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Dreams

This is the (3rd) Third Dream I will be Sharing. The first 2 were titled, 'Husband' and 'Demon'. If you found this post, I hope you share yours too and feel free to translate whatever my dreams says (I really need someone to interpret this one). ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ 'Murder'

I once had a dream where, upon realizing it, I decided to not follow its supposed happening... after all, what's the point of having control over my dreams, right?

I found myself in a classroom setting, amidst a lecture. While everyone else was focusing in the lesson, I found myself observing the surroundings. The room resembled one from my grade school days - a large blackboard at the front adorned with pictures of our president and the crucifix, wooden chairs scattered about, and a sewing machine tucked away in the corner.

The uniforms were different, a light blue with pink collars for the girls and yellow slacks for the boys, a peculiar combination indeed.

The class seemed to end abruptly, and in the blink of an eye, I was walking along a deserted street. Tall trees lined one side, while houses and stores populated the other. The sun was setting, casting an eerie glow over the scene. As I approached a barricaded area, a piercing scream of a cat shattered the area. Being a lover of cats, I couldn't ignore it. Rushing to the source of the noise, I discovered two boys that went to the same school as me (based on their uniforms). They were tormenting a helpless feline.

"HEY, STOP THAT! YOU'RE HURTING IT," I exclaimed.

Their response was callous. "SO WHAT? WE'D KILL THIS IF WE WANT TO," one of them retorted.

"GET YOUR NOSE OUT OF THIS OR WE WILL KILL YOU TOO," added the other.

BANGGGGGG

The poor cat was flung by the boy with the unbuttoned uniform.

"HEY, STOP IT!!!" I rushed to the cat's side, checking on its condition. Though still breathing, it gasped for air as if enduring prolonged torture.

"YOU MORON! I SAID STAY OUT OF THIS!!"

Suddenly, I felt a strong grip on my hair, yanking me away and striking my head with a baseball bat. I collapsed to the ground, unable to rise.

"AFTER THIS CAT, WE WILL KILL YOU," one of them threatened.

As they closed in on the cat with a saw in hand, I shut my eyes, unable to bear witnessing its demise. The next sound I heard was its pitiful cry, followed by silence. Opening my eyes, I saw its lifeless body lying in two pieces on the ground. Anger surged within me as the perpetrators laughed and advanced toward me, contemplating my fate.

I had entertained thoughts of vengeance within my dream, believing it would grant me strength in reality. As one of them moved to grab me, I sprang into action, delivering a powerful punch to his face and gouging out the other's left eye. What followed was gruesome - I tore their bodies apart and cast them into a corner. Standing beside the deceased cat, I buried it with reverence.

And there, my dream came to an end... or... I just don't want to continue the next thing that happened ... ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ This dream had me thinking I had really committed murder when I woke up. Luckily, it was just a dream. Honestly, I can't believe I had the guts to do it even if it was just a dream. P.S. The image that I inserted is just AI generated.

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Dreams

I just recently wanted to post online every dream I had and this is the second one that I wanted to post, the first one is 'Husband'. If you found this post, I hope you share yours too and feel free to translate whatever my dreams says. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ 'Demon'

I will never forget this dream because it marks the first time I experienced sleep paralysis.

I found myself in the center of nothingness, devoid of furniture or any sign of life. It was silent except for a soft, rhythmic beeping - 'beep' 'beep' - reminiscent of a lifeline machine in a hospital. Suddenly, the scene shifted to a hospital ward.

In real life, my friend was scheduled for an operation the next morning, and in this dream, I saw her lying in bed. As I observed, a dark shadow began to show above her. I tried to picture it, but my eyes failed me, closing involuntarily instead of just squinting.

When I opened my eyes again, a demon loomed over her! It appeared as a shadow, devoid of the typical horns and tails we associate with such beings, but its bloodshot eyes were unmistakable. Its focus seemed fixed on my friend, and I shouted, 'Stay away from her!'

The demon turned its attention towards me, flying at me and pinning me to the floor. It had no words, but I could clearly see its features up close - its skin resembling a charred log. Growls emanated from it as it smiled maniacally. I struggled to free myself but found my body immobilized.

Desperate to get out of this dream, I managed to glimpse my room with half-closed eyes, still fighting against the 'demon's' grip. It whispered to me, its voice husky and barely comprehensible, 'I will take you as a replacement for your friend.' Though I couldn't speak, I refused to surrender. 'Lord, please help me,' I silently pleaded.

