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deleting the system page on my main blog + instantly feeling invalid? Its more likely than you thi

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ready to mcfucking die on this fine thursday afternoon 👍

i can feel nebby trying to front but i can't let her out,,, i have plans tomorrow and saturday (if there's even gonna BE a saturday)

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ow oof ouch nebby's told a couple of my friends that she was gonna avoid one of my other friends like th plague but i still like em so guess we're still friends

nebski hey uh i know you're the protector but let me have friends, its ok to b friends w ppl who have different opinions,,

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hey lmao wasn't it just lunch time...... where's my food....

edit: what the fuck @ afternoon nebski!!!! rice and beans are good mixed together don't lie to yourself

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I can feel mako trying to front again, but I don't want him in danger. Until this dies down I'm hoping to stay up front.

Maybe I'll use this time to pick up on habits he's been slacking on. Cleaning up could be a start..

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I feel like we're stalling. Everything is moving really slowly.

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Switching in the middle of lunch means finding out there's a heathen who mixes their rice and beans together.

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so many ppl complain about fake systems but also they have a lot of things in their system that they say is a dead giveaway for fakes .............. so who lying

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i? don't tell ppl a lot of the time abt the others bc idk if they'll take us seriously. but it's bound to come up eventually.

i feel like my friends should at least get to know the big ones like nebby and rudy in case they front, but nebbys an adult and rudy refuses to initiate conversation with strangers... i mean at least nebby is uh at least within 1-2 years in the age range of my oldest friend in that particular group so that's nice

still. rudy's been at least cofronting for a while so he's getting used to being out

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It’s hard to be always the same person.

Dorothea Tanning (via quotemadness)

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me: can someone switch with me please? i’m tired.

alters:

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anyway idk who specifically this "o" is, i have a hunch but i don't want to jump to conclusions, but im starting to think that's who ate my fruit snacks

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mom: who the hell finished all the snacks

me:

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sunday night mood

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Different types of roles for Alters,

Keep in mind this isn’t official information! This has been gathered by asking a few people with Dx DiD what roles they have in their own systems and what they play!

Core.

The “original” personally. Its questioned of it still exists within the body; however most people reference the core as the first host. 

Host.

An alter who typically fronts the most and has nothing to do with the original; It can be the ‘core’ personality however its not defined.

Co-Host

An Alter who fronts regularly but isn’t the actual host; basically a second host. Larger systems may have more then one and smaller systems might not have a co-host. Typically they come out when the host is to overwhelmed. 

Protector.

The protector will protect the host with their life. Typically will always be around and jumps in when a situation goes south. 

Little.

An Alter that is basically a child. Not all systems have littles, it just depends on the trauma and the person. Littles often form when there wasn’t a good or barely any childhood for the body to have experience. 

Persecutor.

An alter that is usually bent on the destruction of the system, destruction in general, or something in between. Persecutors are a bit difficult to handle and typically are made during a self loathing time.

Internal Helper.

An alter that rarely fronts, but inside and often in the headspace. They typically help from inside, and tries to keep the system in check that way. 

Fragment.

An alter who is incomplete or is barely there. 

Gatekeeper.

Also known as a Manager; Regulates who fronts based on need. They keep track of how the systems runs and tries to keep it from falling apart.

Caretaker.

Caretakers have many different roles. They can take care of the host’s responsibilities and daily tasks when the host is unable too; and or they can take care of alters inside of the head space. 

Trauma Holder.

Also known as trauma piece or memory holder; They are an alter who holds memories of and feelings relating to trauma. Some can front while the body is in a similar trauma situation and handle it well (However! Make sure they can handle this before you try it!) 

Facet

(There is a lot of definitions for this one; But the general consensus is) A facet is a direct split off of a specific alter and tends to share personality traits with the alter they split from. They can be like a fragment or they can develop into their own person. 

Introject.

An alter based off of an outside source, can be based on a real person and or fictional characters (Typically, If they are based off of fiction they are called ‘fictives’ but either term works!)

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