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Lorna Jowett, “Purgatory with Color TV: Motel Rooms as Liminal Zones in Supernatural,” from TV Goes to Hell: An Unofficial Road Map of Supernatural

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supernatural | lucie brock-broido | anne sexton

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The Builders And Butchers - Barcelona.

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speechless. the pose. the expression. this should be a painting.

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The Road Gets Tough (I Don’t Know Why) - Dean Winchester, soundtracked exclusively by Lana del Rey 

Carmen - “She says ‘You don’t wanna be like me/Don’t wanna see all the things I’ve seen.’“

Born to Die - “Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry/Sometimes love is not enough/And the road gets tough, I don’t know why.”

Ride - “I’ve been traveling too long […]/ I drive fast/I am alone at midnight/Been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble/But I’ve got a war in my mind/So I just ride.”

Change - “Maybe by the time summer’s done/I’ll be able to be honest, capable of holdin’ you in my arms without letting you fall.”

Love Song - “Now I’m here with you, and I would like to think that you would stick around/You know that I’d just die to make you proud.”

13 Beaches - “It hurts to love you, but I still love you/It’s just the way I feel/And I’d be lying if I kept hiding/The fact that I can’t deal/And that I’ve been dying/For something real.”

Cinnamon Girl - “There’s things I wanna say to you, but I’ll just let you live/Like if you hold me without hurting me/You’ll be the first who ever did.”

Dark Paradise - “Every time I close my eyes/It’s like a dark paradise/No one compares to you/I’m scared that you/Won’t be waiting on the other side.”

Get Free - “Sometimes it feels like I’ve got a war in my mind/I want to get off, but I keep ridin’ the ride/I never really noticed that I had to decide/To play someone’s game or live my own life.”

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the d in dean stands for darling dearest dead if you care

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Who would say something like that about their brother I'm serious 😭

why didnt you bond over the fact that you both inadvertently killed your girlfriends.......

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Wow this is agony

MYSTERY  SPOT   aired 11 years ago  on  valentine’s  day  .

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Somewhere along the line I knew there'd be girls, visions, everything; somewhere along the line the pearl would be handed to me.

―  On the Road

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Supernatural 03x11 advice please follow it worked

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“their relationship is too deep to be sexual” what’s deeper than dick in hole. please tell me

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Oldest kid curse

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that C-minus lay line is so funny cos what happened to “Dean? ‘the best night of my life’ Dean?”. did he stop being a good lay after hell

what did you think they tortured down there

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Wow this is agony thank you

guys, sam never got to watch dean grow old. yeah he saw him as an old man under that witch curse but that's not the same. he didn't get to see it happen, on purpose, over years. dean was still dean but just in an older body - who would dean be when he was 56? 66? 76? would he live that long, would he have lived longer? would dean had outlived sam, if it were only time and old age and a life well lived that were the ones deciding? who would he have been if the years had been longer, kinder, how would he have changed, stayed the same? would sam had noticed or would it have been like his own reflection, that one day he was looking in the mirror and he was 23 and dark with grief but he was young and he was determined and then he woke up and he was older, so much, older like it was only overnight and there was grey in his beard, crows feet at the corners of his eyes, a tiredness that didn't fade? sometimes he closes his eyes and he sees him, like he's standing right there, just out of reach, and he can still see him so perfectly even if the sound and smell and feel of him fades over time, he never forgets what he looks like and so he closes his eyes and sees his brother but his brother at 18 and it was terrifying to ever think they were both that young; then he was 26 and sam was looking at him from the passenger seat on a highway in california and he was breathless cause he never thought it would be like this again; then he's 22 at that bus stop and he's not asking him to stay and sam is hoping he will, hoping he'll say anything at all, just one thing and sam won't go, he swears to himself he won't; then dean is 28 and he's 32 and then he's 14 and then he's 37 and he's every age and he never changes, he's always just been dean. and then, like it happened overnight, there's the crows feet. the grey hairs. sam hardly believes he made it, that they both made it, long enough that he got to see it, even just a small part of it.

would dean's hair have gone grey and then white slowly, or all at once? would he have stooped over in his old age, would his hands have been covered in sun spots and darkened freckles, would the laugh lines have been etched into his face, would his eyes have stayed that vibrant and bright and green? sam never gets to know, he can only imagine it, let his dreams take him to that point and no further, for the dean that can only exist in his head to catch up to every year sam lives, and each time sam has to create him anew. he can only guess who dean could be as he gets further and further from the dean he knew. and it never feels right, like he's missing some specific, necessary detail that will finally make it perfect, it always feels lacking, a bad facsimile of his brother, that whoever he makes in his mind will finally feel like dean. he spends forty years wondering who would be looking back at him if the world had been kinder. if he had been allowed to have it.

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- Michael Cunningham, “The Hours”