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i dont really have another RP / anywhere to go since this place is closing so....i dunno. ive had such a fun time here with all of you, past and present, so talented and lovely. i'll go find somewhere new to lurk i guess and try to get better at roleplayin / making characters and such. my kik is shyguysandfries on the off chance anyone wants to keep in touch with me. adios amigos, you might see me again someday x

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“ i hope so, i really do, ” he admitted in a quiet voice, his ambitions so rarely voiced. the want to be professional, to be noticed for not being uniform like so many others, and when he's old to own his own company. Eros smiled and shrugged sheepishly anyways, unsure if anyone else actually saw it. " and you? what about your own gallery or - just the one you work at? all good? "

Riley smirked a little as he saw that wide smile. So beautiful stretched across his face, something he’d missed seeing. Especially the way it still made a flurry of butterflies fill his stomach. “You will be,” He took his hand, running his thumb over the knuckles. “You’re gorgeous when you dance. Something different. Special. I know I’m bias but I can’t be the only one who sees it.” 

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“ i could literally feel the blood rushing to my brain, it was cray-cray, but i gotta say , i do look pretty good in them. dude, fuck the events wear like - tiny wedges, or small heels! not huge ones, i feel for you. flip flops? i hope you pair them with socks, ”

“Four minutes?! Whoa, I couldn’t even stay upside down for 30 seconds. Okay, I’m checking your instagram later because I need to see you rockin’ in heels. Now you know how much I have to suffer every day. Seriously, I gotta wear heels for my events and my feet hurt a lot. Super uncomfortable, I’d love to wear flip flops twenty four seven. Flip flops are everything.”

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on every level i feel like a piece of shit, then i back to it and go, “okay, i do like this”. that’s the struggle. i wonder sometimes if the opus moment is one where everything is in sync, where there’s no argument in my mind, no second-guessing, no doubt. i’m just curious if that happens, it hasn’t yet. i still feel like i can beat this.

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              CHARACTER AESTHETIC ;; THE WEALTHY

                                    “When I was young I thought that money was                                      the most important thing in life; now that I am                                      old, I know that it is.”

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he tucked his spare arm around Riley's shoulders as the other slotted comfortably next to him, two pieces of a puzzle that fit together, soul marks be damned. Eros looked down at the other, a smile breaking out onto his face, nodding. " yep! definitely, i've gotta show them that i'm serious like - a serious ballerina, you know? if i want to be famous. which i do, by the way, ”

Riley smiled loosely, nodding his head. He looked down at Eros’ hands wrapped around his own, something so gentle and strong at the same time. He pressed his lips against the other’s knuckles, wrapping his one arm around the other’s waist before settling into his side. The silence was calm, not pressuring. “I’ve missed watching you dance. Are you starting that back up soon?” 

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“ you're my special little snowflake, Jim, "

“I was told in class today that I am not a special snowflake by my professor. I’m unsure why he said this to me since half the other people in my class didn’t have their assignment done either. It makes me feel grumpy though. You think I’m a special snowflake right?”

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When oblivion is calling out your name You always take it further than I ever can.

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sick beebs cannot sing to you.

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” who could stay upside down on the pole the longest, i got cramp and slid down after like four minutes like a little bitch, ugh. there's probably one on instragram or something, there's also the part where i fall down some steps to, but that was embarassing. ugh, i know, i don't get high heels at all, they're wildly uncomfortable, especially if you've got huge ass feet like me. gimmie a pair of trainers anyday, "

“Oh my… What did you bet on? Did they make a video of you walking in heels? I’m pretty sure you showed that drag queen who really runs the world. And I know, right? I hate high heels. I wish they never existed.”

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“ new years resolutions are pointless anyways, unless they're like - i dunno, drink more vodka instead of cider, get more sex, buy better shoes, those are the ones you stick to. go to the gym? cut out chocolate? bullshit, "

All my friends are doing their whole New Year resolutions, while I’m here eating and browsing on the internet. I’m sorry, but if you’re one of those people then I can’t relate to you.

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Hate me ‘cuz I’m beautiful. Vanity loves me. I’m the one who makes me so happy, and I want me all just for myself. I’m the one who hates me so much, and I want me all just for myself.

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“embrace for that perfect passionate kiss…”

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he noticed the light trembling, but said nothing of it, wondering if it was because Eros was sticking up for his boyfriend - which of course, he would do. but then he wondered if anyone else had stuck up for Riley before if something like this had happened. he didn't know, and he didn't ask. “ i love you to, and it's no problem, you know that, ” Eros re-assured the other in a gentle tone, reaching over and holding his boyfriend's hands in his own.

Riley swallowed, trembling a little against Eros as he told him that something like this was never okay. God, if his boyfriend only knew that he’d been through this and so much worse. That this would never compare to the things he’d gotten through before he even knew him. He pressed a gentle kiss against his forehead, the bridge of his nose, before a soft kiss along the other’s mouth. “I love you.” He whispered, “I know it’s not okay,” He swallowed. “But thank you anyways.”