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( bored so im remaking now. the new blog is @dustsmemorys. ill change the url to dustsmemory when i log back over there! im going to have this post queue a few times to make sure people know i've moved there. all replies will be done on that blog going forward! )

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( bored so im remaking now. the new blog is @dustsmemorys. ill change the url to dustsmemory when i log back over there! im going to have this post queue a few times to make sure people know i've moved there. all replies will be done on that blog going forward! )

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( bored so im remaking now. the new blog is @dustsmemorys. ill change the url to dustsmemory when i log back over there! im going to have this post queue a few times to make sure people know i've moved there. all replies will be done on that blog going forward! )

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( bored so im remaking now. the new blog is @dustsmemorys. ill change the url to dustsmemory when i log back over there! im going to have this post queue a few times to make sure people know i've moved there. all replies will be done on that blog going forward! )

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( important things to know about guizhong. no matter what verse she's in, she will not wear shoes. you think she wears shoes in her 'human' verse? wrong. she is above the need for shoes. perks of being a wheelchair user )

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what's attractive about you?

she'll happily accept that

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( if tumblr doesn't fix my blog by boxing day i may just make a new one, so watch this space ToT )

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( ive been shadowbanned ToT this is what i get for trying to be active. my discord is romanaii so feel free to add me if you want to talk... if you can even see this... )

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( ive been shadowbanned ToT this is what i get for trying to be active. my discord is romanaii so feel free to add me if you want to talk... if you can even see this... )

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Accidental/unusual reasons to stick together

 ‽ - Our muses get lost together ☁ - Our muses find shelter from the weather…in the same place ₪  - Due to an accident, your muse was given the same Hotel Room as mine… ✂ - Our muses discover to have a common enemy/rival…and decide to collaborate ♕ - Our muses compete  for the same prize ❤ - Our muses go blind/speed dating and happen to find each other ☀ - My muse is found guilty, your muse gets mistaken for their collaborator and is forced to run away with them. ♡  - Our muses must pretend to be in a relationship ◎ - My muse finds yours injured ❂  - Your muse finds mine injured ▓  - The awful weather forced our muse to stay stuck home ( Bonus if one of them doesn’t live there) ✮  - Our muses must find a place where to spend the night

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( ive been shadowbanned ToT this is what i get for trying to be active. my discord is romanaii so feel free to add me if you want to talk... if you can even see this... )

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Send “slurred words” to hear my muse describe yours whilst ridiculously drunk.

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( TUMBLR IMS BROKE FOR ME RIGHT WHEN I STARTED DOING PLOTTING !? i feel like tumblr is telling me to go to sleep... )

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( general plot ideas. if anyone's interested in doing any of these with me, like this post and i'll im you!

something with albedo or sucrose related to alchemy. guizhong's demon name, haagentus, is taken from a demon who ' transmutes all metals into gold, and changes wine into water and water into wine.', and even outside of that, i think she'd have an interest in the subject. any verse works - archon!guizhong would be interested in the work of alchemists, while 'human'!guizhong would be interested in becoming one.

anything involving 'human'!guizhong/xiangu remembering who she is. could be by running into someone who knew guizhong, just making a friend who helps her make sense of herself, or someone less pleasant putting the pieces together.

i write xiangu as being physically disabled, and her main work is in making aids for other disabled people (she does create other things, but that is her major focus), so i'd love to write with other disabled / chronically ill muses based around that, considering that genshin has a surprising amount of them!

i'd like to flesh out my archon au more. particularly with other adepti/archon/long-lived characters, but honestly with anyone that guizhong could interact with

guizhong likes socially inept, blunt, serious-seeming people who actually care about others despite how they may come across. i do not know why this is her type. but if your muse fits under that, she would probably like them a lot.

after fontaine i'd particularly love to flesh something out with neuvi, arle or furina. the hype got me bad

i'm always in love with any character associated with the guili assembly and would love to flesh out that period of guizhong's life more

i'm also open to any ideas that other people have, so if you have an idea you want to run by me, hit me with it! )

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( ok hi some people followed me back , so like this for a starter ! it will most likely be in my reconstructed verse bc that is the easiest to use when interacting with modern genshin muses )

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“It’s not myself I hand over to you—that would be too simple—what I hand over to you is yourself, yourself loved in every part.”

