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✦͙͙͙*͙*𝕮𝖆𝖊𝖑𝖚𝖒 | 𝟎𝟐 ⁎∗❥⃝**͙✦͙͙͙

❖ ── ✦ ──『𝙲𝚊𝚎𝚕𝚞𝚖 {𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚗} = 𝚂𝚔𝚢』── ✦ ── ❖

↬𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢 | 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙, 𝙹𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑

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"Okay. First I'll show you around campus cause we have like an hour before classes start."

Jimin is always so kind and considerate. He's beautiful inside-out. That's why I chose him to be the closest person to me besides my family. He's like the older brother I never had.

It's not like I haven't met other good people and friends or anything, it's just that nobody could make me trust them as much as I trust him. So I kinda drifted apart from everyone from throughout my school life. Almost everyone went to different universities and colleges as well so there wasn't any reason for me to keep in touch with my classmates in the first place.

Suddenly Jimin's previous words struck me.

"Wait, what?! A whole hour? Why are we here so early then? And you were insisting we'd be late as well like my mother did! Did you and her have this whole thing planned to wake me up an hour earlier so that I can see around? Cause she's the one who told me what time to set my alarm at! And I don't care if I'm gonna get lost! And I'm telling you if this was a plan I'm going to pluck your eyes out. And that would be too much of a hustle on my very first day!"

SMACK

He slaps me at the back of my head.

"Ow- What was that for?!" I pout and rub the back of my head even though the slap wasn't nearly hard enough. He always makes sure he's gentle with me.

"Idiot! Do you really think I'd plan something like that? I was awaken by my own mother as well so I didn't realize what time it was until it was too late. What kind of friend do you take me for huh? Plus if we didn't have time for me to show you around you'd be late anyway seeing as you'd surely gotten lost, dumbo."

"Well, you can't blame me. I know you already. You'd do anything to tease me and it's not like it'd be the first time you planned something behind my back-"

"Oh hush already. It's clear what has happened here. Our moms planned this behind both our backs. So kindly put a sock in it and let me show you around."

"Tsk, fine you tyrant. Oh, I'm so going to make a huge deal out of this. I could have slept one hour extra! You know what an extra hour of sleep can do to me?" I pout even more than before. I'm honestly pissed cause sleep is something sacred to me that I can't get easily.

"If it'll make you stop whining like a 5 y/o then I'll complain about it as well, so it doesn't happen again. So stop arguing with me about it please. Also, don't you always go on about how you're a legal adult now and stuff? So deal with it 'miss grown up'." Well, touché. That Park Jimin and his good comebacks. I choose not to talk back further and follow his lead with an exasperated gush of air leaving my lips. Tsk, I hate it when I can't argue back with him.

Jimin has my hand in his, walking down some aisles as he takes his time to explain where some important classes are, which according to his words I'd definitely be needing to pin point.

What seems like half an hour of walking about campus goes by surprisingly not painfully, the reason probably being the fact that Jimin is my tour guide. Now we have come to a halt outside of the cafeteria as he tries to fish something from his back pocket which I'm assuming is his phone.

"Uh, why did we stop here? I desperately need a heavy dose of caffeine Jiminie, come on!"

I try to pull him inside but he instead stops me in my tracks, pulling me back to my previous place all while he's successful at getting his cellphone out to reply to some texts.

"Shush beautiful, I've got you covered."

I blink in confusion and open my mouth to protest but he shushes me once more as he texts away using only his one hand seeing as he refuses to let go of mine.

"Okay, who made you the shush master?"

Rolling his eyes at me, Jimin simply awaits for my silence before tucking his phone back in his pocket and speaking up.

"Now if you've had enough, behave cause I want you to meet some very important people."

"Who?"

He drags me by the hand inside the cafeteria, not even making the effort to answer my question. This boy needs to stop dragging me around like I'm some kind of potato sack.

"Curiosity killed the cat." He says that with a mischievous smile. Should I be scared? Whenever Jimin has that particular smile plastered across his face, he's planning something fishy. But since it's not like I have a choice for now I'll just follow.

We seaze in our tracks once more as a group of boys head in our direction.

Well hope in humanity has been restored for me. I've never seen such good looking guys all in one place, totally out of my league too. My mind goes blank. I've been battling with Jimin's beauty for years before I became somewhat used to facing him without reducing years of beating from my poor heart, especially after he went through puberty and came out victorious. But now, face to face with such good looks gathered all in one place I'm starting to question what life is once again as I feel like my heart won't be functioning well if they choose to further linger around us.

Okay, I should calm my tits. I think I'm actually drooling right now.

