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ERI IN LOVE TALKING ABOUT LOVE❤️💪

Love makes you feel strong💪🍷❤️

Hey hope everyone is doing great these days. Its winter almost in some areas. Its complete winter in my native place but its bit hot at the place i am currently staying.

What i am supposed to talk?? 

No ideas right now.

Ummm.. lets talk about love.

My view for love has literally changed completely, hahaha not in a bad way but in a greatest way. I am thankful that I came to know about this side of love too. Love is seriously a beautiful feeling.

What people think about love? What type of love do people believe? Does gender matter in love?

I dont know how people think about love. But I am gonna share my views about love. Cz I am already in love with someone for almost 7 years.

What I think about love?

 Hmm... For me love is something pure, satisfying, relaxing just like meditation? No its like music for me because i feel so refreshed every time I feel love.

Meaning of love differs for each person. Feeling is different for man and woman. How a man thinks about love is different from a woman. I dont know how a man thinks about love. But for a woman I guess it is completely related to the emotions. I get jealous just by seeing a girl sharing his story on IG. But still I have to console my heart cz I trust him. Jealousy is because of emotional attachment with ur partner. Women think emotionally in love i wud say.

Basically, Love is all about trust. You trust ur lover everything is good and fine. But its not just ur trust in ur lover. Make ur lover trust u too. Mutual trust is everything. Make ur feel lover that u care about ur relationship, u believe in ur relationship, make them feel special in every way.

What type of love do I believe?

Its definitely not the fairy tale one. For me love should make u feel free. It shud be supportive rather than being burden. Love shud make ur heart feel at ease. Love shud make u be urself. It shud make u feel like flying. When u r feeling depressed it shud cheer u up just like ur favourite music. Just like music has no language and barrier, Love shud be same. Just like ur favourite music which hits the deepest points of ur heart, melting u completely, same goes with love. Love shud make u feel like u r melting into ur loved one's embrace. Love is an expression, shud express in whatever way u like, through ur words, ur actions, ur silence, whatever way u know just express ur love. Talk loud about if u want, noone is forcing u. Cz forcing ur love is not expressing love, It just becomes a responsibility like a duty and love is not a duty. So feel free to express ur love everytime u get a chance.

Does gender matter in love?

NO, love shud not have gender barriers. Actually earlier I had no views on this question. But now I know actually about this question I do have some views about it. 

Love is never about just gender. Do u really think during human evolution anyone wud have known anything about love? so how can we say that gender matters in love?

Human evolution is all about perpetuation of life, generation over generation. Love is a developed emotion of human. So basically human has developed emotion with keeping in mind THE PERPETUATION OF LIFE. Funny right? This thought just crossed my mind while writing. But this is true. Just think about it just by urself. U want kids in future, how is it possible? ofcrs it has to be a man and a woman. It cant happen between a man and man or woman and woman. So, we will develop feeling for the opposite gender technically, that if i love the opposite gender only then I can keep up with the generation.

With time this has become a law to love just opposite gender. Loving the same gender as a lover has brought shame on people, it has become completely unacceptable even though constitution is giving permission to love gender free.

Its really a wide view if u just keep gender aside. Love is a special feeling. I know we all have developed those barriers in our minds from the day we were born. Love shud make us feel special not ashamed of anything. Only thing that matters is do u feel special when someone treats good no matter its the same gender or the opposite gender.

Dont feel ashamed for whoever u love. Only thing matters is ur happiness.

Also science has developed enough to have kids. 

What will happen if one of the partners in the opposite gender couple is unable to produce kids due to some kind of medical condition? Their love for each other wud replenish just like that?

Its really funny thinking about it.

I will stop here today. Hope my view regarding love wud widen ur thoughts. If u want to widen it more I wud recommend u to watch some BL dramas.

