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i'm all the people i've ever loved

loseness lines over time by olivia de recat, @i-wrotethisforme, Kaveh Akbar, Olivie Blake

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are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

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"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot explain it to myself."

- Franz Kafka

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— Carol Rifka Brunt in Tell The Wolves I'm Home

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it’s so infuriating people try to make you feel so old once you hit 25. we are so young, there is so much to see & do. we’re going to grow & learn so much. feeling old for 3/4 of your life isn’t the way to do it

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ocean umbrella

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there is no unlived life or alternative reality where everything went right…. there is only here and now what are you going to do with it

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one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

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*through gritted teeth* you are not a child taking a test with the purpose of getting the highest score, you are an adult trying new things and finding ways to enjoy your life, make mistakes, be a beginner, be mediocre, be where you need to be, be unlikeable, just. be.

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and if that is not enough, what is enough?

@underwata, Vincent van Gogh, Dreams (Akira Kurosawa), Ocean Vuong, Close Up (Abbas Kiarostami), Charlotte Brontë, Leslie Zhang, Mary Oliver, Bright Star (Jane Campion), Mary Oliver

buy me a coffee

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“a more softer you, in your inconsistent phases. a more kinder you, in your regretful phases. a more patient you, in your low phases. a more loving you, throughout.”

— iambrillyant

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a colorful day out

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curious tiger | prints

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curious. anyway,

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If the compass breaks,

then follow your heart

And I hope it leads you

right back into my arms

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POV: you're in a quiet, cozy spot with a simple view of magnificent trees with colorful leaves on a crisp autumn day - you are wearing fuzzy socks, have a warm drink and a good book with you - the wind is howling at night, you are looking at misty lands and the smell of fire in the hearths is in the air

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