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Lexy's Writing Masterpost

Last update: November 7th 2024

My Ao3

Welcome to my blog and my stories! Grab a snack, get something to drink and venture through the tales my neurodivergent mind has to offer.

On this masterpost you'll find links to my stories posted in both tumblr (this blog, my ask blogs and rebblogged in my archive @just-some-gt-trash-archives) and Ao3.

Trigger and content warnings are included along the title, contents and synopsis, as well as stated and tagged in the fic itself.

The works marked with a * will be rewritten. However, I will leave the originals up. To indicate a fic is a newer version, it will be marked with a °

As of the last update, most stories are being edited. Mostly to fix gramatical mistakes and typos (also, English is not my first language, so none of them are going to be perfect).

Ao3 links are also being updated as I publish the stories that only made it to tumblr.

Without further ado, enjoy.

Sanders Sides fanfiction

Sanders Sides one shots

G/t Sanders Sides fanfiction

G/t Sanders Sides one shots

Au's and ask blogs

Original work & other fandoms

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been a year... kinda worried about you

I AM ALIVE!

I HAVE ONCE AGAIN RISEN FROM DEATH'S CLAWS (cofcofdrepressioncofcof)

And, WE'RE COMING BACK TO WRITING BABEY! Oh how I've missed this.

My spark is back! Maybe not 100% back, but it's burning bright enough to motivate me to write again!

For the ones of you that are still here, I'm sorry for taking so long. I hope to still be able to give you stories you enjoy, and I'm happy to say most of what was left unfinished will have a conclusion, that is my top priority.

Thank you annon(s?) for worrying about me.

I'm still going to write for Sanders Sides and G/t. I don't care about the Thomas hate going around that grows and grows, if you don't like him or SaSi, don't read my content. This is what makes ME happy, and it's my escape from life.

I just want to share the art my brain creates with the world.

I have been working on my masterlist for quite some time and it's finally done! Be sure to check it out in case you missed any updates, or if you're new to my vlog and my writing!

WELCOME BACK TO ME! Thank you to whoever stuck around, expect new content very soon.

<3

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@gemlyisguud

@skythealmighty

@evoodo123

@mygenderisidiot

Part four

TW/CW: implied kidnapping (actual kidnapping tbh), yelling, verbally fighting, mentions of past relationships, breakups that ended wrong, interrogating someone, unsympathetic Patton, slightly unsympathetic Remy/sleep

After playing battleship, which Roman and Virgil won, they moved on to different games during the afternoon, Patton cooked dinner after they were done, he also backed some cookies and let the others decorate them while he finished packing.

“Are you sure you’re feeling okay?” Virgil asked Dee once more, he had been asking the same thing over and over since he joined them on the board games.

Dee was placing some sprinkles on the cookies “I am Virge, I’ve been since you started asking”

Virgil sighed “I know... I’m just making sure, the jar is not... that nice to be in...”

“Yeah...thanks, but really, I’m fine” he gave Virgil a small smile “I’m out of there now, and that’s what matters”

“Just try not to get yourself in there again, that’s the hard part” commented Roman who was eating the icing.

Virgil looked at him “You will go in there if you keep eating that much sugar, you could start to yell at Pat again”

Roman shook his head “I won’t, and Patton gave us a small bowl of icing, he knows how I get with sugar”

“It’s a small bowl for him” Virgil smacked Roman’s hand that was reaching again for more

“Hey” Roman turned to look at him “okay, okay, I’ll stop”, he sat down next to him “I’m allowed to eat a cookie tho”

Dorian chuckled looking as they continued arguing, they really were used to it by now, he both hoped and feared for the day he would be too.

“Are you guys done?” Patton asked as he went back to the kitchen “aww, those look great!” He took one cookie, careful to not startle any of his boyfriends, and bit it “mmm, we did a great job with these” he took small pieces of that same cookie and placed them down “we can finish the rest after dinner” Each shrunken guy grabbed a piece of the cookie and ate it, Patton left his hand down for them to climb once they finished.