#LOVE #EXOL #GENDERFREELOVE #LGBTQ #PROUDLOVER #FRIENDSHIPS #HUMANEVOLUTION #LATENIGHTTHOUGHTS

#EXO #XIUMIN #SUHO #LAY #BAEKHYUN #CHEN #CHANYEOL #DO #KAI # SEHUN

#KIMMINSEOK #KIMJUNMYEON #ZHANGYIXING #BYUNBAEKHYUN #KIMJONGDAE #PARKCHANYEOL #DOHKYUNGSOO #KIMJONGIN #OHSEHUN

#EXOL #STAY #TOMOON #VIP #SUPERM

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27.11.2020

Wish You a very very happy our Happy Virus🍷

Dear Chanyeol,

Hope u r doing well these days. We are not getting any updates since last month. We wish u r living healthy and strong and working hard for u. You r not just an Idol for me. U r an inspiration for everyone, for me u r the biggest strength in my life. From the day I heard ur voice I fell hard for u. I fell harder for EXO. Thank you so much for being the reason for me becoming EXOL. A fan of world's biggest and beautiful fandom world. We EXOLs love u with all of our heart.

Thank u so much for starting NNG. For us, for urself, for everyone out in the world who needs inspiration in life. Your music is giving us life. Your music melts our hearts. You work hard day by day and achieve new things every day. I hope u remain passionate like this always. I am going to stan You, EXO, NNG throughout my life no matter what.

It is really true that music has no boundaries if you wanna listen. For me, I have never imagined in my life that there could be someone who can melt my heart like this. Each and every EXO song, no matter its collab, solo, group, is special for me and I know same goes for every EXO-L out there.

Chanyeol, Please stay happy healthy and strong like always. No matter what happens just follow your dreams. Lots of love to you. Becoming an EXOL is really special and I feel it eveytime I hear you, I hear EXO, I hear NNG.

Till now I have never regretted anything in my life. But now I regret only one thing that what even was I doing??? For last 8 years. Why I wasn't supporting u at that time? I have missed alot. But I will not regret anymore cz wd time I can coverup those 8 years.

I don't know how should I show my gratitude towards you guys but I wanna tell you that Each and everyone each n every member has made a special place in my heart. Thank you so much just for existing in this world. Thank uu so much for saving this world from falling apart. Your music inspires people. We want to hear u for life. We want to love u for life. We want to be with u for life.

Mr. Park Chan Yeol, you are the bestest n u always will be. You are the one and only multi talented person I hv ever seen in my life. You r the one and only singer who melted my heart. I have never known what an IDOL is but I am thankful, when I came to know what is an IDOL. I am thankful It was You whom I got to know who a true and perfect Idol is.

Wish you lots of luck and prosperity in ur life. Always cheering for you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK CHAN YEOL❤️❤️😘

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOEY🌹🌹

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEALTHY TEETH🌼🌼

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR PRECIOUS HAPPY VIRUS 🌺🌺

PARK CHAN YEOL- 27.11.1992

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Hey,

I don't know how should I say anything. I feel like crying now a days. I don't know what to do. I feel a lot of demotivated towards myself. I feel like I want to cry the whole day. I am tired of pretending to myself that everything is alright. But my mind is like going crazy. I am not even overthinking anything. I want to do my work but on the same time I just wanna sit idle and just cry. Its getting worse these days. I am asking myself to be ok. But seriously I am just tired of trying too much. I have become really good at hiding my emotions with the going age. But heart feels like it's gonna tear apart. My chest is so heavy. Feels like there is stone. I am really worried about the future. I am so afraid of the coming days. I cant tell this to anyone thats y m writing it here. Other reason for not telling anyone is that no one can understand the feeling and I might look like making a fool of myself. I just wanna hide somewhere. Dont wanna talk to anyone. I just want to be alone.

To Bae,

Hey bae, I know I cant tell you how I feel now a days and also seriously I don't wanna burden u by saying my thoughts cz u might freak out. I don't know u have noticed or not but things have changed between us these days. I feel distant from you. I feel distant from myself. Have u noticed? I have stopped calling u HUBBY these days. Because I dont know why but I am afraid of the future of our relationship. I don't know you have felt it or not. But we are not talking much. It is making me scared of the coming days of being together. I wanna apologize if I have done anything wrong or am I just asking too much from you in our relationship? Please let me know if you feel like that I am going overboard. Am I seeking too much attention from you. I am sorry If i make you feel burdened from my thoughts. But I love you so much. And I don't wanna be without you ever in my life. I will not ask too much from you. If u still think that I have asked you too much just remind me. Cz maybe I might not be noticing by myself. I know I am not doing that well as u always expect of me. I know I m not worth deserving your love. But I am still trying to be atleast a better person who can support you anytime anywhere and always.