"Guys! Hey!"

Wait. No. He did not just call out to them. Are these boys the important people I'm supposed to meet? If I knew that I'd have dressed better or maybe applied some make up so that my face wouldn't have have the colour of a corpse.

They see him and speed up their walking. Kill me now or I'll have a stroke I swear. Feels like I've never been in the presence of men before. Well you can't blame me, I certainly haven't been in the presence of godly looking creatures like them. I hastily attempt to fix my unruly curls and look somewhat presentable. Seriously if someone looks our way I'm definitely ruining the picture.

"Hey Jiminie."

Jiminie? I thought only I called him that. Oh wait.. Might they be those friends of his he'd never stop talking about from the day we first met? I beg the whole universe to be them. They look so much different than their childhood pictures Jimin has showed me before, their glow up is insane. Who knew that Jimin would have hidden these rare specimens from me?

"Hyung! Guys! How've you been? Haven't seen you in a while all of you."

I'm actually speechless. It is them. Now if my heart stops beating I'll at least go in bliss.

"Well we just met again at the front gate. We actually haven't seen each other in a long time as well. You know we all kinda came back from our individual vacations a few days ago like you, so we've only talked on the phone when we had our video call a few days ago."

"I see. Well now we can all catch up with each other, we'll be living together so we have all the time we want. Oh by the way, I have gathered the last of my stuff so I can move in today." He says and wraps his one arm casually over the shoulder of the older male.

"Finally!" The other boys all smiled as they exchanged hugs and hand shakes, greeting each other heartily. God-striking beauty is the least I can say about this group before me as I watch their interaction taking place right before my lucky eyes.

Meanwhile I'm just standing here looking at them in awe like some tourist admiring statues at a museum. I'm totally mesmerized by them. And together with Jimin they make a highly hazardous sight. How to have a heart attack 101: 'Look at Jimin's group of friends for more than 5 seconds'. Why am I even standing this close to them? I shouldn't be entitled to. Now all of my self confidence has left the building.

Being lost in my own world I stare into oblivion but I'm pulled back by Jimin suddenly shaking my arm.

"Y/N. Y/N! Are you even listening?" I feel another light tug on my shoulder and blink a few times.

I snap out of my thoughts and turn my head only to see seven beautiful pair of eyes staring at me. And I blush profoundly. Great.

"Ohh yeah. Sorry. I was just a little distracted I guess, haha." I akwardly laugh at myself before covering the dry sound by clearing my throat. Shoot me. Shoot me now. I must be looking like a complete dork.

"Right, well then let me introduce you to my bros. Guys this is my very best 'female' friend Y/N who you all know by now. She's a freshman as well. Y/N, I finally present to you Seokjin hyung, Yoongi hyung, Hoseok hyung, Namjoon hyung, Taehyung and Jungkook."

"Uh, nice to meet you all." I subtly raise my hand to wave in a form of a greeting which in all honesty would look painful from a third point of view. I also don't forget to stutter and say my line in a squeaky voice adding more points to my score of 'wanting to burry myself alive moments' of today. Has all my feminine charm nullified by these boys? What kind of sorcery is this? It's Jimin's power multiplied!

"Oh you're a freshman too, just like our Jungkookie. It's so nice to finally meet you. Jiminie has talked a lot about you!"

The one who's now speaking to me despite me having a man repellent in effect at the moment, whose name is Namjoon if I'm not mistaken, has the cutest pair dimples adorning his smiling cheeks, giving a boyish charm to his bulky exterior.

"Oh has he really? All good stuff I hope."

"Heh, of course all good don't you worry. It's so good to finally see you in the flesh. All we've ever seen are photos of you which, if I'm being honest, do you no justice." The one called Seokjin takes my hand and raises it to his lips, planting a soft kiss on the back of it. Did he just compliment me? The version of me before him? I'm dead.

He's seriously good looking. Like, really good looking like, model material good looking. A crimson blush must have adorned my whole face by now but I attempt to pull myself together, all the while I catch out of the corner of my eye Jimin glaring at Seokjin shortly after his action of nobility. Yet he chooses to purse his lips together in a tight line and not comment on it.

"Ahem, likewise! Though, I'm sorry but Jimin has only shown me pictures of you guys when you were little so I couldn't really recognize you from the get go. He's told me a whole lot, but never shown me a recent photo your faces, so I'm a little at a disadvantage here I guess."

"Really? What, were we like a surprise or something Jimin? Or were you ashamed of your friends you little brat? Hmm even if that's the case, no worries love. You'll have all the time in the world to get to know us very well." Does that sound a bit suggestive or what? Whatever, with a face like that he can imply anything he wants.

