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he looks so unreal

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beauty

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“I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.”

— Melissa Cox

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201111 weareoneEXO: 'World-class performer’ KAI to debut solo! 1st Mini Album ‘KAI (开)’ out on 11/30! To open new world of musicXperformanceXstyle! 6 tracks of various genres! Pre-orders available from today!

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i just preordered it🥰🥰🥰

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JONGIN!! SOLO!! IS!! COMING!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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KAI for FLAUNT Magazine (2020)

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hanker sore

adj. finding a person so attractive it actually kinda pisses you off.

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Jongin ✧ SuperM ‘Super One’ Jacket Behind The Scenes.

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SuperM ✦ Tiger Inside

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dangerous woman ✧ 200911, yoo hee-yeol’s sketchbook.

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this has been a fail

i think i’m gonna take a break from kpop, like okay i’ll obvi listen to bbh2 and nini’s album but besides that i’m just gonna try to distantiate myself from that :)

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i’m kinda back cause kji1 is coming

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200901 KAI Bubble

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10 Questions Tag! 💗

Rules: Answer the ten questions, write your own, and then tag ten people.

thank youuu @jongin-be-my-jagi for tagging me, your questions were sooo interesting as well as your answers 

1.  What is your idea of a perfect (or, almost perfect) day?

hmmm, first it has to be sunny and warm, but not too warm and with a little breeze. i would be around my best friends, we would be talking and laughing and seeing pretty things, eating good food, drinking wine and just enjoying each other’s presence. simply :)

2.  Do you have a "type" - a type of person you generally find attractive? What qualities do you like best in people? (Can be physical traits, character traits, or both.)

i kinda do? physically, i’m generally attracted to dark-haired, dark-eyed guys, and i do particularly enjoy tan skin. but i already have been attracted to guys that were blonde with light eyes and lighter skin, so i guess he just has to attract me somehow, vibes are important :) However... i’m pretty picky in terms of personality; i like open-minded people (not judgmental, tolerant, supportive of differences, not racist, not homophobic/transphobic etc, not sexist (i’m a woman, wouldn’t make sense) anyways you get it :) i also like people who make me laugh, and who are kind, peaceful and mean well. i also tend to like passionate people, cause it is something we share :) (i cut it short cause it was going to be hella long) 

3.  Is there anything you would never do for any amount of money?

the first that came to my mind was killing an innocent, cause... obviously? (capitalists are shaking) i can’t think of anything else cause that’s just the only horrible thing i can think of right now? but there are probably more things for sure 

4.  What makes you feel most alive?

helping someone, being helpful. i feel like my existence is useless if it only concerns me and impacts no one else, it’s just a “selfish” and self-centered existence, but to me having an existence that matters means being involved in making the world a better place, and making other people’s lives better at the same time. also, i feel alive when i do something i have been waiting to do, a goal that i’m achieving like, going to a concert or visiting a country i really wanted to visit. 

5.  If there was going to be a movie made about your life, is there a movie director you would like to oversee the project? Who would that be? What genre and mood would your life movie have

hummmmmmmm that’s so hard to answer cause my life isn’t special lmao also, i don’t know that much movie directors so i can’t really tell :/ i guess if my life is not special, the film would be a slice of life kind of film, obviously a comedy too cause me and my bffs are the funniest people of this planet ngl, but yeah... just a film about an ordinary girl and her ordinary life (i wouldn’t recommend watching it, don’t pay for that, it’s a waste). but the scenes and mood and music would definitely be veeeeeeery aesthetic and very pleasant.

6.  What is something valuable you have learned in your life that you would like to pass on to others?

i think it would be the fact that you have to work hard for what you want, and when it gets hard, remember why you’re doing it and where this will lead you (the achievement of your goal), you can’t expect things to be given to you on a platter, sometimes they are and you’re lucky, but it won’t always be that way, and you have to be ready for that. also, surround youself with good people, who are here for you and who look out for you, this helps in every situation that can occur in one’s life. if they don’t make you happy, do not waste your time and energy on them and find better people, you deserve better. 

5.  Who is your ultimate bias? If you met him or her in real life, what kind of relationship do you think the two of you might have?

this question is tricky cause, how to sound not delusional or creepy? but you know what, fuck it i know i’m not. my ultimate bias is mister kim jongin, and if i met him in real life i’m almost certain we would at least be very good friends. from what i know about him as a fan, and what i’ve seen, we’re pretty similar (mbti twins🤪), we share the same passions and whenever he says something deep, about his thoughts and ways of being, i can usually relate. also i’m almost certain i would fall in love with him lmao have you seen the guy he is?? but i obviously don’t know if the feeling would be mutual :)

6. Is there a song that captures your mood recently? What is it?

i recently discovered artist Summer Walker, and i fell in love with her voice, style and entiiiire discography. i don’t know what my mood is these days, i don’t think i have one tbh (i sleep at 4am and wake up at 2pm i basically am a soulless body walking around the house), but one thing i know is that she captures my favourite kind of music. 

7. What are three books that are important to you?

ok so most of the books i have read were given to me by my teachers, they asked me to read them, and i liked some of them but they aren’t important to me, except for one; The Awakening by Kate Chopin (very beautiful, feminist, and revolting), but that’s honestly the only one that has a deep meaning to me so far :/

If you could meet anyone in the whole world, who would it be, and what would you do with them?

meet donald trump, put him in a cage, and leave him there. lmao no more seriously (i’m not kidding tho), the only person i would love to meet right now is jongin, and i would just talk with him until we have nothing else to talk about (if that can even happen). he’s the first person i’m thinking about atm, but i’m sure if i think hard enough there should be other people i would love to meet, for other reasons. 

My 10 questions;

1. What is happiness to you?

2. What kind of people (or if there is someone particular, who) inspire you?

3. How would you describe your fashion sense?

4. How do you know you like someone? (platonic/romantic)

5. If you HAD to move to another country, where would you go and why?

6. What is something you always remind yourself?

7. What form of art do you prefer? (dance, paintings, sculptures etc...)

8. If you could make a song, what kind of song would it be? (and also what genre)

9. What’s one goal you have set for yourself?

10. If you could have any career for a week, which one would you choose?

i’m tagging @salt-andmud, @amandoaexo and @mayrubyy, enjoyyyy💓

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thank you always @salt-andmud for tagging me and making me post something on my tumblr lmao (also sorry for being so late i never check tumblr??)

10 songs in your “on repeat” playlist on spotify // 10 songs you’ve been listening to on repeat if you don’t have spotify tag game //

Take Me Away - THE DRIVER ERA // Deep - Summer Walker // While We’re Young - Jhené Aiko // Prayed Up - Summer Walker // R U Ridin’? - BAEKHYUN // pink diamond - Charli XCX // Telephone - EXO-SC, 10cm // Groove - EXO // Japanese Denim - Daniel Caesar // Focus - H.E.R.

i’m tagging @amandoaexo @jongin-be-my-jagi and @mayrubyy 🤍

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i’m getting called out for asking jongin to speak up for BLM, but i mean, i won’t be sorry for telling him. i’m disappointed by the fact that he posts a pic of his gucci shoot from two months ago and acts like nothing is happening rn, and like ily baby but nobody gives a crap about your gucci shoot rn🥴 i know you’re a good human and would never hurt anyone else but please use your platform.