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My ears and mouth are connected to the same face and body Silence stays silence until A natural sound has naturally processed normally as a belonging sound then my ears might be seperate If my ear travels to the sound that reaches for the body face which holds the ear then my body face Reached that sound

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Its strange when everything’s titled and begun or just filled in I feel the need to make another organization the way my mind is making these

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8.14.17

Backseat No pants Wipes And anxiety as I write While the window fog continues to clear out A lighter Smoke and silence

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Note 130 July 2,2017 continued unedited

Peace to above Kissed with love Written(marked) I am. Nerves in my eyes Is that worry or cry Still a look above the book And it’s connection to me

Rude and impatient I hope there’s no faucet to water I forgotten from the stream of my attention that just got over this Awkward Shock toward Mockered A loser Drowned in pools of That hated and unwanted one What else to do Except freeze a frame Admire the clear Only i I claim Just me Myself broke gone Everything’s alright I got a phone for gun One shot I catch me and them for fun I’ll stay invisible and shoot a one One still thats mine See behind my eye The third and more That open the door It’s more than is so is he she and them Just look longer ponder here and yonder Feel that sight Grey weather take flight Relax and know That there’s more than ho See them creep and beep Down I caught and shot down The terrible that If shown their act Still band And wait for the next open gate ME next camera ready I am selfish already I know It’s all I have I messed up and only see myself not sad That way I look when I’m bored loner lame Not just a game I see myself a fame I’m your number one fan and your worst critic I’ll silently fix Like the the silent click That captured my face I look at everyday I grew up Look fresher, stranger,smaller Woman The eyes betray and im either ugh or hey It gets to me though Yeah I am alone To a certain extent Smaller average than the rest For now until I check I found it doesn’t matter because Humans got enough plus All it takes to capture mistakes And put a smile on A face I see no other and no other sees me Exactly like blegh blegh blegh Blank I guess insecurity Was the word To fit The competition and ultimate peace I am blind and you are too but only if we want to Lose our sense and trust only Imagine your grey differently Mine was cold and almost shrouded I will not burn with sunshine crowded Yours could be It’s sad and frightens me Then later you look out your window And the grey reminds you of me And you see the free I always need Or Ofcourse You won’t But I already strayed From I by bringing up you Well I guess you are I since I can only catch you with my own eyes That slight thing wrong that I know can be better I’m boring indeed So drool and get wetter Awkward embarrassing Where did that go I’m always alone Not always but mostly And when I curl to awake and calm I shoot myself and steal the safe I found From my mind The true self behind And I write And I write And it’s true Unless it’s not a burp Stiffshoulder I am stitching the wound That bled big With another i assume Being rudely ignored Now that they are free I occupy myself I can stay busy Except nowadays I cannot For escape from a shot That didn’t come from my gun Everyone I run No one will see my Bum Ass for what it truly is Broke and lazy Selfish and crazy I have nothing Worth amazing I know it So I’ll show it When I shoot the right face Like the one that unlocked this safe The right pic with my posed perfectly It was meant to be Trying to release more than just kind of pretty I mean to Alot more than you Because I only know myself and that’s why I mean most Love thyself if im correct on that favored Passed down and passed on Realize you are one

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Yay Tired now That was calm fun