But before anyone could move, someone knocked the apartment’s door, Patton hummed, he wasn’t expecting anyone today, specially since they were moving tomorrow “I’ll go see who it is, I’ll be back in a sec” he said to the others and got out of the kitchen, making dure to close the door and place a towel under it before opening the main door “Yes?” He asked, his smile dropping a bit as he saw who it was.

“Patton Heart, my name is Remy Black, private investigator” They said taking their sunglasses off

“I know who you are Remy” Patton faked a smile “No need to be so formal, what can I help you with?”

Remy sighed “I’m just following the protocol Patton, and I’m here for business, don’t get the wrong idea” they searched on their jacked pocket and got a picture out of it “I’ve been contacted to investigate the disappearing of Roman Prince, and I was informed you used to date, I just came to ask you some questions” they handed the picture to Patton, it was a pic of Roman.

Patton took it “we used to yes, but I haven’t known anything about him for a long time” he lied.

“This will be quick then, can I come in so we can talk?”

“No need” Patton closed the door behind him “it’s a mess in there and you said it, this will be quick”

Remy raised an eyebrow “Alright then” he got a notebook and a pen out of their pockets “When was the last time you saw him?”

Patton hummed as he faked to think “about... three or four years ago”

“You were going to run away together, what happened?”

“Right, that, well, we went back to my apartment and had something to eat, but then he said he had forgotten some stuff at the theatre and was going to go back and get them, I told him he could go on our way to the new house but he refused and went alone, I waited a couple of hours for him to come back but he... he never did, he didn’t answer to my calls or my texts and I never saw him again” Patton faked being hurt as he told his fake story, something he had already prepared jus in case.

Remy wrote on his notebook “we have a witness who saw your car getting out of the building three hours or so after you two got in, why didn’t you wait longer for him?”

Clever, Patton knew Remy was a great detective, but he had everything prepared because of this “we had plans, we had to arrive to the new house at a certain day and everything was already prepared, I didn’t want to risk te landlord cancelling the deal, he knew our route, he knew where to find me and I told him to meet me there, I kept calling at every stop, still nothing, I stayed a year on that apparent and he never appeared”

“That’s the other issue, you’ve been moving quite a lot since then, why?”

Patton smirked “Remy, if I didn’t know you any better I would say you’re blaming me for Roman’s disappearance”

Remy mocked a smirk back “Well, I have my reasons to believe it, so I will until you prove me wrong, you’ve been in four different houses, in four different countries in the past three and a half years, why?”

“Because I like change, I haven’t really found my propose in this life or something, I just decide to change atmosphere from time to time, it’s not like I don’t have the money to do it”

Remy huffed “was that a threat? Because I won’t stop just because you pay me, and I’m not afraid of what you could do Pat”

Patton chuckled “see how you’re just blind aiming at me? I never said it was, I’m just answering your questions, it’s not my fault that you’re still a judgmental person”

“Once again, I’m not here to open a wound”

“Right, because you had to choose a case I was involved on, which is just because I’m Roman’s ex boyfriend, what? You wanted to know what horrible things I would have done to you if you didn’t ditch me?”

Remy blinked “Come again? You ditched me”

Patton shook his head “Remy, Remy, Remy, that much mystery is affecting your memory, please remind me, who rejected who or their preferences? Because I’m certain it wasn’t me, and you seem very personally offended for being here for ‘business’” he made quoting marks with his fingers.

“And you seem very defensive for someone who’s ‘innocent’” Remy mocked him and this the same sign.

“Lets just” Patton sighed “get this over with so you can go, any more questions?”

Remy rolled their eyes “yeah, why won’t you let me in?”

“I’m in the middle of moving out and there’s a mess in there, I was also cooking and the kitchen is very dirty, it’s not like I’m hiding something”

They sighed “Fine, I’ll believe you, for now, but I just drove way too many hours to get here, so expect another visit from me very soon”

“Gladly” Patton faked a smile and opened the door of his apartment “but once again, I’m not going to be here that much longer” he went inside and turned to look at them “goodnight Rem, I hope you find Roman” he said before closing the door.

Remy wanted to kick that door down and register Patton’s place, but they knew they couldn’t do it without an order, this was going to be harder than they thought, they walked out of the building and into their car as they considered getting Patton out of his suspects list.