— John Berger, From A to X: A Story in Letters

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FOR THE “YOU CAN KILL ME BUT DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH THEM” DYNAMICS 

❝  i only want you.  ❞

❝  i don’t need anyone else.  i just…you.  you’re all i need.  ❞

❝  listen,  i’ve lost a lot of people in my life.  i learned how to deal with it but…you’re different.  i can’t take it if it’s you.  ❞

❝  i think about anything happening to you and i— i just.  i fucking lose it.  ❞

❝  you don’t understand.  i need you safe.  not because i don’t think you can handle yourself but because i can’t focus on anything else if there’s even the smallest possibility you’re in danger.  ❞

❝  no one is ever gonna get near you again,  you hear me?  ❞

❝  i won’t let you get hurt.  i promise.  and i don’t make empty promises.  ❞

❝  turn around.  you don’t need to see this part.  ❞

❝  just give the word and i’ll kill every one of them.  ❞

❝  you can’t get all worked up every time something happens to me.  that’s just life.  you’re not always gonna be able to protect me from it.  ❞

❝  no one else understands me.  but you do.  you always do.  ❞

❝  i don’t think i’m the best person for you,  i don’t.  but i do know i’m the one that can keep you safe  ❞

❝  hey—  look at me.  it’s over.  it’s done.  we’re okay.  ❞

❝  who the fuck made you cry i’ll fucking rip their head off.  ❞ 

❝  i know you’ve always got my back.  ❞

❝  please,  let me take care of you this time.  you’re always protecting me but it tears me up inside every time you get hurt because of it.  ❞

❝  can you make everyone else just go away?  i know they mean well but i just want to be alone—  alone with you i mean.  ❞

❝  i know when you’re here,  the real monsters can’t touch me.  ❞

❝   oh,  i am one of the monsters.  but that just means i can keep all the other monsters from ever hurting you again. ❞ 

❝  if you’re gonna keep risking your life for me than you’re also gonna let me patch you up without a single complaint.  ❞

❝  we keep each other safe.  it’s my turn to protect you.  ❞

❝  i killed them for you.  i know you could’ve done it yourself,  but you shouldn’t have to.  ❞

❝   i love you because i know how capable you are.  and i show that love by making sure you don’t have to be the one to always do the hard things.  ❞

❝   i’m gonna make them regret ever even thinking about laying a hand on you.  ❞

❝  tell me what you want me to do.  i’ll do it.  whatever you want.  ❞

❝  i love you just like this.  i love you when you touch me gently like no one else ever has.  and i love you when your hands are bloody and your knuckles are bruised. ❞

❝  please,  just let me protect you.  ❞

❝  are you hurt?  did they hurt you?  ❞

❝  wait,  stop you’re bleeding.  ❞

❝  did you just wince?  where are you hurt?  ❞

❝  i need you in my life.  i’m not used to that—  needing people.  but i do need you.  ❞

❝  you make me feel things i’m not used to feeling.  ❞

❝  why do you let me close when you’re always driving everyone else away?  ❞

❝   you’re mine.  and i protect what’s mine.  ❞

❝  thank you for always being here for me.  ❞

❝  you see things in me that i didn’t even know where there.  ❞

❝  that’s enough.  let’s go home.  ❞

❝  i’m okay now.  i’m safe.  you don’t have to be angry anymore.  ❞

❝  please stop—  this is scaring me. ❞

❝  you don’t have to do this for me.  ❞

❝   hey stop— stop!  look at me.  they’re dead now.  you can stop.  ❞

❝  i have to make an example outta them so no one else tries to hurt you again.  ❞

❝  killing for you is easy.  it’s right.  it feels natural.  ❞

❝  let me do this for you.  ❞

SCENARIOS

[ ONE ]  for sender to take a bullet for receiver. 

[ TWO ]  for receiver to take a bullet for sender. 

[ THREE ]  for sender to protect receiver and then carry them to safety. 

[ FOUR ]  for receiver to protect sender and then carry them to safety. 

[ FIVE ]  for sender to witness receiver get hurt which sends them into a violent rage.

[ SIX ]  for receiver to witness sender get hurt which sends them into a violent rage. 

[ SEVEN ]  for sender to be hurt trying to protect receiver which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ EIGHT ]   for receiver to be hurt trying to protect sender which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ NINE ]  for sender to have violently protected receiver,  so receiver kisses them to calm them down. 

[ TEN ]  for receiver to have violently protected sender,  so sender kisses them to calm them down. 

[ ELEVEN ]  for sender to carefully approach receiver in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ TWELVE ]  for receiver to carefully approach sender in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ THIRTEEN ]  sender was kidnapped,  receiver shows up to save them.  

[ FOURTEEN ]  receiver was kidnapped,  sender shows up to save them.  

[ FIFTEEN ]  sender executes a third party in front of receiver because that person hurt them. 

[ SIXTEEN ]  receiver executes a third party in front of sender because that person hurt them. 

[ SEVENTEEN ]  sender thinks they’re alone but receiver comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ EIGHTEEN ]   receiver thinks they’re alone but sender comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ NINETEEN ]  sender has been devastated by something.  receiver holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY ]  receiver has been devastated by something.  sender holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY-ONE ]  sender thought receiver died so they set out to get revenge.  receiver shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far.  

[ TWENTY-TWO ]  receiver thought sender died so they set out to get revenge.  sender shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far. 

[ TWENTY-THREE ]  sender is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to receiver.  receiver gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FOUR ]  receiver is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to sender.  sender gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FIVE ]  for sender to have receiver stand by somewhere safe where they can watch sender kill on their behalf. 

[ TWENTY-SIX ]  for receiver to have sender stand by somewhere safe where they can watch receiver kill on their behalf.