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echo-s-land · 22 hours

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Ways Your Are Masking Your Autistic Traits Without Realizing

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echo-s-land · 3 days

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about a post you made April 7th, maybe "put (oneself) somewhere" for "se rendre" ? like you render yourself somewhere

idk it makes sense in my head

Anon, I really liked that you put the day but it'd have been nice to have put the year too kalxamjfaakfma I don't remember the post since it must have been two years at least (I checked) but I suppose it was smth about me trying to explain what 'rendez-vous' literally means, wasn't it?

You did manage to find an equivalent so thanks for that! It makes sense but it sounds really clumsy in English lol (for me at least)

#'vous devez vous rendre là-bas à 17h' 'you have to put yourself over there at 9pm'

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echo-s-land · 3 days

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Ah! I get it! I don't like it when people act in a way I don't see our relationship/closeness status as!

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echo-s-land · 3 days

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It's insane how most of the time I don't get how ppl interact and I also Don't Fucking Care

#vent ig #i wish i could #but unfortunately i havent had the occasion of sharing one of my interest with you in the past three months and when i did it didnt go as i #wanted and now we're supposed to talk through smalltalks except i dont know how to do those so im awkward as hell and unconsciously cut the #short and now im being hated (?) even tho that wasnt my intent #but i guess no matter how trustful i am i just look like a liar #and i cant even bring myself to care bc how am i supposed to explain myself when youre convinced what i say is a lie #we werent even supposed to be this close so sorry if im stiff. i tried to get along but i just cant #the never ending circle between 'i want to have ppl to interact with being alone to experience this world is exhausting and dreadful' and #'im not even remotely interested by any of you'#its different on tumblr bc i can curate my own experience & nobody comes @ me when i dont interact with them for days or weeks (BC IVE GOT #NOTHING TO SAY) and its okay and its normal and we dont have to do the 'hi how are you wyd' script every single time (sure we can check up #on each other once in a while but it doesnt become a script. it feels genuine.)#anyway. im so normal. i can def care about ppl that have never been as insane as me about something we both love(d at some point)#am pretty sure i developed 'i perceived you saying/thinking One(1) bad thing about me and now i dont care at all about your existence' as #a child as a coping mechanism but goddammit i feel like an asshole everytime it happened #i hate feeling apathetic #and i hate lying too so i cant just say shit to reassure them when i dont mean them #cant tell them im sorry about how my behavior is perceived when im so damn tired and would rather they disappear of my life

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echo-s-land · 4 days

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Me, normally: everything's fine!

Me, when I have more than two seconds to think about myself: I'm this close to break

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echo-s-land · 4 days

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Everytime I consume smth else than my SpIn and get invested in it I get so fucking scared it'd become my next SpIn and erase the one I currently have

Loosing my SpIn is something I dread so much

#i know they can be 'reawaken'#but i prefer changing SpIn when my mind is completely done with it #I hate when I have to cling to it - when I put it in pause (when it feels like it anyway) bc im so scared itd slip away #i finished dungeon meshi. it was nice. Im currently reading nna maria no danzai gachiakuta gokurakugai #i started some series i had my eyes on for a while now #i watched some movies #if i dont think about TR every 10-20 minutes at least i get so so so fucking scared #if i think about those stories with the same intensity i think of TR i get so so so fucking scared too

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echo-s-land · 4 days

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Medically recognized, but not formally diagnosed: a psychologist or other professional recognizes your autism, but you don't have a formal diagnosis

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#suspect but also lots of selfdoubts about being + medically recognized and technically on my way to be diagnosed? idk we'll see how things #work out #if im not formally recognized i think ill just fucking cry tho #if its not autism i have no idea whats 'wrong' with me #(aKa autism would make things ive experienced forever okay and real and not normal per se but therell be an explanation and lots of ppl #sharing my experiences. if im told im not autistic then im just a normal person but weird and not fully fitting society. which is fine too #guess. but ill cry lots)

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echo-s-land · 4 days

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Me, waking up: well, got as much energy as usual, gonna be able to do as much as I want today, probably!

Me, as soon as I lie down: Ah.

