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I outright need to feel like a part of a community again but I fear that I've used up all my chances and even if I didn't I'll just continue the vicious cycle of explosive blunders out of still trying to learn how social skills and my own emotions work

honestly feeling very frustrated about being repeatedly abandoned and left behind in a state where I'm alone and out of energy rn. maybe it was supposed to teach me a lesson but all I've accomplished was hurting myself in so many ways trying to figure out what that lesson actually is

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honestly feeling very frustrated about being repeatedly abandoned and left behind in a state where I'm alone and out of energy rn. maybe it was supposed to teach me a lesson but all I've accomplished was hurting myself in so many ways trying to figure out what that lesson actually is

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post oversharing clarity is on the top 3 for most humiliating experiences ever, and it's not in third place

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some observations on color coding eyewear in ficton and their meanings

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Your favorite Qubo characters need YOUR help!

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things are weird because I know that I gotta stop relying on advice from other people and start trying to figure things out for myself but I also just Do Not Know a lot of things and that could land me in very bad situations

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I think it's less "cleaning up my act" and more "getting better at recognizing my emotions before I act on them" at this point. I think I was emotionally bleeding from the former anyway

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in lieu of promoting fundraisers from likely scam artists, here are a few places where you can donate to humanitarian organizations that do work in palestine:

United Nations Relief and Works Agency for Palestine Refugees in the Near East (UNRWA):

United Nations Crisis Relief:

International Committee of the Red Cross:

https://www.icrc.org/en/donate

Doctors Without Borders:

BDS Movement:

https://www.bdsmovement.net/donate

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SHUT UP LEAFBLOWER JESUS CHRIST I'M ALREADY AT MY BREAKING POINT

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if you're on there label your nsfw/kink art please. people use that app in public

0 days since last "bluesky made me mad" incident

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0 days since last "bluesky made me mad" incident

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ah great it's landscaping day

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oh yeah. Birthday month

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would you buy the Gimmick 7-Up From 2003 Snowboard

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The whimsical 333.33Hz sawtooth wave: