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I’m not even at full power!

That picture was just Super Saiyan 2, you haven’t even seen the Ultra Instinct🙊🙉🙈😅

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Destiny

From the start I was destined to be shitty, I’m shitty at everything, a shitty person, a shitty father, a shitty step father, a shitty father figure, a shitty son(have texts to prove that one), a shitty friend, and a shitty fiancé. If there is a god he sure is looking out for me making sure his plan for me to be a depressed piece of shit who’s so shitty at being a friend to ANYONE, I can’t even be a friend to myself. Thanks God, it really means a lot. Hope to see you or your fallen son soon! :D

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Somewhat empowering depriving yourself of oxygen in the shower. Just tryna make you proud mom!

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Because I just can't stop thinking about the way you taste as you orgasm all over my tongue

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I'm beyond blessed to have you in my life, the way you look at me is all I need to know that this love is the truest I've ever felt. Ever time our lips touch sparks fly every damn time, this is a minuscule gesture compared to what you deserve. I will give you everything you deserve and more, I promise. You're my soul mate, my best friend, my fiancé. I'm ready to give you forever and I know you are too, I love you more than I ever thought I could love someone, Kayla Danielle Hartness, I can't wait for forever with you.😘😍❤️ @unicornmama_ #loveletters #foreverus #forever #iloveyou #marryme

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I'm a piece of shit for the things I've done but practice makes perfect and im changing my ways from since I was young. Rock bottom wasn't fun but neither was the top of the world time to find a medium and just sit back and watch the earth turn.

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See I used to tell you That the drugs brought me to her But the truth is that she was what I deserved and I took em to stay with you because I thought you were what I deserved. That's just absurd.

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#lazyboy #sadboys #intheshower #sitting #lazyasfuck #ohwell #likethis because camera tricks aren't only for girls😘 everyone can be cute sometimes, and this is not that time for me😂😂 #iloveyou #bodypositive #farmertan #thankswarpedtour #goodnight

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This Girl

It's 2 am. I'm sitting in my car in an apartment complex smoking a cigarette. Not even 100 feet away from me is the girl of my dreams. Inside her apartment sleeping, waiting for me to come back and hold her. How did I get to this point? The past year has been hell and then some because of this girl. She was my escape from my previous relationship. She was the ultimate demise of my previous relationship. I tried to hate her, I really did. I tried to convince myself it was HER fault my previous relationship ended. It was my fault. The thing is though, I don't look at it as a fault. I look at it as the day I say here in this parking lot and asked her to come out and give me our first kiss, was the day I should lodge ended my previous relationship and dedicated the past year of my life to this girl. The girl who has picked me up no matter what. The girl who has given me so much of her love I really don't deserve. I'm beyond thankful for this girl. This girl is the most gorgeous thing I've ever laid eyes on. This girl has the most beautiful spirit. This girl has the cutest smile. This girl has the most addictive laugh. This girl has been through hell and back. This girl is the reason I'm still breathing today. This girl has my entire heart. This girl is going to be a mother to one of my children one day. This girl is going to be my wife. This girl is loved by me one million percent. This girl is my world. This girl is my sun, my moon and my stars. This girl is my galaxy. This girl is my universe. This girl, laying upstairs not a hundred feet away, is the one. I love you Kayla Danielle Hartness, our story is not a simple one, nor is it the prettiest but, our story is our's. No one can take that away from us. No one can take me from you. I'd die a thousand times for you. I am going to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter the consequences. This girl saved me.

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Feel like I could make music if I were patient enough but there's so much bullshit in my life that patience is spent else where

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I'm just ready to have you all the time, time goes by so slow without you and everyone knows I don't go slow so what I guess I'm saying is, I need you so I can be happy, so my life can speed by and my life flash before my eyes every time our lips touch, and honestly I don't want to stop finding your hair randomly on my clothes or in my beard, the little reminders of you, even though they may itch the fuck out of me and not come off easily, they're reminders of you. I mean of course I'll never forget you but still. You're my best friend and I love you, and I never want to stop, I'm never going to. Through you all things are possible. I don't need a Jesus to believe in when I have you, you're my faith, my religion. My freedom.

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These trips down memory lane I can't tell if the turns are memories of the love or the pain So far it's only been hate from the damage going through my brain knowing deep down shit will never be the same. I know you felt the rage We were two animals in a cage We both knew the solution but just couldn't turn the page so I guess the way I feel about myself is considered self-made

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You were my best friend..

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Def need alone time now, like do you even think before you do shit or?

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On another note I need to eat better because this poop I'm tryna take is killing me. Like props to women for child birth because I'm probs gonna cry rn

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Why doesn't anyone understand that I just wanna stay inside lol like I'm not tryna go out, if you enjoy going out and doing things do em, I'm not gonna stop you from doing what you want to do so don't try and stop me