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The next America's best Dance crew ghetto version! Lmfao

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No he did not do a cartwheel 😂💀

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This is bullshit. This is our community to share our nasty in. Maybe we will just go somewhere else then. Fuck you tumblr.

#SavePorn

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Where's all the central iowa party people?

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Where is all the party people at from ames iowa- des moines iowa area? Looking for some pnp friends.

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Maxwell

Fellow Iowans

Lets see how many are from Iowa. Reblog this and tell us where you are from!

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Wtf if your on speed and you've been up for 3 days can you not seem to clean your damn place up. Especially before you invite people over so can smoke up all my shit also!

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Who wanna get lifted!

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Pensacola couple

Reblog and fallow so we can find you 🏃🏻🔁

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So damn true! Lol

‘Sup, fellow Floridians.

We got tropical storms, but we also got Publix fried chicken.

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Ya that's my new little piggy! #whos pimpin!

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Live in 850 working in 863

Reblog w/ Your Area Code

504 🎭

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Time to get blazed on my 2g shard!

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Hell yeah!

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I love rednecks. Funny ass shit.

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Yeah fuck it

I'm sure I said I wasn't gunna do this for a 3rd night in a row. Damn you pipe. I blame you for this shit!

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Something Every Addict Goes Through

Me: Okay, I'm going to save the rest of this for tomorrow.

Me 45 minutes later: Fuck it, you'll figure it out. IT WONT EVEN HELP THAT MUCH TOMORROW ANYWAY, MIGHT AS WELL GET WASTED TONIGHT SO I GET MY MONEY'S WORTH, FUCK 'JUST GETTING BY' YOU'LL DEAL WITH THE PAIN

Me the next day: Why am I so fucking dumb

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Hold your head up and be strong. There are more of us out there that are traveling down the same path. I almost gave up on people for a long time for that reason. I took me realizing that being for others what I couldn't find anyone to be for me was making me a stronger person. I get asked all the time why I help someone that I don't get a gain from. But I do gain something from it even though I'm losing shit while doing it. I'm gaining a little peice of myself back that I lost. Where was I when I needed me? I'll be here if ya need to talk or vent. Stay strong we need more of you. Thank you for being you.

Rant

I must be one horrible, annoying, disgusting person because i have nobody. Absolutely not one person, other than my grandpa. that i can talk to about anything. It would be nice to have a friend or two but i learned the hard way that all they do is fuck you over in the end. I have never done anybody wrong, never fucked them over or betrayed anybody. So why is it that i am the one whos left with nothing. Why cant i have something good in my life for once and it not turn to shit? what the fuck is so wrong with me that people have to lie to my face to just talk shit behind my back? Can anyone tell me because im lost. It could be the way i come off to people, but please understand why i have this wall built. I cant let anybody in for a second because when i do they get what they want and im thrown away. I cannot fucking take this anymore. I cant be strong all the time. I need someone to tell me its okay to mess up and that i can always try again. Someone to hold me and let me cry instead of brushing me off and say i shoouldnt be worried about that. I shouldnt be worried about alot of things but thats what anxiety does to you. When you were abused as a child and neglected as a teenager you never fully recover. Im not and never will ask for sympathy but god damn. If anyone and i mean anyone came to me and asked if they could talk you bet your ass i would listen and give advice the best i could and never hurt them, only because i know exactly how it feels.