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[erxsoo]

　　　　( since people liked the last manifesting challenge ) 　　　　　　　hrrtshape© is officially presenting you . . .　

　　　the 'ideally' 2 week 　　　　　de-reactivity to your 3d challenge !!!! 　　

　rules of the challenge ,

you are allowed to spiral, but you are not allowed to stay there.

nothing needs to change externally, this is about internal containment.

you can react emotionally, but you do not assume that emotion = truth.

you never declare something bad as permanent.

you do not speak lack out loud, you can feel it, you don't verbalise it.

no complaining posts. i mean. if you want, you can vent. but it also feeds the same loop you're trying to starve.

you remind yourself that the 3d is your former assumptions in shape, it's not a permanent position.

your priority is to hold the new stance of you no longer handing your power to what you see, to stay still when the world pokes you. no letting the 3d control your reactions.

　daily script (say it each morning . . . or whenever) ,

today, i'm not reacting to the 3d, i can notice it, i can observe it, but i'm not taking orders from it.

i already decided who i am and what's mine, the 3d will catch up when it's ready.

if it's not what i want, it's not real.

this reality is not the final word.

　daily checkpoints (check in with yourself 1-3x a day) ,

when things feel tense or spiral-y . . .

what am i assuming right now?

does this assumption serve me?

what would a non-reactive version of me assume instead?

can i just drop this thought and come back later?

　if you slip into self-deprecation (and that's normal) ,

that's the old script, i don't need that to run anymore.

i'm not that version of me now.

i'm allowed to feel bad and still keep my assumption.

this doesn't mean anything as it is just noise.

so, if you're feeling unwell about your circumstance, be it your physical appearance, grades, relationships, finances, or shifting journey, you just reroute your mind to the stance of:

this is temporary.

this is neutral until i decide what it means.

i'm still assuming what i want, and i'm not dropping my assumption because of this.

　if you have a good moment ,

don't over-celebrate. just note it, like, see? things move when i don't chase. this teaches your brain that calm = power.

　optional for the all-in-crowd : 　you don't emotionally narrate what you're not getting ,

no more why hasn't it happened yet, or ugh this is taking too long, or i guess this just isn't for me.

no more of you cementing the old version!!!!! you can still feel frustration, but you don't use language to stabilise it at ALL anymore. let it come, and let it go.

　closing statement ,

by the end of the 2 weeks (or whatever other time frame you choose to do this in), you'd have built the version of you who doesn't abandon themself when the world doesn't mirror them yet.

you're saturating, yes, but you're also not letting old versions of reality keep deciding how you feel and ending the habit of turning lack into identity.

being still and being rooted and being unmoved.

and when you can do that, even a little, then everything else has to catch up.

[erxsoo]

literally. imagine finding the concept of moving universes acceptable but not people changing their AGAB.

a little reminder that shiftblr is NOT a safe place for TERFS. you're a transphobe, you're an asshole, you are not welcome here. trans women are women and trans women who are shifters are welcome in this space. you, on the other hand, are not. please find somewhere else to exist. or better yet, don't exist at all.

happy pride to my trans girl shifters out there. you're safe with me.

[erxsoo]

⭑.ᐟ YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO SACRIFICE YOUR IDENTITY.

ᥫ᭡. - and that's the best thing you'll ever do.

We are manifesting from the inside and out. Always. And identidy is the blueprint.

You don't get what you wish for. You don't get what you "try" for. You get what you assume yourself to be.

And that’s why's you're going to have to let go of the you who keeps holding on to what is. To the version of you who keeps saying:

"But nothings change yet"

"What if it doesn't work for me?

You can't bring the old you into the life you keep saying you want. There can only ever be one leader.

That version of you is still loyal to their past. They're loyal to fear, to logic, to trauma, to timelines, to external proof.

The law of assumption demands the ego death. It asks you to give up the version of you who has been surviving, clinging to old beliefs, replaying pain as your personality.

You will have to sacrifice your identity, and that's the cost of embodiment.

You can't be both:

The person who assumes they're unwanted AND the person in a passionate, secure relationship.

The person who thinks money is hard to get AND the person living in overflow.

