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Here’s some positivity for today. Nature and animals are a part of us.
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I also learned to never play dumb with a person. For at least 2 years I’ve been playing dumb to someone I liked because I thought that’s what she liked since she’s always been texting stupid and superficial guys even while we had a relationship, so I acted that way too. It kinda worked but not in the end. Nah never again, I need a smart girl. Disregard females, acquire wealth.

Just found out a few days ago that I probably have a serious illness. The doctor still has to examine it so I have to wait a few days and see. My life was going great I met a few girls and one of them stood out. We hung out for a few days at her place but she’s from the US and can’t stay with me for long. Fuck. She has a perfect body, perfect smile and we can talk about anything. Second girl in my life I really liked. I thought I was friends with the first one and we promised to always be there for each other but when I told her I need someone to talk to she laughed at me and now she tells me to fuck off and I don’t know why. We were always good friends but she never had Loyalty, I should’ve known that was an empty promise. I have no one to talk about it now and I am not going to bother friends or family.
Yoo I wouldn’t do this blog it’s kinda sketchy and I hate stuff like this but I just need to talk; maybe there is someone out there who thinks the same. I don’t want to die and I don’t accept positivism as an answer (even if it is indeed possible, just like anything else). Also I don’t want to talk about illness but about any theory that there could be something more to death than just nothing. I am not going to die. Even if this means stretching “reality”.
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Just found out a few days ago that I probably have a serious illness. The doctor still has to examine it so I have to wait a few days and see. My life was going great I met a few girls and one of them stood out. We hung out for a few days at her place but she’s from the US and can’t stay with me for long. Fuck. She has a perfect body, perfect smile and we can talk about anything. Second girl in my life I really liked. I thought I was friends with the first one and we promised to always be there for each other but when I told her I need someone to talk to she laughed at me and now she tells me to fuck off and I don’t know why. We were always good friends but she never had Loyalty, I should’ve known that was an empty promise. I have no one to talk about it now and I am not going to bother friends or family.
Yoo I wouldn’t do this blog it’s kinda sketchy and I hate stuff like this but I just need to talk; maybe there is someone out there who thinks the same. I don’t want to die and I don’t accept positivism as an answer (even if it is indeed possible, just like anything else). Also I don’t want to talk about illness but about any theory that there could be something more to death than just nothing. I am not going to die. Even if this means stretching “reality”.
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