war crime speedrunner

❝ excuse me ! i think your lizard is broken . it doesn't have legs ! don't lizards have legs ? or maybe wings if its a dragon ⸻ maybe not ? i did see a dragon that kinda wiggled through the sky to fly but i don't think your lizard is a dragon 'cause it's to small & isn't flying . ❞

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i know i got so many drafts but what if ayrin ? what if you like this post & you get ayrin one liners …. that won’t be one liners cause the kid likes to talk .

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correction : i bump into everything but still happy to be going faster then before !!

i do be going in circles around my house in my wheelchair like zoom

i have only gotten stuck like twice :)

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i do be going in circles around my house in my wheelchair like zoom

i have only gotten stuck like twice :)

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what does love feel like to you ?

a knife

you know you can't have them. maybe they don't want you. maybe you don't want to ruin what you have. maybe you've tried and it was ruined anyway. but it hurts anyways, doesn't it? it feels like a knife twisting itself deeper and deeper into your chest. you can't get a good enough grip on the hilt to pull it out. and maybe you don't want to.

bonus ; anacanoa

a memory

do you know what love is? you think you did, once upon a time. maybe you never did. you hold onto what you think love is; how you felt when you thought you had it. it's fleeting, and maybe you'll never feel that way again. but wasn't it great? how long will you stay here, lost in this world of fantasy and memory? when will you move on?

stole it from : @legacyshero <3

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❝ … you’re welcome , i suppose . ❞ he stares into her eyes for a moment before lowering his gaze . for some reason he feels like he cannot meet her eyes without a sense of shame . what use is he ? he is not the hero . ray cadell is the bystander on this wheel of fate ; the ouroboros … but not with one dragon but three . those blessed by the triforce will fight one another— consuming each other until times end …

how many princesses zelda’s as he sworn himself to now ? he’s lost count but it matters not . protecting hyrule is what matters . through this cycle he will do what he was made for . he fights the kingdoms battles — he can rebuild her when her castle crumbles & he knows her history . hyrule cannot die so long as he is standing beside her .

❝ but you make it sound like my service ends here — have you no use for me , zelda ? ❞ he closes his eyes for a moment, a small smile on his lips . ❝ even if you don’t , i shall remain by your side until hyrule no longer exists . even if you order me to retire — good luck with that . your ancestors have tried many times before . ❞ the smile doesn’t quite reach his eyes but he does his best to flash his teeth in … an attempt to look happy . he wasn’t very good at expressing himself . his tone is flat & so is his expresses but he is happy to be in your presence, your grace .

but the work never ends & we both know this peace will pass to pain once again . it’s only a matter of time .

❝ from the bottom of my heart, i wish to thank you for your years of service to the crown. ❞ // @dullweapons

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damn . went to bed early & missed dumb ass anon just when i was thinking of turning on anon here again … anyway making a characters a different race other then white isn’t racist . it adds to the character ?? maybe it helps people see themselves in the story more ?? maybe it just looks cool ?? literally not hurting anyone to make link biracial or gerudo or whatever the fuck we want . he is literally called link as he is the link between the player and the video game world . he can be whatever we want him to be !!!!!! is not that serious !!!!!!

rays literally puerto rican cause i am :| he’s darker then me but my point stands that i wanted more puerto rican characters so i made more .

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sleeping with a knife beside me in bed, not because i’m afraid but because it is like a lover to me

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it was strange when the world threatened to end . life & light could disappear in a blink of an eye . nothing but shadows & the spirits lingering ... then it's over . balance returns & the world acts like it never happened . suppose that's what good heroes chosen by the gods do . make the problem disappear seemly for everyone but themselves . they will never be the same but the earth keeps spinning until the next time ... then repeat . how many times does this last time make it ? ah , who knows . it won't be long until the next world ending battle between those blessed by gods ⸻ perhaps cursed is a better word for it .

regardless , anacanoa sent him to the market to get her a few things for dinner ( he doesn't quite understand why she cooks . they are made to eat flesh ... but the stew was nice after long days ... ) . potatoes , carrots , cabbage & some goron spice . he knew damn well he wasn't going to eat any of them but it made ana happy to cook so ... he would make sure to pick the best ingredients he could . ray haggled a touch with the man selling the produce ⸻ 5 rupees per potato ? nonsense . he will do 2 ! after some back & forth he turns to the side to act like ray was about to leave ( usually a ploy , make them think they are losing business ) he catches eyes with ... link ?

no . not the current link .

the first .

& ray feels small . his hands shiver & his words catch in his throat to the point where he cannot breath ! his eyes locked onto the man as he slinks away out of the ground towards the southern gate & the demon considers dropping everything & running . but link would find him anyway ... there's nowhere to run . not from your past , ayrin . ray touches his chest , feeling his scar across his body ... the one from the goddesses blade . it burns . why does it burn ?

finally he puts down way more rupees then required & stuffs his produce into his bag before ... walking towards the southern gate ... ray feels more like he's swimming through a current then talking through a crowd . he bumps into people , blinking rapidly & quickly apologizing but he's not there ... not anymore . is he real ? he's not imagining things right ? has this ghost come to kill him . finally finish him off after so many years ... he killed all his friends & toys⸻ other demons & blins ! almost killed boss⸻ lord demise ! he would surely kill him too !

ray stops outside the gate , staring at the other with wide shell shocked eyes . his hand his hovering on his sword , a slight tremor still visible .

❝ ... aren't you supposed to be dead ? ❞ there's ... a slight childishness to his voice . softly asking ⸻ honestly curious as he tilts his head . ❝ or did the bright lady fix that ? ❞

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Like had a tendency to recognize like.

There was an... air about those who had existed far beyond the understand of mortal kin. Those who had seen the sun rise and fall on more lives than they could count. Those who had bore witness to the first pillars of civilization being raised, only to later watch those very same ones topple.

Not to mention the strange feeling that tugged at him, one that was almost as if they had met before.

Link was almost positive that couldn't be the truth. He felt he would have remembered anyone who made such an imposing figure (though, he noted, the man was only just barely taller than himself). It was that small flicker of uncertainty that had him peering at the other man curiously.

It wasn't quite enough to have him approach the strange, though.

He had been through countless versions of Hyrule and her Castle Town. Link had found himself growing fond of this one and had been glad when this Princess and her Knight had been able to banish the twilight from the lands. It was in the bustling market that he had spotted the stranger - and it was only after Link felt felt that their gaze had met did he move to slink away, heading out the south gate to the open field behind it.

It wasn't a fight he was looking for, but that didn't change that conversations of this nature were always best had in... private.

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I see a song of past romance I see the sacrifice of man I see portrayals of betrayal And a brother's final stand I see you on the brink of death I see you draw your final breath I see a man who gets to make it home alive But it's no longer you .

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BAILEY BASS as Claudia | ...The Ruthless Pursuit of Blood with All a Child's Demanding

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Katherine Mansfield, from a letter to Dorothy Brett (May 1922)

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@gerudospiriit replied to your post ““ i bring a sorta godless behavior to hyrule that...”:

"At least you have that going for you. But considering you would betray the people you claimed the most loyalty too, I wonder how long it will be until you're cozying up with one of those pretty gods you claim to hate." (she woke up and chose violence apparently I'm sorry Ray. 😔)

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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

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