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911: LONE STAR | TARLOS ↳ EVERY KISS (Season 1 -> Season 5)

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august - taylor swift

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The thing about TK Strand is that he doesn’t want anyone on earth to suffer the way he’s suffered, but he also wants everyone on earth to have the good things he has in his life.

He is so soft and gentle and comforting with patients in the field. He’s so instantly sad puppy eyes when anyone he loves is hurting, so desperate to try to fix and help and offer a shoulder. He was the first to say “this isn’t our place we shouldn’t be here” in the pilot when it seemed like Owen was going to swoop into a grieving community and tell them what to do. To say “I don’t care if you never tell your parents, I love you and I’m not going anywhere” to Carlos. He tried to save Marjan in the grain silo, he wanted to reassure the little boy who shot him, he welcomed Nancy into the friend group, he took Paul to a gay club. He’s so drawn like magnets to wounded horses and dogs with cancer and stick bugs who might get trampled. He wants so badly to just take care of everyone and for no one to ever have a cloudy day.

But then he’s also the biggest cheerleader for all his friends to find love like he has. He’s so willing to forgive people for their mistakes because of how many mistakes he made that he was forgiven for. He never gives up on people because people didn’t give up on him, he gives endless second and third and fourth chances because of all the chances he was given. He made peace with Judd, he had empathy for his mom even though he was hurt by her leaving, he can love both his dad and Enzo despite their flaws and failings, he shows Carlos endless grace when he stumbles.

So much of TK comes from him thinking either “I know what it is to hurt so I will do whatever I can to stop someone else from hurting”, or “I know what it is to be forgiven and given another chance so I will forgive and give second chances.”

He’s made of sunshine and I don’t know how we got so lucky to have him in this silly little show.

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tk strand in every episode 3.02: thin ice [1 of 2]

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9-1-1: Lone Star — 4.12 | “Swipe Left”

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some of my favorite mutuals post entirely about things that i do not understand or care about and our dms are barren like a desert. and yet the warmth of that big hot sun remains between us

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Sometimes!!!! I remember that Carlos hesitated just for a second when TK reached for his hand because he's overwhelmed and he'd just been talking about not touching TK because he wasn't able to consent to it

so TK drops his hand. And he gets this momentary kinda sad look on his face like he's thinking 'okay. I hurt him. He doesn't love me anymore and that's okay.' And then Carlos has to reach down to scoop TK's hand up off the mattress.

Idk why this little detail scratches my brain so much but!!! she do.

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CARLOS REYES IN EVERY 911: LONE STAR EPISODE (2020 —)

1.02 → yee-haw

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inspiration saturday

Mentally I’m in autumn

tagging @reyesstrand @paperstorm @emsprovisions @alrightbuckaroo @heartstringsduet @carlos-in-glasses @theghostofashton @whatsintheboxmh + open tag!!

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Natacha Karam as Marjan Marwani 9-1-1: Lone Star » 1x01: Pilot

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Paul Strickland and Mateo Chavez in 911 Lone Star 1x03 “Texas Proud”

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a feel like the new generation of fanfic readers NEED to understand that clicking on a fic (interaction) does nothing. ao3 has no algorithm. your private discord discussions of fic do not reach the authors. if you do not actively engage with writers they will stop posting. this isn’t social media this is community.

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good afternoon 😭

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one of the most frustrating things about getting a job is that after you go through the absolute hellscape that is applying and interviewing and you finally prove yourself worthy of having employment, you'll end up in the workforce and realise that 90% of the people with jobs are not actually very good at them. so like why was all of that even so hard

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I see you checked "Yes" on having a history with drug or alcohol abuse.

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TK (Season 1) + social media posts