#i have no idea how tired i am unless im either able to lie down or when i end up at a point where i cant function at all #lets try and get as many hours of sleep as possible tonight uh

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echo-s-land · 6 days

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me when people ask me how to say "I don't care" in french

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The IASIP meme of Charlie Kenny gesturing wildly at a conspiracy board, with the second picture added to his papers - the second picture being a table with 7 columns classifying an exhaustive number of ways of saying "I don't care" in French, based on how common, vulgar and funny they each are.

Column 1: Socially acceptable and common: -Je m’en fiche -J’en ai rien à faire* (*less formal variation of “Je n’en ai rien à faire” which still belongs to this category)

Column 2: Vulgar and common enough to not be shocking: -Je m’en fous -(J’en ai) rien à foutre

Column 3: More vulgar, and common with a ‘teenage’ connotation: -(Je)* m’en tape -(Je) m’en branle -(Je) m’en balec’ -(Je) m’en bats les couilles -(J’en ai) rien à battre -(J’en ai) rien à branler -”Balec’” (* omitting “je” is frequent and makes the expression even less formal)

Column 4: ‘Familiar’ (only somewhat vulgar, completely informal) and uncommon enough to be considered somewhat funny: -J’en ai* rien à carrer -J’en ai* rien à cirer -Je m’en tamponne (le coquillard) -Je m’en balance -J’en ai* rien à péter (* can be replaced with “Je n’en ai rien à …” to give it a formal connotation, in which case the expression belongs to category 6)

Column 5: Socially acceptable and uncommon/formal enough to be considered funny: -Je m’en contrefiche -Je m’en soucie comme d’une guigne -J’en ai rien à fiche

Column 6: Vulgar and uncommon, somewhat formal: -Je m’en contrefous

Column 7: Socially acceptable and very uncommon / very formal, enough to sound snobbish (and therefore a bit funny): -Peu m’importe -Il m’importe peu -Je n’en ai cure -Je ne m'en soucie guère

#i love this language and how we're truly not how we're stereotypically said to be #just look at that

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echo-s-land · 6 days

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if you french too close to the sun you become italian

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echo-s-land · 6 days

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#prev tags #now that the poll is over..#op pense qu'il est vachement stupide #je viens d'où l'on dit que la langue est la mieux parlée donc ça peut pas être un dialect ou autre :')#j'ai fait mon travail de détective au cas où quand même #ma famille a toujours dit ph'a'rmacie. mais vu que ce 'a' là est prononcé plutôt doucement quand le mot est prononcé dans une phrase (et non #prononcé pour être prononcé et être entendu distinctement) bah.. j'ai toujours dit phOrmacie parce que j'ai toujours entendu phOrmacie 🫠#bref.#je retourne à mon coin de stupidité (heureusement y a mon frère parce que lui aussi a toujours fait la même erreur mdr je suis pas seul)

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echo-s-land · 8 days

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Russian missile strike on the Dnipro: 2 dead, 15 injured.

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echo-s-land · 8 days

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can we like…get rid of the so-called leather and rubber “pride flags” ? it’s honestly ridiculous and offensive to the lgbtq community. those aren’t pride flags.

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echo-s-land · 8 days

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In fact, I once said "gerai" the same way it is written - and I got mocked by my Lithuanian colleagues for this XD. Pretty often, they look at you like it's super obvious where the pronunciation is different.

#meanwhile me mispronouncing all my life a word in my native language when its one of the rare that is relatively pronounced like its written #and i only learnt about it last week #pharmacie. im looking at you pharmacie.

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echo-s-land · 8 days

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Am I getting a good grade in tumblr mutual?

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echo-s-land · 8 days

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Jme suis DÉFONCÉ le tibias 😃

#wondered how dark the bruise will be #it peels away layers of my skin but its not really bleeding so thats good #*peeled

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echo-s-land · 9 days

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Need time to properly recover from the past days/weeks but normally I could get back to writing my fics soon

#YES #its been a while i want to write so bad :')#and its about writing and being a fan in general. i need my quota of being able to be autistic about what i love #had to restrain myself and now im soon free #this weekend is going to be so needed and i hope productive

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