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❝─ I KILLED TWO PEOPLE FOR YOU. I’M A LOVER. A HERO. THE OPPOSITE OF A PSYCHOPATH.❞

⋆ #JGOLDBERG — indie. private. selective. roleplay blog for Joe Goldberg of the book series and tv show YOU. (More book based than show based). Kidnapped by Beck (forty+. she/her. est. nov.2024). 21 +. No minors. No AI. Extreme and triggering themes present. Not spoiler free. Please read rules before following. ★ ﹏ credit

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MAY (2002) dir. Lucky McKee

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@tornmask says. ❛ you're completely out of your element here, aren't you? ❜ - from homelander!

was it the clattering of her cellphone upon the floor during the grandiose speech? or the way her Sonny Angel hipper’s head FLEW and bounced off the red heel of your boot? maybe she had been doing that thing with her face again? where her eyes sort of glaze over when she stops understanding something? emily smiles wryly, lips wobby. chimp's grimace. to be in the presence of YOU– of greatness, is not lost on her but it does nothing to ease or uplift own stance. shoulders roll back, the strap of the rented vivienne westwood ensemble faltering under the act and hanging limp on her bicep. ‘   𝙃’𝙤𝙝. 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙧𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙄’𝙢 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙧𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚. 𝙄 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣’𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙙.   ’ she huffs out what she hopes is percieved as a drier laugh before apples of bublegum powedered cheeks lift in a cheeky smile because if all else fails, at least she can say THEE HOMELANDER spoke to her, ‘   𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄’𝙢 𝙪𝙨𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩.   ’

🐝  *  ―  𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑻𝒀 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

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@tornmask says. ❛ why does everything always have to be so complicated?  ❜ - from starlight!

you’re radiant.   that is her first thought.   which is shocking considering how every social media and news outlet seems to swear up and down that the disgraced member of the seven is WILTING like some forgotten flower on someone’s desk.    now,   emily should NOT be floating around and engaging with anyone that is not under VOUGHT or GODOLKIN’S thumb but it was fairly accidental!   she had bumped into you ORGANICALLY!   no pretense or motive in sight!   she sips her virgin pina colada,   chin resting in hand as she studies your features and gauges your mood,     ‘   𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙚.   𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙤𝙥𝙨.   ’     and she means that.   genuinely.   emily is a firm believer that VOUGHT underutilizes and over-exposes its female supes.   ‘   𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 𝙖𝙬𝙚𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙥𝙞𝙙 𝙗𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙥𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪.   ’

🐝  *  ―  𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑻𝒀 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑻𝒀 𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

❛  are you always so competitive?  ❜ ❛  are you okay? are you hurt?  ❜ ❛  are you sure you can do this on your own?  ❜ ❛  are you thinking what i'm thinking?  ❜ ❛  can you go take care of this, please?  ❜ ❛  can you show me how to fight?  ❜ ❛  can you tell me more about your adventures?  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts?  ❜ ❛  do you ever think about anyone other than yourself?  ❜ ❛  does it really have to be like this?  ❜ ❛  don't you think you've already done enough damage for one day?  ❜ ❛  has no one ever given you a compliment before?  ❜ ❛  have i ever told you how beautiful you look in the glow of the moonlight?  ❜ ❛  have you noticed anything different about me lately?  ❜ ❛  haven't you ever wondered why i never talk about my childhood?  ❜ ❛  how can you just go to sleep like nothing happened?  ❜ ❛  how many more people have to suffer before you realize your madness?  ❜ ❛  is there anything else i can do for you?  ❜ ❛  is this really how you want this to end?  ❜ ❛  isn't it ironic?  ❜ ❛  what are your plans for today?  ❜ ❛  what else do you want me to say?  ❜ ❛  what else have you hidden from me?  ❜ ❛  what happened here? where is all that smoke coming from?  ❜ ❛  what has happened in your life that made you like this?  ❜ ❛  when were you going to tell me?  ❜ ❛  where are we supposed to go from here?  ❜ ❛  who will be able to stop them now?  ❜ ❛  why can't you just act like a normal person?  ❜ ❛  why can't you just leave me alone?  ❜ ❛  why can't you just stay focused?  ❜ ❛  why does everything always have to be so complicated?  ❜ ❛  why should i believe you now when you've told nothing but lies?  ❜ ❛  why won't you just tell me what i did wrong?  ❜ ❛  will it ever stop hurting so much?  ❜ ❛  will you go out on a date with me?  ❜ ❛  will you just shut up and kiss me already?  ❜ ❛  will you please text me when you get home safely?  ❜ ❛  you're completely out of your element here, aren't you?  ❜

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LONGLEGS (2024) dir. Osgood Perkins

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☆ 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 𝗖𝗔𝗡 𝗕𝗘 𝗪𝗢𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥𝗙𝗨𝗟 • 𝘼𝙇𝙇 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙃𝘼𝙑𝙀 𝙏𝙊 𝘿𝙊 𝙄𝙎 𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙔 ☆

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amidst the VOUGHT annual christmas celebration gallery and GODU class rankings, there are two images blown out on the desktop. candid photos. the two of you mid laugh in one and posed with tipsy smiles in the other. each shot zoomed in on her nose. they're to the left of the screen while the search engine displays 𝙍𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙊𝙋𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙏𝙔 𝙉𝙀𝘼𝙍 𝙈𝙀 / 𝙇𝙔𝙈𝙋𝙃𝘼𝙏𝙄𝘾 𝘿𝙍𝘼𝙄𝙉𝘼𝙂𝙀 𝙄𝙉 𝙉𝙊𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙄𝙇𝙎. a clattering of books and a slam of a laptop follow your abrupt entrance. she resembles a HUSBAND caught in his study ! a TEEN rifling through personalized quizzes ! 𝙎𝙀𝙓𝙔 𝙎𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙇𝙀𝙎 𝙄𝙉 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘼 / 𝘼𝙈 𝙄 𝙂𝘼𝙔? though, her tabs are debatably MORE embarrassing. emily smiles meekly, cheeks TINGED pink with nerves, ‘ 𝙃𝙐𝙃 ?? 𝙤𝙝 ! 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙝 ! 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙞����𝙘𝙚 𝙞 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨. ’ head tilts, brows cinch. surely, you don't need her to READ someone's intentions when you can simply make the person FESS UP. your emotions are strange. a melting pot of agitation, lust and displaced anger, ‘ 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙢 ? 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙫𝙤𝙘𝙖𝙡 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙪𝙢 𝙝𝙞𝙢 ? ’

dorm door swings open ＆ valentina is up on her feet with the meanest scowl. ‘ 𝘶𝘮 -- 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯? @emot1ve, 𝘐 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘕𝘐𝘕𝘌 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘰. ’ class probably. just like she should have been. but she's not actually here to GRADUATE or anything. plus she has a deadline for a new single ＆ that matters WAY more than pretending to care about dramaturgy; if anything forcing her to take these stupid requirments is 𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗹𝘁 to her natural talents. she has her brows furrowed in ＆ her arms crossed over her chest when she approaches you. 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝘆𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲, she's not hostile. at least not for the time being. she relaxes her face, realizing that the more upset she looks THE MORE BOTOX SHE'LL NEED LATER. ‘ 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦. 𝘺𝘢 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘪𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰. ’

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☆ 𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗡𝗬. 𝟮𝟱 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗽𝘂𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗼 𝗿𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗽𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗲𝘀 𝗟𝗢𝗪 𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗜𝗧𝗬 ☆

𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝗮𝗺𝗽𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘁 ☆ 𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗺 𝗱𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 ☆ 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗹 ☆ 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗴