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i have made a lie out of myself. for that i am miserable.

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nightmares that felt it lasted for days. dreams felt so vivid it gets hard to differentiate sometimes. its just a dream. its all in your head. keep your chin high. relax. breath in. and out. thank you for reaching out. you are so brave for that. dont worry. you are an adult now. act like it. act. act. act. breath in. breath out. 1. 2. 3. meds a day. youll be okay. stop crashing out it gets overwhelming. im sorry. just reach out. it gets too much. its overwhelming. im here. i know. it terrifies me. ticking time for every friendship and relationship. i dreamt. i feared. its all in my head. i held you in my arms. i felt awful. how can i function. just keep on going. no one is coming. hollow. shut up shut up. shut up. this isnt what i want. what do i want. you said. liar. breath in. breath out.

and the only reason i am still alive is i believe in heaven and hell. i am still conscious. i hope God loves me. even when this skin bleeds.

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This is all I got... this is all I got 😭

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1. Time Has Made a Change in Me - A Golden Ring of Gospel

2. (don't remember, sorry!)

3. (uhhh idk the same as the first one??)

@/lol idk anyone at this point

MUSIC LOVERS ASSEMBLE!!

i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)

reblog this with 3 songs:

the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)

your current favourite song

a song of your choice

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mine:

its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele

trastevere - måneskin

nevermore - queen

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tagggzzzz: (np ofc) @heartstopper-lover123 @s0lit4ir3 @ali-da-demon @vicwritesfic @skeelly @charliethinks @tori-my-love @chronic-skeptic @toulouseradiosilence @stewpid-soup @nine-frogs-in-a-trenchcoat @pessimistic-gh0st @theshyqueergirl @crowleybrekkers @a-bowl-of-soop @frogfairy444 @robinheaney12 @fairyghostgirlgaming @thatsawesomedontyouthink @venusplanetoflove2 @thelovelyvie @abookishshade @spir4nts-lun4r @i-have-no-idea-111 @kit-the-queer @a-wondering-thought @scatteredraysofhope @coco6420 @softlyunbreakable @givennnnnn @far-beyond-saving @darling-im-wonderstruck @heartstoppernerdsstuff @nonbinary-idiot-obviously @rebelrobinrules1984 @daydream-of-a-wallflower @leonine-elizer @angel-devil-star and anyone else who wants to join!!

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Can we talk about how in zombie shows/movies/books they always find a veterinarian and not a surgeon? Are veterinarians deemed more likely to survive the apocalypse?

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decided on a whim 2 watch velma. Bad Idea

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Having rainbow flags just up in the streets and next to big store is crazy to me, in a good way.

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*Talking to the opposite gender* Gosh I sure do hope they don't take it as flirting

*Talking to the same gender after I told them I am gay* Gosh I sure do hope they don't take it as flirting

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alfred gave them the sheets

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i feel like we don’t talk about things like this enough

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me when i recommend something to someone and they end up not liking it

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@eksvnd i might pass out

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@eksvnd i might pass out

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@eksvnd i might pass out

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@eksvnd i might pass out