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[ethancollinz]

*chokes on coffee*

With how Sassy Xander looks here, We all KNOW he's the bride and wife 😭

Anyways! LovingClue content from Zeyn_Syre! I love that woman sm 😭🫶

[ethancollinz]

Sooooooo will you marry Xander some day :3

-🔪✨

I think you might have some.. misunderstandings about our dynamic.

Sure, Alex is an attractive man, anyone with their eyes intact can see it— he's well-built, got handsome face and he is also a gentleman at heart.

But that's all I can say. There's no emotional attachment between us whatsoever, and the more we interact, the more visible this gap becomes. Alex doesn't know me, and I don't know him.

Maybe if circumstances were better, I would consider it.

[ethancollinz]

I think I'm getting used to it. The day I become immune will be your downfall.

[ethancollinz]

Is Ethan doing okay? (Tell me you're not hurting him anymore rn or else 🔪)

Ethan's doing great. Believe it or not, he's actually much healthier and eats better in my home. His stamina and strength is also returning and he's kind of gaining some weight now. Please let go of that knife.

[ethancollinz]

THAT'S MY BOY!!✨

A Protector. Just like his uncle 💙💛

R.I.P, Michael. You would've been such a Diva and a feminist 🥀

Look at him! Look at this gorgeous Angel! 🪽

[ethancollinz]

*stares into the distance*

ermm

[ethancollinz]

when you finally open the document you wrote two weeks ago and have no idea what's going on:

you don’t have to write something good. you just have to write something unhinged enough to edit later

[ethancollinz]

G A Y 🫵

"What's with the calculative gaze, Officer? Like what you're seeing?"

Alexandra Lee and Athena Collins, Everyone! 🗣💙🩵

[ethancollinz]

Atp I should tag everyone from my friend group and also myself

“no one wants to read this” ok but you do. and that’s enough. and also wrong. i want to read it. hand it over

[ethancollinz]

The Found Family, your honour!

They are married, and These are their Adopted Children, your honor.

[ethancollinz]

ouwgh🥹🤲 *holds them gently*

Genetic- wise, If LovingClue had Children (Don't ask how),

Who's genes will dominate the children? As in... the one who will just end up making an extra copy of themselves?

I feel like they'd have a proper mixture of genes, both with Xander and Ethan's genes mixing with the good features highlighted heavily. BUT in matters of how MANY children will have a more dominated genes of which, I think Xander wins the case XDDD

Observing Ethan's Gene pool (Yes, I rewatched his lore bc I love him sm) I realized that his Genes mixed well with others. Take Mason and his wife for example; Michael had his Mom's hair, Madison had his Mom's skin and so on, so forth. But look at Xander 💀 Bro's mama's genes didn't even FOUGHT. And the same goes for Andrew and his father lol. I've also noted how many casualties of gender they can have in each family and here's my Headcanon:

1. The two have 3 children. Two older boys, One younger girl.

2. The two boys have the mixing genes of Ethan and Xander. HOWEVER... None of them have Ethan's hair AT ALL. 💀 Their hair are pure white. One boy have Ethan's closest features, (Sharp jaw, softened eyes, nose, etc.) The other have Ethan's skin color, But Both have pure white hair and blue eyes. NO- IN BETWEEN.

3. The younger girl, fortunately, had Ethan's earlier brown hair. However, they encounter a case of Poliosis Circumscripta which gave the girl soft light brown hair, with Rich white streaks. So Xander still dominated the hair gene pool at some point 🥹.

So yeah! I had fun writing this! Thank you for asking this 🙇🏻‍♂️

[ethancollinz]

Lemme just— *projects this onto the ceiling*

Since we already went that far into a genetic rabbit hole, I demand (pretty please?) a full analysis on LovingClue couple and their children's genes. We already know about the looks, so what do you have to say about their personalities? 👁️👁️

Tee- hee REALLY feeding my delusions here buddy, but I'm not complaining!

Here's my HC for Parenting and The Children's Analysis!

Root:

🩵 It all started on the small dates they had. Xander had always been an observant man, and seeing the way Ethan's focus always seemed to be stolen everytime they went to parks, or a preschool. It was subtle, but he saw through that daze, that daydream. Ethan wanted to have children.

💙 The thought sounded impossible on its own, but Xander was a rich man. Adoption, Surrogacy, and any other ways to have children is at the tip of his fingers. The problem lies solely ON Ethan himself. Ethan was insecure, An Overthinker. After Michael's death, Ethan couldn't trust himself with children anymore. What if they die again because of his negligence? What if they leave him? And the kinds.

🩵 It took a lot of persuasions, a lot of methods for Ethan to overcome his fears. The nights Xander had to calm Ethan down from the panic attacks just from the thought of having children— whether by just comforting him... or refusing to let him sleep by keeping him a moaning mess all night, until the thought melted away— returning to the back of his mind. (Not sorry)

💙 With enough Therapy, and ALOT of wooing (Xander, the yearner you are) Ethan folded. Afraid, but prepared.

