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Honestly, ever since becoming a fanfic writer myself I’ve become like 500% more understanding and patient about other authors’ update schedules. An author takes 6+ months to post their next chapter? Yeah, totally get that real life can get in the way. An author abandons a fic? Disappointing, but it happens- sometimes inspiration for a story just dies. An author apologizes about taking so long to post a 10k word chapter? Dude, that’s like 18-20 pages on Word single-spaced. It takes me at least a week to write an essay for school a quarter the length of that, and that’s with a deadline. 

It’s probably the most important thing writing fanfic has taught me, tbh. How to fully appreciate the hard work someone else has put into their story. How important the role of the audience is to an author. And that no matter what, you are never entitled to demand more of a story that you are getting for free. 

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Managed to get all three of them~ It's a shame I have no diamonds left to try get a second Toichiro so I can awaken him, but I'm happy I just got him at all.

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So I just totally misread something as "The smut Demon King" while scrolling down my dashboard. I had to quickly scroll back up and realized it was actually "smug" and not "smut".

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If anyone wants to be friends, here is my user ID

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The Kitty Dilemma (Joshua)

Never take a cookie from a stranger. This was something you learnt the hard way. It's a shame your love for sweets was stronger than your self awareness. If you considered it for just a moment, maybe you wouldn't be in this mess now. 

You look at your paw in front of your face, yes, your paw. You were no longer a human woman but a fluffy, little black cat. 

'It tasted so good, though…' You inwardly sigh, still thinking about that delicious cookie. How it was even possible to turn you into a cat you would never know, but what you did know was Joshua is going to have a heart attack. 

'How can I even face him? There's no way he will know it's me...' You had no idea what to do or if this spell will even wear off. 'Well, no point in worrying. I'll just go look for Joshua and figure it out then.' 

You scurried through the manor on your four paws in search of your beloved husband. You can just imagine how he'd react to see his queen was now but a lowly cat. It was mean, but you also found it hilarious to think about it. You could really tease him now if you wanted. 

Lucky for you, Joshua was in his study, working. The door was slightly open so you snuck inside. Everything looked so much bigger through the eyes of a cat, it was somewhat unnerving. 

You quietly sneak behind Joshua and observe him momentarily. It wasn't everyday you could see him so focused on his work. Whenever you were around he would focus on you more than his work. 

'He's so sexy.' He had this real mature air about him that made him look so manly. It made you swoon. Though you wondered what Joshua would think if he knew a cat was thinking he's hot, even if that cat was you. 

Now you decided it was time for some fun. You hid behind the curtain and meow softly. 

"What was that?!" Joshua jumped in his chair with a fright, dropping his pen. He quickly looked around but nothing was there. "Was I imagining it?" Joshua shook his head and mumbled something about being overworked and losing his mind. 

You knew you should probably feel bad for scaring him like that but his reactions are just too funny to not want to laugh. ...Or to not want to see even more. 

Joshua returned to his work and this time you snuck under his desk and let out a meow. 

Before you even had time to blink, Joshua had jumped right up from his chair with a scream. You were left startled for a moment as the sound of his scream replayed in your head over and over. 

'He screams like a girl.' If you were human right now you would be on the floor with laughter. 

"J-J-Jan! There's a cat in here!" 

'Oh no.' 

Joshua was looking straight at you with fear. You backed up a little and then laid on the ground with your front paws in front of you. 

"Jan…! ...Huh?" There was no sign of Jan coming and now Joshua was watching you with curiosity. "Are you begging for forgiveness?" 

'Yes! Yes!' You quickly moved your head up and down making Joshua gasp.

"Th-This cat is possessed! It understands me?!" Joshua fell backwards onto his butt and was shaking. "Am I really losing my mind? Has my fear of cats reached the point where they now haunt me?" 

You want to roll your eyes at his comments. His fear of cats is quite bad, indeed. But haunting him? Yeah, he needs to calm down. 

You start to softly purr and walk closer to Joshua. 

"N-No. St-Stay back. J-J-Jan? Where are you?!" 

However, Joshua didn't move, his eyes remained focused on you as you drew closer. You stopped right in front of him and reached for his hand giving it a few licks. 

"Ack! What are you doing?" Joshua was mortified but yet he still didn't move. "Huh… Wait? Why haven't I run away?" Joshua looked confused himself. Normally he would have bolted from the room but here he is accepting your affection. "You must have put a curse on me. That must be it." Joshua said and at that exact moment you looked up at him with a scary expression. "Ahhh! Don't eat me…" 

"What's this?" Joshua noticed the collar around your neck, or rather a necklace. "Wait a moment. That's ___ necklace. I gave her that on our first anniversary. She never takes it off." 

Your ears perked up, 'You finally get it?' 

"Did you eat her and steal her necklace?!" Joshua exclaimed and your body flinched in disbelief. 

"Hiiiissss!" 

"Nooo!" 

You again cuddled against Joshua, this time you hopped onto his lap and rubbed yourself against his chest. 

"Strange, You...You also smell like ___… Wait," Joshua's eyes went wide and you waited in anticipation. "No way… How did you turn into a cat?!" 

Joshua finally picked you up and looked right at you. "I must be dreaming. My beautiful wife has become a cat of all things." He started to get mad, "Turn back to normal right now! How can I love a cat?" 

At that moment your body froze and then you squirmed free from his hands. 

"Hey. Wait." 

You ignored Joshua as you walked off with your head hanging low. You jumped onto the sofa and curled up and started to sob, which to Joshua sounded like a whining cat. 

Concerned, Joshua rushed to you but you refused to face him. 

"I'm sorry. Please don't cry."  Joshua had no idea you were actually crying but he could just tell you were. "It's not your fault. I was just surprised and scared…" 

You finally looked up upon hearing the worry in his voice. Joshua looked besides himself with worry and fear. 

"I thought, what if you never turn back to normal? What if I never get to hear your voice again? Or have kids with you…" Joshua trailed off, blushing slightly.

You sat up and put a paw on him to comfort him. Joshua laughed in self depreciation. "Look at me, I'm the one being comforted when I'm not even the one with the problem." He hung his head. 

