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sentence   starters   based   on   w.   eno’s   thom   pain   ( based   on   nothing ).   adjust   as   needed.   

❝ your throat must be getting dry from all the things you’ll never say. ❞

❝ i’m no good at magic but i can do a disappearing act. ❞

❝ who am i, now? what difference does it make? ❞

❝ some things are really not ours to decide. ❞

❝ you hurt me. i bled into the night. ❞

❝ we have an understanding, unknown to us both. ❞

❝ there is no reason for you not to be afraid. ❞

❝ shall i stroke your cheek, gently - almost not at all - and bring you a glass of cold water in the restless humid night? ❞

❝ you’ll see me soon enough, i suspect. ❞

❝ i might be better off if i’d gone with my heart. ❞

❝ au revoir, bitch. pardon my french. ❞

❝ find romance in the aisles of all-night stores. ❞

❝ in a world full of difference, i see none between you and me. ❞

❝ think of me, fucking around with your life. try to smile. ❞

❝ the thought of you doesn’t disgust me that much. ❞

❝ isn’t it wonderful, how we never recover? ❞

❝ this makes me act out; lash out. or lash in. ❞

❝ maybe i was born with a little headache. ❞

❝ sometimes i look off somewhere, expecting something i want to see. ❞

❝ you are brave and true and reckless. ❞

❝ my life to this point was mishap after mishap. ❞

❝ try to be brave. try to be someone else. ❞

❝ every night spent in the body is a fitful night. ❞

❝ just remember the simple humanity before you. ❞

❝ when did your childhood end? ❞

❝ we’ll all made similar mistakes. ❞

❝ you really are very forgiving. ❞

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#i can relate

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STARTER CALL for Evan !!

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STARTER CALL for Apocalypse !!

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STARTER CALL for Evan !!

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❝ I understand there’s a difference technically between vine and tiktok but spiritually ? Unclear…. ❞

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evan’s most earnest attempt at looking like a villain

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*   ‘ 𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍  𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒 ’  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .

all  quotes  are  taken  from  the  book  hidden  bodies  by  caroline  kepnes .   the  second  book  in  the  you  series .

(   WARNING :   some  quotes  are  graphic   &   include  mentions  of  murder ,   death ,   &   may  contain  strong  language !   )

‘  it  is  possible  to  know  people .  they  show  you  who  they  are .  you  just  have  to  be  looking .  ’

‘  we  all  get  our  hearts  broken .  ’

‘  to  be  alive  is  to  do  it  again .  to  love  is  to  risk  everything .  ’

‘  the  real  horror  of  my  life  is  not  that  i’ve  killed  some  terrible  people .  ’

‘  the  real  horror  is  that  the  people  i’ve  loved  didn’t  love  me  back .  ’

‘  the  real  horror  of  my  life  is  not  that  i’ve  killed  some  terrible  people .  the  real  horror  is  that  the  people  i’ve  loved  did  not  love  me  back .  ’

‘  love  is  kind ,  love  is  patient ,  but  also ,  mainly ,  above  all  –  yes  –  love  is  perverted .  ’

‘  there  is  nothing  more  terrifying  than  realizing  the  one  who  knows  you  best  loves  you  least ,  pities  you  even .  ’

‘  a  book  lets  you  choose  how  much  of  the  blood  you  want  to  see .  a  book  gives  you  the  permission  to  see  the  story  as  you  want ,  as  your  mind  directs .  ’

‘  memories  are  all  the  same  at  their  core .  it’s  just  us  trying  to  keep  each  other  alive .  the  best  parts  anyway .  ’

‘  your  skin  is  a  waste  of  space  because  there’s  no  heart  inside  of  you .  ’

‘  i  can’t  stand  the  way  you  make  me  feel  so  good ,  like ,  better  than  i  ever  felt ,  and  then  you  tear  it  all  away ,  like  deep  down ,  you  don’t  want  me  to  be  happy .  ’

‘  the  girl  at  the  register  winked  and  said  she’s  also  a  big  fan  of  ‘ fifty  shades ’  and  this  is  what  has  become  of  our  society .  fucking  and  killing  are  the  same  damn  thing .  ’

‘  you  can  love  someone  all  you  want ,  but  you  can’t  go  into  their  past  and  become  part  of  their  formative  years .  ’

‘  i  wish  it  were  socially  acceptable  to  brandish  a  knife .  ’

‘  just  eat  it  and  shit  it  and  be  done  and  don’t  feel  special  cause  you  eat  that  shit  with  someone  because  in  the  end  we  all  shit  alone .  ’

‘  you  are  not  burdened  with  a  sensitive  heart .  yours  just  beats .  ’

‘  we  don’t  care ,  you  know ?  do  whatever .  chill  out .  be  gay .  be  straight .  i  mean ,  what  is  the  big  deal ?  we’re  all  gonna  die  anyway ,  you  know ?  who  wants  to  spend  their  precious  life  hating ?  ’

‘  this  town  is  full  of  places  to  hide  a  body ,  but  when  the  person  inside  the  body  doesn’t  love  you ,  it’s  not  an  easy  thing ,  turning  that  breathing  person  into  a  bad  one .  ’

‘  there  is  nothing  remarkable  about  this  ‘ guac ’ ,  about  any  ‘ guac ’ ,  and  california  needs  to  calm  the  fuck  down .  ’

‘  you  wasted  my  heart ,  my  time .  ’

‘  i  don’t  like  this  culture  of  reading  a  book  and  spitting  out  an  immediate  reaction .  ’

‘  there  is  no  such  thing  as  a  one - night  stand .  sometimes ,  what  you  do  for  one  night  destroys  your  future .  ’

‘  do  i  speak  english ?  no ,  but  i  speak  cunt !  ’

‘  it’s  not  the  past  if  it’s  not  finished .  ’

‘  it  would  be  nice  to  have  something  alive  to  hold  on  to  right  now ,  something  to  love  me ,  something  with  a  beating  heart  that  i  can  feel ,  something  to  be  with  me  as  i  sit  here ,  in  hell ,  trying  to  figure  it  out .  ’

‘  i  gave  her  as  much  as  i  had .  ’

‘  there  is  something  wrong  with  me .  ’

‘  i’m  like  an  asshole  in  a  sitcom  who  learns  the  same  fucking  lesson  every  week  and  this  is  my  life .  ’

‘  all  of  life  is  slightly  dependent  on  magic .  so  is  death .  ’

‘  i  go  over  the  mistake  in  my  head  a  dozen  times  a  day .  ’

‘  the  key  to  life  is  to  believe  in  something  that  matters ,  something  big  and  beautiful ,  something  more  profound  than  fame ,  money .  ’

‘  just  be  in  it .  you  earned  it .  ’

‘  i  am  done  with  all  that .  and  i  will  not  let  my  past  dictate  my  future .  ’

‘  somewhere  along  the  way  you  broke  your  own  heart  and  without  a  heart  you  can’t  get  better .  ’

‘  you’re  not  a  good  killer .  obviously .  ’

‘  i’m  relaxed  just  knowing  that  he’s  going  to  be  dead  soon .  ’

‘  your  life  is  supposed  to  expand .  your  bed  is  supposed  to  have  enough  room  for  someone  else  and  when  that  someone  comes  along ,  it’s  your  job  to  let  them  in .  ’

‘  he  became  a  cop  because  of  the  simplicity  of  the  uniform ;  you  don’t  have  to  think  about  what to  wear  every  day .  ’

‘  being  together  is  the  best  feeling  in  the  world ,  better  than  sex ,  better  than  a  red  convertible  or  that  first  ‘ i love you ’ .  ’

‘  i  can’t  stand  the  idea  of  being  asleep  and  missing  one  second  of  our  life  together .  ’

‘  the  best  role  models  can  be  the  worst  role  models .  ’

‘  life  is  cruel  and  the  word  ‘ love ’  shouldn’t  be  plastered  all  over  the  fucking  place .  ’

‘  we  are  perfect  together  and  i  am  better  for  knowing  you .  ’

‘  when  you  are  in  love  you  listen .  ’

‘  it’s  true  what  they  say  about  happiness .  if  you  approach  life  from  a  place  of  gratitude ,  you’re  more  apt  to  enjoy  things .  ’

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FROZEN   II   OST   SENTENCE   STARTERS  .