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Part four

TW/CW: implied kidnapping (actual kidnapping tbh), yelling, verbally fighting, mentions of past relationships, breakups that ended wrong, interrogating someone, unsympathetic Patton, slightly unsympathetic Remy/sleep

After playing battleship, which Roman and Virgil won, they moved on to different games during the afternoon, Patton cooked dinner after they were done, he also backed some cookies and let the others decorate them while he finished packing.

“Are you sure you’re feeling okay?” Virgil asked Dee once more, he had been asking the same thing over and over since he joined them on the board games.

Dee was placing some sprinkles on the cookies “I am Virge, I’ve been since you started asking”

Virgil sighed “I know... I’m just making sure, the jar is not... that nice to be in...”

“Yeah...thanks, but really, I’m fine” he gave Virgil a small smile “I’m out of there now, and that’s what matters”

“Just try not to get yourself in there again, that’s the hard part” commented Roman who was eating the icing.

Virgil looked at him “You will go in there if you keep eating that much sugar, you could start to yell at Pat again”

Roman shook his head “I won’t, and Patton gave us a small bowl of icing, he knows how I get with sugar”

“It’s a small bowl for him” Virgil smacked Roman’s hand that was reaching again for more

“Hey” Roman turned to look at him “okay, okay, I’ll stop”, he sat down next to him “I’m allowed to eat a cookie tho”

Dorian chuckled looking as they continued arguing, they really were used to it by now, he both hoped and feared for the day he would be too.

“Are you guys done?” Patton asked as he went back to the kitchen “aww, those look great!” He took one cookie, careful to not startle any of his boyfriends, and bit it “mmm, we did a great job with these” he took small pieces of that same cookie and placed them down “we can finish the rest after dinner” Each shrunken guy grabbed a piece of the cookie and ate it, Patton left his hand down for them to climb once they finished.

But before anyone could move, someone knocked the apartment’s door, Patton hummed, he wasn’t expecting anyone today, specially since they were moving tomorrow “I’ll go see who it is, I’ll be back in a sec” he said to the others and got out of the kitchen, making dure to close the door and place a towel under it before opening the main door “Yes?” He asked, his smile dropping a bit as he saw who it was.

“Patton Heart, my name is Remy Black, private investigator” They said taking their sunglasses off

“I know who you are Remy” Patton faked a smile “No need to be so formal, what can I help you with?”

Remy sighed “I’m just following the protocol Patton, and I’m here for business, don’t get the wrong idea” they searched on their jacked pocket and got a picture out of it “I’ve been contacted to investigate the disappearing of Roman Prince, and I was informed you used to date, I just came to ask you some questions” they handed the picture to Patton, it was a pic of Roman.

Patton took it “we used to yes, but I haven’t known anything about him for a long time” he lied.

“This will be quick then, can I come in so we can talk?”

“No need” Patton closed the door behind him “it’s a mess in there and you said it, this will be quick”

Remy raised an eyebrow “Alright then” he got a notebook and a pen out of their pockets “When was the last time you saw him?”

Patton hummed as he faked to think “about... three or four years ago”

“You were going to run away together, what happened?”

“Right, that, well, we went back to my apartment and had something to eat, but then he said he had forgotten some stuff at the theatre and was going to go back and get them, I told him he could go on our way to the new house but he refused and went alone, I waited a couple of hours for him to come back but he... he never did, he didn’t answer to my calls or my texts and I never saw him again” Patton faked being hurt as he told his fake story, something he had already prepared jus in case.

Remy wrote on his notebook “we have a witness who saw your car getting out of the building three hours or so after you two got in, why didn’t you wait longer for him?”

Clever, Patton knew Remy was a great detective, but he had everything prepared because of this “we had plans, we had to arrive to the new house at a certain day and everything was already prepared, I didn’t want to risk te landlord cancelling the deal, he knew our route, he knew where to find me and I told him to meet me there, I kept calling at every stop, still nothing, I stayed a year on that apparent and he never appeared”

“That’s the other issue, you’ve been moving quite a lot since then, why?”