Joshua sat down next to the sofa and you reached to lick his face. "Haha. That tickles." Joshua laughed for a moment and then looked at you tenderly, "It's strange, I hate cats, but looking at you right now all I can think is I will still love you no matter what," He took you in his arms, "No matter how you look or what you are, I will always love you." 

Joshua softly placed a kiss on the soft fur on your head. And the next moment *poof* you had finally turned back to normal. 

"Wha-?" Joshua was surprised to suddenly have you sprawled out on top of him. 

"Thank you, Joshua." You smiled at him. "I knew you would be able to save me. Thank you for always loving me." 

Joshua lovingly whispered your name and the two of you lent in for a kiss, you still on top of him. 

"___? Where are your clothes?" But Joshua's sudden exclamation cut the kiss short. 

You jumped back and noticed your completely bare figure. "Kyaaah! My clothes are gone!" 

It was then that you heard footsteps racing down the hallway. It was Jan coming. 

"Don't come in!!!" Joshua yelled with all his might, his voice booming so loud the windows nearly shook. 

"But your Highness-" 

"Don't! Just stay away!" 

There was no way Joshua was going to let another man see your body. 

"Here. Put my clothes on. Quick." Joshua stripped out of his princely attire and threw it at you. Now he was only in his underwear. 

"What about you-" 

"Don't talk back. Just put them on." 

You sighed and did as he said. The clothes were much too big for you and barely stayed on. If not for you holding the pants they would slip right off. 

"Let's go." 

Joshua took your hand and held you close. Together you left the room. Jan was still waiting outside and upon seeing the two of you he was left without words. 

"We will be on our way." Joshua clearly stated to Jan, while you gave a meek hello, your cheeks completely flushed. 

"Okay." Was all Jan could get out and bowed his head. Once you and Joshua were out of sight, Jan proceeded to walk the other way, his face changing between a variety of expressions as many scenarios played in his mind. 

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The Flower Garden (Leon)

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Busy as though he may be, Leon would always make sure to set aside time for his family; they were his very meaning for existence, they were his everything. 

Being King of the heavens may sometimes make it difficult, but no one worked harder than he does just so he could have those precious moments with his family that meant everything to him. 

“Daddy, Daddy! Where are we going?” A little girl with a bubbly smile looked at her father with curiosity. 

“Just wait a bit longer. We will be there soon.” Leon glanced down at his daughter. A smile naturally formed on his face seeing his precious daughter so happy. This was what real happiness is, he thought. 

Gently he squeezed her tiny hand, a small smile still visible on his lips. Before long a beautiful garden stretched out before them as far as the eyes could see. 

“Wow.” Leon’s daughter was awestruck by the sight before her. Her tiny mouth hung open as she took in her surroundings. “There’s so many flowers.” The next moment a big smile stretched across her face and she looked at her father, “It’s so pretty. It reminds me of mummy.” She giggled. 

Leon, who was smiling a moment ago, was now wide eyed and in disbelief from his daughter’s comment. To think his daughter would feel the exact same way he felt about her, his wife, his goddess. But to Leon both his wife and daughter were far more beautiful than any garden they were his precious treasures. 

“That’s right. Mummy is pretty like a flower.” Leon patted her head. “But so are you.“ 

"Really?” She looked at him with her big round eyes with expectation. 

Leon tenderly smiled, “Would I lie to you?” And his daughter shook her head, “Nope! I love you Daddy.” She grinned broadly and Leon felt his chest throb. 

“She has her mother’s smile.” Leon looked away, his hand on his chest. To think she, his wife, would change him so much. To others he was still seen as an arrogant and overconfident god but to his family he was nothing but a doting and loving husband and father. 

“This place is very special to your mother and I,” Leon started to explain the story of the garden to his daughter. She listened intently to his story, the story of how her parents fell in love. 

“Daddy, I want to marry someone like you someday." 

Leon was momentarily surprised by his daughter’s comment. "Marriage won’t happen for a long long time.” He said, patting his daughter’s head and now smirking, “Besides you will never find someone as good as me." 

His daughter lowered her head looking sad and Leon started to panic thinking maybe he got a little carried away, but then his daughter looked up at him with a big grin. "Then I’ll just have to marry you.” She declared, pointing at him. “Mummy will have to share you with me." 

Leon blinked for a few moments in disbelief before he broke out in laughter. This tiny girl was brimming with so much confidence it reminded him of himself. 

"I’m not sure if Mummy will like that." 

"No! I want to be with you forever!” His daughter threw herself onto him and he picked her up in his arms. 

“I want to be with you forever, too…” Leon whispered as he tightly held her small body that clinged to him. 

But he knew one day she would grow up and leave home and start her own life. That was just reality.  For now he would be content with these years he has with her and not worry about the future. 

“We can always have more kids.” Leon thought to himself with a wicked smile. 

Even if he was King, Leon dreamed of being able to have many kids with his wife and create a warm and loving home for them. 

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Hello~ I hope you all have been well. It's been some time since I last posted anything on Tumblr. Things have changed quite a bit since I was last here, so many new names I don't recognize. Hello to all of you 🤗

It has been ages since I've written anything(Life has been hectic and still is), would anyone be interested in seeing me write again? I was thinking of maybe even writing for Ayakashi Romance Reborn at some point.

I'll be getting a new phone very soon and plan to start reading different Voltage stories again. I have so many stories to read I have never touched and maybe if I read from more titles I may even be able to write for more characters too.

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say 😅 just let me know if you are interested in seeing me write again, thanks~♡

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Needed Comfort

The man is supposed to be Karno even though it is never directly stated.

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I look up at the midday sun imagining what it would be like to feel free. Free from these emotions that trap me. Free from my anxieties; free from my pain. Will anyone ever save me? Can I be saved? I look all around me and all I can see is loneliness, despair, where can I find happiness? I wonder if it even exists. My heart was dyed black from my dark thoughts and my mind warped from my suffering. Maybe I was just waiting for death to take me, but maybe what I really wanted was for someone to answer my silent plea for help. Maybe what I wanted most was to be saved.

But who would even want to save someone as wretched as me? Surely I am beyond redemption. My messed up self could never find happiness; I can’t be forgiven. I struggle with such agonizing thoughts day after day, I should just end it all now. I’d feel better that way. I could truly end this suffering and my worthless existence. No one would miss me, I’m all alone, after all. I’m not needed. This is how I feel so it must be true. Why do I want to keep living a life I hate? I should know when to give up. Death may seem scary but surely it is the only means of finding peace. Yes. I should accept death. This is how I will gain my freedom.

“Do you really believe that?”

Huh? I suddenly heard a voice in my room. I quickly turn around and see a handsome man standing before me. He was very beautiful, such gorgeous eyes, hair, lips, who was this man?

“Do you really think death is the answer?” He asks again. I look at him straight on, “It will end my suffering.” that was all I said.

The man looked pained by my response. Why would he even care?

“Do you really wish to die?” He asked, sounding a little sad, like he actually cared. I looked at him for a moment and then turned away, “And what if I do?”

I could hear the man sigh and then his footsteps coming closer. “Don’t you realize you will be missed?” He says, stirring something up within me. I snap my head around and say, “No one will miss me.” in a very angry tone. But the man acted if he knew something I didn’t. “Do you know how much your mother worries over you day after day? Or how your close friends fret over how they can help you? Countless people are worrying for your sake but you are trapped by your own emotions that you are unable to see it.”

My eyes widen in response and I open my mouth but all that comes out is a soft gasp. I think about it for a moment and look down sadly.

“Do you understand? You are not worthless. You have inspired so many people with your strength, do you really want to throw it all away now?”

I hesitate to answer and then speak in a small voice, “No…”

“What was that?” He asked as if trying to urge me on.

“No!” I say louder this time and he smiles.

“Don’t reflect on your past mistakes. Think of them as as guide, a means of molding you to who you are today. You can’t change your past but you can use your past to create a better future. Don’t let yourself be weighed down by what can’t be undone but move forward thinking about what you still can do.”

I was speechless. It was like he was telling me exactly what I needed to hear. I don’t know who this man was but he was like an angel sent from heaven.

“Do you understand now?” He smiled kindly at me. “You are not alone. It may be hard now but try to see the good things you do have. Don’t dwell on what you don’t have. Try to find happiness in each and every day and eventually your mood will improve and you will be able to overcome this darkness dwelling in your heart.” The man gently tapped my chest.

I looked at him and touched my own chest, tears starting to well up in my eyes. “Am I really strong enough to get through this?”

The man looked at me and nodded, “You have already gotten this far with your own strength. Don’t stop now but keep on walking ahead. Everyone stumbles along the way but we can pick ourselves up and carry on. You are plenty strong as you are right now. But let those around you into your heart and you will be unstoppable.”

I looked at the man and my mouth moved on its own. Was I…smiling? His words gave me strength. I was finally able to smile. It felt wonderful. I was filled with such darkness for so long but now I was filled with hope.

“I won’t give up. I will continue to fight. Thank you.” I bowed, “You saved me.” His words were like a beacon in the darkness. I finally found a way out. I would still struggle but now I wouldn’t give up. I would think back to his words and keep moving forward.

“I’m glad. Whatever it takes, be happy.” He smiles so kindly.

I wasn’t sure what happened next as I found myself in bed. When I woke up he was nowhere to be seen. Was I dreaming? It felt so real… I had no idea if I dreamed him up or a divine being really saved me but for the first time in my life I woke up grateful to be alive. I silently whisper my thanks and get ready for the day ahead.

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Drunken Disaster- Soryu

Soryu stumbled into the penthouse lounge drunk as a skunk. He accidentally had a bit too much to drink and was lucky to even get this far. All he could think of was seeing his beloved again making him move a little faster, which also resulted in him nearly falling over himself countless times as he swayed on his feet.

With his half open eyes Soryu swayed on his way to his room. But he stopped when he saw a figure sitting on the lounge. It was Elli. She was right there, the woman he wanted to see. Soryu’s mouth curled into a smile and he stumbled towards her. “You look beautiful tonight,” he softly whispered, taking a few steps towards her.

On the other hand, Elli gave him a disgusted look and backed away. “Who are you calling beautiful? You are drunk, go lie down. Now.” But Soryu ignored her words and kept coming closer. “I want to be with you.” He collapsed onto the seat and tried to hug her.

“Hey… Why are you pushing me away?” Soryu grimaced at Elli shoving him away and started to pout. “Don't get any closer. You really are drunk. Who do you think I am?” Elli spoke sternly, keeping her guard up. But Soryu only looked disappointed and tried to hug her again. “Don't push me away. I want to feel your warmth.” He tried to force himself on Elli but now she elbowed him and stood up.

“Who do you think I am? You have the wrong person.” Soryu looked up at the person who could only be Elli and cocked his head, “Why are you playing hard to get? Don't run away.” Soryu stood up after her and decided it'd be a good idea to thrust his whole body at her.

“Hmm…” Soryu grew a little perplexed when he noticed something felt a bit off. “You are feeling quite harder than normal. Have you been working out?” His hands slid over her body, but Elli was growing angrier by the second. “Let go of me, now!” She used all her might and pushed him away. Soryu stumbled backwards and fell on his backside.

“Did I say something wrong?” Soryu started to panic, his eyes darting about with worry while Elli sighed heavily. “How can you be this drunk?”

But Soryu still hadn't learnt his lesson and got back to his feet, though he was very unsteady. “Let me make it up to you with a kiss,” He says and starts to creep closer again, but this time Elli looked absolutely horrified and was ready to bolt.

Just then someone interrupts them.

“Soryu? What are you doing?”

“You finally came. About time. Would you please get him under control.”

The real Elli finally showed up and just in time to save Eisuke from Soryu.

“Soryu! That's Eisuke you are trying to kiss.” Elli runs up to him and intervenes. Soryu looked so dumbfounded he stood still blinking a few times. “Two Elli's?” And Elli and Eisuke both nearly fall over.

“I'm sorry, Eisuke. I'll take over from here.” Elli puts her hand on Soryu's back, “Come, this way.”

“What an eventful night.” Eisuke said, watching the pair as they left, feeling exasperated.

“Two Elli's…” Soryu mumbled as he stumbled off with Elli.

When Soryu was sober enough to realize how he acted he swore never to touch alcohol again.

