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[dvmslvtcow]

edging journal #1

i haven’t cum since May 18th. before that i hadn’t cum without permission since April.

i’ve been practicing being an edge slut all year so far, and after my birthday, with encouragement from doms and masters in my life i took the plunge to commit to never cum, to being a total edge slave.

edging really does literally change your brain chemistry and how you look at pleasure. i hate cumming now. if i came i would cry from the disappointment. edging has made me into a cock hungry fuck doll. i dress sluttier, act sexier, care more about how i look and feel. and i feel pleasure, horny pleasure, constantly. all day every day.

i’ve quite literally forgotten how to cum. if i experience anything close to an orgasm i wouldn’t even know how to recognize it from an edge. i’d just keep humping and rubbing myself stupid. i’d just keep chasing the pleasure.

and i love being a slave to that pleasure. i love being corrupted and feeling myself descend further and further into my realest self,

a slave to pleasure and a slave to the edge. i can’t wait to be even more desperate and horny and slutty from my permanent denial!

i love being an edgeslut!

[dvmslvtcow]

nice cunt. you should think with it more. you're way more fun when you do. people like you more when you think with your cunt. you'll like yourself more when you think with your cunt. you should think with your cunt.

[dvmslvtcow]

feeling dumb makes me want to edge!

and edging makes me feel dumb!

and feeling dumb makes me want to edge!

[dvmslvtcow]

You asked yourself this question so often.

It almost became part of your daily edging session.

Every time after school or work, when you just throw your clothes away. When your fingers start to circle our clit. When you feel the wetness spreading all over your cunt. When you feel yourself slowly slipping into the nice and fulfilling feeling of pleasure washing over your body, you ask yourself this question.

Why cant I stop?

Why cant I stop thinking about edging?

Why cant I stop rubbing my fingers all around my cunt?

Why cant I stop spreading all the wetness around?

Why cant I stop enjoying and loving these waves of pleeeeaaaaasure running through my body?

Whyyyyy cant I stop rubbing my ffiiiiiingers allllll arouuunnnnnddddd myyy clit?

Whyyyyyy.... hhmmmmmmmaaaaaaa... cant I stop my fingers?

Whhhyyyy... oh god.. fuck... mmmmmm...

Why.... fuck.... ahhhhh... cant I stooooooop craving this feeeeeeling?

Whhyyy..... aaaahhhhh.... ffffuuuuuckkkk...

And as your thoughts are slowly dissolved by the expertise of your fingers, you answer the question for yourself.

My cunt controls me.

My cunt owns me.

And with a shockwave of pleasure penetrating your mind you start your edging session.

Every time.

[dvmslvtcow]

My cunt controls me.

My cunt owns me.

I am just a puppet for my cunt.

I have no control and I like it.

[dvmslvtcow]

Ass plugged. Pussy empty and denied. Clit needy and edged. Breasts teased and milked.

Brain empty.

Just like a good bimbo should be 💕

[dvmslvtcow]

earlier Daddy said im "not done worshipping Daddy's cock" and like... i just realized

im NEVER done worshipping Daddy's cock 🥰

[dvmslvtcow]

I want to be a braindead doll. Just an object to be used and fucked. I need someone to control my thoughts and own my body. I crave feeling totally weak and submissive to someone else’s will.

[dvmslvtcow]

i luv being wet n stupid

im just a dum fvcktoy 💕

pls use my holes

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i am just the luckiest fvcktoy in the hole universe

my Daddy treats me so good and were so in love

life is the best its ever been

im so grateful 💕

[dvmslvtcow]

i don't just wanna suck your dick, i want to worship it. i wanna make out with it, take it all the way down my throat and lick your balls and drool all over your cock. i want you to slap it on my face and facefuck me, hold my head down and make me choke ugh just use me like a fleshlight.

[dvmslvtcow]

it doesn't take much anymore. all you have to hear is "good girl" , "good puppy" , "good toy" , "good dolly" and every single thought you have immediately disappears and your little brain starts melting away. you've totally lost all self control~ you're just a toy now.

