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adriana smith who was forcibly kept on life support after being brain dead to incubate her fetus due to anti abortion laws in georgia, usa will be taken off life support this week. she had an emergency c-section today and the child was born prematurely and is in the nicu. her family is raising funds for hospital bills (that the state didn't even pay for despite forcing this "treatment" btw!) and for the new baby. donate if you can. [source]

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fml i think i just got the “i feel empty and maybe a little angry when im with you” thing for my newish boyfriend. i’ll update it turns again but FUCK dude this keeps happening and i literally cannot predict it. it’s destroying shit i’m trying to build for myself ughhhhhh

i think i felt upset? offended? maybe? by him a week or so ago bc he wanted to drive me home before i wanted to go home (and also didn’t want to get breakfast). and it pissed me off.

now i just saw him and i felt. like. maybe a little weird and nothing and upset also all at once? I HATE IDENTIFYING EMOTIONS I AM SO BAD AT IT. but that’s how i’ve felt before i ended all my previous relationships. i think it’s probably similar to how people with BPD describe splitting. except instead of maybe idolizing him before this, i viewed him as less irritating/annoying to deal with than other people. now he’s the same.

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It's kinda funny seeing commies on this website accusing each other of being bad commies

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what the fuck i woke up feeling so they/it

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Are you okay with DMs? I have something to ask about masking and ASPD traits but my situation is a little too specific for me to talk about it over anon.

absolutely, anon! feel free to hit me up

i’m not always a timely replier but i will always reply

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11 Jun 25

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other people’s levels of attachment and the way they show their love can be different from your own, that doesn’t make them a bad person. mismatched personalities isn’t a crime.

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infuriates me to no end that the same people, on both the right and the supposed center "left", who treat people who are economically suffering with contempt and tell them their problems are purely individual and they just need to pull themselves up by their bootstrap and eat less avocado toast, expect you to treat seriously the notion that the "male loneliness epidemic" is a serious systemic issue and you need to drop everything immediately to help awful people who hate you make friends (or get pussy, which is what the "male loneliness epidemic" is really about)

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i’m in hell bc i got everything i ever wanted, started a new, honest life and then found out my body is failing, and im dying.

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had a great time at pride and ended up talking to the therians for a little while. great lil local community of mostly young kids. super cool to see them out in their masks and pride flags being themselves with their friends. doubly cool that it seemed like they only got a positive response from the general public.

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protests in LA against unlawful deportations being called an insurrection after one single day of unrest. martial law is next. the playbook is not hard to read.

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resolved this by getting crossed on the clock and handing out free lube to everyone 🩷

guys i’m working my local pride with the sex store… i am the corporate presence at pride… need to kms….

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guys i’m working my local pride with the sex store… i am the corporate presence at pride… need to kms….

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Psychosis feels like the line between your thoughts and experiences is thin, or nonexistent. You can't tell if it actually happened, or is happening, or if it's a delusion again.

Psychosis feels like not being able to trust if you're experiencing something "real"- even if it tangibly is by nonpsychotics.

Psychosis feels like something is "off" constantly- maybe in the air, maybe intrinsically within you -that other people don't notice.

Psychosis feels like everyone else has their shit together but you- and they're refusing to tell you how.

Psychosis feels like the entire way you view yourself is distorted. It feels like being disjointed, out of proportion, discoloured. Like a fever dream you can't understand.

-> Of course, this is based on our own experiences. Other people may not feel the same.

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THE GIRLS ARE FIGHTINNNGGGG

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every doctors appointment feels like i’m going to say something wrong and then they’ll spring across the table yelling “KILL IT KILL IT” while gnashing their teeth at my throat.

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troubled teen industry program closure

(tw for child death and suicide.)

asheville academy/solstice east has officially closed its doors today and all children have been removed from campus (x, xx). this is following two suicides in one month at the program, one of which was a 13 year old girl (the other child’s age/identity has not been released).

one of america’s most infamous tti programs is finally vacant. solstice east and asheville survivors- i see you, and i am with you. i hope today, alongside the grieving, you can begin the healing.

so fucking deeply disturbing and disgusting that it takes two children violently killing themselves within a single month for authorities to care.

we can’t let up until every incarceration program for children is shuttered and locked.