"I just didn't think it was necessary to show her your ugly faces hyung." Seokjin turns to Jimin and flicks his forehead to which Jimin responds with a loud 'ouch' and I snort in amusement along with the rest of the boys. They surely have interesting dynamics.

"Hehe, Jin hyung's right, we all want to get to know you as well. Jimin has always bragged about you so we were really curious to meet you face to face. Hey, by the way, do you want to see an elephant?"

"A what?" I blink in confusion, thinking it might be some kind of inside joke I'm not aware of or something. As if on queue the grinning boy raises his left sleeve and pinches the skin between two little moles on his arm creating an imaginary shape of an elephant's face.

"I- wha- pffft!" I'm at a complete loss for words at the bizarre yet adorable situation unfolding before me and I can't help but snort, quickly covering my mouth so as to not sound like I'm offending him. It's just that it's such a cutely dumb joke.

"God Tae stop being weird, the poor girl just met us." Though Yoongi -I think that's he's name- says that to probably help me out, I don't really mind Taehyung at all, his apparent weirdness is frankly endearing. But when he tries to complain the older boy slaps him at the back of his head seemingly gently. Huh, I like him too. He seems savage and blunt. He'll be my new spirit animal for sure.

"Sorry about him. He tends to be like that but he means no harm so you'll just have to get used to it. I'm really glad to meet you though. If anyone bothers you make sure to let me know ok? Everyone in this campus kinda fears me so just use my name and you'll most likely have people at your feet." He smirks in confidence and if I was a cartoon my eyes would have turned into stars.

His feline eyes are so sharp giving off the feeling that they could read your very soul with just one look. Another amazing quality. I'll tell him to teach me his ways at some point.

"Err, thank you Yoongi, that might be the best thing anyone has ever offered me so I'll definitely keep that in mind. Don't complain though if I have you cleaning up after me in the future, you can't take it back now. And it's a pleasure to meet you too." I smile cheekily at him trying my best to sound as cool as him.

"Hey. I'm Jungkook, it's so nice to meet you in person Y/N." Jungkook, who's at my age greets me a little shyly, the placement of his palm at the back of neck betraying him. What strikes me about this boy in not only his handsome face but also how sweet he sounds, projecting a gentle nature that resembles Jimin's. The latter has mentioned many times before that the youngest of their group possesses the kindest of hearts and just by looking in his big sparky eyes I can totally back that.

Nonetheless, as I now take a better look at him, his muscles are bigger than my future and his tattoos give him a bad boy exterior which I can't lie, suits him as well. Yet his eyes are almost baby-like, a duality that can be dangerous for the faint hearted, including myself.

Sigh, I'm already going nuts due to these boys. Shit, I need to regain some of my ground.

"Hello Jungkook! Jimin had told me so much about you and since we're in the same year, let's hang out and look out for each other." I offer him my hand politely and he shakes it as a smile forms on his lips making his cute bunny teeth show. Goodness he's gorgeous.

"Oh, s-sure! Of course we should! I'm a man after all, so you can count on me." He flexes his muscles a bit and I think I'm actually drooling. Hmm, maybe that's his own kind of mating call. Should I reciprocate it maybe..? Okay stop Y/N! What is actually wrong with me? Am I this thirsty?

"Uh-huh, yeah sure Kook. You're a man, pfft. More like an oversized Easter bunny." Jimin snorts and rolls his eyes.

They all laugh, teasing the younger boy and I can't hold my chuckles in either. They sure look like they share an amazing bond. It's admirable and I do hope I can bond with them too after I successfully plant the seeds of friendship between us.

"Hey hey, stop laughing, I'm being serious! Y/N don't listen to them, okay? I'm a man of my word."

"Ok ok Jungkook, I believe you. Even if you do look like an oversized, albeit hot, Easter bunny you're still way bigger than me so I'll be counting on you. But you know you can count on me as well, it should work both ways since we'll be friends." I pat his shoulder, already feeling closer to him. His eyes turn even bigger for a second before he clears his throat and peers at me for a moment.

"Oh uh, ahem, here! Jimin hyung told me to get you this." A little blush creeps up on his smooth skin as he hands me a large cup of Starbucks coffee and I swear I can see a halo forming over his head, courtesy of Jimin of course.

"Oh my, thank you so much, you're a star Jungkook!" I receive the coffee from him and take a sip, happier now that I find it's black, exactly how I prefer it. I pat Jungkook's head in gratitude before turning to my best friend not being able to see the maknae's reaction.