“   this   will   all   make   sense   when   we   are   older  .   ” “   one   day ,   when   we’re   old   and   wise ,   we’ll   look   back   and   realise   that   these   were   all   completely   normal   events  !   ” “   we’ll   have   all   the   answers   when   we’re   older  …   like   why   we’re   in   this   dark   and   creepy   [  LOCATION  ]  .   ” “   in   a   couple   years ,   these   will   seem   like   childish   fears  !   ” “   this   isn’t   bad ,   it’s   good  !   ” “   growing   up   means   adapting  .   ” “   when   i’m   more   mature ,   i’ll   feel   totally   secure  …   being   watched   by   something  …   with   a   creepy ,   creepy   face   —   ?!   ” “   [   TERRIFIED   SCREAMING   ]   ” “   there’s   no   need   to   be   terrified   or   tense  !   ” “   when   you’re   older ,   absolutely   everything   will   make   sense  .   ” “   i   follow   you   around  .   i   always   have  .   ” “   i   don’t   know   anymore   what   is   true  .   ” “   i’m   all   alone  .   ” “   i   won’t   look   too   far   ahead ;   it’s   too   much   for   me   to   take  .   ” “   it’s   clear   that   nothing   will   ever   be   the   same   again  .   ” “   you   are   lost  .   hope   is   gone  .   but   you   must   go   on  .   ” “   people   will   beat   you   and   curse   you   and   cheat   you  !   every   one   of   them’s   bad  …   except   you  .   ” “   every   inch   of   me   is   trembling  .   ” “   something   is   familiar  …   ” “   i   can   sense   you   there  .   ” “   it   feels   like   i   am   home  .   ” “   you   have   secrets   too  .   ” “   you   don’t   have   to   hide  …   ” “   show   yourself  .   ” “   i’ve   been   dying   to   meet   you  .   ” “   are   you   the   one   i’ve   been   looking   for   all   of   my   life  ?   ” “   i’ve   never   felt   so   certain  .   ” “   all   my   life   i’ve   been   torn  .   ” “   i   have   always   been   so   different  .   ” “   i’m   no   longer   trembling  !   ” “   you   are   the   answer   i’ve   waited   for   all   of   my   life  .   ” “   come   to   me ,   now  .   ” “   don’t   make   me   wait   one   moment   more  !   ” “   come ,   my   darling  .   ” “   step   into   your   power  .   ” “   i’m   always   left   behind ,   wondering   if   i   should   follow  …   ” “   is   this   what   it   feels   like   to   be   growing   apart  ?   ” “   when   did   i   become   the   one   who’s   always   chasing   your   heart  ?   ” “   i’ll   wait   for   a   sign   that   i’m   your   path  …   ‘cause   you   are   mine  .   ” “   some   things   never   change  .   ” “   some   things   never   change ,   like   the   feel   of   your   hand   in   mine  !   ” “   some   things   stay   the   same  —   like   how   we   get   along   just   fine  !   ” “   some   things   never   change  …   like   how   i’m   holding   on   tight   to   you  .   ” “   i’m   really   bad   at   planning   these   things   out  .   ” “   maybe   you   should   leave   all   the   romantic   stuff   to   me  .   ” “   some   things   never   change ,   like   the   love   that   i   feel   for   you  .   ” “   but   if   i   commit ,   and   i   go   for   it ,   i’ll   know   what   to   say   and   do  !   ” “   is   something   coming  ?   ” “   i’m   not   sure   i   want   things   to   change   at   all  .   ” “   you   turn   around   and   the   time   has   flown  .   ” “   some   look   for   trouble ,   while   others   don’t  .   ” “   i’ve   had   my   adventure  .   i   don’t   need   something   new  .   ” “   there’s   part   of   me   that   longs   to   go   into   the   unknown  .   ” “   what   do   you   want  ?   ” “   every   day’s   a   little   harder  .   ” “   can   you   show   me  ?   ”

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AVENGERS: ENDGAME SENTENCE STARTERS.   feel free to change pronouns   /   change the sentence(s) to your liking.  for multi-muses,  specify who you’re sending the meme(s) to  /  who you’re sending the meme(s) from.

‘  __ told me to come save you.  ’ ‘  __,  can you hear me?  ’ ‘  and i needed you.  as in past tense.  ’ ‘  are you here about the cable?  ’ ‘  aren’t you drunk enough already?  ’ ‘  as long as there are those who remember what was,  there will always be those who cannot accept what can be.  ’ ‘  be careful.  ’ ‘  can you see?  ’ ‘  careful with that thing.  ’ ‘  define lunch or be disintegrated.  ’ ‘  don’t care.  couldn’t care less.  goodbye.  ’ ‘  don’t do anything stupid until i get back.  ’ ‘  don’t give me hope.  ’ ‘  don’t say that name.  ’ ‘  don’t you get all decent on me now.  ’ ‘  everybody wants a happy ending, right?  but it doesn’t always roll that way.  ’ ‘  everything’s gonna be alright.  ’ ‘  feel free to log on to the wifi.  no password,  obviously.  ’ ‘  first of all,  that’s horrible.  ’ ‘  get it together!  ’ ‘  get your hands off me.  ’ ‘  good luck on your mission.  ’ ‘  good luck on your project.  ’ ‘  good luck.  ’ ‘  great to see you,  angry girl.  ’ ‘  have we ever met that guy?  ’ ‘  hey,  look at me.  ’ ‘  hey.  we won, __.  ’ ‘  how far along is she?  ’ ‘  how’s it feel?  ’ ‘  i can do this all day.  ’ ‘  i can do this.  ’ ‘  i can’t do this.  i can’t do this.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for your help.  ’ ‘  i don’t even know who you are.  ’ ‘  i don’t judge people on their worst mistakes.  ’ ‘  i don’t know how you’re gonna get it through all that.  ’ ‘  i don’t know why everyone believes that,  but that isn’t true.  ’ ‘  i feel like i’m losing it.  ’ ‘  i figured it out,  by the way.  ’ ‘  i get it.  you’re in a rough spot.  ’ ‘  i got this.  okay,  i don’t got this.  ’ ‘  i have a vaguely exact idea.  ’ ‘  i know i said no more surprises,  but..  ’ ‘  i know that guy might scare you.  ’ ‘  i know you think i’m wallowing down here in my own self pity,  waiting to be rescued,  but i’m fine.  ’ ‘  i literally pieced it together as i went along.  ’ ‘  i lost the only family i ever had.  ’ ‘  i love you three thousand.  ’ ‘  i love you tons.  ’ ‘  i really need to talk to you.  ’ ‘  i saw this coming a few years back.  ’ ‘  i see this as an absolute win.  ’ ‘  i shouldn’t be here.  ’ ‘  i shouldn’t have come.  ’ ‘  i swear i will make you proud.  ’ ‘  i think we could bring them back.  ’ ‘  i wasn’t always like this.  ’ ‘  i wish there was a way that i could let __ know that we won.  ’ ‘  i’d be careful going that way.  ’ ‘  i’d offer to cook you dinner,  but you seem pretty miserable already.  ’ ‘  i’ll give you anything.  ’ ‘  i’m gonna get you all the cheeseburgers you want.  ’ ‘  i’m not ready for this.  ’ ‘  i���m not supposed to be like everyone else,  am i?  ’ ‘  i’m still worthy.  ’ ‘  i’m telling you,  you’re in no condition.  ’ ‘  i’m trying to save your life,  you idiot.  ’ ‘  i’ve got a job to do.  ’ ‘  i’ve got beer,  tequila,  all sorts of things.  ’ ‘  i’ve really missed you.  ’ ‘  idiot, no. a failure?  absolutely.  ’ ‘  if i tell you what happens..  it won’t happen.  ’ ‘  if you’re about to tell me to look on the bright side..  i’m about to hit you in the head with a peanut butter sandwich.  ’ ‘  in the future,  what happens to you and me?  ’ ‘  is he asleep?  ’ ‘  is that axe body spray?  ’ ‘  is that everyone?  ’ ‘  it was supposed to be me.  ’ ‘  it’s a mess back here.  ’ ‘  it’s always you.  ’ ‘  it’s dead.  i have to hot - wire it.  ’ ‘  it’s like a little puppy,  all happy and everything. ’ ‘  killing all these people isn’t going to bring your family back.  ’ ‘  let me do something good.  ’ ‘  let me go.  it’s okay.  ’ ‘  let’s start over, shall we?  ’ ‘  look out for each other.  ’ ‘  may i ask you where you’re going?  ’ ‘  maybe he’s making this shit up.  ’ ‘  no amount of money ever bought a second of time.  ’ ‘  no messing around.  ’ ‘  no, no.  i’m pretty sure he’s dead.  ’ ‘  not that it’s a competition,  but she loves me three thousand.  ’ ‘  okay. you win.  ’ ‘  perhaps i treated you too harshly.  ’ ‘  please know that when i drift off,  i will think about you.  ’ ‘  see you in a minute.  ’ ‘  see you on the other side.  ’ ‘  shut the front door.  ’ ‘  so,  back to the future is a bunch of bullshit?  ’ ‘  so,  did something go wrong or did something go right?  ’ ‘  so,  the how works. now we gotta figure out the when and the where.  ’ ‘  so,  where are you at with names?  ’ ‘  something died in here.  ’ ‘  sorry,  buddy,  we got a problem.  ’ ‘  tell me a story.  ’ ‘  tell my family i love ‘em.  ’ ‘  that suit did nothing for your ass.  ’ ‘  that wasn’t supposed to happen,  was it?  ’ ‘  the door is this way,  pal.  ’ ‘  the future hasn’t been kind to you,  has it?  ’ ‘  the greater good has rarely outweighed my own self interest.  ’ ‘  the kid’s not even here yet,  and there’s nothing i wouldn’t do for them.  ’ ‘  then i guess we both know who it’s gotta be.  ’ ‘  there might be a chance we could fix everything.  ’ ‘  there shall be no knifing one another.  ’ ‘  there’s an idiot in the landing zone.  ’ ‘  they look like bad guys.  ’ ‘  this is the part where spikes come out.  ’ ‘  this was our shot.  we shot it. it’s shot.  ’ ‘  trying to get you to stop has been one of the few failures of my life.  ’ ‘  turns out resentment is corrosive,  and i hate it.  ’ ‘  we are getting the whole team,  yeah?  ’ ‘  we can all stand around posting up a storm later.  ’ ‘  we don’t actually say that name in here.  ’ ‘  we need you,  pal.  ’ ‘  we won. you did it, __.  you did it.  ’ ‘  we work with what we got,  right?  ’ ‘  we’re gonna be okay.  ’ ‘  what am i looking at?  ’ ‘  what are you doing here?  ’ ‘  what are you doing up,  little miss?  ’ ‘  what are you doing?  ’ ‘  what did you say?  ’ ‘  what do you want me to do with this damn thing?  ’ ‘  what do you want?  ’ ‘  what i want you can’t give me.  ’ ‘  what you seek lies in front of you.  ’ ‘  what’s up, regular sized man?  ’ ‘  when your kid was born,  were you nervous?  ’ ‘  where are my headphones?  ’ ‘  where did you get this?  ’ ‘  who puts mayo on a hotdog?  ’ ‘  who’s the fancy broad?  ’ ‘  why are you doing this?  ’ ‘  why the long face?  ’ ‘  why would i be scared of that guy?  ’ ‘  you can change.  ’ ‘  you can do this.  ’ ‘  you can rest now.  ’ ‘  you can’t say things like that.  ’ ‘  you disgust me.  ’ ‘  you don’t have to do this.  ’ ‘  you don’t want to do this.  ’ ‘  you go and be the man you’re meant to be.  ’ ‘  you got a big date tonight?  ’ ‘  you got something for me?  ’ ‘  you guys watch each other’s six.  ’ ‘  you hungry?  ’ ‘  you know, we usually work as a team here.  ’ ‘  you look like melted ice cream.  ’ ‘  you missed the first time.  then you got 'em both the second time.  ’ ‘  you must lose that which you love.  ’ ‘  you new here?  ’ ‘  you okay?  ’ ‘  you promise to bring that back in one piece,  right?  ’ ‘  you promise you won’t die?  ’ ‘  you see where you’re going?  ’ ‘  you shouldn’t be here.  ’ ‘  you shouldn’t have come.  ’ ‘  you think you’re the only one that lost people?  ’ ‘  you took everything from me.  ’ ‘  you wanna get some air?  ’ ‘  you were kidding,  right?  ’ ‘  you’re a pain my ass,  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re betraying us?  ’ ‘  you’re done hurting people.  ’ ‘  you’re no idiot.  ’ ‘  you’re not the __ i know at all,  are you?  ’ ‘  you’re only a genius on earth,  pal.  ’ ‘  you’re small,  but you’re talking loud.  ’ ‘  you’re weak.  ’

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the whole concept of flirting is just lost on me most of the time really. whenever someone is like “oh they were flirting with you” i’m just like. what. whenever someone is like “were you flirting with them?” i’m just like. what. whenever someone is like “oh you totally were flirting with them!” i’m just like. what. what is flirting. what is going on. what. i have no idea what’s going on. what

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𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐒  𝐎𝐔𝐓  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.    🔪

spoiler  free  dialogue  from  rian  johnson’s  2019  murder  mystery,  KNIVES  OUT.   feel  free  to  change  pronouns  or  edit  as  found  necessary  !

❝  i  suspect  foul  play.  ❞

❝  how  about  a  glass  of  milk  ?  ❞

❝  maybe  he  left  you  a  cold  glass  of  milk  in  his  will,   asshole.  ❞

❝  you’re  not  getting  bailed  out,   not  this  time.   ❞

❝  who  is  that  guy  ?  ❞

❝  i  read  a  tweet  about  a  new  yorker  article  about  you.  ❞

❝  you’re  famous  !  ❞

❝  are  you  baiting  me  ?  ❞

❝  how  about  some  more  cookies  ?  ❞

❝  this  could  be  the  best  thing  to  happen  to  all  of  you.  ❞

❝  why  are  you  here  ?  ❞

❝  i  have  eliminated  no  suspects.  ❞

❝  you  tell  her,   or  i  will.  ❞

❝  that’s  some  heavy  duty  conjecture.  ❞

❝  i’m  warning  you.  ❞

❝  are  you  goddamn  insane  ?!  ❞

❝  up  your  ass.  ❞

❝  matter  of  fact,   eat  shit.  ❞

❝  definitely  eat  shit.  ❞

❝  i  won’t  eat  an  iota  of  shit.  ❞ 

❝  i’ll  slap  that  smug  smile.  ❞

❝  we  gotta  do  this  more  often.  ❞

❝  when  people  get  desperate,   the  knives  come  out.  ❞

❝  this  is  a  twisted  web,   and  we  are  not  finished  untangling  it.  ❞

❝  i  keep  waiting  for  the  big  reveal.  ❞

❝  i  don’t  feel  like  talking,    i’m  distraught.  ❞

❝  you  vicious  little  bitch.  ❞

❝  in  for  a  penny,   in  for  a  pound.  ❞

❝  you  asshole.  ❞

❝  you’ve  always  been  good  to  me.  ❞

❝  what  i’m  about  to  say  isn’t  gonna  be  easy,   and  you’re  gonna  be  upset.  ❞

❝  you  all  love  twisting  the  knife  into  one  another.  ❞

❝  you  know  something,   spill  it.  ❞

❝  did  you  just  google  that  ?  ❞

❝  i  did  just  google  that.  ❞

❝  don’t  answer  that  if  you’re  gonna  puke.  ❞

❝  what  the  shit  ?!  ❞

[endsabahnur]

like this for me 2 go into ur memes n fuck u up

[endsabahnur]

❝ I understand there’s a difference technically between vine and tiktok but spiritually ? Unclear.... ❞

[endsabahnur]

like this for me 2 go into ur memes n fuck u up

[endsabahnur]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

[endsabahnur]

VINDICTIVE SUGGESTIONS

starters  /  memes taken from the blog  vindictive-suggestion .  feel free to change pronouns  &  nouns as necessary .

“ wash your mouth out with holy water ” “ maybe you can pretend to be holy ” “ i’m terrified of becoming the monster i sought to destroy ” “ the voices in my head tell me to run ” “ they tell me i don’t belong ” “ become the monster they expect you to be ” “ when was the last time anyone came to rescue you ” “ will they sing my hymns long after i’m gone ” “ regicide has always had such a nice ring to it ” “ everyone dies in the end ” “ do you feel closer to god yet ” “ meet every sunrise with a middle finger salute ” “ life’s too short to give a fuck ” “ if my life isn’t constantly at stake, then what’s the point ” “ who said i’m going to die ” “ strength has nothing to do with fearlessness ” “ do not die quietly ” “ the wolf in you demands blood ” “ i’ve learned to bare my teeth and bite back ” “ the gods have abandoned you ” “ i have no story ” “ you deserve no softness ” “ i regret and mourn but is that not enough ” “ do you regret what you did to get here ” “ the burning in your chest demands blood ” “ will she save you too ” “ does the rain ever stop ” “ you fucking deserve this ” “ your skin tastes sweet and your blood is wine ” “ i condemn you to death ” “ i cast my heart out of bronze ” “ can you tell i did this for you ” “ I’ll save you ” “ what makes you run so far away from home ” “ spell your name with bonfires and riots ” “ history will remember you ” “ maybe you can reconsider that statement ” “ i’m only mortal, no matter how invincible i try to seem ” “ i wasn’t built to last under the weight of the sky ” “ i’m not feeling very divine tonight ” “ take them down with you if you have to ” “ if we must burn , we can burn together ” “ sometimes it’s okay to stop ” “ i’m not meant for anything less than perfection ” “ if you are meant to go to hell , then take the throne ” “ sometimes you won’t get a second chance ” “ revolution is built on blood ”