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empty as it may seems but it means a lot to someone who is fighting against depression. and I am a living proof how depression eats your entire life. The struggle is real. 

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Battling Depression

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TOTGA!!

hey it’s been years. I dont have any idea how you are and as i see you’re doing fine. Eventhough were not fb friends i always got the chance to stalk at your wall and look every possible post i can get just to see you. i cant even ask our common friends how are you they might misunderstood me or might ruin something. I know, im fucking married now but I guess it’s you i cant get over with. you were my first love. my dream within a dream. youre the most impossible thing that happened to me. im a downer and has no self esteem when you first met me. you were the famous one, every girl in the room admires you, looking up to you cause you were the cutest one. you may be the smallest one but daaaah! when you smile, it melts everyone. the way you dress, it’s simple and clean and you look awesome. the way you speak, tiny but manly. and im the luckiest girl that caught your eyes. I am the apple of your eyes. the simplicity  that I have and quietness catches your heart. but I know, as time goes by I wanted to level up myself for you not to leave me. the girl you use to know and the girl you love change that leads you to break my heart. i understand that it is my fault. I HAVE CHANGED as much as I wanted to be confidently beautiful in your eyes and to other eyes, I almost forgot the girl that you like. and I know things will never be the same again. we may have that understanding even after our breakup but the story always end up between you and me not like before that everyone knows how much I mean to you. I fail. I always fail in having you back. You can never be mine again. You will always be the one that got away. I know youre happy now with JL as I see it. are you calling her bhaby too? cause as i see you commented “by!” only. such a lucky girl. I would like to thank you for being part of my life. Happy 11th year anniversary by the way. - Bhaby#05

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Don’t rush. One step at a time. Kalma lang. Maaayos din ang lahat. Makakamit mo rin ang gusto mo. Magiging okay din ang lahat. :)

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Depression attack!

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Naasar ako!

Ewan ko ba kung ano na lang tong nararamdaman ko. Naranasan mo na bang maasar kasi para kang walang silbi? Parang walang may gusto na makasama ka. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko. Napakasensitive ko. Hindi ko na maintindihan tong feelings ko. Pakiramdam ko inaatake na naman ako ng depression. Gusto kong makasama yun mga kaibigan ko, yun gusto ko na sila makakaalala sakin pero bakit ganun parang wlang nakakaalala man lang sakin. Nakakasawang magaya pero palagi ka na lang natatanggihan. Ewan ko! Nakakasawa na. Naawa na ko sa sarili ko na para akong nanlilimos palagi ng atensyon nila.

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Life at its finest

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Life is not unfair, it's just fair enough to understand each other!

John Dale Aragon - Mr. Maniac Meets Ms. Pervert Wattpad

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Obligatory Shot! Dyosa Ng Lakwatsa is now on summer mood! 🏊🏻😍 (at First Quezon Premier Hotel)

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2017 GOALS!

Yes were down to 2 months na mga besh pero eto pa din ako naghahain ng goals ko for twentiseventin! haha. 

Goal # 1

Maging active sa iba’t ibang klase ng social media. Wag puro FB mga besh. Kaplastikan din ang mga frenship mo din hahaha di naman lahat ng friends mo ay tunay yung iba iniistalk ka lang nila tlga.

Goal # 2

Be a Photographer. Simple pero napakamakahulugan para sa akin. Gusto ko kasing umanggulo ba hahaha. To show the world(the universe rather!) how beautiful natures can be. Haha. Self potrait photographer ba. Hindi man pro pero sana achieve! Natutuwa ako pag maraming natutuwa sa mga angles ko. Maliit na bagay. Pero masaya! =)

Goal # 3

TRAVEL! Magtravel at magpunta san man parte ng mundo, ng Pilipinas basta may dagat, pools at kainan go ako dyan! Hindi naman ako choosy eh. Haha. Pandagdag IG feeds din yun at compilation ko for blogs haha. 

Goal # 4 

Learn how to edit videos for VLOGS! yes pangarap ko din maging vlogger! yotubers inspired by Ms. Michelle Dy. pero hindi makeup tutorials ang peg ko kumbaga mga life scenarios lang from my daily basis. Buhket? My daily vlogs naman si Misyel ah! hahaha. Hindi naman puro makeup ang hawak nya besh! so kung interesado ka Subscribe ka na sa channel ko sa Youtube. here’s the link https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgvjJKa-RayQe09qyxia6OA puro mga picture na inedit at ginawang video palang yan at mga video greetings na ginawa ko para sa mga taong mahal ko. 

Goal # 5

PUMAYAT! Yes mataba po ako. Hindi naman sobrang majubis. Haha. Medium pa din naman ang tshirt na mga binibili ko pero beshy the tyan is so life. Kaya ko to!

So ayan na lang ang mga top goals ko for 2017! 

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Im baaaaaaack!

Hello tumblr I am now back. part to ng goals ko in life to be more active sa ibang site to express my feelings without the people who knows me well. to explore and to make my passion that I once stop. Hope na maging good ako in this craft. haha and kahit walang followers keri na yun besh kasi pang outlet ko lang naman to. Hahaha. Parang diary ba ga!!! Hahaha. and to all na magnanais magfollow! hello! welcome kayong lahat. =) This is me Dyosa Ng Lakwatsa let me share you my dose of adventure haha. 

Dyosa ng Lakwatsa is now Signing In! =)

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Challenge Accepted! 😁

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Nung mga bata pa kami, Gadgets are not our main problem. Strategy and IQ pinapagana namin kung paano matatalo si Dark Master. Eto mga laruan na to ang kumumpleto sa childhood life ko. Namiss ko na silaaaaa. Palaro na tayo version 2.0.. Tara na guys! 😁😁😁😁 #ChildhoodRules

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Why do I love Jane? Despite of all the bashing and criticizing, I will always be the one who will defend her. She's a natural person, Totoong tao sya. What you see is what you get. A happy go lucky. Born to be an artist. She may be misunderstood by so many but if you will know her better you'll see the kindness of her heart. Hi @janeoineza Happy Happy Birthday! Wishing you all the best in life. More more more more & more projects soon! I will always be here for you to support and defend you. I will be your number one fan. I will stick to you until forever kahit na ako na lang magisa yung natitira para sayo. :) I will support you no matter what! :) Panglast man standing to. Hope to see you in person! I love you janey!!! 😍😍😍 God bless you always! xoxo

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Up to nowhere! :) :) (at Town View Park of Fatima Masin Norte Candelaria Quezon)

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Bored af be like. (at Town View Park of Fatima Masin Norte Candelaria Quezon)