The person who is always anxious and unsure AND the person who walks like life bends for them.

You're going to have to be uncomfortable to get comfortable. You're going to have to feel fake. You're going to have to feel delusional. That's exactly the point.

Your old identity wants to keep you in familiar energy, even when it's painful.

But your new identity is where the freedom is. Where the love is. Where the money is. Where everything is.

So yeah, this isn’t about scripting harder. It’s not about 10 more affirmations. It’s about asking yourself :

What version of me do I choose to be, no matter what’s going on outside of me?

And then having the audacity to be them now. Even before the money hits your account. Even before they call you back. Even before anyone claps for you.

Because once you shift your identity, the world has no choice but to catch up. Reality is not separate from you. It’s reflecting you.

And the moment you choose to be them without fear, hesitation, or apology, everything you want finds you. Fast.

So sacrifice who you were. They did their best, but their job is done. Let them rest.

You’re not them anymore. You’re you. The real you. The limitless you. The you who creates their world just by deciding. Now step into it. They're waiting.

YOU'RE NOT FAKING IT. YOU'RE REMEMBERING WHO YOU ARE. - 𝜗𝜚

[erxsoo]

So apparently my cr parents got the date wrong for Father’s Day…and I didn’t cross-check the date before posting. Either way, the sentiment still stands. Love my dads <3

happy Father’s Day to my appa and papa…miss you both terribly.

and thank you forever for loving me.

[erxsoo]

day 1: repeated the affirmation maybe...three times?? intended to see the word 'ocean' somewhere. around an hour later, came across it in some writing i had been working on. it's just that easy, i fear.

emma's 14 day manifestation challenge (no one's questioning you again after this. not even you!!!)

a little foreword and word of encouragement ,

14 days!!!!!!! no loopholes, no well what if bullshit, no begging the universe to like you back, just you and your assumptions and a world that obeys.

this is for the people who've already seen the signs and still doubts themselves, this is for the people who wants receipts, this is for the part of you that knooooooows something big is trying to click into place.

we're manifesting to prove we're the source. you're here to stop performing power and start embodying it.

what's in store ,

14 days

1 intention to dominate per day

1 action (micro shift // test)

1 affirmation to run on loop

all backed by loa logic, no placebo fluff

no skipping, no spiralling, no but hows. you commit. you command and then you watch.

week one , we're proving ourselves

[ day one ] my world obeys me intention , the 3d reflects my thoughts, not the other way around. test , assume you'll hear a specific word today (butterfly, ocean, apple, whatever) affirmation , my assumptions are law. i think it, i see it.　 

[ day two ] i'm lucky to the point of suspicion intention , things go right for me by default test , assume you'll avoid inconvenience. no traffic, no long lines, no wifi crashes affirmation , things always work out for me. even if they shouldn't.　 

[ day three ] people like me for no reason intention , everyone is nice to me today test , assume compliments, extra kindness, good shit only affirmation , people treat me as if i'm someone they've already decided to love.　 

[ day four ] i get what i want without asking twice intention , test instant manifestation test , choose one small, specific desire and assume it's already on the way (free coffee, exact parking spot, dm from xyz) affirmation , i don't chase, i attract, and i attract fast.　 

[ day five ] my energy bends intention , assume your presence has impact test , walk into a room and assume everyone notices you affirmation , when i walk in, energy shifts in my favour.　 

[ day six ] i said it's mine. guess what intention , make a bold declaration test , post it anywhere (on your tumblr or tiktok or whatever. even a close friends with zero people in it). ex: "i'm getting x." hold the assumption NO MATTER what affirmation , the moment i claim it, it's locked in.　 

[ day seven ] reality is simply my mirror intention , detach from results, they're already written test , when something goes wrong, don't react, stay in your assumption. affirmation , my reaction writes the story, i choose the ending.　 

week two , deciding you're god

[ day eight ] the universe is obsessed with me intention , test synchronicity test , pick a sign to appear today, not a maybe, just declare it will affirmation , the universe follows my lead, always.　 

[ day nine ] money loves me intention , change money assumptions test , expect unexpected cash. refund, discount, gift. affirmation , money finds me. i don't look for it.　 

