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homemade shit is the actual fucking worst like wtf is this..?

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5:55 am, can’t stop thinking about how perfect i’ll be.

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Hii how do you improve hair condition as someone w ed?

Kind of a hard one for me to answer. I’ve had fairly thick hair all my life, and pictured below is the product of just regular brush through (Roughly the size of my palm). I don’t lose as much as some of the other angels I’ve seen, and below is my hair routine.

my hair routine (fairly thick, “2A” waves)

You don't need an a million step process just to have nice hair. TikTok (specifically) is a goldmine of people lying to you. "FOMO" isn't real. It's all in your head and they put it there.

Double shampoo: I use a half and half shampoo and conditioner, so I wash my hair twice to get the most of both. It makes my scalp feel extra clean, and my hair extra shiny. It's the only thing I use on my hair other than dry shampoo occasionally. The simpler, the better.

Brush wet & let air dry: People say brushing your hair dry will damage it, but I really couldn’t care less if it saves me from knots. My hair is only wavy if I let it dry without brushing, but I prefer it straight anyways. I don’t put it up or anything while it’s drying because it gives me really awkward poof waves.

Never use heat (Or any harsh products): Heat with definitely kill your hair. Just don’t do it. Blow dryers, straighteners, curlers--nothing. Learn to love your natural hair and save yourself the trouble.

Repeat every two days

This probably wasn’t helpful at all, but whatever. If you need more answers there’s probably another ana girl with more experience who can help <3

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b0dy ch3ck!! (my image)

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just wanted to say a huge thank you to all the angels supporting this blog. i know it may not seem like much, but it’s only been a matter of days since i began posting. i believe in you!! (angel number + people irl finally starting to notice my weight loss <3)

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buying my fall/winter clothes in xs this year <3

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how it sounds when the hunger becomes a high

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i love when strangers on the internet tell me how pretty i am

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remind yourself what you’re working for.

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tip from an omad angel 🪽 (tw)

Collect shoe boxes to store food in. Pictured above is my collection. During the school year, breakfast isn’t an optional meal in my household. However, I am able to “eat” it in my bedroom. My excuse? I can get ready while I eat. Be sure to store everything in resealable bags so it doesn’t smell, the shoe boxes are just for show. My mornings are too busy for me to think about my breakfast after I put it away, so I suggest you create a strict schedule. Also, I store mine in the very corner of my closet with other random items so it doesn't stand out.

how to empty it:

When my stash is too full to store anything else, I have three ways to get rid of its contents. For the first one, you could just flush it down the toilet. I recommend doing this when you’re home alone, unless your family won’t question continuous flushing. For the second, if you have a personal garbage can in your room—which I heavily recommend—you can just empty it into your trash then take it to your garbage can outside. Finally, you could just dump it outside. Throw away any wrappers into your regular trash to make it look like you ate. Get a bowl, break everything into pieces, then toss the concoction somewhere other than your immediate lawn. This last method works for me because of the tall grass right next to my house that isn’t anyone’s property. If it’s easier and if you can, use your bedroom window to get in and out of the house.

If you're not usually the one who goes grocery shopping for your household, you can store food you usually eat in here too. (to make it look like you've been eating)

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it’s so over for you bitches.

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my omad tricks (tw: m34n$p0)

this is coming from someone who used to not be able to stop a binge no matter what. since early june of this year, i've been fasting for 23 hours straight with a one hour window where i have a single meal. i know how it feels to spend hours looking for tips and tricks, only to read the first few and immediately know it won't work for you, so i hope this helps. :)

Sleep as late into the day as possible: I like to use my bed rotting to my advantage. On the weekends or breaks, I usually sleep in until noon or later. By then, the only thing on my mind is getting up and starting my day, not breakfast or lunch. I saw a post a few days ago where someone trained their brain into thinking hungry=tired, so they took naps throughout the day. I liked that idea and thought I'd share in case you aren't able to sleep until noon. Maybe hungry could even mean it's time to get things like assignments and housework done.

Keep track of the c4l0r13s you consume (If you do end up binging): Just like on the scale, it hurts to watch those numbers go up. Maybe the more it hurts, the more it'll force you to actually try. (Only track the c4l0r13s you consume before your daily meal)

Watch 3D journey stories/analysis of characters with 3Ds: A very controversial one for the first part, I know. I find when someone is telling their story, they accidentally show their audience how they did it exactly. Maybe this is just too evil to include, but I will anyways. A similar yet less guilty-feeling option is to watch an analysis of a character with an 3D. Recently I found myself watching one on Cassie Ainsworth from Skins. Maybe this suggestion will make you spiral deeper into your d1s0rd3r, or maybe it'll make you come to your senses--but why would you want to stop? ;)

Look at the social media(s) of those you envy: Possibly another controversial one, but it works. I don't mean just looking at a stranger as th1n$p0, I mean someone you actually know. Just think for a moment, who do you truly envy in your life? They wouldn't be so superior to you once you're $k1nny, would they?

Make a list: If your family is anything like mine and often goes out to eat, it's always smart to have a pre-made list of low c4l0r13 swaps. Most of the time, I usually know where we're eating before we go, so I can just check my list. If for some reason you don't usually know where you're going, there is always some sort of "universal" dish on every menu. (Ex. salad without add-on's) This isn't really true for fast food places, so that's when the list comes in handy.

Always have the smallest portion possible: This rule goes for both eating at home or going out to eat. Always order/serve yourself the smallest portion, and always eat a single serving. Portion control is extremely important when trying to l0$3 w31ght. You can eat the healthiest food on earth and still g41n because you ate more than you needed.

Keep your mouth busy: If you're craving flavor, chew gum. If it's boredom hunger, make it a game to drink as many glasses of water as you can. You will have to take several bathroom breaks if you chose the water game, but it will be worth it if it means silencing the hunger. This option is definitely better for hands-free tasks, and I mainly use it when I'm watching something. School, work, or just completing tasks will be the best times to chew gum. This is because you're often too busy to get a new piece during these times, so the calories won't add up as fast. I'm not aware of any true zero c4l0r13 gum to recommend, so sugar-free will be the safest option. There are true zero c4l0r13 drinks with flavor, but I find that gum does a better job because you have to chew it.

Stay active: I like to walk circles around my room with music playing through my headphones. I do this on weekends or breaks, mostly because of weather, and going outside would risk people finding out about what I'm working for (Because I usually don’t go out).

Tell no one ;)

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intro post (tw)

block, don’t report. m1nor!

heyy, i'm L. here i post just whatever i'm thinking.

current stats:

height: 5’5” (≈168cm)

cw: 111-117lbs (≈50-53kg)

goals:

gw1: 100lbs (≈45kg)

gw2: 90lbs (≈41kg)

ugw: 85lbs (≈39kg)