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The Gods Watching Lion King

You decided to have a movie night at the gods house. Ichthys had been practically begging for a while so he was thrilled it was finally happening. Unfortunately, not all the gods were going go be present but you hoped those who were will enjoy the movie. You decided on an old classic and a favorite of yours: The Lion King.

As soon as Scorpio heard the movie name he just about had a fit. Saying things such as “That damn Lion isn’t King”. Of course, Leon very much approved of the name which resulted in Scorpio and Leon arguing and you firmly telling them to shut the heck up upon which they did as you could be really scary when you wanted to be and not even the gods dare continue.

Eight of the gods had gathered around to watch the movie. Though you knew Aigonorus was likely to sleep through it all, but Huedhaut was seated besides him so maybe he will stay awake. Leon and Karno, Ichthys and Dui, and lastly Zyglavis and Scorpio were all the other gods gathered around.

No sooner than the movie started did Huedhaut already break out into a speech about the circle of life while Ichthys tried to sing along to the song. Dui had to cover his ear in an attempt to save his hearing but it was useless, and Dui didn’t have the heart to shut him up…but Leon sure did. “Shut up, damn fish!” Leon hollered while covering his ears and Ichthys immediately shut his mouth as Dui silently thanked the gods.

Scorpio muttered something about it being gross how cutesy it all is and needs more action. While Zyglavis was completely fixed on the movie and trying to work out the meaning behind every action.

“No Simba! Don’t listen to your uncle!” Ichthys cried out to the TV as if he hoped it would listen. “Naturally this will end badly.” Huedhaut said, acting something like a narrator to the movie and lucky Aigonorus hasn’t even had a chance to fall asleep because of it. “Simba is too naive.” Zyglavis said, trying to predict what will happen next. “Of course that stupid lion will die. It will serve him right for being an idiot.” And of course Scorpio is as sadistic as ever. “Nonsense, the star of the movie can’t die.” Was Leon’s retort.

Scorpio was about to argue with Leon again but before he had the chance Zyglavis held up his hand as if saying “Don’t you dare start now”.

And then on screen Simba is in danger and his father shows up.

“I knew it. I knew it! Never trust the uncle.” Ichthys said, his eyes glued to the tv. “I think the uncle is cool.” Scorpio said with a twisted grin. “Shh,” Zyglavis shushed Scorpio, “This is bad. Mufasa is in trouble.” And then on screen Mufasa is sent to his death and at that moment Ichthys starts to bawl.

“I could see that coming a mile off.” Said Huedhaut. “Simba is still alive. Just you watch.” Leon said with confidence. Besides him Karno was earnestly watching the tv in silence. He was glad no one was paying him any attention as the movie was making him feel a little emotional and his eyes were tearing up.

When Timon and Pumba appeared on the screen Ichthys instantly fell in love with the two of them and immediately became his favorite. While Scorpio still liked Scar and Leon preferred Simba. On the other hand, Huedhaut and Zyglavis both liked Rafiki. Dui liked them all and couldn’t decide on a favorite while Karno liked the three hyenas and how silly they were.

Leon proudly watched Simba grow up into an adult and prepare to face the challenges ahead. Ichthys was devastated when he saw the destruction in the pridelands and urged Simba on to save their home. When it came down to the final showdown between Simba and Scar all the gods went silent until the final moment when Simba threw Scar off the cliff.

Leon cheered at Simba while Scorpio was disappointed Scar allowed himself to lose. When the movie ended, Ichthys was in tears. It was so moving he was speechless. You never thought the gods would get so involved in it. Huedhaut and Zyglavis analyzed every detail of the movie, Leon and Scorpio fought over who was the better Lion while Ichthys went through a flurry of emotions throughout the whole thing. But no one ever noticed how moved Karno was by the movie, his tears eyes would never be spoken of but he would always remember the movie fondly.

Dui very much enjoyed the movie but would like to watch it again sometime in peace, having the gods arguing, singing and narrating the whole time was exhausting. Little did everyone know Aigonorus didn’t stay awake because of Huedhaut or anyone else but rather he actually wanted to watch the movie after it gained his interest. A movie with all those animals,of course he was going to watch it.

You were happy the gods enjoyed the movie, but you do wonder how they even watched the movie when they hardly stopped talking. It was quite an exhilarating experience but not one you would want to repeat every day. At least it was enjoyable, different but enjoyable.

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Eisuke's Encouragement

You had never been the social butterfly, rather, you found comfort being alone; preferably snuggled up in bed, eating, or watching tv, sometimes even all three at once. You struggled to fit in with other people and even when you wanted to make new friends your brain would list all the things that could go wrong which resulted in a knot in your stomach making you avoid contact. And even when you tried you couldn’t find the words to say and felt like a fool for stuttering so bad and in your embarrassment you ran away.

This was how life would always be. All alone with only yourself for company, while watching others and imagining what it would be like to be their friend. You accepted that fact. But inside you had always felt empty, this wasn’t how you wanted to live. You wished to be able to open up and be accepted for who you were and not be treated like a weirdo simply because you were different. But you just didn’t have the courage to do it alone.

That was when you met Eisuke. After meeting him, your life changed. Eisuke was drawn to your quiet nature and found you intriguing. Women were always after him for either his looks or riches but not you. Rather, you wanted him to leave you alone, having such a handsome man chasing you made you feel uncomfortable. But Eisuke was persistent. His persistence brought out your inner voice and you finally spoke your mind to him. This greatly pleased Eisuke and only served to further his interest in you until finally he asked you to be his woman. Never had he met someone as genuine and honest as you, Eisuke didn’t even realize before it was too late that you had stole his heart.

With Eisuke’s gentle encouragement you were able to speak more and more to him. He liked it when you spoke up to him and didn’t hold anything back. Eisuke was very mindful of your feelings and never took you anywhere that made you uncomfortable but he did desire to show off his beloved girl as soon as possible.

Eisuke was the first person who had ever been able to draw you out but you still had doubts. You felt horrible such a great man was weighed down by someone so inferior as yourself. By all rights Eisuke should be dating someone befitting of himself; you were no such person. Eisuke was overjoyed to be with you, even if it wasn’t always obvious, but you were weighed down by your own insecurities that you doubted his feelings and your right to love him.