[ day ten ] time bends for me intention , control time test , decide something happens faster than it should today affirmation , time is weak and it folds when i speak.　 

[ day eleven ] i am unquestionable intention , test social confidence test , assume everyone agrees with you, even if you say something bold affirmation , when i speak, people agree.　 

[ day twelve ] i shift reality because i say so intention , choose one big desire and then declare it done. no maybes and no manifestings. this is done. test , track every tiny sign that it's already unfolding. affirmation , this is mine, everything is catching up.　 

[ day thirteen ] i don't need logic, why would i? i have authority intention , assume the impossible can happen test , pick something that feels too big and start treating it like a basic right affirmation , i make the rules, technics are optional.　 

[ day fourteen ] i am the cause intention , reflect on the whole challenge test , list every single thing that shifted. then choose what's next. affirmation , i did that. and i'll do it again.　 

[erxsoo]

happy Father’s Day to my appa and papa…miss you both terribly.

and thank you forever for loving me.

[erxsoo]

again and again and again, i will come back to you. the loml loves ME??? who would've thought. felt like my soul was read like a tarot deck, laid out onto the table like a pack of cards. in every universe, in every lifetime, it's always been you.

what your s/o thinks about you !

+ your relationship

choose a painting above.

💌

disclaimer !! please don’t force messages to fit. i do a ton of readings & im sure if this one doesn’t fit, you will find one eventually that resonates. this is just a general reading :) ! ps this is also primarily for people who have not shifted yet but that doesn’t mean people who have shifted can’t get some insight on how their s/o feels about them !

sorry this reading is so late. i was on top of my game by posting this on the first of the month for a while. anywho ! happy late valentine’s day. may you consume all the gourmet chocolate & watch all the cheesy 2000’s strait to dvd romance movies you can find. sending you all a virtual bouquet of flowers. rose ? tulips ? your choice.

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🕊️ | dear pile one,

quite honestly based on the cards i pulled, your s/o puts you on a pedestal more then anything. they love that analytical, take nothing at face value aspect of you. while they celebrate it, they see it can become your detriment too. overthinking your every action, going “frame by frame” in life, can be tiring. you have a tendency to keep stuff in to appease others & not rock the boat, which they pick up on more then you think they do. this is someone intuitive & can sense your emotional wellbeing as if it was sentient. they want you to come to them. a caregiver at heart, wanting to soothe any insecurity or worry that floats around in the back of your head. while they may be awkward & stiff with their approach, they mean well despite struggle to execute the touchy-feely aspect to your relationship. they’re not as open as you are when it comes to emotions or trusting others. they’ve been burned in the past & for some of you that could mean literally. they’re the silent, sitting in a dark corner, the people watching type. they appreciate your input & how you always seem to open their eyes to new perspectives that they’d never come up with themselves which pulls them out of their funk.

the both of you make up a wing of a phoenix, always rising from the ashes of whatever hardship you may be facing together. the two of you are riddled with self doubts at times, teaching each other how to heal from trauma or let things go once & for all.

in summary with a few extra details ? they love you. like i said they see you as this light which they are not worthy of. with these last two cards & pure vibes im getting the picture that they had this perfectly curated “cool” aesthetic image to anyone looking in on them & when you came around that was shattered, leaving them vulnerable & scrambling to put the pieces back with old chewing gum & popsicle sticks. this person has a tendency to be secretive. never sneaky. not like hiding their phone screen or anything. more like not telling you things to upkeep that image they so desperately want for themselves. could be all smokes & mirrors to hide what’s really going on or maybe they just want you to think highly of them, the same way they think of you.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚.