I don't want you to worry about me. You should dedicate well to your work. I know you are capable of doing everything. Please don't feel down If u think things are not the way u want. We never get the exact things. But keep working hard my love. If u feel that there is no one with you. I am always loving you with all of my heart. And I am always your biggest FAN. Always cheering for you. Supporting you. Encouraging you.

I know I sometime fight with you just for attention. But that is also my way of loving u. The way is bit odd but I feel close to you. I am sorry If I am making things difficult for you. I love you more than everyone in this world. I cant imagine myself without you. In every memory u are always with me. I love you so much ANSH❤️❤️❤️

To myself,

Hey you, Don't u dare to lose hope in urself. Just hold in there because u can do everything bcz u have immense support. There are lots of things that are always inspiring you. Believe in yourself. Keep a hold on urself. You completely know wat to do when u feel like giving up. Dont u dare to give up. You have lots to achieve. You have lots of love around you. You have love of ur life. You have found meaning of your life. If u can't do for urself. Do it for the love of ur life. If u give up who is gonna support the love of ur life. Just cheer up and keep on going. You got everything. U dont lack anything in ur life ever in ur life till date. Show lots of support to urself. No one understands u more than yourself. Just love urself more than enough. Do it the way u want. Do everything u have thought of. Dont be afraid of the world u idiot. It is full of anonymous, mindless, careless people who don't want to mind their own business. Just shoot them off. U r best. Noone is better than you. Love your lover with all your might. Dont stress him with your stupid thoughts and all. He is the best u hv got. U fool how come u even deserve him?. He is best and look at urself always overthinking. Just keep your self motivated. And u know it well how u do it. U are best. U emotional fool come to ur senses and look after yourself. No one is gonna do it for you. Got it??? Hope u will get enough inspiration today. I love you🍭❤️

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Life is so unpredictable. You should let it be like that. It doesn't matter what you do what you see. Just go the way you want to go. The predictions may lead to some misconceptions about life. Don't be too harsh on yourself. Take everything slowly. Love everything you have come across. Accept the things the way they are. Dont waste your energy on things by changing them from their normal being. It won't stay interesting if you make it your way😉. You will never know what you gonna get in ur life. Just love yourself more n more.

You have questions? Don't look for others. Everyone has different perspective of life. Don't make yourself a laughable thing just by asking others. The only one who knows the answers is you. No one else knows you better than yourself. Ask your self and answer yourself. Sort out all the answers. Then there will be conclusion. Put that answer in your bag and walk this unpredictable path of life.

A blooming path of unpredictable life.

#The questions and the answers they are all inside you🌹

#eriforlife

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There r no.of times when u feel regression over everything.The things you always wanted to do, the things u have done till now, u feel like regretting over all those. Your mind says " Have i made a mistake?" " Should I hv not done this?".

Have you ever felt like this? Now a days it is getting worse. It is getting on my nerves. I hv never felt this much hurt ever. It feels like my heart is about to tear apart because of the resentment towards myself.

It had never been on the mind, I don't know why it is always on my mind now a days. At this moment also my heart is beating so fast that it is about to come out. I am so scared of myself. I have not done anything wrong yet I m feeling like something is wrong. Why?

Have I lost trust in myself. Or I am feeling too burdened of feelings.

I have really changed alot. I got to know lots about myself. Being obsessed is as bad as gambling. It is a crime. A crime for which u will never know how u ll get punished.

What the hell? I have really lost trust in myself. Right now what i am thinking is "Am I being a nuisance?"

I am feeling lonely. There is noone I can talk with. I am scared, to lose what is mine. There are so many things I want to say but I can't. Its not always possible to hide the lonliness. Just because I am afraid of losing something I can't say everything I want to say so desparately. The things I want to talk, I can never share with anyone. I just wonder if I make the thing possible will things turn into my favour? What if they don't turn as I wished? It's really unpredictable. May be I am just being too negative. Also I am expecting everything like always.

"If u don't wanna get hurt, don't expect anything", they say. U think it's possible? Then what's the fun of being alive.

For being positive I ll just say. Don't be afraid of getting hurt or being rejected. Do everything u have in power, so that u won't regret anything later. If u can't tell others, talk to yourself. About ur own problems, if u r not having courage to say it to yourself, u can never talk to others. If u can't make urself understand the things, how can u expect that others will understand too.🙂

#exol #exo #eriforlife #L1485 #livestrong #lovestrong #encouragement