Patton smirked “Remy, if I didn’t know you any better I would say you’re blaming me for Roman’s disappearance”

Remy mocked a smirk back “Well, I have my reasons to believe it, so I will until you prove me wrong, you’ve been in four different houses, in four different countries in the past three and a half years, why?”

“Because I like change, I haven’t really found my propose in this life or something, I just decide to change atmosphere from time to time, it’s not like I don’t have the money to do it”

Remy huffed “was that a threat? Because I won’t stop just because you pay me, and I’m not afraid of what you could do Pat”

Patton chuckled “see how you’re just blind aiming at me? I never said it was, I’m just answering your questions, it’s not my fault that you’re still a judgmental person”

“Once again, I’m not here to open a wound”

“Right, because you had to choose a case I was involved on, which is just because I’m Roman’s ex boyfriend, what? You wanted to know what horrible things I would have done to you if you didn’t ditch me?”

Remy blinked “Come again? You ditched me”

Patton shook his head “Remy, Remy, Remy, that much mystery is affecting your memory, please remind me, who rejected who or their preferences? Because I’m certain it wasn’t me, and you seem very personally offended for being here for ‘business’” he made quoting marks with his fingers.

“And you seem very defensive for someone who’s ‘innocent’” Remy mocked him and this the same sign.

“Lets just” Patton sighed “get this over with so you can go, any more questions?”

Remy rolled their eyes “yeah, why won’t you let me in?”

“I’m in the middle of moving out and there’s a mess in there, I was also cooking and the kitchen is very dirty, it’s not like I’m hiding something”

They sighed “Fine, I’ll believe you, for now, but I just drove way too many hours to get here, so expect another visit from me very soon”

“Gladly” Patton faked a smile and opened the door of his apartment “but once again, I’m not going to be here that much longer” he went inside and turned to look at them “goodnight Rem, I hope you find Roman” he said before closing the door.

Remy wanted to kick that door down and register Patton’s place, but they knew they couldn’t do it without an order, this was going to be harder than they thought, they walked out of the building and into their car as they considered getting Patton out of his suspects list.

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Hello, hi? Is, is this thing on? Is someone even here anymore....

Well, if you are, Hi, it’s been a while and I’m sorry about that, I don’t want to hype you up, BUT, I am going to start writing again, and by that I mean I’m forsing myself to write because I’m tired of being a procrastinator b1tch

So yeha, I basically reorganized my life and made a schedule for myself where I included at least 2 to 3 hours a week to write, I think it’s a good start to get back at it

I pretty much have a list of the things I’m going to write so I’m not opening prompts again yet, I’m going to start with everything you suggested and asked for and then I’m going back to @smallsecrets-sanderssidesau since it’s my most requested work

So hopefully you’ll be getting something at the end of the week since I have it started already, so see you then!

Have a nice rest of your day, and uh, that’s it, bye!

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Hey...

I really really don’t want to do this, but I haven’t been feeling like writing, even if I force myself to do it I end getting distracted with something else, I’m sorry, but I’m announcing a hiatus.

To everyone that sent a prompt, I will write those, but all my stories will be on hiatus for now, I may update something and I saw this promp list for September that I will try to do, but don’t expect getting updates soon.

As for my aus, Small Secrets was by far the mos voted for me to continue, and I will try, I swear I have tried ans I swear I will because I want to give that to you.

The asks are still open for my three aus, you cna still ask about the characters but any ask that could affect the main story will not be answered.

So, I’m very, very thankful for all the thing you comment and all the love most of my stories got or are still getting, and if I feel like writing someday maybe you’ll have an update, but until then, don’t get high hopes.

I’ll still be around, and you can drop a commission if you want but I wouldn’t recomend it if I don’t share a prompt list.

Take it easy guys, gals and nonbinary pals

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Roman no cheating!

“Fine fine, no cheating, you are not fun” Roman sat down and crossed his arms pouting, getting a chuckle out of Virgil.

