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i’m no longer religious but i will always resent god for not giving me a long term best friend, for moving my family around so much as a kid, taking me away from my elementary school friends right before we were supposed to start middle school together, for making me start over right before the most awkward years of my life with a whole new group of kids i didn’t know, for moving my middle school best friend away right after we started high school and causing a rift i still don’t understand that broke us apart and made us go no contact, for making me the outsider in every friend group i was ever in because i wasn’t there since elementary school, for placing me in a small town school in the middle of nowhere where i only ever had the chance to make friendships of convenience and proximity, never deep connection no matter how hard i tried. i will never be anyone’s person and i’ve tried so, so hard to accept that but i don’t think i ever fully will.

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i’m so rapunzel (i stay alone in my room all day pretending it’s my princess tower)

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No i havent outgrown it because i had great taste at 7 years old

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i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying 

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OPPENHEIMER 2023 ‧ NOLAN

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˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

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Want to go to the river and I’ll find you pretty rocks? (Flirting)

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if you look like you work with your hands and smell like marlboro reds contact me immediately!!

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I'm sorry for not mentioning bogs, swamps, mires, and murky waters lately

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The Making of Saw II