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jungwon giving bisexual gamer boy vibes. thats it. thats the post.

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Learn from the Best. (s.jy.)

roommate!jake sim x bi!reader

summary: jake arrives at your shared apartment where he accidentally and (un)fortunately makes eye contact with you as you eat out another woman <33

genre: roommates to lovers (?), two idiots who don't know what they are to each other trope, slight angst, suggestive scenes, smut.

warnings: eating out, slight voyeurism, body worshiping, sub!jake, virgin! jake, experienced!reader, oral sex, unprotected sex. no threesome </33 for now 👀 (5k words)

a/n: hii!! dropping this here on the last day of pride month because why not <33 i barely see fxf smut here on kpop tumblr so i decided to make one. don’t forget to leave a like!! pls do send me ur feedbacks thru the comments! reblogs are very much welcome and encouraged !! thank you so much!! enjooooy

"okay, i'm gonna need some context with this one." jake announces as he closes the door in his room.

you see your roommate's gaze with a hint of judgment as he eyes your figure in front of the full-length mirror in the living room of your shared apartment; one hand hiking your shirt up to your left bosom, the other hand slightly squeezing it.

"babe, please be a deer and help me out." you speak without batting an eye at him.

"again, context please." you could hear his voice almost shaky.

"i'm looking for a bruise. please help me look" you state rather nonchalantly.

"uh- i– oh, okay. yeah, well. hang on a sec." jake tries so hard not to stammer but fails terribly.

in what world would anyone think that this casual request from you is far from creepy and weird? then again, you wouldn't consider this kind of occurrence unusual since you and jake have done almost everything together ever since the shy boy from your 21st Century Literature class moved in with you. to other people, however, this is not the norm. especially to your friends who you would expect to be the most understanding. they'd often tease you both and leave suggestive remarks when you act like every other couple ever to exist. well, you guess that might be the thing. you and jake are not a couple. but so what? you live together because rent isn't, at all, cheap. and also, you revel in the thought of having such eye candy of a roommate.

you eat together because you live together. you wash the dishes together. you do your grocery together. you brush your teeth together. you watch your favorite netflix series together and then snuggle up on the couch to relax after a long, tiring day, because then again: cohabitation and simply, just why not? it's all part of the cycle now. living with jake has become a fundamental part of your life at uni that you never think of spending a day without him. every once in a while, you think about all of this in an attempt to rationalize your social relationship with your roommate, whatever your common friends might think it actually is. well, you did once cuddle half-naked on a winter night.. or maybe twice. but that's not the point right now.

"what exactly do you want me to do," jake moves closer behind you to "see" the situation.

you finally let go of your boobs and face him, your other hand still clutching your shirt for him to see.

"touch it." you say, oh-so casually. "feel it. i need to know if there's a bruise."

"wouldn't you know if you had one?" he asks, obviously confused at what you are making him do.

"it's painful and i need to know exactly where it is."

"there. this part," he grabs your hand for you to feel it yourself as he gently caresses the blue-ish green spot on the left side of your left chest.

"damn it. now i'm gonna have to get it checked." you loosen the grip on your shirt and jake realizes that he still has his hand inside.

he slightly panics but instead of letting go, he freezes for a bit and you laugh at his reaction.

"what, you haven't touched a boob before?"

he stutters and before he could even speak, you jokingly say, "well there you go, you already held mine. you’re welcome." while sending a wink his way. you know how you affect him. the blush on his face becomes evident, the small smile on his lips also giving it away.

"what exactly happened?" querying as he plops down beside you on the couch.

"i was extremely late and rushed so i hit my side on the doorknob on the way to class yesterday."

jake bursts out laughing with this information. "how could you be so clumsy and so dumb at the same time?"

"hey that's not very nice." you punch him lightly on his chest.

"well i was nice enough to check your boobs for you."

"please, if anything i did you a favor." you retort smirking.

"and you tell me i'm the mean one?" letting out a scoff before giggling.

the both of you stay there for a while, just basking in on the quiet.

"so, listen." you try to break the silence, rubbing the tip of your thumb just above the palm of his hand. he doesn't know exactly what it is he's feeling but he's certain that he's never felt this before. though the semantics are unclear, he's never felt anything quite like this before you.

'maybe heeseung was right,' he says to himself, 'maybe i shouldn't have agreed to this.' he shakes his head a bit as if this will make his thoughts go away and turns to you. "what?" he replies.

you stare at each other, once again, and you feel yourself mentally getting sucked into the universe of his eyes that holds the brightest of stars. almost mirroring what jake did just mere seconds ago, you jerk your head off in the subtlest way possible. you like jake but you dislike him at the moment so you guess that cancels it out. just when you were getting carried away once again, you remember that just a couple of weeks prior, he was entertaining other people too.

"i'm not gonna be home until past midnight tonight." you begin, not breaking eye contact.

"oh," he sounded rather disappointed and he wasn't trying to hide it. "so no movie marathon for tonight. why?"

"well, i'm meeting with a.. friend." you look away.

"but, i'm still not sure.” you immediately follow, “there might be a change of plan, we'll see." trying your hardest not to seem like you're gauging your decisions based on his reactions.

"why does it feel like you're waiting for my permission or something?" making it clear that you're not as sly as you think you are and that he's nearing annoyance. he was laughing but you know he’s not, in the slightest, happy.

“i’m not.” wide eyed, taken aback, you get up. “anyway, i guess i’ll catch you later.” leaving your friend a bit stunned at the exchange.

and for a split second, you face eye to eye with a hypocrite in the mirror. it wasn’t fair to cancel plans with jake just because he was seeing other people and you were being petty about it. afterall, you had your fair share of booty calls and flings, too.

—

“you know what, i’m done. whatever this is. i don’t want it anymore.” jake huffs and marches outside the classroom as sunghoon and heeseung followed suit.

“are you talking to us or practicing that for y/n?”

one of the taller boys asks.

“what?”

“well, it seems like it’s more of you saying that to yourself than to anybody.” the oldest says.

“it’s just, she makes me insane sometimes, do you know that?” and like a sitcom, jake’s friends look at each other and nod at the same time.

“stop stating the obvious. okay, look. you’re in love with y/n.” heeseung points out with both of his hands dramatically. “why can’t you just say that?” a sigh of resignation leaving his mouth.

“BECAUSE!…” his voice turns into a whisper, “i already like her even before moving in with her! don’t you think that’s creepy?? i definitely think she would find me creepy. besides, i can’t! the statute of limitations has run out.” the younger pleads.

“boy, you’re an idiot.” sunghoon proclaims. “if y/n was my roommate, i would’ve slept with her the first night.”

