There are some things about myself I can鈥檛 explain to anyone. There are some things I don鈥檛 understand at all. I can鈥檛 tell what I think about things or what I鈥檓 after. I don鈥檛 know what my strengths are or what I鈥檓 supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared I can only think about myself. I become really self-centered, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I鈥檓 not such a wonderful human being