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Ew i opened my heart and something crawled inside

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I think it would be incredibly emotionally fulfilling to hit someone in the back of the head really hard with a shovel

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i wanna tie him up and keep him in my basement. (romantic)

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Thank you Ruin. This was a pleasant surprise! I'd tag you but I fear that's rather redundant the sentiment is there though. C:

@eternalverdancy, @dearmxchi, & @wovenchalice.

favirote moots?

(People you tag have to reblog and say their favorite moots)

Okay wait

@ibrokeurheartbcuzubrokemine @foliverfalls @allyeilishh @addisonraesbaby @emiliesblohsh @bilsslut @noodleswashere @bilsbabyy @bitchesbrokenpromises @billsdollie

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I like the scent of cigarette smoke for a non consecutive half hour but after that it is simply putrid, a violation to the senses if you will.

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Say you miss me while I’m still here. While I’m still watching you while leaning against the door frame. Like I'm about to leave but still waiting to hear it. I don’t ask because I’m uncertain, I ask because I need to hear it. Repetition is devotion. Obsession doesn’t rest, it claws, it circles, it demands proof even when it already knows the answer. Tell me you miss me like you can’t breathe without it. Like you need to be reminded you still belong to me. You think I care if it sounds desperate? I want desperate. I want it until it’s routine. Until you forget how to speak without my name under your tongue.

Tell me you miss me like you can’t breathe without it. Tell me you miss me like you’d tear out your own voice just to get mine back. Tell me you miss me like the thought of anyone else touching me makes you nauseous. Tell me you miss me like you don’t know how to function without the sound of my attention. Tell me you miss me like nothing else makes sense unless I’m looking at you. Tell me you miss me like it hurts not to. Tell me you miss me like it’s a sickness and I’m the only cure. Tell me you miss me like you wish you never met me because now nothing else compares. Tell me you miss me like you’re proud to be ruined by me.

Tell me you want me like you’d crawl for it. Tell me you want me like it ruins you. Tell me you want me like you’re ashamed of how long you’ve wanted. Tell me you want me like you’d beg with your mouth sewn shut. Tell me you want me like you’ve built your whole identity around it. Tell me you want me like every other lover was just rehearsal for surviving me. Tell me you want me like it’s the only thing you’re sure of. Tell me you want me like I could command you without a word. Tell me you want me like you don’t even care what version of me you get, as long as it’s me. Tell me you want me like it disgusts you and you still can’t stop. Tell me you want me like I’m the only thing that’s ever made you feel real.

Beg for me. Beg like it’s holy. Beg like every time I ignore you, your heart cracks a little deeper. Beg like the sound of my footsteps could bring you to your knees. Tell me I’m everything. Tell me I’m all you think about. Tell me you’d give up your name, your body, your future just to be mine. Say it again. Say it until your throat goes raw and you’re still not satisfied. Say it until your voice trembles, until you’re ashamed of the sound. Tell me it. Say it all. Please. I could simply die if you don't.

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Baby there's no breaking up! And when we get married? There is no divorce either, we're stuck together for all our lives!!<3

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If reincarnation were real, then I’d like to be with you in every lifetime, no matter what forms we end up taking. I’d be happy just to experience living once again with you

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I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation

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I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you. I need you.

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they should invent going outside without people looking at you

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Seeing others with my name is such a jarring experience.

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Foggy Graves, Lowell

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Big fan of codependency that edge towards illness. very big fan of two people unable to function correctly without the other close. absolutely huge fan of sick individuals who should not be separated. ever.

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I will be so ingrained into your skin that anyone who tries to know you will have to know my name first.

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Mausoleum by the-o