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so i'll stick to making unkempt beds you never set foot in while you go find a love that doesn't feel like breaking

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it has been a while since i have tasted your lips. it is good, i do not wish to kiss poison again

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your burning love consumes and melts my wax heart entirely do you not see the way you love me, kills me?

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even love, it seems, dies.

only to be born again, a true phoenix that lives in the cages of our beating hearts

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i have never moved on and neither do I wish to.

to move on is to forget, but why would I ever want to forget how unforgettable we were?

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We feel safe in all the wrong places, most at home in flames.

Kemi Alabi, "Theory of Plate Tectonics" from Against Heaven

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i wish i could kiss you one last time. not because i miss your lips, but so that the next time i kiss someone, i can compare them to see if they are better than yours

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but how can this be? I look at the mirror only to see you staring back at me

— how do you enter from my nightmares to dreamy reality?

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you turn me into a phoenix choking on her own ashes as they try to bury my love in vain

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you taste like blood on my salted wounds while I smelt like the weeping blood beneath your knuckles

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it was seasonal summer love, no wonder it froze us to death in the winter

[enby-panick]

falling for you

in all the wrong places

listening to empty

words sans actions

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i listen to your songs still, even though they burn my mind like memories on fire

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your love was killing me, so i left.

not because i was afraid of death, but because i had no intention of turning you into a murderer

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oh thieving lover of mine, forgiving you for stealing my heart does not mean trusting you with it again

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so this is love— a bruise so tenderly inflicted that it never fades away

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i left you the same way i loved you — on purpose