Eisuke taught you what it meant to love, a feeling that was entirely new to you; but when you gain something it only becomes something to lose. You wanted to stay with Eisuke, your heart yearned for him, but you felt unworthy of his love and decided it was best you vanished from his life. Being forever alone was what’s best, after all.

But when you left the hotel in the middle of the night, Eisuke was standing outside as if waiting for you. “Don’t think I will just let you go.” He declared to you without hesitation. Eisuke walked straight up to you and grabbed your hand while you were still in shock. “I knew something had been on your mind. And I guessed right.” He sighed and gently squeezed your hand, “Do you really want to leave me?” He asked firmly and you blinked a few times before looking away, sadly. “No…” You said, finding the strength to speak and then looked at him with resolute eyes, “I want to stay with you but I am not suited for you. I have overheard many saying so and I’m not confident…” You trailed off and Eisuke started to frown. “You really think so? I chose you so have more confidence in yourself.” He brought his hand to your cheek, “No one is perfect, we are all individuals with our own weaknesses. But amongst our weaknesses we find strength. It is all right to lack confidence on your own, but you are not alone. I’m here and together you are strong.”

“Eisuke…” You were struggling to hold back the tears after such moving words. “We will always be together?” You look at him with watery eyes and he smiles. “Of course. I don’t go back on my word. I chose you; not just some temporary choice but for life.” He gently kissed your forehead. The two of you had yet to kiss or be intimate in any way as you were not yet prepared. But now… “Eisuke…” You shyly whispered his name amidst your reddening cheeks, “W-Will you k-k-k…” You couldn’t even finish off the sentence and Eisuke smirks. “Want me to kiss you?” He whispers back in your ear making you jump and grow even hotter. You shyly nod your head and Eisuke can only think how adorable you are blooming like a flower for him.

Your first kiss was shared under the stars. It was gentle but sweet. Eisuke promised to take it slow with you and ease you into being his lover. One day you would cross the next step and Eisuke would be there to guide and encourage you. Never would you have to feel lonely with him around. All your doubts and insecurities, Eisuke would shoulder them all. You just had to trust in him and believe in his love for you. Eisuke brought out the best in you and encouraged you to always be yourself; never will you pretend to be someone you aren’t because you will always be happier when you are comfortable for being true to yourself, and all Eisuke wished for was your happiness. You thrived in his love and flourished. You began as a small bud and had now bloomed into a beautiful flower.

If there is ever a time you are unable to do something alone you could always rely on Eisuke to have your back. Supporting one another and encouraging one another, that was what it meant to work together as a couple. You would always have days where you had your doubts and were feeling disheartened but on those days Eisuke would be there to offer you a shoulder to lean on and a listening ear. Eisuke really was the best thing that ever happened to you and granted you everlasting happiness.

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Just wondering are people still interested in reading the stories I write on here? I noticed compared to the old days the different parts of the Voltage fandoms I write for has quitened down a lot. I notice it's not as vocal anymore. I do still enjoy writing the occasional story but I don't know if there is many who are still interested in seeing my writing. I do write mainly for the older titles and those have lost following over the years. Maybe there is another series I can write for or something else people like I can check out and write for.

Is there anything you would like to see me write for? Something I don't write for right now. I've even considered series like Fire Emblem & Persona 5. You can even mention another title or Visual Novel series. Anything interesting and would be fun to write for.

One last question. I know I've asked this before but what do you think of my writing at this moment? Because I have been reading my newer works and to me they just seem more lifeless to my older work. I It's been frustrating me and ruining my confidence so I was wondering if anyone else feels the same way or are you still enjoying my writing?

I don't have any special way with my words, I lack finesse and I am not that talented, I tell rather than show and my descriptions are lacking. I have no prior knowledge in writing, I don't read novels, I taught myself how to write starting in 2014 by simply just continuing to write. I didn't do well in school and I have poor comprehension skills and a low IQ, I can't create masterpieces and my writing is messy. I struggle to write coherently and am like a child trying to write. But I do try my best and I get great joy being able to share something I've created because It feels like my existence has meaning.

I grew up being told I'm worthless and treated horribly by those around me. I always thought I was worthless and had no confidence, that nothing I ever do is meaningful. But being able to make someone happy and smile means everything to me. Even if it is hard for me I always want to do my best. If I can help one person with my writing and brighten there day then I will feel like I have accomplished something and my existence isn't entirely meaningless, that I'm not worthless. I just want to make others happy.

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I'm Addicted To You- Soryu

Soryu had been away on important business and you were missing him dearly. You understood there would always be times when you would be apart but it didn’t mean your heart was unable to yearn for him each and every time. You looked forward to your happy reunion with him in the near future and it empowered you to keep going.

“Finally found you.”

“Huh?”

You were in the utility room when none other than Soryu showed up. He wasn’t supposed to be back for several days yet.

“I finished earlier than planned so I rushed back. I wanted to see you right away.” Soryu softly smiled. Your lips trembled as your emotions hit and you ran into his arms, “I really missed you.” You say and Soryu gives you a gentle squeeze, “So have I.” He brushes your hair out of your face and cups your cheek, “I missed your beautiful smile.”

“Soryu.” You gently place your hand over his, a tender warmth growing within you. “I really want to kiss you…” Soryu mumbles, his cheeks a little red. You looked at him with surprise, “I want to kiss you, too.” Right now you both felt the same way.

Soryu made sure no one was watching and then pressed his lips to yours. It started off as a light kiss but that wasn’t enough to satisfy him. Soryu got caught up in his desires kissing you deeply. Your mind went blank and you were left gasping for air but you didn’t want to stop.

Soryu looked at you with a heated gaze, “I don’t think I’ll be able to hold back.” He breathed as his hands started to wander over your clothes. One by one he peeled off your clothes. Doing this in such a public area only furthered the rush you both felt to not get caught. “We really shouldn’t be doing this here…” You say through raspy breaths.

But Soryu showed no signs of stopping. His fingers stimulated your core but it wasn’t enough, no, you wanted him. Soryu teased you a little while longer, enjoying the rousing look you were giving him. “Soryu, please.” You begged him and finally he entered your body like a shockwave. Your body burned with his passion.

