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Day 103

I'm taking a break Sorting my priorities Nowadays I don't even have time to reflect on myself

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Day 102

21 Years Old Don't feel any different But my liver might

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Day 101

Dancing 101 Do not think Just listen And let your body Paint the music

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Day 100

A hundred days How am I different  Than I was before I started this

It's made me look inside Much more than I ever have Sometimes I grow in my reflection And other times I break the glass

I've lived  Many "hundred days" But this one has felt the longest

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Day 99

I feel like an open window Like the smell of spring And the sun seeping into my room I am enlightened Made a new  From these stories These lives I've never lived But want to replay Over and over until I understand Them And eventually Me

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Day 98

Sometimes I’m a little sensitive Over dramatic Somewhat whiny But why have I been taught To hate these parts of me To hate the way I express Or feel Who made me this way

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Day 97

How are we supposed to Figure out what we want In the few years we are given Before adulthood People reassure me That's not true That it takes a little time But I don't want to float around And wait And I don't want to find out 10 years from now That I've been drowning all along

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Day 96

Wet cherry blossoms Are not pleasant to look at They weep, so fragile

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Day 95

It seems annual This lack of motivation An empty feeling towards the future I always lose my path this time of year

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Day 94

I never knew How much I loved being outside How exhilarating it is to breathe Something fresh Something living With color With a history I never knew I'd find so much of myself In a garden

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Day 93

It's hard for me to write anymore Maybe I've run out of things to talk about Maybe I just don't feel anymore

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Day 92

Cognitive dissonance
When your actions betray
What you actually feel
Like when I eat a burger
Knowing everything wrong with
The food industry
Or when I’m rude to you
When all I feel 
When you’re around is love

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Day 91

Cherry blossoms Fly across the plaza Adds color to landscape Reminds us that winter is not forever That death doesn't persist That life will spring out of the gray

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Day 90

Fight off the morning Bring the cavalry at noon Conquer by sunset

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Day 89

How do I know we will last? I don't But I know that I'm learning New things about myself Every time we're together And that makes me  Want to go the distance

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Day 88

Rhythm Makes people listen Makes a crowd move It cuddles up real close And rocks you to sleep Rhythm Is living

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Day 87

I forgot How exhausting it can be To pour your heart into a mic Into ears willing I forgot How naked you become The new understanding They develop about you I don't remember it ever Being easy But this time around I felt so hollowed out