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Me writing Oz fic:

[sticks them in a closet]

[sticks them in a closet]

[private room work detail break]

[sticks them in a closet]

[sticks them in a closet]

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When i tell you lesboy discourse is just the same chronically online discourse as hesbian / nb lesbian discourse i'm being so fucking fr. its always "no yr too masc/not femme enuf 2 b a lesbian" like wow love the T ERF rhetoric, can we let lesbians live now

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the gaybian experience is being a lesbian for like your whole life long and then the t4t mlm appeal that you thought you were safe from hits you like a bus and now you're even more queerly complicated than before

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rpf writers are truly tha most talented bitches around.

the "source material" is scattered social media posts, niche interviews from four years ago, features on some Youtuber's side channel and the openly-disclaimered acceptance that writing "in character" can only ever be an extrapolation of a public persona.

to be a public figure itself is a kind of fiction. the glimpses we see and come to "know" are half-truths built on versions of people who may exist only in the time capsule of that interview or scrap of content.

and yet, you get writers churning out the most devastating, highly specific, detailed love letters to the theorized inner emotional lives of real actual people who exist and yet definitely never exactly the way those writers imagine it. but the intimate effort expended to try to recreate even a refracted glimpse of who they might be is truly so admirable. it's next level. it takes such care and affection to rebuild the factual scraps of someone's life into a fictional mosaic purely for the joy of it.

and then doing all of that to write two homies boinking it sloppy style... incredible

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And it is so funny cuz those people are already constantly getting blackash from being rpf shippers and then the kicked dogs invent new dogs to kick. Get a grip fr

If you think the "shipping members from a found family" discourse is annoying, it's because you haven't seen the rpf version yet

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If you think the "shipping members from a found family" discourse is annoying, it's because you haven't seen the rpf version yet

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based on this post

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Omg, this is so beautiful 😭😭😭

Ok, so instead of writing today, I did this!

They were a little small to be on their own (the stitching looks nicer with more pages :P)

So I combined @imposterzoe "She knows" series with @enbyman "Like oil and water (Is it really like that?" And then added "Temptation" and "Equilibrium" by each respective author.

Why? Cause I like those fics and because I could!! So, yeah! Not really on theme, but whatever!

Here are the links to the fics, on the off chance that someone hasn't read them!

https://archiveofourown.org/series/4855954

https://archiveofourown.org/works/67251892

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63310120

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CW: Pet grief.

So.....my dog died. I had once mentioned that she had an incurable disease and that euthanasia was probably the only option. I didn't expect it to be so soon, so fast, and so immediate, but she was suffering a lot. There really was no other option.

I feel.....numb, I guess? I was kind of already prepared and I had already shed tears before it happened, so it's kind of not a shock or anything now. Besides the numbness, I only feel slight twinges of pain every now and then, every time I remember that an essential part of my routine is no longer with us......it's complicated and difficult to digest, and the worst part is that I don't even feel like I can grieve properly, because people don't understand that the death of a pet can stop our world. I don't want to leave home. I don't want to go to college. I don't want to continue my week. I just want time to learn how to exist without her in my life.

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Don't you see that? If this shit spreads through your body, then everybody's going to know the truth. And by then, it'll be too late to save your life.

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If anyone here has a kink for paying for all my tattoos hmu

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there really is something about relationships between two people that are simultaneously relationships between three people (or more). you can interpret that however you want. secret identity love squares. two people but one of them is haunted by another person. two people but both of them are haunted by the same person. someone is possessed. literally just a throuple. when there's just two people in the room but they always carry someone else along with them. Something about it.

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Harold and Maude, 1971

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Harold and Maude, 1971, dir. Hal Ashby

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The two best reasons to ship anything are:

1.Incredible deep and detailed narrative themes. The parallels that seem to hit just right, the narrative foils that they can be to each other, the intricate dynamic that's both extremely complex and easily understood. The juxtaposition between something that's harsh and undoubtedly toxic, with the softer undertones, the parts where you read in-between the lines and find a mutual feeling of loneliness from both parts, their intrinsic understanding of each other comes from the mere fact that they're each others mirrored reflections and shadows. In the end both sides will be together forever, and you as an audience can clearly see their tragedy laid out before in a path that blurs pure anguish and tender romance

2.It would be so fucking funny

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No results button, answer or languish in uncertainty.

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BABES WAKE UP.

NEW YINWAR SERIES DROPPED