Patton came back with Dorian on his hands “guess who will be joining us after all!” He said smiling and sitting back on his place, leaving Dee in the battleship board “Now I have someone in my team” Patton said giggling “I will go for some more snacks” he stood up and took the little bowl that was almost empty to the kitchen.

Virgil walked to Dee “hey, are you okay? The jar can be a bit... much sometimes”

“I know what you mean...” Dorian gave him a small smile “but I’m fine, I’m out of there and I do not want to go back”

“You’ll need to behave then” said Roman who was still sitting on his side of the board “and you don’t really seem to be willing to do that earlier”

Dee sighed “I know, and I’m still not acceptingany of this, and I’m still mad at Patton too of course but... I understand that I have to behave, just to keep it all easier for everyone”

“Alright I’m back” Patton came back and left the bowl between the two sides so everyone could grab some “we already started this game Dee, but you can finish it with me, or we can start over if you prefer”

“We can continue like this Pat it’s fine” he said and sat on his part of the board while Virgil walked back to his place with Roman, and they continued playing battlefield for a while.

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What about "Please talk to me" Patton and Dee? Maybe when Patton finally comes to get him out of the jar?

The door of Patton’s bedroom opened and Dee looked up to see Patton coming inside “Hey Dee, just checking in, how are you feeling?” Patton asked walking closer to his tiny boyfriend.

Dee looked away, not sure if he shouldanswer or not “Are you still mad?” Patton asked picking the jar up “Please talk to me, I want to make you feel at home”

The shrunken guy was startled by the sdden movement but managed not to fall, alright, the acting nice and complacent but not too much plan began now “I-I’m fine... I guess I just havent got used to being this small... it’s a big change” he said, pun not intended.

“Awe babe” Patton reached into the jar and scooped him up “I understand, but please don’t take it out on me, or the others, what you said really hurt me Dee” he held Dorian against his chest.

“I’m sorry” Dorian lied and did his best to hug back, even after everything that happened, Patton’s hugs were still the best ones, he hated it “I’ll try to control myself Pat”

Patton smiled and looked down at his boyfriend “I’m glad to hear that, see? We can all be happy as a family if we try! Now, how about we go to finish our game night?”

Dee looked up “that sounds great” he forced a smile as Patton walked out of the room

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Suuuup

Suuup, I’m really really sorry for the lack of content, working on it I promise! I’m trying to get back to my writing habits, the pandemia hit me hard and I’ve been doing nothing and way too much at the same time lol

But already working on te next chapter!

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An act? If you start acting super complacent right away Pat might get suspicious. But if you misbehave again you might get punished. Thats a thin line to walk, do you really think you could pull it off? I wish you the best of luck

Dorian: *sigh* I know it’s risky, but I dn’t have other choice is I want to get out of this jar, i’ll just begood like the others, not super complacent right away, but I can’t exactlybe truthfull with how I feel

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Wow wow this is a nifty lil blog ya got here, I’d say

yep, thanks, sorry about the lack of activity tho, I swear I will upload since it was the most voted option

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I don't know if Dee will be very happy to see Patton again or not

Dorian: I won’t, but I guess I’ll have to put an act if I want to get out of here...

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Updates

First of all, I’m sorry I haven’t wrote a lot recently (also thank you so much for all the love “Little frog Patton” got) I have been busy but also uninspired but I want to change that.

So, I made a poll with my most liked stories (according to AO3) and the ones I want to continue for you to vote, I have one or two stories that I LOVE with all my heart and have a lot planned for, but I don’t want to give you something you won’t like, that doesn’t mean I don’t like the other options, you’re not forcing me to write them don’t worry.

So vote for the storie you want me to continue the most! And I promise I’ll be doing the commissions that I have, and you can still send some if I reblog a prompt list.

That would be all, thank you! Have a nice day!

http://www.strawpoll.me/20214449

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Me seeing new followers on here:

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The third one looks like the boyo’s house!

here, have some dollhouses that I’ve been considering buying for myself. It’s free Tiny real estate. 

sources: x, x, x, x

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R: Did you fall? Or did you let go.

What I think happened after the whole jumping off the table incident. (Audio from Dear Evan Hanson)

Lexy: oooh yes! Yes yes yes I love it!