“good thing she’s not, or else you would’ve been in jail.” jake retorts.

“or she would,” heeseung counterclaims. “she would’ve beaten sunghoon then and there.

“anyway, can we stop talking about hypotheticals. i’m in a fucking dilemma right now and i need answers.”

“all of this would be so easy if you just tell her how you actually feel.”

“then potentially lose her as a… perfectly good roommate??” jake tries to reason.

rolling his eyes, “or you could forever yearn and shut up about it.” the youngest has had enough.

“it’s like we’re always pushing and pulling, you know. all these mixed signals and the shit that we do that we all know isn’t what ‘just platonic friends’ do.”

heesung cackles at this and in a mocking voice, “‘platonic friends’ as if you are the opposite. you ARE platonic friends. it’s not like you guys are fuck buddies.”

“i’m not an idiot. i know when someone’s trying to be romantic with me.”

“also, she was sorta asking for permission earlier if she could hang out with a friend or something like that.” jake adds.

“i just feel like i’m being pushed to the side like some back up plan that if they don’t work out, she has something to come back to.”

"eh? didn't you go out with her friend last month?" heeseung asks, baffled at jake's words.

"yeah, well, it was a friendly date. we didn't even hook up." he tries to defend himself to which the oldest responds with another sigh and an eye-roll.

"then that makes you both an idiot." sunghoon chides.

—

on the other side of the campus, you find yourself sulking in the middle of an occupied and busy cafeteria accompanied by your close friend, jay.

"i think i'm gonna fuck someone later," you come to a conclusion with your thoughts.

jay gives you a concerned look. "so instead of facing your feelings, you decide to engage in some carnal activity to deflect."

you can only shrug your shoulders at that. “when you’re stressed, you need to unclench sometimes, you know.”

“so, who is this someone?” tired of dealing with your rhetoric, your friend interrogates you instead.

“just a friend..”

“is that friend named ‘Sim Jaeyun’?”

“lol no. he’s acting weird lately. i keep sending hints of starting sexual relations but it seems like he’s not interested.” you roll your eyes and continue, “then i heard about him going out with a friend of mine recently. i couldn’t care less, like at all.”

jay raises an eyebrow. “which friend?”

“i don’t know. like i said, i don’t care.”

he wasn’t having any of your sass, not today. “sounds like you do.” he stands up and pats you on the back. “i’ll see you around. i have a date so i need to get away from your ugly energy as far away as possible.” he says laughing.

“then what am i supposed to do the whole afternoon?” you begin to sulk and complain even more.

“get fucked? i don’t know? text your sneaky link or whatever. i’ll call you after my date!” he winked and marched away.

—

smacking noises and heavy panting can be heard over your side of the apartment. two beautiful girls somewhat fighting for dominance over a battle of the tongue.

you pushed stephanie on the door of your bedroom, kissing her in the process. stephanie, your most recent fuck buddy. the sex was so good you even considered getting settled and making your relationship official at one point had she not been screwing around with other people when you were still flirting.

“sorry, i said we’d go out tonight but i just couldn’t wait to taste you.” you say in between kisses. hands snaking up and down her body.

“i don’t mind,” she kissed you back, even more fervently than you did. “i love it when we do this.”

pulling her by the hips, you position your leg between her thighs, knees putting pressure on her clothed core. “then why’d we stop?”

“huh?” she moans, eyebrows furrowed, her mouth already open from the pleasure that you’re giving her.

“i don’t know what your talking about— fuck!” she could barely talk as you pulled her hair down from the back giving your lips access to her neck.

“you were seeing someone else, weren’t you?” even though you’re not actually jealous, you still make it seem like you were. possessiveness turns her on more than anything, and you know it. she thrives on the attention, even if her loyalty gets compromised, or lack thereof.

she grabs your arms and flips both of you, pinning you up against the wall. she likes to assert dominance and so you let her. trying to get laid as soon as possible. “don’t talk to me like that. only i can talk down on you.” grabbing your cunt and caressing you through your leggings.

you don’t always like getting dominated but when she does it, it turns you on big time. you feel a gush of wetness pool in your panties as she sucks hickeys on your chest.

“god i fucking missed you.”

“oh yeah? show me how much you missed me then.”

holding steph on the neck, you give her an open mouthed kiss, the wet string connecting your lips make up for all those seconds you move away to catch your breath. you grab her by the waist, guiding the both of you towards the bed.

“i don’t think we will be needing this anymore,” straddling her as you remove her tank top only to reveal that she wasn’t wearing any bra all along. typical steph. “fuck, you’re so sexy. i’m gonna make you feel so good tonight.”

—

“fuck! god yes!” high pitched moans echoing throughout the hallway.

“you like that, baby?” almost inaudible but you still ask, knowing damn well the answer.

“fuck yes. please don’t stop,” stephanie squirmed and pleaded.

you continue to finger her, sticking two fingers in and out her hole, wet noises replacing the silence.

“yes. right there. oh god,” she whines, feeling a knot in her stomach. tight grip on your locks, forcing your face closer to her wet folds.

she was basically screaming at this point. after minutes of edging, you decide to finally give in and give her what she’s been aching for.

sucking on her clit, licking and spitting as you fuck your middle and ring finger inside her, faster… harder… deeper… you could feel her walls getting tighter and tighter each time.

“please don’t stop. shit”

“hng fuck i think i’m cumming–”

later that day, jake goes home dejected and confused. in all honesty, he tried playing this game with you thinking that his feelings would go away, and boy did that backfire. he no longer wanted to be that awkward and nervous boy every time he’s near you and so he decided to seek “help” from one of your friends,

‘stephanie?’

as your friend rides her orgasm, you lock eyes with the man you least wanted to see right now. jake probably heard the fiasco coming from your room when he entered the hallway and came in unannounced to check what was going on. it didn't register to him what was happening until it was too late.

here you are, in all your form and glory, lapping the juices of another woman, who came inside your mouth and creamed all over your fingers. sucking all what’s left as you continue to keep eye contact with your roommate. you couldn’t help it. you know it’s wrong and he knows it’s wrong but something felt right in between your legs at that exact moment.

stephanie was oblivious to the whole exchange as she had her back facing your door the entire time. coming down from her high, she lay down from exhaustion. but as she opened her eyes, she was surprised by the man’s upside down figure from her perspective. a smile immediately pops in her face, bolting up to face him. “jake!” she greets her.

“stephanie?” the shock in his voice was louder than any of the sound you were making literally seconds ago.

“wait, you know her?” you ask jake. looking back at the naked women below you, “you know him?”

"well yeah? who do you think was i seeing when i ghosted you for a month?" stephanie announces rather nonchalantly.

"saw! we saw each other one time, steph." jake interjects, somehow feeling the need to defend himself from you.

a response that clearly triggered her to which stephanie raises her eyebrows to, "and did you forget to mention the fact that we were sexting almost every night? or are you keeping that from y/n too?"

you couldn't believe the situation unraveling right in front of you. getting sick to your stomach, you quickly get dressed and excuse yourself from the people you're beginning to doubt if you actually knew all along. you couldn't stand being in the same air with your “friends,” who, right now, was treating you like a throwaway. one did not only use you, but also betrayed your trust. and the other whom you thought was your best friend, was lying to your face for a month.

"i'm out. since you didn't want to fuck me, i fucked your girlfriend instead." placing her fingers under his chin, stephanie attempted to give jake a chaste kiss in the mouth but he looked in your direction instead. kinda poetic, you thought. he was dodging her and reaching out to you. eyes trying to communicate but all you see is shallowness.

what stephanie said only confirmed your hunch. she was only using you.

you wanted to curse at jake for putting you in such a complicated situation but all you could do was heave a disappointed sigh and sneer at him, making your way towards the bathroom.

it seems like all the odds were in jake's favor tonight, a call ringing from his phone was just the cherry on top of this disaster. it was sunghoon and heeseung on the other line.

"not now. i need to talk to y/n." with zero protests, they hung up, chanting "finally."

—

banging on the bathroom door, jake screams for your name.

“NOW WHAT?” bare and all drenched, you yank the door handle to your side.

“we need to talk.” as jake walks past you to enter the private space.

“jake what the fuck. i’m literally in the shower right now.” hiding behind the useless glass wall to somehow form a barrier between the two of you.

“i know” jake removes his shirt as he joins you on the other side.

“what’s up with you and stephanie?” he started, turning on the shower.

“what’s up with you and stephanie, jake? you’re the one who went out with her, sexting her behind my back?” poking at his chest to get your point across.

“you guys had sex!” at this point he was all up in your face.

“that doesn’t answer my question!”

“i asked you first! so? do you like her?” crossing his arms trying to intimidate you.

“so i fucked her, that doesn’t mean i’d go out and date her.”

“yeah, right. ‘cause things don’t work like that for you. you fuck everyone else but the person you have feelings for, right? is that why you don’t have sex with me?”

“you’re insufferable!” the audacity of this man, after sneaking out behind your back, he dares accuse you of having feelings for him? you don't even bother to contemplate if it was true or not. no. right now, this is only a matter of pride to you.

“and no, i can definitely fuck you right now.” ego speaking first before your brain.

“then do it. unless you’re all bark and no bite?” was jake actually taunting you?

all thoughts out the window, you finally close the distance between you and him. kissing him softly and he eventually does the same. it was light and nonsexual, despite the two of you being naked. you never expected this, any of this, even though you've been wanting to make out with him, or even maybe fuck him for so long. what was holding you back? what was holding him back? or was it who? that was a lie though, you did expect this to happen, and it did. just not exactly the way you wanted.

you try to back away but he doesn't let you, pulling you even closer, wrapping his arms around your body. he kisses you deep and slow this time. it's passionate, unlike the first time, seeming to have found a rhythm that suited both of you. lips dancing with each other, tongues fighting one another, and hands moving on places you yearned for since that one winter night you cuddled for the first time. so this is what it feels like; being touched like you've never been before. or were you just giving him too much credit for being touch deprived the whole night? you didn't care. you wanted this anyway.

the longer you share your breaths, the stronger his ministrations on your body become. pushing you all the way against the wall. this sparked something in you. something you wished you had felt much earlier just so you could've avoided all the mixed signals, emotional attachment issues and even the drama that transpired tonight. finally letting go, no more questions in your mind. just one.

“you’re such a brat, aren’t you? and a slutty one at that. being so desperate. pulling shit like this just to get laid.”

"just to clear things up, i turned down stephanie. i couldn't think of sleeping with anyone else but you."

"ahh. so you're really a virgin, huh." you voiced sarcastically. "and why do you suddenly feel like explaining to me?" finally stroking his hard on.

you’ve never heard such groans this low and breathy. "well first, you asked, and i never meant to make you feel betrayed. i-" he stopped.

"you what..?" stopping your movement altogether. this elicited a whine from him.

"i just wanted some experience." he looked down, fidgeting his fingers down your skin. he, somewhat, looked in pain.

"and you really think sexting will get you there? jake, please, you could've just hit me up and said "hey i'm really horny right now, are you down to fuck?" or something like that." you scoffed.

pushing his body down to yours, he asks, "well? are you down to fuck right now?"

you give him a small smile and a chuckle.

"no."

slipping from his grasp, you exit the shower and laugh at him. "maybe.. if you gain my trust again"

not sure whether or not to follow you, jake was caught in another dilemma once again. classic.

"jesus christ, come here!" you shout from outside.

—

“tell me, baby boy. what do you want?” pushing jake to sit on the edge of his bed. your right leg anchored to one of his sides, giving him a better view of your naked cunt.

those once innocent eyes now holding nothing but lust. he looked at you through his lashes before placing wet kisses on your stomach. “i want you.” he said, “i want this” hand tracing from the lower part of your navel to your lips down there.

you instinctively throw your head back, locking your fingers through his hair.

he started moving his fingers back and forth your wet slick, parting your folds, drawing circles on your clit.

“do you want to eat mommy out?” you caress his cheek with your thumb. he nods, enthusiastically.

“will you teach me?” your eyes widen at this. ‘cute’ you think to yourself, ‘how innocent.’

“lie down for me,” you instructed to which he immediately obliged. “make me cum and you earn my trust back, deal?”

panting, chest rising up and down, you can tell his heart is beating fast but he accepts the challenge nonetheless.

you begin to straddle his chest. bending down to wipe the stray hair on his forehead, you give him one last kiss on the lips before sitting on his face.

“remember how you made out with me in the shower? now i want you to do that again, but this time on my pussy.”

using your middle and forefinger, you spread your folds for jake to devour. he started with small kisses that eventually turned into a full blown make out session. you grind your hips as you feel pleasure consuming the rest of your body.

“fuck, just like that, baby.” you never forget to praise him during the process. the unexpected pet name sending butterflies to his stomach. he began taking matters in his own hands, literally, when he drew circles on your clit using his thumb once again, tongue threatening to poke inside your hole every once in a while. you feel a knot forming at the pit of your stomach.