"And of course thank you too Jiminie, you're my life saver!" I reach up to place a little peck on his cheek to which he smiles brightly and rubs my back in circles.

"You're welcome beautiful. You didn't think I'd leave you like that, did you?" To answer his question I turn my head sideways quickly making him chuckle at my vigorous denial.

"Ahem. Well Y/N, as you can probably tell Jimin hyung has already assigned me as your personal bodyguard. He wouldn't stop calling me all summer to remind me again and again that I'll have to chase away every possible threat towards you. I swear, he was acting like an overprotective mother." The robust boy smiles slyly, taking his revenge as Jimin told him off. Hehe, he seems like such a tease. I already love him.

"Oh I can totally back that up! Jiminie wouldn't stop pestering poor Kook and had him memorize a list of duties and a strict protocol he has to follow around you." Hoseok shakes his as he pats the maknae's shoulders morally supporting him making the rest agree.

"Hey! Y'all making me sound like I put Kook through a military training camp. Y/N, pay their words no heed, they're actually tripping. I've only mentioned it like, once or twice."

Before I could answer and voice out my doubts, cause I know how Jimin can be, Taehyung beats me to it.

"Right.. Sure, keep telling yourself that if it makes you feel better Jiminie." Then out of nowhere they both start bickering back and forth making me speechless as to how quickly they broke out an argument and thank goodness Namjoon immediately swoops in to tell them off for being immature.

"Ahem, well either way I've already accepted the role so no worries Y/N. I've endured extensive training for this!"

I can only giggle at Jungkook pumping up his chest and deepening his voice to look more manly which only makes him look cuter. Sure he's muscular but his adorable face makes it hard for me to not coo at him.

Overall, they are such a funny and sweet group, their interactions and divergence of characters creating a unique overture of interactions between them. At least that's what I'm sensing from this first impression of them which makes me look forward to getting to know them even more in depth.

After a while of talking and making fun of each other, Jimin interrupts our little get-to-know-each-other session.

"Hey guys, I hate to interrupt this beautiful family meeting but it's almost time for class. We have to get going now. Junkookie I'm leaving Y/N in your care so don't disappoint me." Jimin makes the 'I'll be watching you' gesture, while Jungkook rolls his eyes and to me. Before walking away he offers one last reassuring smile and squeeze of my hand. He doesn't fail to whisper 'you'll do great' in my ear before heading towards the opposite direction with Hoseok and Taehyung who also bit the rest of us goodbye for now. Frankly, now that I met them all, my nervousness levels are reduced to almost zero.

"You can count on me hyung!" Jungkook yells at Jimin while saluting him in a military way making everyone laugh.

"So, err, hey Y/N, what are you majoring in?" He asks while peering at me with those doe eyes of his.

"Music and performance. You?"

"Sweet, we are in the same majors! That means we'll have the same classes. Ah, I'm so glad we're classmates. That way I won't have to go through the pain of talking to others."

"Are you inside my mind or something? I just thought about the very same thing! I too am so glad we share the same mood. We shall head to class while proudly ignoring everyone else!" I snort and lift my head up decisively.

"Aye aye captain, lead the way! Guys we'll meet later." He goes along with my joke before waving at the rest.

"Sure. Have a great time little ones." Seokjin, the eldest, waves back and I catch him winking at me. Sigh. He's so handsome I wanna pluck my eyes out so my lonely ass won't look at him and cry internally cause he must surely have a girlfriend. More likely I'd be surprised unless all of them did. Well all except Jimin. I'm still baffled as to why he's been single for like two years now.

Ahh.. The first day of uni life has yet to begin, but I've already gone through a whiplash.

I shake the intrusive thoughts off and quickly wave to the three remaining boys before we head to our respective classes. I think I Namjoon with Yoongi leave together, Seokjin goes on by himself and of course myself along with Jungkook start making our way down one of the aisles Jimin walked me through previously, never ceasing our very indulging conversations.

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✦͙͙͙*͙*𝕮𝖆𝖊𝖑𝖚𝖒 | 𝟎𝟏⁎∗❥⃝**͙✦͙͙͙

❖ ── ✦ ──『𝙲𝚊𝚎𝚕𝚞𝚖 {𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚗} = 𝚂𝚔𝚢』── ✦ ── ❖

↬𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚎 | 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎, 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜, idiots to lovers, 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝, 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝, 𝚏𝚕𝚞𝚏𝚏, 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚗, 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚞,indecisive reader, mentions of (and/or) cheating, mentions and/or use of substances (alcohol/drugs)

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"Park Jimin, do you take this woman to be your wife, to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"

"I do."