🐩 | dear pile two,

they like to keep it light with you. it’s giving cat & mouse. on & off but you always end up together. a class project, a seating arrangement. you just look good together, aesthetically.

this person likes to pretend they’re nonchalant & don’t care as much as they really do. unlike pile one, they feel like they have nothing to hide from you. you’re both open books with one another. you have been to the depths of hell & the highest of heavens together. it.

they can get a little short & irritated. nothing a throwing a table lamp at a wall won’t fix, usually. not the best of methods to let out some steam but know none of that is directed at you. anger issues are very much present within this person. why this is relevant is because it impacts your relationship more then this person will ever admit. they have a vision, having carefully crafted a plan before you came into the picture & now that you’ve stumbled into their life it’s setting everything ablaze. a workaholic who is now scrambling carefully combing through their prospects & goals to make accommodations in the margins for your presence & that scares them sometimes. at times embarrassed that you have this imaginary grip on every aspect of their life. they want to buy a new car ? what’s your favorite color ? they’re hungry ? they’ll stop at your favorite place as an excuse to bring you your favorite dessert. they somehow hold everything together really well considering the unnecessary stress they put on themselves.

expect late nights & going to bed alone. when morning comes, arising with a bouquet of flowers being delicately placed on your bedside table with a handwritten note. chances are they’re probably in the kitchen doing the dishes you were to lazy to do the night prior. their love langue is very much acts of service. they really really do care. going to the ends of the earth to bring you your simplest of desires. weather that be leonardo da vinci's "salvator mundi” or a pair of shoes you saw in a vintage fashion magazine yesterday. it will show up perfectly perched on your bed on a random tuesday as a just because.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚.

🐇 | dear pile three,

deep, intense spiritual connection. literal fireworks erupt when you first locked eyes with them. you’re in tune with others emotions & can physically feel what the other feels. you’ve spent past lives together. very high school cheerleader x football player in a 90’s romcom. a slight delay in actually dating or tying the knot. the whole friends to lovers pipeline may be in the cards for you. at the very least, a slow burn type romance.

you two could’ve met traveling. maybe that’s something they do for work ? nonetheless, they seem very artistic. having a sketch book filled with drawings of you & your favorite things. a secret poet who writes poems about you & puts little hearts around your name like a lovesick school girl. a photographer who takes your photograph when you least expect it. not in a creepy way. they just like to look at you. except them to pick you up little things off the ground and present them to you like a small child. they like collecting rocks & see a really shiny one on the ground ? congratulations you are now a proud shiny rock owner ! they’re very sentimental & thoughtful like that. someone who has a little box of every item you’ve ever given them no matter how minuscule. you’re their home, which could’ve been something they’ve never had before & neglected to even think about before they ever met you. somethings does tells me they’re a little bit of an age gap. if not in the literal sense, one of you may be more mature then the other. an “old soul”. this could go for any aspect in your relationship. sense of humor, how petty they (or you) could be, interests, tastes.

the love talking to you. loveeeee talking in general. about things that interest them, about things that interest you, the news, a new book they read. a very curious mind of which they enjoy sharing with you. i mean like up until four in the morning talking to you in bed all while still under the impression that it’s nine o’clock at night. time absolutely flies when it comes to spending time with each other. most importantly ? they listen. really well. like their memory is pretty much photographic. said your favorite food was chocolate covered strawberries one time two years ago ? your fridge will never not have chocolate covered strawberries in it again for the rest of your life.

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[erxsoo]

Im going to smooch you on the MOUTH

۶ৎ ⋆. 𐙚 ˚𝓫𝓵𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓮'𝓼 𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓲𝓼𝓱𝓮𝓼⋆. 𐙚 ˚ ۶ৎ

𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔… 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐜𝐞 ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||| 0:45

blythe (blythie or 'b' IF you're cool enough). graced with a self-awareness from the age of three (or younger, my memory evades me at times) that should concern most of the general public...however I think I'll be just fine here.

18 ♡ they/them ♡ south asian

𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚

⋆˙⟡ 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝒻𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒿𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝓎 ⋆˙⟡

been around for...5-ish years now. yes, you weren't the only one affected by 2020 shifttok, i was there too (until tiktok got banned where i lived and i moved to amino, but that's a different story altogether). been lurking on shiftblr for a long while. have shifted. mentally. spiritually. not three-dimensionally (unfortunately). loassumption!! delusion!!

𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚

𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒹𝓇

college au (genshin)

𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚

𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒

don't expect me to post here often...unless i do (i'm a college student. so.) my shifting reblogs are usually just posts I've found particularly helpful for myself. and finally, don't come here trying to spread drama (it's not worth it).

i write. sometimes. when i have the motivation. reading has been a lifelong thing. circe by madeline miller speaks to my soul. anyway.

ask me questions!!! don't be weird in an incel way. i'll yap if i'm in the mood. i have anxiety, don't perceive me.

i don't think i have to say this but dni if you're a pos (all the usual suspects: racism, homophobia, transphobia, misogny, etc).

𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚

𝒷𝓁��𝑔𝓈 𝒾 𝓇𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓂𝑒𝓃𝒹 (𝓈𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝑒𝒶 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈)

@/hrrtshape ♡ @/nikashifts ♡

𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚

mirror to my soul ♡ masterlist (more coming??) ♡ realities

[erxsoo]

HIIIIII

🌸 : COMPASSIONATE CHERRY BLOSSOM . . . has your significant other(s) gotten you anything that has become really meaningful to you? have you gotten them something that has become really meaningful to them? when was the gift(s) given? what is the story behind them? have you scripted it as an object you have in your current reality so you feel more connected to them?

omg hi!!! thanks for the ask <333

i'd say in general, kuni's more of an acts of service person over a gifter...but he does occasionally pick up trinkets here and there that he thinks i may like. these can range from the most mundane, stupid looking little figurines to pretty jewelry/accessories. i adore the ocean with my whole heart, so a lot of shells and other things that might remind me of the water at night. he also makes me food all the time (cus im a 'busy woman TM' who forgets to eat a lot) with little sticky notes that are supposed to be cute, but are usually things like 'eat your food or choke. (and remember to drink water)' with a drawing of some sort.

as for me, i plan on annotating one of his favorite books and giving it to him for his birthday. he and i love reading together and discussing our thoughts, opinions, etc. the both of us definitely value more thoughtful, sentimental, gifts over really expensive things (even though we both have the money for it lol). something about a gift that's been picked out with care hits more than a dyson hairdryer imo.

on another note, we also go makeup shopping together a lot (him for his eyeliner and me for pretty vampy lippies) and he's the type of bf to literally remember everything, from brands i dislike to shades that suit me, so he's always helping me pick stuff out or helping me find shades that suit my skin tone (and lips, having two-toned AND double lined lips is a whole nother struggle). i'll mention something around him once and it'll somehow be on my desk at home the next day.

[erxsoo]

omg this is so cute <3

PRETTY FLOWERS ᰋ shifting ask game focused on your significant other(s) in your desired realities. ﹙ reblog for asks & send emojis to ask ﹚

💐 : BEAMING BOUQUET . . . does your significant other(s) have a certain hobby or interest that they gush about? how long have they been enraptured by it? have they tried to get you interested in it too?

🌼 : BEAUTIFUL BLOSSOM . . . what do you find most beautiful about your significant other(s)? what about that aspect of them is so beautiful to you? and in turn what do they believe the most beautiful thing about you is? why do they think that way?

🌸 : COMPASSIONATE CHERRY BLOSSOM . . . has your significant other(s) gotten you anything that has become really meaningful to you? have you gotten them something that has become really meaningful to them? when was the gift(s) given? what is the story behind them? have you scripted it as an object you have in your current reality so you feel more connected to them?

🌺 : HELPFUL HIBISCUS . . . how do you and your significant other(s) personalities react to each other? are there times where you bump head about stupid stuff? or do you and you significant other(s) seem to blend together?

🪻 : HAPPY HYACINTH . . . what is your significant other(s) favorite thing to do? do they enjoy doing it with you or do they prefer to do it alone? when did they first get interested into it?

🪷 : LOVELY LOTUS . . . do you and your significant other(s) do any "cheesy" stuff? like having matching pajamas, matching halloween costumes, and picnic dates? or building the flower legos, cooking together, baking together?

🌹 : RED ROSE . . . what is your significant other(s) favorite color? why is it there favorite color? do they make it obvious it's their favorite by wearing it all the time or having their phone case as it?

🌻 : SWEET SUNFLOWER . . . how do your friends describe you and your significant other(s) relationship? do you and your significant other(s) share a lot about your relationship or do you keep a lot of it secret?

