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i need to understand biochemistry out of spite

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apologies for my inconsistency. i am still very much alive!

life has been a rollercoaster. i've noticed that after high school, it's like the bell jar has been lifted and i feel like i am free to just evaporate or explode at any moment. this semester has been pretty good but it also came with its considerable lows, though i think i am able to get through adversity better.

some of my goals right now are to:

take care of my health (i do not want to get covid nor a mental breakdown)

dedicate most of my energy to learning

nurture my hobbies and make progress with them (distinction needs to be made between that and being stuck in a state of paralysis of consuming mindless content about said hobbies)

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i admit i'm not very consistent at this blog thing, but hey. im back in my second semester, things are already looking like a blur, but im doing my best to ground myself and forge my way through! also am very eepy

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guys im on spring break finally also i passed all my exams :-D it was a learning curve but i enjoyed it the experience more than last year

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i am ACTUALLY more behind than i expected! FUCK

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i got exams at the end of march

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Dealing With Executive Dysfunction - A Masterpost

The “getting it done in an unconventional way” method.

The “it’s not cheating to do it the easy way” method.

The “fuck what you’re supposed to do” method.

The “get stuff done while you wait” method.

The “you don’t have to do everything at once” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be permanent to be helpful” method.

The “break the task into smaller steps” method.

The “treat yourself like a pet” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be all or nothing” method.

The “put on a persona” method.

The “act like you’re filming a tutorial” method.

The “you don’t have to do it perfectly” method.

The “wait for a trigger” method.

The “do it for your future self” method.

The “might as well” method.

The “when self discipline doesn’t cut it” method.

The “taking care of yourself to take care of your pet” method.

The “make it easy” method.

The “junebugging” method.

The “just show up” method.

The “accept when you need help” method.

The “make it into a game” method.

The “everything worth doing is worth doing poorly” method.

The “trick yourself” method.

The “break it into even smaller steps” method.

The “let go of should” method.

The “your body is an animal you have to take care of” method.

The “fork theory” method.

The “effectivity over aesthetics” method.

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i have an anatomy simulation thingy on monday, so this weekend im going to brute force all that info in my brain so i can completely chillax next week

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update i got it now haha

in the midst of the brachial plexus (i feel overwhelmed but ik that this feeling is normal and that with time, i will learn to understand what is important and that this feeling of never knowing enough should inspire me to push forward, not paralyze me)

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in the midst of the brachial plexus (i feel overwhelmed but ik that this feeling is normal and that with time, i will learn to understand what is important and that this feeling of never knowing enough should inspire me to push forward, not paralyze me)

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there's no other way to get through this amount of revision than to romanticise the fuck out of it. so back to the secret history I crawl.