emeraldandbrown

[emeraldandbrown]

what I love about this page that this is me yelling into the void. No one to perceive, no one to judge.

[emeraldandbrown]

If you're lamenting the fact that you used to be able to shoot through a 500-page novel in like a day when you were in middle school and now you can't, it's worth bearing in mind that a big part of that is because when you were in middle school, your reading comprehension sucked. Yes, mental health and the stresses of adult life can definitely be factors, but it's also the case that reading is typically more effortful as an adult because you've learned to Ponder The Implications. The material isn't just skimming over the surface of your brain anymore, and some of the spoons you used to spend on maximising your daily page count are now spent on actually thinking about what you're reading!

[emeraldandbrown]

just another notch oh his belt, like mother swift said. I am just another girl. Disposable. "I want an intense, clingy girl" Good for you that you could have me but can I get the same intensity from you? You played with the wrong love starved person, and broke her strings again.

Can you love me like I love you? Do you even want to love or were you just looking to be loved.

[emeraldandbrown]

I bleed love, the spill is large. The bled running across streets without no stop in sight. The love rustled on the branches of intense mutual obsession but the tree is nowhere in sight. I want to be loved. I want to choked by love. In the meantime, I will do by with the world in my mind.

[emeraldandbrown]

flipping through the pages to distract myself from the fact that i will never be his pasandida aurat. I wish he'd take off his chunky glasses and take me in his arms.