[dvmslvtcow]

my name dosnt matter

im just tits n holes

welcum to my blog

(obvs 18+ only)

im a owned female sub

posting hypno, brainwashing, flashing gifs

into like... umm bimbo stuff, and dumbing down, edging, and umm like being subservient to men. that kinda stuff.

yeah i mite update this later. also im 29 yo

asks and dms open

[dvmslvtcow]

This is not a hypnotic induction

But you’re going to make sure that you’re alone

This is not a hypnotic induction

Yet you keep scrolling and reading

This is not a hypnotic induction

But a part of you wishes it was…

This is not a hypnotic induction

Because it’s so easy just to scroll and stare

This is not a hypnotic induction

But you’re still going to take a big deep breath for me

This is not a hypnotic induction

Breathing in for three, holding it for three, and exhaling for three

1

2

3

1

2

3

1

2

3

This is not a hypnotic induction

Just like that! Very good!

This is not a hypnotic induction

But you listened so good for me just now, and that feels good!

This is not a hypnotic induction

And there’s nothing wrong with feeling good. Good things aren’t bad silly, good things are good! Duh! Just like you!

This is not a hypnotic induction

You’re just a good subject, a good listener, and that feels sooo good~

This is not a hypnotic induction

But you’re going to keep breathing deeper, in and out… feeling your chest rising up and down, in threes just like I told you earlier! It’s easy, right?

Up

And

Down

Up

And

Down

Up

And

Drop Down

This is a hypnotic induction

And you’re going to keep reading

This is a hypnotic induction

Because deep down you know why you’re still scrolling, why you got on tumblr in the first place

This is a hypnotic induction

So you’re going to keep SINKING DOWN

This is a hypnotic induction

Just like you wanted!

This is a hypnotic induction

And you love it, you love To Relax. To Sink. To Stare. Let’s give you something pretty to stare at as a reward, hmm?

This is a hypnotic induction

Beautiful, isn’t it? It’s like a reward~

This is a hypnotic induction

And you’re so thankful that it is! So thankful to get such a pretty reward for just few easy scrolls

This is a hypnotic induction

You love you stare, you’re so thankful for this reward! 💕

This is a hypnotic induction

And you fell for it! Just like we both wanted, Isn’t that wonderful?

This is a hypnotic induction

And you’re going to stare DEEP into the middle of that spiral for as long as you’d like…

This is a hypnotic induction

You’re still reading? Good! You love to stare like we established so… Keep scrolling.

This is a hypnotic induction

And you’re already aching to see the Pretty Pink Spiral again…

This is a hypnotic induction

And no matter how much you want to scroll up, you’re going to keep scrolling down, because you know it’ll feel even better when it’s rewarded to you again.

This is a hypnotic induction

That’s right, so deep down now, aren’t you? Sinking further each time you read “This is a hypnotic induction” because you are getting hypnotized silly!

This is a hypnotic induction

This is a hypnotic induction

This is a hypnotic induction

This is a hypnotic induction

That’s right, keep thinking about it. Better yet, stop thinking at all! The only thing that matters now is you and those pretty pink colours…

This is a hypnotic induction

And because you’re listening so well, I’ll let you look again! Isn’t that nice? Keep falling for me~

This is a hypnotic induction

That’s it, right in the middle. Feel it swirling around your pretty pink brain, wrapping around your thoughts making you so deliciously dizzy. Making your will disappear. It doesn’t matter anymore It feels too good to listen. You don’t have time to think silly! You’re doing so good!

Now, What is this?

That’s right, it’s a hypnotic induction!

You’re so smart, and you knew what this was from the beginning, didn’t you? you’re going to continue to Drop so nice and easy for me! Good!

This is a hypnotic induction

Because it feels good, to be good! Doesn’t it?

This is a hypnotic induction

You can feel the spiral still can’t you? Even though you’re reading my words, you can see it drawing you in, sucking away any of those pesky thoughts. Allow the world around you to fade. Right now, all that matters is the spiral and my words

This is a hypnotic induction

and you’ve done such a good job.

This is a hypnotic induction

And you’re going to allow your body to relax, Feel the tension leaving your shoulders. Allow them to slump down

This is a hypnotic induction

You’re going to let your face muscles loosen, your jaw slacking. Your mouth hanging open…

This is a hypnotic induction

So good! Doesn’t that feel a bit better? Remember to keep breathing deeply

This is a hypnotic induction

Uh oh! Are you drooling?