"And do you L/N Y/N take this man to be your husband, to live together in holy matrimony, to love him, to honor him, to comfort him, and to keep him in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?"

"I do."

"Repeat after me Park Jimin: I, Park Jimin, take you L/N Y/N, to be my wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us apart."

"I, Park Jimin, take you L/N Y/N, to be my wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us apart."

"Now, repeat after me L/N Y/N: I, L/N Y/N, take you Park Jimin, to be my husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us apart."

"I, L/N Y/N, take you Park Jimin, to be my husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us apart."

The priest then asked Jimin to place the ring on Y/N's finger and then Y/N to place the ring on Jimin's finger and repeat after him in turns.

"I give you this ring as a token and pledge of our constant faith and abiding love."

Y/N sniffed slightly as she started getting emotional due to finally marrying the man of her dreams. But she tried to pull herself together as she saw her beloved flash her an angelic smile, giving her strength and showing her his unconditional love. A smile full of promises for what would follow this beautiful reception.

"Now, by the virtue of the authority vested in me under the laws of the state and our Holy Father, I now pronounce you husband and wife."

They stared at each other, eagerly waiting for the priests next few words that would once and for all seal their wedding and bind them in love together and for the rest of their lives.

"You may now kiss the bride."

And then she felt his soft plump lips kiss hers in the sweetest way possible. It was like they had been quenched for each other's warmth and this simple yet oh so complicated kiss was finally conveying all of their mutual feelings, terminating their fears and inhibitions once and for all, thus interconnecting their fragile hearts-

-Beep beep beep-

"Huh? What's that noise?" A loud ringing made her pull back from his welcoming arms and lips, a sense of emptiness now consuming her.

-Beep beep beep-

She looked around to find the source of the annoyingly persistent sound before she felt herself drifting away from the man she adored, a white light now beaming from behind her as she slowly slipped farther and farther away-

-BEEP BEEP BEEP-

"Y/N get your ass up this instant! You're gonna be late for class! Y/N!!"

I instantly shoot my eyes open and get up so fast I almost fell out of bed and hit my head on the bedpost in the process.

"Ugh- fuck my life."

I groan loudly and curse under my breath at the most horrible way to get up. My eyes flicker a few times during the painful endeavor of my sleepy mind to process and analyze what I was experiencing in my sleep. I blink and then gasp in utter shock.

What the actual fuck? Nah, nah, nah. I'm tripping.

As sleep now leaves my body, I rub my eyes to welcome the piercing morning sun that peeks through the half opened blinds in my room. Courtesy of my mother I suppose since she has the habit of sneaking in early in the morning to make sure the sun wakes me up for good.

While blinking again I once more try to process the dream that, in contrast to the state I was while I was experiencing it, has me now panicking. Did I seriously just dream about Jimin and I getting married? What the hell? Jimin is my best friend. It seems highly unlikely that anything of the sort happens between us so I'm baffled as to why my mind played these kind of tricks in my unconsciously state.

Why? Just why did I, out of literally nowhere, have that dream? Not only did I just see myself and my best friend getting married, I was enjoying it too. Way too much. It's so weird. I was also experiencing emotions in my dream. Emotions that I don't hold for the said man. I mean, yes I love him dearly but platonically like a best friend not a lover. Fucking hell. Okay, I need to calm down and think.

I take a few deep breaths and put my remaining logic to use. Hmm.. Right.. Okay, this might be another indication that I definitely need some professional help cause my nerves haven't been functioning well these last few weeks of summer vacation. Yes! That must be it!

It's the nervousness of the first day which has also had me on my toes the last few days. But then again, that doesn't really explain this particular dream.

Oh, who am I kidding? The real problem is my thirsty mind. Seriously, after breaking up with my ex, I haven't gotten laid at all. Not that we had sex, just the other stuff. But they were still enough, at least up till now. And seeing as Jimin is quite the handsome lad naturally my brain showed me that I need to get some action or at least try to have a proper relationship. Not that I don't enjoy being by myself, but I might have missed being loved that way. Then again how would I know? I have never been loved properly, I've only just turned 19. Tsk, I can't afford to ponder about that too, so back to the previous matter.

Hmm.. It certainly wasn't a wet dream, it was rather cute and sweet. So that means I'm not just thirsty? And why Jimin? Is it because I had a crush on him during middle school and he's actually the only green flag other than my father that I've met till now?

Ahh.. I'm going crazy. And the weardest part of it all is that everything felt so real. From the reception to the overwhelming feelings and him. God him. It felt like I was literally touching him and kissing him in the end. And not only that but I was also gushing at the whole wedding situation too! Me of all people, who avoids weddings like the plague. Wait. Was this my subconsciousness telling me that I was destined to marry either way? Oh no.

