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Teenagers hold immense power. This is because they cannot be imprisoned within social convention.

This power may be used for good (cosplay at the mall, sleeping in weird places, feral love of weird shit) or for evil (blasting music on the bus, skateboarding in the grocery store, hurting my feelings)

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Maybe if I was prettier. Or maybe if I was more horrifying actually

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Escape screen time, rearrange furniture, open all the windows even if it’s cold, drop the baggage, drop the stuff piled up in the closet, drop the clothes I haven’t worn since 2019, go outside every day, breathe fresh air, stay out until it gets dark, feel the sun on my face

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in this house we love love and heart shaped things AND the moon

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the problem with this new fall out boy album is that it works beautifully in a loop. a glorious, never ending loop. a mobius strip of music, if you will. 

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I was gonna wait until I finished the entire series but nah cause I already see what’s going on. Lyle was spoiled and aggressive but he was not the spoiled pr*ck this mini series painted him out to be. Erik was presented well but he himself was extremely attached and loving towards Lyle as he was loved by Lyle also. The real villains of the Menendez brothers are the parents.

I usually don’t get upset when people don’t represent cases the right way but due to the fact that this specific case is very close to home and just overall sad as hell I’m kinda sad ngl.

You don’t have to agree with what Erik and Lyle did, but how can you not see that these two boys only did what was reflected in their environment? Regardless of how you put it, they are and were survivors. I’m not fucking w/ the inc*st undertones either.

This series does no justice. And for once, I can understand why the edgy side of the true crime community acts the way that they do when the wrong information comes out about infamous cases. These boys were preyed on and their father was the predator & their mom was the observer. It’s literally the Michael Jackson & Joe Jackson situation but make it two white boys dressed in Ralph Lauren.

I’m done

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its always “we should beat up and kill rapists and abusers!” but the moment someone actually does you all turn on them

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in the new year I want to be killed by a powerful woman

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Mama, we all go to hell, mama, we all go to hell, I'm writing this letter, in pink glitter gel,

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AO3 is down

Fanfiction enjoyers have now resorted to actually continuing their abandoned works to fight off the boredom and existential dread that comes with not being able to read about blorbos

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live footage of me listening to “The News” by Paramore on infinite repeat since it released at noon today

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in the return of cheerleader gerard.. everyone hail the queen

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Winona Ryder in Beetlejuice (1988) dir. Tim Burton

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Fuck you, pay me.

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PENGUINS

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we need to start bullying jk rowling for her new profile picture because like