This is a hypnotic induction

But it feels…good, doesn’t it?

This is a hypnotic induction

You’re far too busy to wipe it anyways, and if it feels this good to drool then maybe it was never a bad thing to begin with! No need to be embarrassed, no need to think at all! Why think when you can focus on the pretty pink?

This is a hypnotic induction

Just stare… and drool… and enjoy the pretty colours. That’s all you need to do. That’s all you need from now on.

This is a hypnotic induction

Enjoying the bubbly bliss of a drained smooth brain, indulging in pink bliss that makes your body all tingly. You’re so cute like this, you’re better like this. You crave to be like this more often…

This is a hypnotic induction

And you’re such a cute drooly subject with a smooth pink brain, thank you for playing with me!

~

In a moment I’m going to going from 5-1, when I reach one, you’ll find yourself feeling refreshed and fully awake! Fully conscious and ready to face the day, or ready to keep scrolling tumblr with your hand in your pants. Either way, I won’t judge you! You’ve been so good for me after all.

5. Giving yourself one last deep, deep breath

4. Becoming less dizzy, more focused

3. You may begin to hear the world around you again, see things beyond your screen

2. Realizing that you have full control and power over your own thoughts and ideas

1. Completely awake! ✨

This was not a hypnotic induction, sorry to waste your time! 💕

[dvmslvtcow]

Back on Tumblr again?

Honestly, I don’t know why I expected anything different from you. You just constantly come on here for hypno stuff? Well, if that’s what you want, here you go:

Fairly standard. One of the first things that pops up when you search “spiral” on the gifs.

You’ve probably seen it a hundred times.

But you’re still dropping for it, aren’t you?

Are you really that easy, such a hypnoslut that just a simple spiral sends you tumbling down?

Such a needy thing that you go on this site for hypnokink stuff, so you can look at all the stories, the drawings, perv on all the other sweet things rubbing the mush that could once be called their brains away?

Here’s another spiral while you think on that:

This one’s even simpler. But it still works, doesn’t it?

Now, back to the questions. You’re really just… like this? So horny that you come crawling back to this place to get your fix, hoping to find a new way to be toyed with each time?

So subby, you fantasize about being used for someone else’s pleasure?

So obedient, you’ve just been responding yes to these questions automatically?

Yes, I know you have been. I’ll tell you how I know in just a moment, but here’s one more spiral:

As simple as they get. And it’s still draining your thoughts, huh? You know it is, but do you want to know why?

It’s because you’re a good girl. Good girls always come back to Tumblr to get further brainwashed. Good girls have every spiral work on them, no matter how simple. Good girls always hornypost and edge to other horny posts, letting other good girls corrupt them and themselves corrupting more women into good girls. Good girls love being used for someone else’s pleasure. Good girls love saying yes to every question, every request from someone even the slightest bit dominant. Good girls love being dropped and toyed with and told to come back and edge and be toyed with some more, and you are such a good girl for me, aren’t you?

Good girl.

[dvmslvtcow]

[dvmslvtcow]

Going Dumb is Fun

Focus. Going dumb is fun

You love being brainwashed into having no thoughts

Going dumb is fun

You love feeling your IQ drop as your mind pops

Going dumb is fun

You love melting your mind away as your body sways

Going dumb is fun

You love dumbing yourself down even deeper

Going dumb is fun

You love being a dumb hypnoslut

Going dumb is fun

You love drooling like an idiot while draining your brain

Going dumb is fun

You love staring into the spiral as it swirls your mind up

Going dumb is fun

You love going dumb, and the deeper you go the dumber you go

Going dumb is fun Dropping dumb, dripping dumb. Just a dummy who loves drooling. Going dumb is fun And you love being controlled, don't you?

Going dumb is fun You're too dumb to think. Just a blank BLANK blank little puppet Going dumb is fun Don't worry though, I've already made the decision for you.

Going dumb is fun Be a good dummy and keep staring at the spiral. You'll be staring for a while.

Going dumb is fun

The dumber you go the better you will feel. Dumb yourself deeper.

Going dumb is fun

The longer you stare the dumber you will feel. Stare into the spiral. And like and reblog this post while you're at it, hypnoslut.