🌷 : TIMELESS TULIP . . . what was your relationship with your significant other(s) like before you started dating? were you friends? enemies? academic rivals? did they know you liked them? did you know they liked you?

IB : @ / solstices-dreams' dr s/o ask game DT : @ / xoxoshifts ( tysm for the inspiration!! )

[erxsoo]

happy pride month to all my gaybies!!! it's it's the gay month. where gay people. do gay.

[erxsoo]

had to reblog again cus the first reading is so us.

what your s/o thinks about you !

+ your relationship

choose a painting above.

💌

disclaimer !! please don’t force messages to fit. i do a ton of readings & im sure if this one doesn’t fit, you will find one eventually that resonates. this is just a general reading :) ! ps this is also primarily for people who have not shifted yet but that doesn’t mean people who have shifted can’t get some insight on how their s/o feels about them !

sorry this reading is so late. i was on top of my game by posting this on the first of the month for a while. anywho ! happy late valentine’s day. may you consume all the gourmet chocolate & watch all the cheesy 2000’s strait to dvd romance movies you can find. sending you all a virtual bouquet of flowers. rose ? tulips ? your choice.

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🕊️ | dear pile one,

quite honestly based on the cards i pulled, your s/o puts you on a pedestal more then anything. they love that analytical, take nothing at face value aspect of you. while they celebrate it, they see it can become your detriment too. overthinking your every action, going “frame by frame” in life, can be tiring. you have a tendency to keep stuff in to appease others & not rock the boat, which they pick up on more then you think they do. this is someone intuitive & can sense your emotional wellbeing as if it was sentient. they want you to come to them. a caregiver at heart, wanting to soothe any insecurity or worry that floats around in the back of your head. while they may be awkward & stiff with their approach, they mean well despite struggle to execute the touchy-feely aspect to your relationship. they’re not as open as you are when it comes to emotions or trusting others. they’ve been burned in the past & for some of you that could mean literally. they’re the silent, sitting in a dark corner, the people watching type. they appreciate your input & how you always seem to open their eyes to new perspectives that they’d never come up with themselves which pulls them out of their funk.

the both of you make up a wing of a phoenix, always rising from the ashes of whatever hardship you may be facing together. the two of you are riddled with self doubts at times, teaching each other how to heal from trauma or let things go once & for all.

in summary with a few extra details ? they love you. like i said they see you as this light which they are not worthy of. with these last two cards & pure vibes im getting the picture that they had this perfectly curated “cool” aesthetic image to anyone looking in on them & when you came around that was shattered, leaving them vulnerable & scrambling to put the pieces back with old chewing gum & popsicle sticks. this person has a tendency to be secretive. never sneaky. not like hiding their phone screen or anything. more like not telling you things to upkeep that image they so desperately want for themselves. could be all smokes & mirrors to hide what’s really going on or maybe they just want you to think highly of them, the same way they think of you.

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🐩 | dear pile two,

they like to keep it light with you. it’s giving cat & mouse. on & off but you always end up together. a class project, a seating arrangement. you just look good together, aesthetically.

this person likes to pretend they’re nonchalant & don’t care as much as they really do. unlike pile one, they feel like they have nothing to hide from you. you’re both open books with one another. you have been to the depths of hell & the highest of heavens together. it.

they can get a little short & irritated. nothing a throwing a table lamp at a wall won’t fix, usually. not the best of methods to let out some steam but know none of that is directed at you. anger issues are very much present within this person. why this is relevant is because it impacts your relationship more then this person will ever admit. they have a vision, having carefully crafted a plan before you came into the picture & now that you’ve stumbled into their life it’s setting everything ablaze. a workaholic who is now scrambling carefully combing through their prospects & goals to make accommodations in the margins for your presence & that scares them sometimes. at times embarrassed that you have this imaginary grip on every aspect of their life. they want to buy a new car ? what’s your favorite color ? they’re hungry ? they’ll stop at your favorite place as an excuse to bring you your favorite dessert. they somehow hold everything together really well considering the unnecessary stress they put on themselves.

expect late nights & going to bed alone. when morning comes, arising with a bouquet of flowers being delicately placed on your bedside table with a handwritten note. chances are they’re probably in the kitchen doing the dishes you were to lazy to do the night prior. their love langue is very much acts of service. they really really do care. going to the ends of the earth to bring you your simplest of desires. weather that be leonardo da vinci's "salvator mundi” or a pair of shoes you saw in a vintage fashion magazine yesterday. it will show up perfectly perched on your bed on a random tuesday as a just because.

