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Have a piece of my mind...

smutt, smutt, smutty smut...

As always, likes, comments, reposts and positive criticism are highly appreciated 🫶

Simon "Ghost" Riley knows when to fuck and when to make love.

He's memorized your menstrual cycle so before you get your period, when your body and mind are over sensitive and you cry cause you saw an add of homeless dogs in the TV, he's gentle... with his words and his touch.

He makes love to you, he settles for missionary, making eye contact, your legs wrap around his waist while he thrusts into you deep and slow, he squeezes your sore boobs lightly, he doesn't want to hurt you, and flicks his tongue on your harden nipples.

He interviewed his fingers with your, holding your hands on each side of your face as he peppers kisses all over your face and neck, he whispers soft praises and words of encouragement on your ear. "so good for me, love", "good girl, taking me so well", "baby... keep looking at me".

He slides his hand between your bodies to rub soft circles on your clit until you cum with a soft cry of his name.

He gives you the best aftercare, he cleans you up and helps you put on your favorite pj's, he brings you water and your favorite snacks, he wraps you in his strong arms, kissing your forehead and running a gentle hand on your back until you are fast asleep.

Oh but when you're ovulating and constantly horny, when you follow him around your shared apartment, your hands always on him and your voice is whiny and needy, when you mindlessly rub your boobs against his bicep?. That's when he fucks you.

He got you on a mating press while he pounds on your swollen cunt at a supernatural pace and you're panting like a bitch in heat, his hand comes to wrap around your throat as he dirty talks you "fuck, so wet for me", "tight little cunt making a mess on my cock", "is this what you wanted baby?, to be fucked like a whore, yeah?".

He doesn't need to rub your clit, he's fucking you oh so, so good, thrusting balls deep into you, the sounds of your wet pussy and skin slapping against skin fill the room along with your loud moans and his grunts, his pubic bone hits your clit just right, your eyes roll back as you orgasm so hard you think you may be having a seizure, he's movements doesn't falter as he chases his own release driving you into overstimulation while he fills your pussy with his hot, white cum.

Simon "Ghost" Riley knows you like the back of his hand so much so he knows when you need to fucked like a whore and when he needs to make love to you and he'll do it because you are his good girl, the light on his darkest days and the love of his life.

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Does Ganondorf use his cool sword for advice at all?

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I’m coming back, Ghost.

You never hurt me the way he did.

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on loving someone who has passed

a self portrait in letters by anne sexton / aubade by louise glück / achilles and patroclus by @maieste / all about love by bell hooks / blue sun by nina mouawad / albert camus correspondance to maria casarès / un homme et une femme by stephan sinding / the gods show up by michael kinnucan / the chronology of water: a memoir by lidia yuknavitch

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Long distance grief

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Sometimes little pleasures in life are loadbearing. Whenever someone is like "If you'd just give up tea and coffee and sugar and--" im like I'll stop you right there. Because if you finish that sentence i am going to kill everyone in this building and then myself. If i have to face the horrors of the world without my little jar of caramel flavoured instant coffee i am going to go full American Psycho. Believe it or not, my main priority in life is not to have perfect teeth or be an Olympic athlete or look like a supermodel, but to actually enjoy living, because I spent far too long not doing that and it royally sucked. And boy, some people don't like hearing that. Particularly dentists

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Toonjuice's bed when he starts dating you

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“Death cannot stop true love. It can only delay it for a while.”

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You're out walking yours and Simon's dog, Riley, one afternoon when some guy you've never met all but saunters up to you.

He tries to chat you up, laying the flirtation on so thick it congeals into sleaze. You shut him down bluntly at every turn, but unfortunately, he's... determined.

Riley growls as he takes a step closer, the retired military dog pushing himself in front of you with hackles raised and teeth bared.

And still, the stranger doesn't get the hint. He merely huffs out an amused laugh as he looks from Riley to you.

"Didn't realize you had a guard dog -"

Suddenly, his gaze wanders past you. The cocky grin on his face drains away in an instant as he pales.

Like he's seen a Ghost.

"She's got two, mate."

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Simon wouldn't mind signing a pre-nup if you had more money than him. he really wouldn't. in fact, he'd be proud of you for thinking ahead and protecting yourself in case things go wrong (not that he would let it get to that point but okay).

but.

he would get lowkey highkey offended when you ask if he wants to sign a pre-nup since he has more money than you. even worse when you insist on it because you don't want him thinking that you're marrying him for what's in his bank account.

"'m not signing shit." is all he says. "my money is your money."

the conversation shuts down from there as he sips his beer and keeps his eyes fixed on the tv to watch the game.

well, he can't say you didn't try. but then you realize why he didn't want to sign the papers in the first place.

it's not about him thinking you don't love him. it's that he truly and genuinely believes that you and him will never be divorced. sure, there will be tough times ahead. but there will be good times too.

he's your husband and you're his wife. till death do you part. no ifs, ands or buts. the next time he'll be buried six feet under, he'll have a ring on his finger. period.

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I cannot be sated without you

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Welcome 2025, helloooooooo depression!

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Knife Mirror with Blood Carpet by Drought

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I need to jump back into selfshipping.

Fictional men can’t disappoint you like real men can.

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When I had my first period, I was very afraid. I knew what it was, but I still wasn't prepared, so i was scared

So I'm a strong believer in properly informing and preparing every AFAB (a female at birth) child for their eventual first period

I hate this weird ideal people have that periods are gross or sexual, and shouldn't be taught. Because it ultimately will just set up AFAB children for fear and stress when their first eventually happens

So I drew this poster that I like to imagine is somewhere in the daycare bathroom, to show all children that it's normal, and AFAB children what to do when they get one :]

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