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Shout-out to this one sided krusie comic I made 1 year? 2 years ago?

Please don't come for me I love all the deltarune ships dearly. I simply wanted to explore the jealousy dynamic this situation could create with Kris 💔

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JUST FOUND OUT RALSEI HAS A UNIQUE RESPONSE IF U CHECK AFTER USING UNLEASH ON THE TITAN??? LOL

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Chapter 5, The Field of Pink and Gold

The vast garden is charred in an inferno of jealousy

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for some reason, "you can just do an art project" unlocked a realization that "you can just make art" wasn't able to access.

like yeah i know i can set aside an afternoon and sketch a still life.

but also i can, like. select a random marine creature from a hat and then research them and then spend a bit of time in the evenings and weekends over the course of a few weeks making a diorama.

or i can make an abstract sculpture out of scrap cardboard and masking tape, and then paper mache over it, and then paint it.

or i can draw something with markers and color it in with crayons.

i dunno why it took me so long to realize that, in the same way that i can revisit the games and hobbies that i enjoyed as a kid, and i can orchestrate "presentation parties" so my friends and i can flex our slideshow animation skills, i can also Make Art, Grade School Style (and not just Grownup Art/School Style)

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there's a fine line between being wary of manipulation and becoming completely paranoid because you get very close to the realisation that pretty much all human interaction involves doing things we hope will lead to a result we like

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I get to be more free as an adult than I ever did as a child and I think more kids need to know that. as a high schooler part of what made my depression so bad was being told over and over again that it was the most carefree time of my life. while I was trapped in an abusive home + amongst bullies at school + in a body that wasn’t right for me. opportunities to be carefree don’t end when you turn 18. you can be more you than ever as an adult and that’s such a gift. I know ‘it can get better’ is an annoying thing to see over and over when you’re as trapped as I was back then. and I know that if you’re still a kid you deserve to be free right this second. but it can and will get better and this is not where life stops being interesting. promise

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y'all it's about to get really fucking humid and hot

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Sketch dump

DELTARUNE man...

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See you next time!

ralsei my boy i feel so bad for him. Someone get this goat a bed

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o,o

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Hi I'm obsessed with Deltarune. Again. What can I say, this shit is great 😌 I love these three, cannot wait for chapter 5.

Please don't repost any of this to other platforms, thanks

Bonus art:

Please don't expect me to draw more, I probably will but only a few times. Don't subscribe for fanart, I beg you

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Got past about halfway in ch 4 and decided I hate my last post actually and that if he and the rest of them don’t get a happy ending then what’s even the point

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i like ralsei hes so regular and nothings going on with him

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For just a moment, you thought everything might be ok.

she made that poster for them teehee

I CANT DRAW FAST ENOUGH FOR HOW MANY IDEAS I GET AUUURGGAGAAAAA

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hey so can you just kill me with a hammer instead .

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i made a dumb little animation to understand the basics of aseprite

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the last thing you see after insulting susie