“ugh- don’t stop,” you whined, warning him that you’re close. he then sucked on your clit, replacing his tongue with two fingers. curling them in and out of you. “faster, please” you cried out, grinding harder and abusing his mouth. he then felt a gush of wetness come out of your hole as you let out a high pitched yell. the movement of your hips slows down as you chase your high. but jake didn’t stop with this, edging you close to overstimulation. “fuck, stop!” you remove yourself from his face and plop down next to his side.

you could see the smirk growing on his stupid lips and you could only roll your eyes at this. “now don’t get too cocky on me, mr.”

he laughs, “i’m not.” getting up and placing his body on top of yours. “this just means that you trust me again.” and you scoffed.

“you’re so beautiful, y/n.” giving your left nipple kitten licks while massaging the other to give fair treatment. “does it still hurt?”

“what?”

“your bruise.” tracing it ever so gently.

“i can barely even feel if it’s still there” you raise your head to look at where he’s pertaining to.

“well maybe we should give you more.”

he places open mouth kisses on your chest. sucking and nibbling on your delicate skin as he reached your neck. teeth grazed on your sensitive spot, eliciting a loud moan from you. he knew he found your sweet spot. he then positioned himself between your legs, as his thigh got in contact with your core, he noticed that you’re starting to get wet again. “am i that good?”

“don’t flatter yourself. you still have a lot to learn from me,” snaking your hands on the nape of his neck, pulling him in for another kiss. how you longed for this exact moment. “fuck me, jakey.”

he lets out another shaky breath at this. never getting used to your spontaneity, something about his virginity turning you on even more.

you stroke his dick some more to get him hard enough to enter you, “where do i cum?” he asks, oh-so innocently.

“i want your seed inside me. and don’t you dare hold back. fuck me like this will be your last, understood?” reassuring him that you’re on the pill.

he took this as a sign to slowly slide his member in your dripping mess. only getting used to the tight feeling, he was barely able to bottom out.

“fuck wait, if i move again i’m afraid i’ll cum straight away.”

you yank his hair, biting on his lower lip a little too harshly, “you can’t come unless i say so.”

“now move.” you spoke with a tone of demand.

he moves his hip back and forth, eyes shut, mouth agape trying hard to focus. dick slipping in and out, pelvises touching each thrust. you stare into his orbs, once again getting sucked into the universe that holds it. you feel a slight pang in your chest, guilt taking over. he only did what he's done because of you. only you. and you tried to get back at him for nothing.

he removes the legs wrapped around his torso and slings them up his shoulders instead. a power move that came to you as a surprise. just moments ago, you thought of making love with him but clearly he has other things in mind; one thing, and that's to fuck you senseless.

with the new found position, he began hitting a pleasurable spot inside you. your walls unconsciously clenching around him, triggering climax. “yes, fuck! right there baby. i’m close–” you announced.

“fuck i can’t hold much longer!” holding on to your hips, nails digging through the skin. sure to leave crescent-shaped traces until the next morning. his thrusts became faster and harder.

“let go, baby” you kiss him, deeply. as orgasm hits you once again, your legs start to shake, back arches and muscles twitch. the sound of skin slapping and muffled moans echoing the whole apartment. you feel spurts of liquid filling your walls as jake’s eyes roll back, his mouth unlatches from you. his orgasm hitting his whole body like a huge wave.

“my god.” he utters, almost out of breath. wrapping his arms around your waist after removing his body on top of you.

“why?” you look at him, a smile threatening to pop on his face

“just. wow.” he claims, you forgot for a second that this was actually his first time.

“my poor, innocent boy.” your palm drawing random circles on his chest. “we’re going to change that, yeah?”

his brows raised as his eyes widened.

“as much as i like you getting cute and shy and all that, i can’t help wondering what you’d be like if you dominated me in bed.” a smirk forming on your lips.

you don’t wait for him to answer, rolling on your side as you pull his arm closer to you. “what? it’s not like you’re new to cuddling as well.” you look back at him with a content smile on your face.

post nut clarity was usually filled with regret but this time is a bit different, you hope. actually considering getting vulnerable with him, but maybe some other time, so you just let him spoon you instead as he happily placed his head on the crook of your neck.

you lock eyes through one of the mirrors on the wall of his bed. arms wrapped around your body, one hand massaging your breast. at least, now, in this position, he knows not to ask for context.

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i feel like im the only one who wasnt very attracted to heeseung before but now thinks hes one of the hottest people alive. everyone i know literally is the opposite of how i feel rn😭

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I need to hear jake say ‘take it like the whore you are’ just once in my life 🧎🏽‍♀️

and imagine him saying, “that's it, that's my good girl.” or, “you can take more of me, right, darling?”

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sunghoon…

warning: smut

“i choose sunghoon,” you looked away, afraid of the disappointment that could be seen on the others faces.

“woohoo! suck it!” sunghoon cheered, making you chuckle. thank goodness you were turned away so the others couldn’t see you laughing.

“dude! this is not the time to gloat!” jay hit him on the arm, scolding him for being insensitive to the people who got their feelings hurt due to your choice.

“i hope you’re happy with your choice y/n,” heeseung sighed, getting up to leave.

you turned around and watched him walk away with pained eyes.

“don’t worry about him y/n, he’ll get over it. i just hope you’re sure about your choice and that you won’t have any regrets,” jake smiled to you.

you looked at sunghoon, smiling happily like a child on their birthday before looking back at jake, “i’m 100% sure about my choice jake.”

“if you’re happy, i’m happy,” he patted your head before leaving with jay.

“so…” suddenly sunghoon was shy.

“not so cocky now huh?”

“i dont know what to say.”

“you dont have to say anything at all if you don’t want to.”

“huh?” you cut him off, kissing him a little too rough that the two of you ended up falling into the pool.

“shit! are you okay y/n?” sunghoon pulled away, his entire body soaked in the chlorine filled water to the point that you could see his entire chest through his white t-shirt.

“who said you could stop kissing me?” you pulled him back in, wrapping your legs around him and your arms around his neck as you continued slowly moving your mouths and tongues together, “i wanna take this further, right here and right now.”

“what?” sunghoon was shocked. somehow he was shy now even though he’d been so cocky before.

“don’t you want to put that third leg to use?” you chuckled.

“i thought you’d never ask,” he smirked, lifting you out of the water to sit on the edge of the pool with only your legs in the water itself. the air made your wet body feel cool, making your nipples harden. visible enough to see through your shirt but all sunghoon could look at was your face with stars in his own eyes as he admired you from in the pool.

he slipped your soaking pants and underwear off and placed them beside you, giving you the look of asking for permission before proceeding to dive his tongue between your folds.

your nipples began hardening even more now from arousal as you tugged on sunghoons silver locks, biting your bottom lip to hold in your moans as he gently sucked on your clit.

your plan to hold in those moans didnt seem to work as soon as sunghoon stuck two of his slender fingers into your hole. “fuck yes y/n, let me hear those pretty moans of yours,” sunghoon groaned as he curved his fingers inside you and repeatedly hit your sweet spot causing you to clench around him.

he sped up his movements and continued to swirl his tongue around your clit as he looked up at you with your head thrown back, not even caring who could hear your load moans.

your legs began closing on their own as you got closer and closer to cumming but sunghoon used his other hand to keep them open. he gripped your thigh so hard that his fingernails dug into your skin which stung a little but added to the pleasure.

