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ઉ 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗈𝗋 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀 𝗂𝖿 𝗎 𝗌𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗈𝗋 𝗎𝗌𝖾 — 𝖿𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝗆𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 

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Valladolid player tried to disturb judebappé 😤 father Rüdiger was there to protect the kids 👊🏾

Kyky's hand 😮‍💨

Bro chose death 👺

Let the kids finish the kiss huh 🙄

Can't tell now, Jude ignored kyky 😏 Jude assist to kyky goal is everything

The way he jumped 🤣 look at my Rodrygo smiling 🥹

Kykyta is pregnant with triplets 😅😹

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~ Whitney Hanson

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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To The Substitute Art Teacher - Jordan Bolton

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whatever was left, that was ours for a while.

sunrise - louise glück

LizzieOrmian.redbubble.com

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Museum Hours (2012), Dir. Jem Cohen

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I'm always so stressed when I am at the hospital 🥲

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09.01.2023

Today's study spot is a coffe shop near our house. Would have stayed here during boards if this existed.

Now prepaeing for pre-residency examinations 🥺😄.

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Sad ghost club

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Ahhhh hello!

Updates on my life: I finished medical school and passed the Philippine Physician Licensure Examination. Essentially, I’m a doctor now (except, I have no official license yet c/o the regulation commission taking a bit longer than expected). Al this means I am jobless.

Good thing though, there is nothing I wanted to do after everything except take a breather, take slower, more mindful steps towards where I’m headed career-wise and as a person facing the next 2/3 of her life.

Anyway, I have realized in the past few weeks that I am actually having a difficult time to rest. I don’t know how to anymore. My mind, societal pressure, and insecurities are constantly telling me to go look for a job and do something. Honestly, I think the best set-up for me is really moonlighting. Only accepting jobs that will not take up my whole week, such that I can get enough rest time in between.

There are many struggles I am facing right now, especially when it comes to how I view myself. First, my body is a lot different from how it used to be. In short, I became fat again, no thanks to all the stresses of internship year and boards preparation. I wrestle with it each night, just before going to sleep, as I feel the excess fat in my belly droop down and touch the bed as I get into my sleeping position (sideways). Second, I struggle with the idea of what type of doctor I want to be. I used to think it was pretty straightforward, I didn’t realize there are all sorts of doctors out there. Lastly and relatedly, I am discerning whether I really belong in the hospital environment as I feel like vomiting each time I am there. 

Thank you for reading about my short summary. I wish to reopen this blog so I can deal with my thoughts in writing. 

P.S. What about the vlog above? Well they are just two of my favorite vloggers coming together for something meaningful and gratefully I can enjoy.

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from Autopsy by Donte Collins

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You know that Ada Limón poem where she’s like “i can’t help it i love the way men love”? my dad recently confessed to me that he became a shoemaker because they buried my grandma shoeless

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— 15.8.22

a while has passed since i’ve posted on this account but lately i’ve been missing tumblr (i’m active on my personal accs tho) so i may start posting here again

i’m starting a new semester soon and i’m switching my minor from english to gender studies so you’ll be getting both study content and book content

so if you are a bookblr or a studyblr come say hi to me! especially my old mutuals, tell me what you’ve been up to!!