'You cannot win,' it taunted.

'Rebuke,' I thought desperately.

'In Jesus's name! I rebuke you, evil!!'

"REBUKEEEE!!"

With that cry, I finally spoke and woke up from the terrifying nightmare, waiting anxiously for the sun to rise.

Since that experience, I've had numerous episodes of sleep paralysis. Each one brought its own horrors - from a grim reaper seeking to claim my soul to other malevolent entities. Yet, with each encounter, I grew more resilient. I can now say I am well-experienced and unafraid of facing it again in the future. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ This happened during my darkest times in high school, and so far, this is the dream that felt the most real to me. I checked on my friend the next day, and her mom said her operation was a success. And this year, 2024... she's now healthy and living her best life. P.S. The image that I inserted is not really how the demon in my dream looks like—it is just AI-generated.

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Dreams

I've treasured every dream I've had, and happily, I don't forget them like most people do. I can even control them as I please. However, lately, I haven't been dreaming much. I stumbled upon my old writings about past dreams, and perhaps from now on, I'll start sharing every dream I have. What's yours? I wanna know too. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ 'Husband'

Oh... I just remembered! Once, I dreamed of a guy saving me from attempted rape.

In my dream, I was applying for a job, and later on, I was hired in a fast-food restaurant called McDonald's. I was thrilled; it was my first job, and in my dream, I was paid well. But... the place was a bit eerie. Instead of being bustling with happy children in the playroom area and families stopping by after a shopping haul, it was so quiet... so eerily quiet! People just stopped by to look at the menu then left without ordering anything, no cars in the drive-thru, and children cried upon entering the place. I think it was because the area was secluded and away from any other establishments.

Wait.

There were no other buildings or houses nearby at all! Just cars passing through the highway, and I hadn't seen a single animal. I can't remember how many crew members were there, but I think I asked one of them why this branch was located here, but I didn't get any replies. Nonetheless, I was still happy; I was aware that I was in a dream and could actually control it, but I let things play out like a movie.

It was my second week, and that morning, the environment was getting dark as I arrived at the branch to open it. To my shock, it was already open. "I thought I was supposed to open it?" I took a step forward, but I froze. The image of my real-life boyfriend suddenly flashed in my mind. I shrugged it off, thinking I was just missing him. As I went inside, there were people, which was new; having real customers was unusual.

I called for my crewmates, but there were no answers. The people were getting annoyed by my calls, and they all turned to me. "Hey! You look fresh." "Why don't we play?" In a flash, the area went dark, but the silhouettes of these people were still visible. Someone grabbed my ankle and pulled me down. I tried to kick the face of whoever was grabbing me while tightening my grip on the floor because it was now pulling me further into the darkness. "Will you give us some time to have fun?" "I will pay you thrice." I couldn't talk, I couldn't move, but they couldn't grab me further either. I thought I was having a nightmare, but I knew I could wake myself up if I wanted to. I felt like giving up and seeing what would happen next, but someone held my hand and pulled me into the light, and suddenly, I was out of the restaurant.

"Are you okay?" someone asked me.

I looked at the person, but I didn't remember how he looked, but I knew it was a guy. "Yes, thank you for pulling me out."

"It's okay. This isn't the first time you've thanked me."

"Huh? I'm sure I haven't met you before. Even in real life. Maybe you're someone that I've forgotten to remember. May I know your name?"

"You thanked me for coming into your life. I am your husband."

My eyes widened, and I got excited.

"Roquito!" (the name of my real-life boyfriend)

"Huh? No! I am not him... I am asdjskdhakf" Huh?

"But you - Roquito is my boyfriend? We promised to marry each other."

"No... no... I am not him. You will never gonna marry him."

"But why-"

Then just like that, I woke up. It was already 7 am, and the annoying sun rays were entering the room.

This dream happened in 2019, when the pandemic struck, and because of that, everyone was in quarantine. So, I hadn't seen him in a while. I shared this dream with him, and he concluded that I was just missing him. Now, it's already January 2022, and my boyfriend and I are still together. So, I guess that dream means I was just missing this guy I'm with today. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

This is just a few of the dreams I had and which made me still so curious till this day. It's already 2024 and the real-life boyfriend that I mentioned, we're still together so I doubt there's some meaning behind this dream. P.S. The image that I inserted is not really how the husband in my dream looks like—it is just AI-generated.