"Y/N!! I told you to wake UP!"

My mom's pearcing voice echoes inside the whole apartment, snapping me out of my raging thoughts. Well this isn't going anywhere so I might as well get ready for uni I guess.

I give one last longing look at my bed before stepping on the floor and bid it goodbye for now. "I'll see you later my love." Ugh, why do classes have to start early? Can't I have afternoon classes from the get go? Freshman year will be a tough one.

After doing my morning routine which includes a quick shower, getting dressed in my favorite black jean shorts and purple frilly top, applying mascara and my favorite peach lip balm, I head downstairs and see my mon eating breakfast.

My dad had already left for work cause his job as the head of an oil company labs is far from here. Sometimes I truly feel sorry for him cause he leaves prior to all of us yet returns later, but at least the money is good.

"Have a bite to eat before you head out love, it's a big day for you and, judging by the redness in your eyes, you haven't slept much hm?"

"Thanks mom but I'm really not hungry. I'll just buy some coffee and maybe a muffin on my way." She scowls at me but simply nods and gives my forehead a kiss goodbye, before I put on my white converse and head out.

As I'm on my way to the train station, I see Jimin coming out of his home and before he got inside his car he spots me and beckons me to go over to him. Great. Now I'm gonna be all weird due to my stupid dream.

I take a deep breath.

Relax Y/N it's just Jimin.

Just Jimin.

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After getting ready and eating a hearty breakfast I decide to head out to uni since I woke up earlier than usual today. It's Y/N's very first day as a freshman and I want to show her around campus and make sure she will meet the guys. It'd be nice for her to have some more friends than just myself. Even though she's very social, in reality she's very picky with who she wants to hang out with that's why I've been her only best friend throughout her life till now. Not that's it's a bad thing but I think it'll be beneficial for her to have a small group of friends she can rely on if anything happens to me.

It feels like ages ago when she was just a high schooler and now she's all grown up. And since I'm two years older than her I have to guide her. God. I sound like a dad or something but I've vowed to protect her always. I mentally nod at my valiant thoughts and head out after bidding my parents and little brother goodbye.

It's a good day to take my car today cause I need to move the last of my things to my new place. The rest of the guys and I will be living together since Jungkookie is finally starting uni as well and I need all my clothes and personal hygiene stuff.

I'm quite hyped about the whole roommate thing. All seven of us have always talked about how fun it would be sharing one dorm and now that the chance has presented itself we wasted no time. It's going to be chaotic for sure but I can't wait.

As I'm loading my car I look up nonchalantly only to spot Y/N heading towards the train station so I wave at her. She doesn't seem to notice my presence at first cause she has her head lowered like she's thinking about something really serious. Her big frown clouding her pretty face is visible even if she tries to hide it. But at some point she raises her head and I signal her to come over.

Hmm.. I wonder what's wrong, she seems quite preoccupied with something. I hope she's fine.

I watch her carefully as she takes a really deep breath but after that she immediately smiles and waves back like a little girl. Weirdo. But I wouldn't have her any other way. She might put on a cool act but I know her for what she really is. A weird kid with a big heart and beautiful eyes whose happiness hangs on a thin string. That's why I have to protect my best friend. Cause sometimes she tends to lock herself away from everything and everyone when her heart feels like the emotions she experiences will wither her life source away.

"Morning Jiminie! Heading to uni too?"

"Yeop, so now that we stumbled upon each other, hop in." I nod at her to get inside my car while I close the back door before getting into the driver's seat and buckling my seatbelt which I dictate to Y/N as well.

"Oof Jiminie, I'm not a child anymore you know. I'll soon be taking my license as well." She rolls her eyes and pouts. Pfft, not a child anymore my ass.

"Yeah well, I know you better than you know yourself and you'd definitely forgotten about the seatbelt had I not told you so, little miss 'not a child anymore'."

I purposely mock her cause she always tries to act like she's matured enough to take on the whole world but her true nature never fails to giver her away. And frankly I prefer her playful and youthful spirit. She should act her age and not her shoe size, it's much more endearing and suited for her.

"Hah, anyway, now that you're all set let's finally go. We wouldn't want to be late on your first day now, would we?" I poke her side playfully before turning on the ignition and driving off.

"Yeah. Great. Let's go." Why does she sound so troubled?

"Y/N, you okay? You seem a bit off today."

