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:)

it's good to have you back.

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Utopia

Everyone has their own ideal “utopia”

And you know what? Mine is anywhere with you :) Yes, you are my utopia :)

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i guess i gotta build my walls up again. though, he has a way of breaking through it

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Three Days Grace, “Gone Forever”

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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

Neil Gaiman, The Kindly Ones (via observando)

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'til here

so this is where our story ends? i know the last words we said are kind of cruel. i just thought i need to make this right.

I want to thank you for loving me when i thought i was unloveable. I never thought that a guy would fall in love with me. Thank you for making me feel beautiful when i know i'm not. Thank you for the chocolates and notes you leave on my desk whenever i'm upset or angry. Thank you for holding my hand even though they are kind of sweaty. Thank you for introducing How I Met Your Mother to me. This will always be our TV series. Thank you for that tissue paper with a note saying "forever and ever babe." Thank you for showing affection and care even though it's out of your system. I know you were not used to such things but for me, you did. Thank you for PMsing with me. Haha. Thank you for the jacket you gave me. It still has your scent in it. Thank you for introducing me to your parents. You have a lovely family. Please be strong for them. Thank you for being my first Valentines date. Thank you for being my first kiss. Thank you for all the sweet messages. Thank you. For everything.

I know you have problems lately. It sucks because I am not there anymore to talk to you about it. I want to know how you are but i feel like I don't have the right to ask you anymore. You're going through a lot right now. I still pray for you. I don't pray that we should get back together. I pray that you'll always be okay and happy and I don't mind if that happiness means not being with me. As long as you're happy, then, I am completely okay with it. I still want you but i want your happiness above all things. A part of me wants you back but i don't want to dwell on that part anymore. I just got to trust God and His plans for me. For now, i just want you to be okay despite of whatever disease you have in your head. Don't lose it. Be okay. For me. I remember how you told me that I was your cure. I wish I could be the cure again..

I miss you. Even if we are not together anymore, I know that I'll never stop caring about you. Even if I don't want to, I know that I will still care. I'll never stop being the best damn friend you'll ever have. If being just friends is the only way to keep with you, then I'm okay with that. I will never regret us. I hope you feel the same. I really thought you were my yellow umbrella.

I love you. Still.

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Lover's Dictionary

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what if one day the face i used to be fond of would turn out to be the face i’d hate the most or the face that would give me a pang of pain whenever i look at?

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I can give you the answers you want to hear (which you have probably figured out yourself): to pursue justice to those who want and deserve it, to fight for equity and other Sociology concepts you learned in undergrad, to serve the people who cannot afford legal services, to give back to the...

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Sonnet XVII ; Pablo Neruda

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i don't want to care but i always do.

i can't resist you.

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