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Survivor's Guilt [TW: POSSIBLE EYESTRAIN AND DEATH]

"What makes you so special?

What allows you to rise when everyone around you falls?

And ...

Do you blame yourself for it?"

People who say that Rupert's life got better after Henry broke out of prison don't understand what overcompensating or internal competition or probably extreme levels of guilt do to a guy.

Lowk a character analysis essay below cut, so if you're interest feel free to read lol:

Like be fr, yes, he did excel in his career even making it to the military as a high-ranking soldier is under a year. He made it big; he earned his name and his position. He won. But at what cost?

Who had to go missing, get hurt, or get killed, for him to be where he is today? How many dead bodies did he have to witness and step over in order to make it to his position? How many of his friends were ripped away from his grasp because of his job and the people he had to chase as a result?

How many times has he probably blamed Henry for all of it; the guy who broke out of prison under his experienced eye? Who robbed the Tunisian Diamond? Who betrayed the government while he was present? Who witnessed one of the best military members sacrifice his life for the good of everyone? How much do you think he blames Dave for by not checking the package and being negligent? Does he think Johnny caused his own death by being reckless during a chase? Does he blame the government for trusting a crook and bombing the mission?

He can point fingers all he wants, and he probably does. He's trying to protect himself, protect his ego, protect his mind. He does not want to believe he played a part on all these incidents that destroyed lives. Because deep down, he probably blames himself for everything.

... How many times do you think he blamed HIMSELF for his own negligence and arrogance? Did he blame himself for Dave, his partner, getting fired when he himself was allowed to stay and rise in his field? Does he blame himself for Johnny's death? For not being a good enough driver or not stopping mid-police chase to make sure his partner was okay? If he hypothetically suggested Henry for the Tophat raid, does he blame himself for ruining everything when Henry goes rouge? If Henry complies, does he blame himself for Charles's death by not being able to stop the Tophat takeoff beforehand?

He probably feels like he's never doing enough, so he overcompensates by exceeding expectations and rising quickly. Everything is does is to make up for his singular mistake to his record, and because Henry is well... Henry, he can never make that mistake up. He cannot win to Henry. He can never live down that one fatal error for the rest of his life.

How much does he carry on his shoulders because of his one mistake a year ago? Because if I witnessed what he had, I would also be crushed under that pressure.

TLTR: I hate this man, and I'll make sure he eats asphalt 💖

Rupert: What's with the bricks? Fish: Trauma.

Alt version without the noise and progress shots are right here.

Thanks for reading the yap sesh gang, expect more bc Rupert's so fun to draw in anguish. Beating him to death with that pole Henry used in EtP.

Have a good one ✌️✌️

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I had a couple of sketches for the last drawing and I'll leave one of them here👀

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No hands

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Henry Stickmin Sinking Town Animation

haven’t posted in a while but hope you guys enjoy this! it took me like 5 days to finish 😭

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Lmao ima headcanon master))0)

charles calvin tag yourself

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Okay guys, here i would post my other arts. Y’know, that one’s thats not with a sticks.

Hello everybody!

My name is Kykyhich (read as kukuhich, or just kuku), im an a artist.

Most of my art is furry birds and sometimes lizards.

Honestly, I don’t even know what to write here.

Just be kind, don’t use slurs and else.

Pdf-files and zoo-files are NOT welcome here (kys plz)

Art status:

Trade - YES!

Commission - no :(

Request - maybe~

My current OCs:

Kaiko Goh (guira guira)

Ember Shad (pica pica)

Sudi (moloch horridus)

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Untranslatable Russian swears

So random, but so relatable for Ello-jello

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He loves me...

(i just died a little eh)

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Some toxic yaoi in your feed /j

Thanx to @hahalera1 for idea lmao

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I totally forgot I have a tumblr, lmao

~150 years before plot started, eah.

Ellie had other name those days which one was forgotten forever.

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Terrence and young Reg

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Happy birthday to me

So it's the 7th of May on my clock, what does that mean? It means it's my birthday!

I didn't even expect this day to come so soon. But it has come and I don't even know how to feel about it. I used to look forward to this day, but now... Well, not really, I'll put it that way.

But you know, I'm glad that this year, I'm still with you. That I've found the courage to start two askblogs on a wonderful fandom and develop them little by little. Unfortunately, I'm going through a phase that will cause me to rarely develop them, but I really hope to be active soon like I used to be.

Thank you for sticking with me.

Love, Suchkorez.

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bright colors

All for nothing at all

Let's remember that Henry is far from to be a saint.

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Be silly, do a crime.

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species switch lmao

At least Henry as a fox looks more canonical then wizard (btw in fantasy AU kitsune could be only female, soooo~ *wink*)

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