"Huh, what? No. No no no. I'm perfectly fine it's just that I didn't sleep that much last night, as per usual. My bodily endeavors of slowly becoming a vampire are showing great results." She snorts and I can't help but do the same.

Even though she's been suffering from insomnia since forever she can still crack a smile and joke about it. That's one of the many things I love about her. She can always stay positive even in the toughest situations. Yet, it still worries me that she doesn't get the proper amount of sleep and rest she needs. At times it's her fault though. She can't seem to be able to leave her phone and actually relax, something I've scolded her for countless of times.

"Again? Damn, were you that excited about your very first day as a freshman? Or were you burning your braincells on YouTube again, hm?" I squint my eyes at her and reach over to pat her head slightly. She hates whenever I treat her like a little kid, but to me she's still the same adorable little munchkin I met 13 years ago.

"Tsk, first of all Park Jimin, I'm no kid okay? I'm already 19, which means I'm a legal adult here. And fyi, last night was one of the very few nights that I actually tried to sleep for real but, well, it didn't make any difference apparently. It would have been better if I hadn't slept at all. Plus meeting new people always has me on edge, you know I lose every spec of my confidence. So I guess I was too nervous to begin with and sleep just didn't sit well with it."

I sigh and shake my head in disagreement.

"You always say that and in the end I'm the one who's left out of your plans with your new friends." I tease her, knowing very well how she can't say no to other people when they invite her to hang outs. Sometimes she's too kind for her own good.

Y/N is the most open-minded, talkative and friendly person I've known in my life till now. She has always been able to make friends easily, even if she didn't stick around later on. That's how we actually became friends in the first place, after all. It was all thanks to her. And I'm the only lucky one she chose to keep by her side.

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September 7th 2005

I'm sitting alone in the neighbourhood park cause we moved from our house due to my dads promotion. I can't play with anyone cause I think the other kids don't want to be my friends. I am 8 y/o and all the other kids that I've met till now are much younger than me. And I don't want to play with babies.

I miss my friends from my old neighborhood. I wonder what they might be doing now. Probably fighting with each other for what they are going to play and then all get scolded by Seokjin hyung. The fact that I have to change schools as well makes everything even worse.

In the afternoons I prefer sitting alone at the playground waiting for my mom to come pick me up on her way from picking up my little brother from football practice.

But today I am feeling sadder cause I miss the boys more l cause I talked on the phone with Taetae and he said they would have a video game marathon today.

I sniff a little, not paying attention to anything. Suddenly a little foreign girl approached me out of nowhere and smiled. Where did she pop out from? I haven't seen her around the neighborhood before.

"Hi!! Do you wanna play with me?" She says in her high pitched voice which makes my ears perk up. She speaks the same language?

"Who are you?" I ask and jump down from the swing. "And why are you alone?"

"I'm waiting for my daddy to come pick me up. I'm new here and I have no friendth, tho do you want be my friend? My name is Y/N. Yourth?" She can't speak well and she's pouting. She reminds me of my little brother's stuffed animals, with those sparkling green eyes and curly hair.

"My name is Jimin." I simply tell her and peer at her. No friends huh? I guess I'm not the only one.

"Chimin? Do you want to be my friend?" She asks again. Hmm, I definitely don't want to play with any girls. But I have no boys here to play anyway. But a girl? Ugh! I want to go back!

"I don't play with girls." I look away scrunching my nose.

I feel a tug on my sleeve and turn my head back only to find her offering me a piece of candy.

"I have candy. And maaany toys. And I can play maaany thingth."

Well.. I huff and give in.

"Humph, fine Y/N. Let's be friends for now."

She giggles and grabs my hands with her smaller ones, pulling me towards the seesaw. I huff again and just follow her since I have nothing else to do but spend my time with this little stuffed animal.

"How old are you anyway Y/N?" I mean, if she's younger than my brother I'll definitely not play with her anymore, she can't even talk well. And she'll want to play with dolls and I hate dolls.

"I'm thix! How old are you Chimin?" She smiles and I notice that her two front teeth are missing. Ahh, so that's why she speaks like a baby.

"I'm 8 so you should do what I tell you to because I'm older than you." I pump up my chest and she just stares me lost. Is she deaf or something? Yeah okay she looks like a foreigner and maybe doesn't get it but we speak the same language right? I wave my hand in front of her face to see if she's listening.

"Yah, are you listening?" She suddenly jumps on my back and starts giggling like crazy. What?

"Let'th be friendth forever Chiminie!"

Yeah right, like that would happen.

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Ahh~ The good old times. And yeah we've been friends for 13 years now. Thirteen amazing years. I never thought that our friendship would last for more than a year. I thought I didn't need any other friends expect the guys. But I couldn't be more wrong. She's just as precious as the guys if not more.