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🐇 | dear pile three,

deep, intense spiritual connection. literal fireworks erupt when you first locked eyes with them. you’re in tune with others emotions & can physically feel what the other feels. you’ve spent past lives together. very high school cheerleader x football player in a 90’s romcom. a slight delay in actually dating or tying the knot. the whole friends to lovers pipeline may be in the cards for you. at the very least, a slow burn type romance.

you two could’ve met traveling. maybe that’s something they do for work ? nonetheless, they seem very artistic. having a sketch book filled with drawings of you & your favorite things. a secret poet who writes poems about you & puts little hearts around your name like a lovesick school girl. a photographer who takes your photograph when you least expect it. not in a creepy way. they just like to look at you. except them to pick you up little things off the ground and present them to you like a small child. they like collecting rocks & see a really shiny one on the ground ? congratulations you are now a proud shiny rock owner ! they’re very sentimental & thoughtful like that. someone who has a little box of every item you’ve ever given them no matter how minuscule. you’re their home, which could’ve been something they’ve never had before & neglected to even think about before they ever met you. somethings does tells me they’re a little bit of an age gap. if not in the literal sense, one of you may be more mature then the other. an “old soul”. this could go for any aspect in your relationship. sense of humor, how petty they (or you) could be, interests, tastes.

the love talking to you. loveeeee talking in general. about things that interest them, about things that interest you, the news, a new book they read. a very curious mind of which they enjoy sharing with you. i mean like up until four in the morning talking to you in bed all while still under the impression that it’s nine o’clock at night. time absolutely flies when it comes to spending time with each other. most importantly ? they listen. really well. like their memory is pretty much photographic. said your favorite food was chocolate covered strawberries one time two years ago ? your fridge will never not have chocolate covered strawberries in it again for the rest of your life.

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[erxsoo]

WHEN I SAW GENSHIN I'M IMMEDIATELY SOLD HI HI HIIII

HELLO!!! YOUR BLOG IS SO CUTE

[erxsoo]

also, for my fellow trans shifters. the day will come when you'll wake up in the place you belong, the one that sets your soul alight, the one that has comfort and warmth seeping into your bones and the people, your people, just know who you are. and see you. and love you for it. your body won't feel as strange, your mind not as cluttered. no matter what shape you may take, you will feel seen. and i think that's reason enough to keep going.

[erxsoo]

the only thing that separates a shifter who've shifted and shifted who haven't is the shifter who shifted accepted the fact that they did. that's it, allow yourself to shift.

[erxsoo]

𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓮𝓼

˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆｡˚ college au ˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆｡˚

streamer dr meets college life meets genshin alternate universe. i work in voice acting, make music, and stream on the side. part of the celestia streamer group.

♡ s/o: kunikuzushi raiden

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⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆ idol dr ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

part of a four person 'girl' (used loosely) group VAPxRISE (read: vaporise). formed under SAKURA ENT. debuted alongside 6REEZE.

♡ s/o: kunikuzushi raiden

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⋆༺𓆩⚔𓆪༻⋆ royalty dr ⋆༺𓆩⚔𓆪༻⋆

sole monarch of the sumerian empire. forced to step up to the position following the previous rulers' assassinations. lots of politics and strategy. experiencing the glory of Indian empires prior to British colonization.

♡ s/o: prince!kunikuzushi raiden

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ִֶָ☾. 𖤝 genshin 𖤝 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. ⋆˙⟡

descender and immortal (around 500 years old). sumerian. cryo vision. dendro archon's devoted disciple.

♡ s/o: wanderer

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⋆˖⁺‧₊☽ wandering troupe ☾₊‧⁺˖⋆

witch meets yaelokre. adventures and curse-breaking.

♡ s/o: wt!kunikuzushi

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[erxsoo]

talking about shifting for the sole reason being that i'm on summer break and i'm bored.