“im so fucking close!” you whined.

“be a good girl and cum for me y/n,” sunghoon pulled his head away from its position between your legs before going back in, this time much more rough.

you pretty much screamed his name as you came and sunghoon couldn’t help but smirk at that as he ate you out. but you wouldn’t know how cocky he was about that until much later into your relationship.

“you don’t know how much i need to fuck that pretty pussy of yours now,” sunghoon kissed your thighs as he looked up at your sweat covered face. he saw you as the most beautiful person to ever exist in this universe as pieces of your hair stuck to the sweat on your forehead and blood red cheeks. you were breathless and couldnt find any words to say after that mind blowing orgasm so you just slipped back into the pool and kissed sunghoon, slowly removing the wet clothes that clung to his body.

“can i?” sunghoon lined his hard cock up with your hole, teasing your clit and the entrance before slowly sliding into you after getting a nod and a lip bite of approval.

sunghoon buried his face into your neck to muffle his moans as he slowly sunk you down on his length. you were so tight around him because he was the thickest you had ever taken and sunghoon swore all the blood from his brain went to his dick as you clenched even tighter around him because you were still sensitive from the orgasm a few minutes ago.

“you feel so good y/n, i have no idea how im gonna last,” he mumbled into your shoulder, lightly sinking his pointy teeth into your skin, moaning even more as you helped him guide you up and down on his length a little faster now.

“sunghoon, i think you’re taking the vampire concept too literally,” you cried out, chuckling a little as sunghoons eyes widened in shock at the mark and small amount of blood he left on your shoulder (not enough blood to be a problem).

“im so sorry y/n!”

“you can make it up to me by fucking the shit out of me park sunghoon,” you smirked as he walked with you in his arms over to one of the steps in the pool so you could rest your back on it and so it would be much easier for sunghoon to look at you as he gave you the best dick of your life (no shade to jay, you just don’t remember how good he also was).

sunghoon gritted his teeth as he picked up the speed of his thrusts into you, taking a mental picture of every part of your face and body underneath him. your heavy eyelids, the way your eyebrows furrowed everytime he pounded into you a little deeper than the previous thrust, the slight part of your lips, your chest moving up and down with every movement he made, and your hands on his waist. god, he loved your gorgeous hands. he took one of them in his hand and kissed the back of your palm before holding it up to his cheek as he looked into your eyes with pure love an adoration.

you had no idea that sunghoon could be so sappy.

“fuck! i think im gonna cum,” sunghoon groaned, beginning to pull out of you but you stopped him by grabbing his hips and sliding his body right back into yours.

“i want you to cum in me,” you look up at him through your eyelashes, making him melt.

“anything for you, y/n,” he smiled as he picked up the pace of his thrusts again, eager for sweet release. “i’m so close i-” he moaned the prettiest moan you had ever heard as he came inside you, “that was incredible,” he was breathless. he gave you a little peck on the lips before pulling out of you.

“shit! our clothes are soaking wet! how are we gonna get back to the hotel rooms?” sunghoon began to freak out.

“what if we wait for our clothes to air dry and… go for a few more rounds?” you suggested.

“you think i still have any left in me after that?”

“you’re really gonna pass up the opportunity to fuck me until sunrise park sunghoon?” you raised your eyebrow at him.

“absolutely not, get over here,” sunghoon laughed, wrapping you up in his arms.

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1 year later…

you sat across from sunghoon at a fancy restaurant because it was now your 1 year anniversary.

“i love doing normal things like this with you,” you smiled at him, placing your hand on top of his. *buzz* “fuck!” you cursed under your breath, “you’re enjoying this a little too much.”

“thanks for the anniversary gift y/n,” sunghoon smirked, holding up the small remote control for a pair of vibration panties which you were currently wearing.

“put that away!” you half whispered, half yelled as you smacked his hand back down on the table which only made the remote set off the panties, making you moan as you bit your lip.

“seems like you’re enjoying it a little more than i am y/n,” sunghoon teased, pressing the button again.

“i- sunghoon fuck!” you quietly cursed.

“could we have the check please?” sunghoon flagged down the waiter before turning to you, “i think its time to go back to the dorms and let you finish.”

“finally!” you sighed, rolling your eyes playfully at him.

“vibrating panties in public? check,” he smiled to himself as he crossed it off a list in his phone.

after your first night together, sunghoon had vowed to try everything with you because life was too short to waste the opportunity of being intimate every second of the day.

and every second you two weren’t having sex, sunghoon was a clingy romantic. there was so much skinship and pda because he had to let the entire world know that he was yours and you were his.

forever.

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im backkkkkk. im currently finishing up the rest of the alternate endings for cozmo and im writing a sunghoon au that will be released probably mid/end of summer. BUT a new smau is coming reallyyyyy soon :)

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cherry - epilogue

pairing: heeseung/fem!reader

genre: fluff and smut - minors do NOT interact

warnings: mention of needles, anal fingering (m. receiving), use of the color system, unprotected sex, and i honestly think that’s it??

word count: 12.4k

a/n: thank you guys for sticking by baby and his girl until the very end. i love them and i love this story and i love you guys <3 

cherry playlist here

part 1 here, part 2 here, part 3 here, masterlist here

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cherry - part III

pairing: good boy!heeseung/bad girl!reader

genre: rich kid au, 80s au, fluff, smut, and angst - minors do NOT interact

warnings: dom!reader, sub!heeseung, i tried to make the setting ambiguous in the previous chapters but it’s pretty obvious in this one that this is set in the united states, entomophobia, mutual masturbation, 69ing, more drunk parents, jealous heeseung, semi-public sex, blowjob, y/n sucks heeseung’s balls (which i feel like yall knew was going to happen), and there is… a lot of crying in this

word count: 14k

a/n: it’s here :’) i cannot thank you guys enough for continuing to look forward to this story and waiting so patiently for it to be updated. here’s part 3. i love you guys a lot <3

cherry playlist here

part 1 here, part 2 here, masterlist here

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cherry - part II

pairing: good boy!heeseung/bad girl!reader

genre: rich kid au, 80s au, fluff, smut, and angst (sorry </3)

warnings: dom!reader, sub!heeseung, (veeery brief dom!heeseung but not really), edging,  overstimulation, unprotected sex, breeding kink if you squint, oral sex (f. receiving), dacryphilia, lovemaking, mentions of food, masturbation, heavy drinking, self-destructive behavior, literally so much crying

word count: 15k

a/n: i am emotional 🥲  thank you guys so much for loving this story. the playlist has been updated here if you want to listen while you read! also, you’ll understand this once you read, but the living room song is if the moon turns green by billie holiday <3 again, thank you guys for all of the kind words about this story. i truly, truly cannot begin to tell you how much it means to me :’)

