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Sylvia Plath, from The Collected Poems of Sylvia Plath; "Three Women,"

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I’ll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror……

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I want to belong. I want to feel important. I want to have a group of friends that notice my absence from the room. I want to feel less lonely when I’m surrounded by people. I want to take away their power of making me feel so small. I want to feel enough.

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One day I hope to love myself enough to not need others’ love to feel worthy

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Sometimes I wish someone would notice my absence in a room full of people.

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“What’s the worst thing I’ve stolen? Probably little pieces of other people’s lives. Where I’ve either wasted their time or hurt them in some way. That’s the worst thing you can steal, the time of other people. You just can’t get that back.”

— Unknown

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“How far can you go down the wrong path before you can’t get back on the right one?”

— Carolee Dean, Take Me There

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It scares me knowing that something will always be missing. I’ll never know what’s missing. And nothing will feel that emptiness

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You don’t like me. You like the version of me that you’ve created in your head.

You get mad when I speak up and risk breaking the perfect illusion you have.

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i'm seeing a lot of new ppl join tumblr who aren't making any spontaneous semi pathetic, oversharing personal textposts whatsoever and i just want to say you're doing it all wrong... this is not like instagram like meant to be some shiny highlight reel used to make u look good its supposed to be an incriminatingly revealing dark intimate look into your life & inner psyche while simultaneously no one knows who u are or gives a fuck... anyway hope this helps some of u get on the right track

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People are temporary. Once you show them the real you they run away. It’s okay, I’ll learn to love myself this way

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that period of time when a hyperfixation ends and you haven't found a replacement yet, that's the true definition of raw dogging life

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Nobody really wants to hear that you’re not okay

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Gotta be nice so that the nice people will like you

Gotta be mean so the bad ones will like you

Both drain you, cause either way- you are hiding a part of yourself

Just want to meet people who will accept all parts of you

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“I miss hanging out with you, we should do something together”

“Yeah definitely”, I say as I walk away, knowing we never will. Things don’t go back to how they were, and what’s broken can’t be fixed. We were big part of each other’s lives, but nothing is forever, not even the “forever” itself. That’s okay, life goes on, it might hurt now, we learn to live with that hurt, and it becomes part of who we are. Then, we move on.

I guess things do go back to how they once were, as we become strangers again…

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Sleeping is nice until you wake up and realize you're still sad.