Soryu nibbled your ear, “Looks like I’m addicted to you. I can’t get enough, it’s intoxicating.” His warm breath sent a shiver down your back and you grasped onto him even harder. You were up against the wall with your legs around his waist clinging to him. Both of you were lost in the shared passion of your bodies.

You knew if you were discovered it would be trouble but at this moment enjoyed your moment of sweet bliss with your man. A little excitement every once in a while really keeps things interesting.

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The Bidders Taking Care Of A Pet

I’ve only done Eisuke & Soryu at this time but if you all want to see me do Ota & Baba too, then let me know. _

You had to go away for a little while and left your boyfriend to watch your pet.

Eisuke ● You just had to adopt a puppy. Eisuke loves the puppy but the puppy no love him. Eisuke is sad. ● Eisuke doesn’t give up trying to win the puppies trust and buys her an entire indoor playground she can frolic in but the puppy turn up its nose and went to sleep on Mamoru who just happened to be sleeping nearby. ● So that failed but what’s one failure? There’s always another chance. This time Eisuke carefully researched only the tastiest food for the pup but rather than being interested in the delicious smelling food the puppy was happy enough to accept leftovers from Baba. ● “Who is a good girl?” Eisuke tries to sweet talk the puppy but she doesn’t even move. But as soon as Ota shows up the puppy jumps to its feet and wags its tail happily to Ota. ● Eisuke is getting more and more depressed. “So cute.” He would think but all he can do is admire the puppy who won’t acknowledge his existence. ● “Why do you not like me? Tell me. Now.” Eisuke tries to be forceful to the small pup, but a dog can’t speak so Eisuke looks more like a fool than anything. ● Eisuke is at a loss. All the money in the world means nothing when it can’t even win the heart of one tiny pup. Cold, hard reality hits him like a brick. ● “What must I do to get you to like me? I’ll do anything. Please, I just want to gain your affection.” Eisuke was now on his knees begging the puppy. The others happened to walk in on this scene and thought they entered some paranormal space. ● Worn out from his tireless efforts of trying to win the puppy over, Eisuke fell asleep on the lounge. Unbeknownst to him the puppy at this time had placed herself besides him and slept across his lap. ● You came back at just this moment to witness this scene and thought how they must have formed a bond and finally Eisuke found an animal friend who likes him.  

Soryu ● Soryu was left to take care of a very rambunctious cat. The kitty loved to run wild through the penthouse and creating havoc. ● Soryu couldn’t take his eyes off the cat for even a moment. If he did the kitty was found chewing on furniture, scratching the lounge or biting Baba’s shoes. ● “How many times do I need to scold you? No means no. Understood?” Soryu spoke sternly to the cat but there was no way this kitty was listening. ● The cat would always give Soryu the puppy eyes and every time Soryu would fall for it and thought maybe this time it won’t happen again. ● It always happened again. The cat not only loved to gnaw on Baba’s shoes it grew a weird fascination of treating Eisuke’s pants like a scratching post to sharpen its claws, only it thought Eisukes legs were also part of the scratching post. ● Eisuke was very not impressed. All the bidders were being terrorized in some form by this menacing cat who knew exactly how to play them. ● Soryu began to question how are you still in one piece living with such a crazy beast? Heck, how do you even have clothes to wear, he thought. ● Even Mamoru wasn’t spared. If Mamo dared to try take a nap when the cat was around he would be met by a burning sensation on his head. The cat loved to run its claws through Mamoru’s head. His hair was nice and soft and his scalp was perfect for the kitty’s claws. ● When it finally came time for you to pick up your cat the other bidders were all looking worn and ragged and you couldn’t understand why. ● Not once did the cat listen to any of them but as soon as it saw you the cat happily jumped up into your arms and purred away. You called it an angel and the sweetest. ● The cat was a boy so it had a soft spot towards you but had no trouble making the guys lives hell. ● You thanked everyone for taking such good care of him and hoped they would do so again in the future at which you were immediately met by a resounding “NO!”

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I can't take my hands off you- Eisuke

“I can’t take my hands off you. I want to feel every inch of your body.” Eisuke hot breath tickles your skin.

His hands freely wandered over your body, touching all your most sensitive spots. Whenever you would give him a reaction Eisuke would smile in satisfaction. It really turned him on seeing you get so aroused just by the touch of his fingers. “We haven’t even started yet but you already look so dirty…” He teases your ear but you were already at his mercy. Eisuke knew exactly how touch you and entice different sounds from your lips. His fingers were like magic against your skin.

“Eisuke… Rough…” You muttered. “What did you say?” Eisuke asked and you repeated yourself. “I don’t mind if you are rough tonight.” Those words fell out of your mouth and surprised Eisuke for a moment hearing you be so bold. “Heh. As you wish.”

Eisuke wasted no time being slow or gentle. Every movement, you could feel him. You felt him so strongly it hurt. It had been so long since you had joined with Eisuke like this so it made the sensation much greater. All your desires, your feelings, your love, everything could be conveyed at this moment. Eisuke willing accepted it all.

“I won’t be able to stop when you look at me like that.” Eisuke said with a sexy smile that only made you wish he never stopped. “Don’t stop…” You said amidst your heavy breathing. Eisuke’s smirk only grew, “I have no intention of stopping anytime soon. I want to continue seeing that erotic look on your face.” Eisuke took pleasure in knowing only he could make you look at that and to him would you show that face.

His lips traced over your collarbone, leaving little cherry blossoms in their place. Seeing you covered in his marks only served to make you look even more beautiful. You were like a flower blooming in his care. Eisuke swore to spend forever tending to his special flower and treating you like the precious woman you were.

“There will be many nights like this in the future.” Eisuke smiled to himself thinking of a happy future with you. These moments alone were important to the two of you and hopefully one day you will be able to welcome another member to the family.

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You Are So Cute- Soryu

Being in a relationship with a mafia boss was by no means easy. Bella was constantly barraged by threats, has nearly been abducted on multiple occasions and has more than a few stalkers; and that’s only the short version. Bella didn’t know if she could take this for the rest of her life; at times it just got to be too much. But she didn’t complain and kept pushing forward with a grin. Nothing was going to keep her down. Of course, Soryu was troubled by the danger his girlfriend was always in and was always trying his best to protect her. Soryu learnt a painful lesson that even doing your best sometimes isn’t enough; it will never be enough.