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cherry

pairing: good boy!heeseung/bad girl!reader

genre: rich kid au, 80s au, smut with fluff and plot

warnings: dom!reader, sub!heeseung, smoking (cigarettes), alcohol consumption, prep school is mentioned but reader and heeseung are both of age, very brief mention of vomit, oral sex (m. and f. receiving), loss of virginity, there is some secondhand embarrassment in this but i swear it’s cute, reader calls hee “baby” literally all the time, the rest of enhypen are in this (and so are K and EJ from iland lmao)

word count: 15k

a/n: this is the longest fic i’ve ever written 😵‍💫 i also made a playlist to listen to while i wrote this so here it is if you want to listen while you read

masterlist here

You’d always felt the urge to destroy perfect things.

When you were five years old, you smashed your fist into your perfectly-decorated birthday cake. In elementary school, you ran your bike through the pristine flowerbed in front of your parent’s church. Three summers ago you used sewing scissors to cut off your hair simply because the pastor of that church told you it looked pretty. 

Nothing was meant to be perfect, including people, though the residents of your town seemed to disagree. They loved to play pretend, to brag to each other about their new boats and cars, their son’s acceptance to Yale, or their daughter’s to Harvard. They loved to bask in the abundance of their wealth during the day, and then drink themselves to death at night. The most miserable people have the prettiest lives. 

So you took it upon yourself to let the true colors of everybody else shine through you. Sure, you were an absolute mess, but at least you were an authentic one.

And you were determined to find a perfect boy and turn him into a mess for you. Your most ambitious project to date.

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PLD I JUST RRAD COSMO 9$=&&== HOLY SHIT so glad theres an erin ending my sapphic heart is pounding 🫶

im actually almost finished writing it😏THANKS FOR READING COSMO THO🫶🫶🫶

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— when you text them that you’re ovulating (m)

↳ pairing: ot5 x f!reader

↳ genre: fluff, smut, crack

↳ type: fake texts, headcanon

↳ rating: 18+ (unedited 💀)

↳ warnings: cursing, explicit sexual content: dom/sub undertones, breast play, cunnilingus, fingering, praising, unprotected sex, breeding kink, f!masturbation, a few spanks, dirty talk, strength kink (?) — uhh lmk if i missed anything?

↳ a/n: lmao look who’s alive :') ngl this is kinda absurd 😩, although i think some will find this struggle relatable anyway, back at my boyfriend txt agenda 😤, enjoy!

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Choi Yeonjun

He secretly has the biggest breeding kink even though he plays it off as “just teasing” :p

This man has already thought out 2484790 different scenarios of how he’s gonna fuck you before he has even walked through the front door.

He’s happy to receive your eager attack on his lips. Holds your face and kisses you passionately in return — his tongue doing the magic it always does.

When you whine impatiently, Yeonjun laughs and picks you up in his arms.

Loves the way you nuzzle his neck and hold onto him tightly. It’s so endearing.

He gently lays you down on the bed, getting rid of your pajamas to leave you only in your cotton panties.

Ovulation seems to increase your sensitivity, and this man’s gonna take full advantage of it :')

Yeonjun pays a lot of attention to your erogenous zones, including your nipples of course. He knows what that mouth can do and he never hesitates.

Once he finally gets down to your cunt, he’s more than satisfied to see that you’ve absolutely ruined your panties.

“All puffy and drenched for me, look at you,” he coos, teasing your slit.

He pushes a pair of fingers inside you to test the waters. But Yeonjun almost loses his mind over how much you’re clenching around him.

Makes you orgasm at least once using his fingers and mouth for your own sake. He knows exactly how every shred of his sanity is gonna vanish the moment he puts his dick in.

Your constant whining and whimpering only adds to the fuel that burns inside him. Yeonjun discards his clothes in record time.

Slaps his fully erected cock on your pussy. He finds your reactions very much amusing and adorable.

He starts off slow but gets over with that very soon :')

Literal banging. If you know, you know.

Yeonjun praises you but damn that mouth is filthy — the growled words in your ear are enough to make you come. Featuring, his breeding kink T^T

“Should I breed your cute little womb? How does that sound, baby? ‘m gonna put all of my cum in you.” 🥴

Choi Soobin

Soft boyfriend level x100

Comes over with your favourite comfort food, because you’re often hungry after having sex.

He’s been with you long enough to know that you turn into a whiny and needy baby during ovulation.

But he certainly did not expect to see you all naked on your bed, fondling with your body and teasing your pussy.

Instant boner. It’s a huge turn on for Soobin. There’s something... so intimate about watching you touch yourself.

Sweet baby :((( tries to patiently wait for you so that you can finish.

“Why are you standing there awkwardly? Come over here! And what took you so long, anyway? It was so hard to wait for you,” your whine brings him back to reality.

One look at your glossy eyes begging him and Soobin feels his cock throbbing. So he ditches the hesitation and hovers over you.

The kiss you share is heavy, tongues fighting for dominance. He grinds down onto you, groaning when he realizes that two of your fingers are still plugged inside your weeping hole.

As a result he breaks the kiss abruptly, his body moving downwards to face your debauched state. His hand firmly wraps around your wrist.

Soobin pulls your digits out from your cunt, growling when he sees a bit of slick gushing out of it. He suckles on your drenched fingers first, moaning at your taste.

After he’s done with your fingers, he focuses on your pussy. The way he laps you up like a starved man has your thighs trembling.

Takes his sweet time with you. Licking, sucking, tongue fucking and what not. And your heightened sensitivity only makes everything more fun ;)

At a point you start whining for his cock. Once again, Soobin is brought back to reality. He’s quick to pick up the very uncomfortable feeling inside his pants.

Groans and grunts like a wounded animal while getting rid of his boxers. He’s painfully hard and pre-cum has soaked through the material of his underwear.

Enters you in a hasty and impatient manner. Fortunately, there is no type of friction because both of you are overflowing with fluids.

