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Looking at the grave There I was standing Holding up the rain While praying to see it falling

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And to you,

I will cherish every moment,

We will not only go to Malibu,

We’ll take also take our steps to the comet,

It will be a long ride,

But I will promise,

We will not hide,

Even if there will be a mist

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And so for the last time,

I will write to you,

You’d never know the rhyme,

My heart would give to you,

We were once a beautiful chromosomes paired,

But I guess we don’t fill each other,

Making one of us impaired,

Caused by one another,

But I am thankful for the sadness,

That’s when I realized I also need happiness,

And now that I met him,

I gotta open a new door,

And close what I once opened,

Thank you for letting me open a new chapter,

And thank you for being my disaster

xx

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I’m your flower you’re my sun I’ll just bloom if you shine bright

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Just know that when you can't hold on tight anymore, here I am and I will hold you like no one ever has done before.

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"I feel heavy..." "No you're not." "I guess so..." *both laughs "Have you ever feel carrying the world when you know in yourself that you feel nothing?... It's just that you feel like you carry the world and by means of that world is someone who is your world, but.." "But?.." "You simply feel nothing." "How do you say so?" "Because when you say they're your world, you must not feel heavy.. You could carry them for lifetime without even complaining to yourself that you feel heavy and you feel like carrying the world, because that's someone important to you, the one you're holding, the one's on your back.." "How come it's heavy then?" "Because they also carry their world."

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did you ever feel homesick for a person?

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I hate to guess, but I guess it will be a part of me since you left, and that made me guess.

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I am not for everyone. Nor am I for some. At times, I am not even for myself.

Nicholas A Browne | Distance (via theprocast)

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Was it enough? Was the time enough?

The time you didn't know anything, The time you weren't aware of everything that's inside me, The time I hid all what I wanted to burst out, Was it enough? The time I was given a chance to finally say it, The time I was given a chance to finally feel it, The time I was given a chance to finally give it, And I said it, I felt it, And I gave it. Was it enough? Was it enough for the time to give up? Was it enough for the time to stop? Was it enough for the time to stop and for me to start guessing? For me to think about the what ifs.. Again and again.. Was it enough for everything to stop?... I think I don't know anything yet, all I want is to know if I was enough. Was it enough? Was the time enough?

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Hi :((

I miss this omg :(((

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i remember how you loved flowers so much you told me you wanted a garden of your own i’ve never tld you this before but you’ve created a garden in me everytime we talk, i fell like my lungs start to grow lilies and tulips and beautiful sunflowers my heart is being dominated by these daisies and carnations darling, i can be your garden plant me your thoughts and let feelings grow inside me and i promise you this, i’ll keep them alive and won’t let them wither forever

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I’m scared of falling in love, that’s why I am not entertaining people.