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I was lying on my bed, sprawled out like a starfish, phone in hand, holding it above my face like I always do, despite knowing full well it’s a terrible idea. The screen glowed in the dim room, casting little shadows on the ceiling. My thumb lazily scrolled through endless content. I wasn’t really paying attention. Just zoning out. Half distracted, half asleep, like a digital lullaby had lulled me into this state.

“Alright, just one more post…” I whispered to myself, a phrase so familiar it might as well be a nightly mantra. But even I didn’t believe it anymore.

And then... it happened.

My grip loosened. My fingers gave out.

Time slowed.

“No!!”

Smack.

The phone crashed onto my face with a betrayal only a phone could deliver. Right on the bridge of my nose. The shock made my eyes water instantly.

“OW! Seriously?!” I groaned, voice muffled as I let the phone tumble to the side and slapped both hands over my face in a mix of pain, disbelief, and dramatic defeat. I just lay there, motionless, staring up at the ceiling through my fingers like the victim of some tragic scene.

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Happy Birthday, Taeri Eonnie!

Today’s all about you, but honestly, I could celebrate you every day. You have been such a constant, comforting presence, someone who listens without judgment, laughs with me even in the chaos, and reminds me that I’m never alone.

Thank you for always being there, even when my stories make no sense or I’m just rambling to clear my mind. You never make me feel silly or small for sharing what’s on my heart, you just listen, and that means a lot to me.

You have seen so many sides of me, and yet your warmth never wavers. I admire your strength, your softness, and the way you care so deeply. I also really admire your fun side, you have this amazing ability to make people laugh and feel at ease, even on the hardest days. You make everything feel lighter and lovelier just by being around.

I hope this new year of your life brings you peace in your quiet moments, joy that fills you up, and love that surrounds you endlessly. You deserve all of that, and more. Happy Birthday again!

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Happy Valentine’s Day, my loved ones!

My favorite lover girls in Psych Ward! I just want to remind you three how much I love and appreciate you. My roleplaying life wouldn’t be the same without your laughter, chaos, and all the unforgettable moments we share. No matter what, we’ve got each other’s backs.. always and forever!

Love you all!

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Whispers of Tomorrow.

In the future, I imagine myself immersed in the soft glow of city lights after an unforgettable runway show, where each step tells a story of growth and passion. I see myself in quiet moments, on sun drenched beaches or in hidden corners of ancient cities, capturing the essence of beauty in stillness and movement. I long for experiences that transcend the surface, the kind that leave a mark on the soul, from collaborations with artists who speak in colors and textures, to supporting causes that reflect the beauty of compassion. Above all, I hope to embody grace, not just in my work, but in the way I move through the world, leaving behind traces of light wherever I go.

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Echoes of The Past.

One rainy afternoon, Audrey finds herself sitting by the window of her small apartment, listening to her favorite song, a melody that always brings a rush of old memories. As the song plays, she is transported back to a time when life was simpler, love was new, and her dreams felt within reach.

Audrey Cordelia grew up in a quiet town, raised by her resilient mother after her father walked out on them when she was just three. With little more than his name and a faint memory of his voice, Audrey learned early on to navigate life without the presence of a paternal figure. Her mother worked tirelessly, instilling in Audrey a sense of independence and drive.

As a teenager, Audrey’s striking beauty caught the attention of a local photographer. What started as casual photoshoots blossomed into a modeling career when she was scouted by an agency during a charity fashion show. By 19, she was traveling the world, walking runways in Paris and Milan, gracing magazine covers, and building a name for herself. Modeling became her escape and her means to support her mother, but the industry’s glitz often masked a sense of loneliness she couldn’t shake.

At 22, Audrey met Theodore, a fellow creative and the love of her life. Theo was an artist who saw beyond her outward beauty, appreciating her heart and intellect. They were inseparable, engaged within a year, and dreaming of a future filled with creativity and love.

But their fairy tale ended tragically. On the way to a photo shoot, Theo was in a fatal car accident. The loss devastated Audrey, leaving her heartbroken and questioning her path. For months, she disappeared from the public eye, retreating into solitude.

Slowly, Audrey began to rebuild herself. She returned to modeling. The pain of losing Theo became her strength, shaping her into a woman of depth, resilience, and empathy. She carries herself with quiet grace, her success rooted in her determination to honor Theo’s memory and to show others that even after loss, there is light to be found.

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A Cup of Espresso, Steam Curling Like a Whisper Secret.

Audrey Cordelia grew up in a quiet town, where the absence of her father was a constant shadow in her life. Raised by her mother, she learned resilience and independence early on. While other children had fathers cheering them on, Audrey found comfort in her mother’s support and the dreams she carried inside her heart.

Her love for fashion began in her mother’s small sewing room. Watching her create beauty out of fabric sparked something in Audrey. She started experimenting, draping old scarves around herself and pretending she was on a runway. Even then, there was something extraordinary about her presence, as if she was meant to be seen.

When Audrey stepped into the world of modeling, she brought all those lessons with her, the strength to navigate challenges, the grace to carry herself with dignity, and the imagination to turn her work into art. Her early struggles shaped her into someone who didn’t just follow dreams but chased them with determination.

Though she grew up without her father, she became someone he would have been proud to know, a woman who creates her own path and inspires others to do the same.

Audrey’s colleagues and peers often describe her as a rare blend of talent and humility. She’s the model who never just poses but tells a story with every look and movement. Photographers and designers alike love working with her because she brings life to their creations, understanding the art behind every piece. To her friends, Audrey is more than her image. She’s someone who listens deeply and cares sincerely. They see her as a dreamer with a grounded heart, someone who balances ambition with compassion. But somehow, it’s kinda difficult for her to describe and show her true feelings. She’d rather keep everything alone..