Tries to not lose his fucking mind because you’re so :) damn :) tight :) and :) warm :) and wet :)

For a second he’s afraid that he might come right now, but gets over that phase and starts rutting into you. The sounds eliciting from both of you are downright sinful and then there’s the sound of skin slapping against skin.

“You feel so good around my cock, fuck. I’m gonna come so hard, baby.”

Choi Beomgyu

This man is offended™. So of course, he calls you to ask why the hell you are implying that he’s dumb.

It takes both of you some time to clear the misunderstanding, but you guys eventually get there. Beomgyu is low-key upset with himself because he couldn’t realize what you actually meant by your texts.

Determined gyu mode: ON

He just desperately wants to make you feel good (and take some revenge because you called him dumb but he won’t admit it); Especially after you mentioned how you’re more prone to stress during ovulation.

Has a long and hard thought about how he’s going to help you. And then it hits him. He can kill two birds with one stone ;)

Decides to give you a special massage so that you can relax *wink wonk*. Body oil and all that fancy stuff involved.

Within 30 minutes, Beomgyu is fumbling with the spare keys you gave him. His hands are a bit too occupied, but he manages to fling open the door somehow.

Skipping to the good part: where you’re laying naked on your bed (with a bunch of towels under you) and his big, warm hands are massaging your shoulders and spreading the aromatic oil all over. You’re already moaning, and he’s struggling to hold back his laugh.

But when he moves his hands to more... exciting places, he realizes how hard he has gotten. You’re a whimpering mess under him.

Bratty Beomgyu who was looking forward to teasing the hell out of you: G O N E. It’s time for the needy Beomgyu who wants to fuck your brains out.

Wipes off the oil out of his hands and undresses quickly. The tip of his cock is the shade of an angry red, covered with pre-cum. But you’re not able to see that, because he has instructed you to push your face into the pillow.

He grabs your hips and lifts it up a bit, positioning it properly so that he can have his way with you. Of course, how can he forget to spank the cute peachy ass he adores so much? (*﹏*;)

Just when you’re anticipating him to pummel inside your dripping pussy, he parts your ass cheeks and licks up your leaking essence instead. You swear you feel your knees buckling at the contact. “You’re so sensitive, fuck!”

Beomgyu just wants to taste you because you look delicious, all puffy and wet for him :(( he adores the way you quiver and murmur his name when he eats you out </3

Doesn’t let you come right then (-_-メ); why? 1. He’s still a brat, 2. Wants you to come around his cock.

However, when he can’t take it anymore himself, he roughly pushes inside you with a growl. A scream escapes you, your cunt immediately clenching around his huge girthy cock.

Holds onto your hips for dear life (... to the point of a bruise) and continues ramming inside you. Beomgyu is in a frenzy, obsessed with the feeling of your pussy squeezing him with each fucking thrust.

It’s so intense and fast-paced that you start blabbering muffled words. “So big,” “So good,” etc. This man will just smirk and keep going, probably his ego and dick both swelling from your praises.

“My cock is much thicker than my skull, baby. Be a good girl and take it all.” :')

Kang Taehyun

You bet he ditches everything and runs to you all while acting to be composed 😆

Kang Taehyun is that type of guy who would probably hop in a rocket and bring you a moon rock because you wanted to touch the moon. You get the picture.

Texts you filthy shit while on his way. He knows what exactly works you up in what way. And boy, he sure loves to take advantage of this skill.

Surprisingly he still manages to look calm when he finally wraps you up in his arms. Even though your little request was plain blatant, he knows that you need a lot more attention and affection before he gets to *cough* fulfilling you(r request).

Holds you up against a nearby wall (just because he can) and kisses you like there’s no tomorrow. Only now you realize exactly how wound up he is. He’s anything but gentle, hungrily seeking the warmth of your mouth.

His calloused hands grope and squeeze you through the thin material of your pajamas. You’re already a whiny, needy mess under him. And he loves it.

Taehyun is quite impatient when he settles down on the couch himself and positions you to sit on his lap. He undresses you quickly, all while nibbling on the soft skin of the juncture of your neck.

When you try to rub your clothed core against his now visible bulge, he grips onto your waist and helps you grind down onto him. Goosebumps spread over your bare skin, and he gently rubs his palm over your arms with a smirk.

“Looks like you’re in for a ride today, baby.” T^T

He lets his hand sneak inside your white cotton panties, groaning at the immediate dampness hitting his fingers. His gaze is smoldering and you barely manage hide your face in his shoulder.

His hand idly explores around, oftentimes pressing on your weeping hole but never pushing inside. You whine and move around a little out of frustration. He takes the hint, his thumb reaching for your clit while his index and middle finger slip inside your pussy.

Your nearly pornographic moans ring through his ears, egging him on. The fact that he can bring out those sounds out of you, makes him feel so powerful.

The way Taehyun stimulates all your sensitive spots at once has you reeling. Your breathing is uneven, and your enhanced sensitivity is not helping at all.

He scissors his fingers inside you and pumps you steadily, squelchy sounds coming down from there. You squeeze his fingers with your inner walls, both embarrassed and aroused.

When you suddenly come without any caution, he holds you close and helps you ride out the pleasure waves. His fingers slip out of your cunt, only to be placed in his mouth for him to taste. You feel yourself clenching, feeling extremely empty.

Once done with tasting, pulls down your absolutely ruined panties and asks you to get rid of his clothes. So of course, you obey immediately, too desperate to have his cock buried deep inside you.

He holds your waist firmly while you take his length and align it with your entrance. You start pushing down onto him soon enough, impaling yourself on his impressive member. He lets you do it in your own pace, hissing when your molten warmth envelops him entirely.

Taehyun takes the reins from you immediately, slowly moving you up and down on his dick. You clutch onto his shoulders for support, whimpering as ecstasy builds up rapidly inside you.

“You’re so eager to be my little cream-filled donut, aren’t you?” At this point he’s bouncing you on his cock, his mouth sucking hickeys on wherever he can reach.

“Ungh, ha— y-yes, please!” You manage to babble out. His thrusts seem to intensify more, as the tip of his cock hits your cervix, making you cry out. You’re pretty sure that you’re drooling on his shoulder, but it’s not something you can control.

Your gummy walls clench around him sporadically, signalling your second orgasm of the night. As you crest higher and higher, your subconscious expects you to be cream-pied by the end of it all. Your world spins and you feel like floating as the orgasm hits you like a tidal wave.

When you finally open your eyes, you see your boyfriend hovering over you. In a flash you realize that you’re now sinking into the soft couch, and his cock is still inside you, throbbing.

“I’m not done yet, sweetheart.” :)

Huening Kai

Kai is as horny as humanly possible when he’s on his way to your shared place. It’s... a miracle that he reaches home without any scratches.