The day came Bella was held at knifepoint and even though Soryu actively worked to save her, Bella did not escape unscathed. Her beautiful white skin had been marred by the culprits blade.

“Bella!” Soryu shouted, running to her side. Bella fell to the ground in a daze; blood was dripping down her cheek. “I’m sorry…” Soryu’s voice sounds strained, full of anguish and guilt. He gently wipes his finger over Bella’s wound before helping her to her feet.

The two of them go to his house where he treats her. Soryu’s hand shook, his mind filled with worry. Bella sat so soundly in front of him, like a helpless bunny, and yet he allowed someone so sweet to be hurt.

Soryu knew she would be better elsewhere, safer. Even so, he couldn’t give her up.

Filled with a sudden urgency, Soryu wrapped his arms around her. “Bella… You won’t leave me…will you?” Soryu already decided if she wished to go he wouldn’t stop her but he would never willingly let her go.

Bella was overcome with surprise. She knew things definitely weren’t easy but she never thought of leaving him. Bella knew the future would be full of challenges and trials, she knew her life would always be in danger, but she also knew Soryu would always save her. But most importantly, Bella loved him dearly and couldn’t think of a life without him.

“Soryu.” Bella gently touched his back. “I’m not going anywhere.” Soryu pulled away and came face to face with Bella’s smiling face. He blushed a little and looked away, “Good. That’s good.” He sighed in relief.

Bella laughed softly and tousled his hair, “You are so cute.” And Soryu grew even redder but hid his embarrassment by messing up her hair in return. “This look suits you much better.” Soryu messed her hair up into a birds nest. Bella looked at it in her phones reflection and scrunched up her nose. “You are really asking for it, mister.” Bella leapt at him and the two engaged in a hair tousle war.

By the end both of their hair was a downright mess and all they could do was laugh.

“That was actually fun.” Bella grinned in delight as she rested her head on Soryu’s shoulder. “You sure can be wild when you want to be.” Soryu said but the smile on his face also relayed his enjoyment.

“I’m glad I can spend time with you like this. It makes me happy.” Bella says, pushing herself closer to him. Soryu wraps his arm around her and rests his head on hers. “Me too.” He responds.

“Hehe. I hope moments like these continue forever.” Bella says not even thinking about it but simply wishing for a happy future. “Is that your way of saying you always want us to be together?” Soryu asked and Bella looked at him for a moment with a blank expression before realizing what she had said. “Y-Yes…That’s right.” This time Bella was the one blushing and Soryu was smiling. “You are so much cuter.” He grinned and Bella felt shy being the one on display this time.

“Oh. It’s getting late.” Bella said, looking at the clock. “I should head home now.” She stands up but doesn’t get a chance to leave as Soryu grabbed her hand right away. “Huh?” Bella looked at him but he showed no signs of letting her go. “Want to sleep together?”

There was no way she could turn him down not when he was looking at her so earnestly. “Then I will stay over tonight. Then in the morning I can make you an omelette.”  The very mention of his favorite dish had Soryu’s face brighten up like a little boy. Bella thought how cute he looked again right now but made sure to keep it to her thoughts this time.

Soryu was blessed with such a wonderful woman who he loved dearly and she loved him just as much. A woman who will listen to his whims, face danger, support him, and most importantly be ready to make omelettes through rain, hail or snow.

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The Big, Buff Chicken- Eisuke

I didn’t know whether I should be laughing or crying, but here I was laughing amidst my tears. It was like a curse upon my life, a foul curse. Just when I have been going through a difficult time and feeling irritable and moody, what should appear at my door? A damn ugly chicken, again. I thought the last chicken was laughable but this is on another level. This chicken looked back at me like it was judging me with it’s buff body. …What chicken has muscles?! “You stupid chicken.” I shake the plush toy, glaring at it. So what if I don’t have a buff body, this chicken has no right to mock me. Whoever sent this absurd toy to me better watch out; if I find you then I will end you!

I knew there was no way Baba would play the same prank twice. Uh…or would he? No. He wouldn’t, it would be too obvious. So who could have sent it? Bah. I’ll get no where like this. Grasping the chicken in my hand I storm out of my room. “I will get to the bottom of this.” I declare, shaking the chickens butt in the air. My first destination is the penthouse, of course. If anyone may know something it would be them. It would seem whenever I am run afoul by a chicken I don’t care about marching through the hotel waving the thing around and having all eyes on me. My anger burns within me and melts all shame.

I reach the elevator and practically smash my fist into the button. That elevator better come and fast. I may be letting my anger out on my surroundings, only a little. *ding* Finally, the elevator arrived. The doors opened and as soon as the people inside saw me they gave me strange looks but I didn’t care. The elevator completely emptied out there; I don’t know if because it was their final stop or because they could sense my murderous aura.

I reached the penthouse and everyone but Soryu were present. When they looked at me their faces dropped, they knew, oh they knew I was not happy.

“Is something wrong?” Baba spoke first and then he saw the chicken I held and looked like he was trying to hold back from laughing. “Yes, something is very wrong.” I waved the chicken in front of me as I walked closer. “Baba!” I pointed the chicken at him. “Why did you send me another chicken?”

Baba shrinked back hearing my tone and from me glaring at him. “Sorry, this time I’m innocent. I swear.” Baba took off his hat and bowed before me. Though the look on his face told me he still thought this was amusing. But I guess he is innocent…this time.

“Then who sent me this chicken?” I clenched my jaw, squeezing the chicken even harder. “Who thought this would be funny…wha?” Did the chicken just make a sound?

Dumbfounded, I squeezed the chicken again. “What kind of hellish sound is this?” The sounds coming from the chicken are the stuff of nightmares. Little kids wouldn’t be able to sleep. Even I am very disturbed.

“Pffft.” I could hear laughter and look to see Ota and Baba both nearly on the floor, tears in their eyes.

“What was that? Whoever sent this sure knew what they were doing.” Ota said, recovering from his laughter. “This prank is amazing. I love it.” Baba added.