But enough reminiscing or I won't be able to focus on driving. I clear my throat and resume our conversation.

"So how long?"

"Huh?"

"How long did you sleep for dumbo?"

"Du- you're the dumbo! And uh well, about two hours maybe? Not really sure. I was waking up before I realized it."

I sigh once again. She's a lost cause.

"Well then you'll need a lot of coffee in your system to function."

She groans and nods furiously.

"You're damn right I will. Can you stop by a coffee shop on the way?",

"Actually there's a cafeteria on campus which makes pretty decent coffee. It's no Starbucks but it definitely does the trick."

"Cool. I'll have your word for it then." She smiles cheekily and I return the gesture. Cutie.

We're already half way there and I decide to put on some music to pass the time, so Y/N can relax and get her mind off of whatever is making her so on edge. I know she's nervous but that can't be why she's spacing out like that. But if she doesn't want to talk about it I won't pressure her of course. She always needs her own time to process her thoughts and I respect that.

I skim through some playlists and decide on some soft pop music which I also enjoy as well especially when driving. Another common thing we share. We both love music and arts so that's why we both wanted to go to a university where we could study exactly that.

Y/N wants to major in music and performing, since she has a beautiful voice, while I am majoring in dancing and I'm also taking extra music classes. She's always insisted I sing more but I'm not so sure yet. I want to improve a lot more on my singing until I actually feel good about incorporating it to my performance. She's also begged me to sing together and I plan on indulging in her surely but in all due time.

Time passes quickly and we're slowly approaching the campus entrance making Y/N beside me tense up. It's cute how she turns into a little ball of nerves whenever she feels like her confidence is leaving her body without any solid reason whatsoever.

"Hey, just relax okay? You know I always got your back so just enjoy your first day alright?"

"Huh, easy for you to say, you're practically confidence with long legs." She lets out a big breath and shakes her head adorably. This stuffed animal will never change I swear.

I chuckle at the way she's exaggerating but I also can't fully blame her. She's starting a new chapter in her life. I was just like her on my first day here but being with the guys gave me reason to be somewhat confident now. Except when it comes to singing.

After I park the car in the parking lot we get out and make our way towards the main building. But suddenly she stops us from walking. And she takes a few breaths as she's looking down at her shoes. I can hear her muttering something to herself like a crazy person. I chuckle and take her by the hand, pulling her gently towards the main gate.

"Stop worrying so much okay? It's just uni, not hell."

"Might as well be. I've heard it can be worse than high school. People are intense too."

"Who the hell did you hear that from? Cause I'm the only person you talk to that attends uni and I know I've never said bs like that before."

I peer at her with a scrutinizing gaze as the fullness of her glossy lips hide behind a little pout and her eyes fall to the ground guiltily.

"Well- you know, movies and stuff." Her voice comes out barely higher than a whisper. I groan at her response and flick her head gently.

"Oh for fuck sake, Y/N listen to yourself! I get that you're nervous but now you're just being ridiculous."

She gasps and slaps my hand away as if offended. No further words escape her pouting mouth and I sign softly before pulling her into a tight hug.

"Look I know you're a little scared but it's going to be fine. I promise you'll love it here and you'll never be alone okay? I've already made sure of that."

Y/N looks up at me, question evident in her pretty eyes but I choose not to answer her inquiring stare.

"What do you mean? What have you done?"

"Tsk, it doesn't matter. The only thing that matters now is for you not to be late on your first day, so quit worrying and move your ass beautiful."

I chuckle knowing that she loves when I call her that and pull her gently by her hand while she whines quietly. My head shakes at her overly dramatic act. I squeeze her hand in mine to reassure her and just let her take a few more breaths while we're heading towards the main entrance.

"Can you please not walk so fast? Give me at least a couple more minutes to mentally prepare myself. Geez, and you call yourself my best friend."

"Alright, alright drama queen. But in case you haven't heard, classes won't be waiting for your scared ass all day, y'know." I teasingly pinch her side to which she clicks her tongue and squints her eyes at me.

"Oh, shut up. You are utterly insensitive."

Her cheeks puff adorably and I try not to coo at her cute shenanigans. So I gasp acting as if I got offended and squeeze her hand while practically dragging her inside.

"HEY SLOW DOWN!" She yells while trying to pull her hand away. Too late for that love.

"Muahaha, welcome to your new life Y/N!"

I add the evil laugh for dramatic effect, yet I too start experiencing the excitement of finally being able to have her closer than before.

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