All over you from the moment he sees you </3, if impatience was personified, it’d be him (・–・;)ゞ

He’s kissing wherever you have exposed skin, often nuzzling and inhaling your scent instead. After a while he hugs you tightly, mumbling, “I missed you.” :(

You’re melting in his arms, feeling so loved and wanted. When you tell him that you’ve missed him too, he captures your mouth in a hungry kiss. You are only wearing an oversized t-shirt (which is his, ofc), and you decided to skip panties since you texted him previously.

He’s super attentive, so it doesn’t take much long for Kai to notice. His long, slender fingers creep up to your inner thighs to stroke your sensitive skin teasingly. “Such a naughty girl,” his whisper tickles your ear.

Carries you to the bedroom in bridal style and gently places you on the soft mattress. You watch him with hooded eyes as he gets rid of his clothes, only leaving his calvin klein on. He chuckles when he notices you rubbing your thighs desperately.

“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it all.” 🥺

He helps you out of your t-shirt, immediately reaching for your nipple. You thread your fingers through his hair, sighing and moaning from relief. Pays great attention to both of your breasts, fondling, licking and sucking.

Once he’s satisfied with his work, he moves downward. You’re extremely wet and sensitive already, slick covering your pussy entirely. His first instinct is to curse and part it properly for him to look.

Your whiny cry makes him lick his lips. Hyuka is pretty sure he can slide his cock right in without any friction. But what’s the fun in that?

Pulls down his boxers to free his cock before hovering over you. His heavy length rests on your tummy, making your cunt clench around nothing.

You gasp when he connects your mouth, kissing you fervently. The way his tongue strokes yours so sensually, the way his hand rubs your clit in a fixed manner, makes you dazed.

But then you feel it, his cock sliding across your slit and it’s head continuously nudging your swollen nub. You clutch onto his broad shoulders for support, wanton whimpers getting muffled in his kiss.

Kai gently rocks his hips, continuing the motion repetitively. You feel like you’re about to burst. It’s a new sensation, and it’s too much.

But then, again, he’s a very attentive lover and he realizes your discomfort immediately. Soon he’s pushing his cock inside you in a swift motion, the shock of relief making you shudder.

Lewd, wet slapping sounds echo through the room as your bodies meet again and again. Your skin is on fire, nerve endings barely keeping it together.

“That’s it baby, you’re doing so well.” Kai increases his pace, fucking into your pulsating core with all his might. Your breasts jiggle with each hard thrust, moans falling off of your lips.

Your insides are buzzing with intense pleasure as you struggle to keep your eyes open. He’s hitting all the right spots inside you, making your gummy walls clamp down onto his cock.

“Damn it, baby, how am I supposed to keep up if you squeeze me like that continuously?” He huffs out a breath, resting his forehead on the crook of your neck.

💌 end notes: thank you so much for reading if you made it this far 💖 hopefully this was enjoyable! i’m sorry if it’s filled with a load of mistakes, i didn’t edit this + i’ve gone back to hating my writing for a while now,,,, so yeah :/ hopefully that’s not too visible 😞

As always, reblogs and comments are highly appreciated ( asks are welcome too ) <3! your support and feedback keeps me motivated to write 🥺

I’ll try to update both bewitched and hush sometime soon </3 thank you so much for being patient, i promise i’m trying my best here ╥ ╥

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i've seen you posted the last chapter and im really REALLY happy and excited. i just wanted to know if you were okay tho? i was worried maybe you felt pressured into posting. again i'm really sorry that happened to you. i really hope you got the closure you needed <3

i think i did get the closure i needed and im gonna try getting back into my writing because it makes me happy and i feel no pressure <3

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40. the end? (short + written)

you sat at the pool with your feet in the water, it was now 11:31. they’re late.

you had never been this anxious in your entire life. but you had to make a choice.

“y/n?” jay spoke up from behind you.

you turned around to see all four boys looking down at you, just as anxious as you, maybe even more.

you motioned for them to come sit with you.

“so…” you began, trying to find the words to say to them.

“take your time,” heeseung smiled to you.

“i don’t even know where to begin,” you sighed, “you know i care about you all so much and all i want is to make you all happy right? each of you mean so much to me and i dont want to fuck it all up. heeseung, you’re kind and always put me first. jay, you listen to me when nobody else will. jake, you choose to love me no matter how many times i fuck up. and sunghoon, you always know how to cheer me up and make me smile even during the roughest times.”

“y/n, no matter who you choose, you won’t lose any of us. right guys?” jay said, the others nodding in response as they looked at you eager for what you had to say next.

“i’ve thought a lot about it and i’ve come to a decision,” you took a deep breath, “i choose…”

heeseung

jay

jake

sunghoon

erin

y/n

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a/n- i have no idea if i will finish the other alternate endings for this series since i gave up on writing for a while but… i finally finished the one for heeseung (he has been the most popular candidate for y/n so… i hope at least a few of you are satisfied with this ending)

synopsis: you became an idol after going on i-land 2 and debuted in a group called “cozmo”. your group gained a lot of popularity and success quickly like enhypen did so the company decided it would make them even more money if the two groups became close and started working on projects together.

(taglist): @enhacolor @artgukk @wntrsgf @shdowhuntr @luvrseung @deobitifull @nyfwyeonjun @zhaixiaowen @duolingofanaccount @magssu @theskzvibe @diestheticu @sleepyenhasasha @jiwlys @astra-line @tmrwxtogether @hoteldelluna @paolennenicole @milfjake @afiaaaa19 @rein-deer-stuffs @jongrecs @deobitininy @arizejkt19 @qiankunslove @enhasengene @gsknikki @ssickhyune @yabukkura @pshwyfie @w3bqrl @vantxx95 @soobin-chois

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i know i havent posted in a long time and im very sorry for that but i might be on a permanent or long term temporary break now. i just went through the worst break up and idk how i can write about love when im in so much pain. this guy cheated on me and made me think i was special and the only girl but then acted the EXACT same behind my back to other girls. literally carbon copy conversations. i feel disgusting because i let him see my body and a side of me that nobody ever gets to see. so im sorry for not posting and maybe i’ll begin again one day but for now i just cant.

sincerely sorry, winter.

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plsss when are you updating cozmo I've been starting your page for over a week and I'm on the verge of tears 😭

hopefully by the end of the week😭i didnt realize that writing six different endings would take so much time💔💔

[enhasubs]

my man is 6’4 (193 cm) and im 5’1 (154 cm) THE DYNAMIC MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE TO BE DOMINANT IN ANY WAY😭gonna have to live out the fantasy through my writing rip💔