Hmph. Those two need some sense knocked into them. “Heeey-!” Both Ota and Baba never saw it coming. The big, buff chicken cleanly smacked them on the head several times all the while it freakish voice echoed. “We give up, we give up! Please, show mercy!”

I grin at my small victory. That showed them. Both of them looked pretty rattled and don’t dare say another word.

“I’ll look into it. It shouldn’t be too hard to find the culprit.” Eisuke said.

Finally, I was waiting for this. “Thank you. I knew I could count on you.” I smiled at him and he flashed me a mischievous grin. “Of course. This is nothing. When it comes to you nothing is too big or too small, I will do everything within my power to help.” Eisuke stood up and gently touched my chin, “Tonight, I will help you ease all your pent up frustration. Be ready for it.” He whispered in my ear. My body went hot, hot, hot; hotter than that flaming chicken.

It was so like Eisuke to be able to pick up on my needs like that. It’s true, I haven’t had much time with him lately and the longer it goes the stronger my frustrations get. But…I still can’t believe I got a chicken again, right at this time. Seriously, who was the wicked villain that played this heinous prank on me? Okay, I know I am overreacting, but that doesn’t matter right now. All I care about is finding the instigator and giving them a piece of my mind.

Eisuke jumped right into action. He said it should only take a day. Two days passed. Nothing. A further three days passed. Still nothing. Eisuke was going a little mad not being able to turn up any leads. Being beat by a chicken would ruin his pride, he couldn’t let this stand. No chicken would foul his name.

“Eisuke sure is egged on trying to find the culprit.” Baba joked and I shot him a dirty look. “Enough,” I snap, “You must love being punny at every opportunity, huh.” I breathed in a low tone and Baba had to bite his lip to stay quiet. “Yes. Yes I do. You sure let your feathers get ruffled easily.” Baba says, grinning, and I looked at him with a sudden craving for scrambled eggs.

I was even more frustrated now. Thanks to all this chicken business, Eisuke has had no time to spend with me. He refuses to stop until he finds the culprit but I am already over it now. With it causing all this trouble I rather just forget it. Sure, I asked Eisuke to help because he assured me it would be easy, but I didn’t expect it to be a week later and that was all Eisuke would be fixed on.

“By the way, where is Soryu? I haven’t seen him around.” I noticed Soryu had been missing for more than a week now. “He’s been busy with his work. He should be back before long.” Baba said.

“Hey.” Ota walked into the penthouse. “Has there been any progress on the chicken case?” He asked. I shook my head, feeling irritated. “Seems this case really has run afoul.” Ota chuckled and sat down. “What? It was just a joke?” Ota flinched when he saw me giving him a deathly glare. “Be careful what you say or she may roast you.” Baba whispered to Ota but I could still hear.

*bang* “Owww!” Both of them winced after having received a knock to their heads. “Oh. I’m sorry. I was just making scrambled…scrambled…”

“Scrambled eggs?” Ota said and I knocked him on the head again and said, “Oh, yes. Scrambled brains.” I grinned evilly. Both of them shrunk back in fear and never spoke out of line again that day.

“Eisuke, it’s okay. You tried your best, it is okay to stop now.” I gently rubbed his hand as I talked to him on the sofa. “No. I will see this through to the end.” Eisuke still looked as determined as ever. As long as his pride was on the line then there would be not stopping this. Even so… “What if you never find anything? It is pointless continuing. It’s only a silly chicken.” But even though I said that, Eisuke looked bothered by the matter. “It’s not about the chicken.”

“It’s not?” I was surprised to hear him say that. “I promised I would help you. I still remember how you looked when you entered the penthouse that day. I swore I would help you. I can’t go back on my word now.”

I was shaken. I never knew he felt this way. Eisuke was so sincerely dedicated to me he would go this far. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes and Eisuke looked at me, smiling, he slid a finger under my chin and brought his lips to mine. “I need you.” He whispered, his hands slipping up my top. “Eisuke,” I wrapped my arms around his neck, “I love you.”

Eisuke pushed me back on the sofa his lips never leaving me. His hot and steamy kiss sent shockwaves of pleasure through my body. His every touch as he removed my clothing was electrifying. My body yearned for him. I needed him. I needed him now. “Eisuke, hurry. I can’t wait any longer.”

Eisuke flashed me a sexy grin along with lustful eyes. Just like I wished, he didn’t hold back. I had awoken the beast sleeping within him and he completely ravaged me. I clung to his back thankful for this time with him all the while praying he will find the culprit soon.

A few days later. Soryu had finally returned to the penthouse. He immediately notices the frustration on Eisuke’s face and the strained atmosphere. “What happened while I was away?” Soryu questioned and a moment later his eyes fell upon the big, buff chicken sitting on the table. Immediately his eyes widened and he rushed to pick it up, “What is this doing here? I told Samenji to send it to a rival mafia boss.” Soryu sounds exasperated.

Everyone else in the room quickly straighten up and look at Soryu. I felt a mix of disbelief and shock. Eisuke looked even more shook by the news. He sat besides me in momentary silence, as if he was trying to come to terms with it.

We all proceeded to explain the situation and it resulted in Soryu apologizing profusely for his subordinates error. Now all I could do was laugh. Who would have thought this would be the end result. Eisuke still couldn’t believe it and never wanted to speak of it again. Of all the timing for me to get that chicken by mistake. I really am chicken cursed. First by prank and now by an accident, twice I have received creepy chickens. Will there be a third? I sure hope not. But I question what kind of evil scheme was Soryu planning sending that chicken to another mafia boss… Probably best I don’t ask.

Later on it was found out Samenji never even touched the package. Rather, Inui found it first and with no idea what it was planned for, as no one told him, he thought it may have actually been a gift for me; since the package was all nicely decorated. Even I thought it was a cute package until I saw the contents. Inui apologized to me himself and said he only delivered that package because he thought he was helping Soryu. Turns out Soryu has a soft spot for me but since I am with Eisuke he has accepted the support role. Poor Inui, It was like his imaginary ears were drooping. I decided to treat him to lunch to cheer him up.

Though I still couldn’t get over my luck. It’s all just too weird. I swear if I get another one day I will just burn it on the spot.