🩵 The children came from a successful surrogate, and god knows the amount of money Xander fed and spoiled the woman holding their offspring(s), just to keep her safe and healthy for the pregnancy.

LovingClue as Parents!

💙 At first, Ethan went in blind, so naturally he was afraid. He's had experience it all before— matter of fact, These scenarios were all familiar to him. He took care of Mike and Madi when they were children all the while he's also young too, So he knew the rounds- and- abouts of these things. But due to his loss of Michael, It seemed like his mind completely blanked away all of his memories of how to babysit, or take care of children at all.

🩵 Believe it or not, Their first son looked exactly like Ethan. Yes, He has Xander's hair, and eyes... but his features resembles so closely of Ethan's. His sweet big eyes, his nose... everything looked so much like Ethan, That it looked so much like Michael. Everytime Ethan hold the baby, his hand shook, and with every small hands that cradles his face, Ethan ended up in tears. He felt as though his heart had lifted a little bit from the pain, and that he's given the second chance to redeem himself.

💙 Xander watched closely for his husband. The first few weeks takes a lot of toll for Ethan to just hold the baby, so Xander always have to chime in and take him so Ethan can rest before a depressive episode strikes. Did I mention he's observant? He knows just by the way Ethan's figure slowly slumped, or when his eyes became half- lidded, that Ethan had become mentally exhausted— That's when he take the baby and ask for his husband to go get some rest.

🩵 As the child grow up— Xander became an Authoritative Parent. He's not as chill with his son as he is with Blake, but he's much stricter. He taught him how to defend himself, how to keep a healthy body, How to work, and most importantly; How to survive. He has limitations for the boy, but also makes sure the boy has a say with everything— adjusting it until it's well- organize on both sides just so he doesn't end up feeling suffocated with the household rules. (This involves; Curfews, Study hours, routines, training hours, and leisure time.)

💙 Ethan on the other hand, is the complete opposite. He's the one who spoils the boy. The boy KNEW he had this power over Ethan, and takes advantage on it in every way possible. After all, A long hour of labor makes him feel deserving of a little pampering here and there as a reward and to balance him out. (Xander knew and doesn't mind.)

🩵 As their first born grew well, Ethan started taking the intiative— this time, he's ready to face that he can handle being around children again, and wanted another one. This time, it's his turn to want children. His turn to want more.

💙 As the Children grew up, The same parents style are used for them. UNTIL... The girl came. Oh you KNOW they're strict STRICT now. The girl is treated like a princess, even by her brothers, and she's grown up to be such a protected part of the family (and she KNOWS this ;))

LovingClue Children's Personalities:

I'm gonna give them names now (that I may change in the near future, who knows~)

🩵 Magnus Lee- Collins (First born son)

The most disciplines, prim-and-proper prince of the Lee- Collins Residence. Loves both of his fathers really much, and is both affectionate and Obedient to them both. Can REALLY be overprotective, and caring. Think about Christian Dean but... worse.

💙 Elijah Lee- Collins (Second born son)

Smug, acts like a playboy, but is ACTUALLY a sweet gentleman. He's VERY stubborn, and got Ethan's troublemaker nature (when he was 19), Plus Xander's stubbornness. He can be a pretty bastard when he's passionate about something, and guess who he got it from? (Spoiler: It's from Xander.)

🩵 Elise Lee- Collins (Youngest only daughter)

An absolute sweetheart to everyone, but is very meek and shy towards shared friends. With her face card, sweetness, and being the only girl in the Lee- Collins Residence, She had an advantage towards everyone. She has the power against absolutely everyone and she KNOWS it. Very competitive too. She can switch to the "Sweet girl" to the "Strong, independent girl" in matters of seconds, especially in front of an "enemy". She grew up to be that Strong, Independent powerful woman Noone KNEW she can uphold. (Take Evelyn, but more Diva.)

[ethancollinz]

ACTUALLY, I WON'T. WANNA KNOW WHY?

"But I love him!"

"And he's in no condition to love you back."

— Deep Waters: LovingClue Au

THAT'S WHY— MUAHAHAHAHAAA!!

Imagine: LovingClue has reached its Canon stage, but Chris still couldn't move on, so Zeyn give us a short under the sound;

"Does he make you laugh...?"

"He doesn't make me cry."

@ethancollinsfan @ethancollinz will you guys hate me for this?

[ethancollinz]

HELL YEAH—

Zeyn_Syre: DISTORTED AU

❄️ Alexander Lee [Main Character]

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[ethancollinz]

As the hours pass, I will let you know

That I need to ask, before I'm alone

How it feels to rest on your patient lips

To eternal bliss—

I'm so glad to know.

[ethancollinz]

THE BUTTON ISN'T LETTING ME FOLLOW YOU IT KEEPS UNCLICKING IM SORRY IF YOU'RE GETTING LIKE A HUNDRED NOTIFICATIONS FROM THIS

Naah, don't worry. I didn't get a single notification from it

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me, continuing to look at a screen despite having a headache: OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain…